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Chapter 106 Love and Hate Sleep (7)

Chapter 130: Love and Hate Sleep (7) A Gift for the Dead

Long Pei didn't come back until evening, the sun was setting, and half of the sky seemed to be reddened by fire. The dizzy beams of light enveloped the entire mansion garden, but it couldn't warm it up, and there was desolation and sadness everywhere.

Gu Mingxi sat beside the coffin, motionless, like a sculpture. The tears seemed to have been shed in the past few days. His dry eyes were empty and numb, leaving only darkness and endless coldness.

Long Pei walked to the other side of the coffin and looked at the lifeless daughter, taking one more look was a punishment.Clenching her hands behind her back, she looked at Gu Mingxi, "Send Yaner away tomorrow afternoon."

Although the corpse could be preserved for a longer period of time, they still had to send Yan'er away, and it was impossible to keep her forever like this.

Gu Mingxi was not as emotional as before, and looked at Yan'er calmly, without saying a word, as if she had never heard of it.His thin oval face was as pale as white paper, his fingers had been placed beside the cold coffin, his hair was hanging down, and the strand of long silver hair was exposed, adding a bit of desolation.

Long Pei's Adam's apple rolled up and down a few times, and the words reached his lips and swallowed back.She couldn't keep being immersed in Yan'er's death like this, but she knew in her heart that Yan'er was really important to her.

She didn't speak for a long time, Long Pei glanced at her and her daughter meaningfully, turned and walked towards the stairs, he still had to go to the study to deal with many things.After walking a few steps, Gu Mingxi's cold voice came from behind, "—Your Excellency."

Long Pei stopped, turned around and looked at her with dark eyes, his tightly pursed lips loosened, quietly waiting for her words.

Gu Mingxi's eyes shifted from her daughter's body to his body one by one, mechanically.The black and white pupils were not turbulent, not distraught, and said very calmly, "You said that that day would not appear, but now Yan'er is dead!"

Long Pei's expression was slightly startled, he understood the meaning of her words, and fixed his dark eyes on her, "Even if Yan'er dies, that day will never appear. You will always be my Long Pei's wife."

Long Pei, do you think I still believe you now?
This sentence "You will always be my Long Pei's wife." is as ridiculous as you want it to be.What he meant was that he would not divorce even if he had no children, even if she died, she would be his wife to Long Pei.

To be Long Pei's wife forever, watching him and Yi Ruo give birth to an heir, what kind of happy family reunion?
Is this the punishment and revenge you want to give me!

Without saying a word, Gu Mingxi turned her head and didn't look at him any more. The eyes with her back to him were full of sarcasm and coldness. The white fingers placed on the coffin tightened more and more, and the joints were pale.

Long Pei thought that she just wanted to leave him because of Yan'er's death, and used this excuse to file for divorce, so he turned and went upstairs without thinking too much.

Even if Yan'er died, even if she hated him, he couldn't let go.

Divorce, this word will never appear between him and her.

Gu Mingxi stared closely at the scar on Yan'er's face, stubborn tears flickered at the corners of her eyes, and her bare fingers scratched a layer of skin on the coffin.

She said that if Yan'er hurts a little, she will make those people hurt a lot.

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Bai Yan came to look for your Excellency because of the presidential palace, talked in detail for two hours in the study, and it was already twelve o'clock in the evening when he walked out of the study.Everyone rested, and the crystal lamps in the hall were deserted and cold.

Gu Mingxi was still by Yan'er's side, never leaving her.

Seeing his wife like this all day long, Bai Yan also felt oppressed and uncomfortable. He couldn't help but walked up to the brazier and filled some ghost papers for Long Ziqi.The flames danced brightly, reflecting warmth on the cheeks, but the fingertips were icy cold.

"Madam, the best gift for the dead is to forget, not to never forget." He turned his head to look at Gu Mingxi, and sighed, "Miss is not at ease even if you leave like this."

Gu Mingxi's calm expression didn't change much, and when he looked sideways at Bai Yan, his eyes were like a pool of stagnant water, lifeless and without any color, like a person who had no desires, no desires, and no soul.

Because I knelt for too long, the blood did not circulate, and my legs were numb to the point of freezing. Every step I took was like walking barefoot on glass shards, and my feet were painfully cut.

"Ma'am, be careful." Bai Yan got up and helped her walk to the brazier, and knelt on the mat.

Gu Mingxi's white fingers held the ghost paper and slowly threw it into the brazier. The fire light dazzled her eyes, and could not warm a dead heart.

Bai Yan didn't say much, just opposite her, tacitly threw a ghost paper into the brazier.

Long Pei pushed open the door of the study, walked to the guardrail of the stairs and saw such a scene, neither of them said a word, they threw ghost papers into the brazier one after the other, the hall was quiet and peaceful, as if all the storms It's over.

Maybe letting Bai Yan talk to her would make her feel better.

He withdrew his steps to go downstairs, turned around and went back to the study.

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The Ming paper was almost burned, and Bai Yan was about to get up to leave, when Gu Mingxi's abrupt voice sounded, "Do you love Nan Si?"

Bai Yan's expression was a little unnatural, he didn't expect that even his wife could see the matter between himself and Nan Si!Your Excellency will not take the initiative to tell Madam these things
"Love."

It was the first time to admit that I loved a man in front of people other than Nan Si and Your Excellency, and I didn't feel ashamed.He looked at his wife with uneasy eyes, a little worried that she would not be able to accept it.

"Does Nan Sita love you?" She lowered her head and lowered her eyes, staring intently at the flame, making it impossible to guess what she was thinking.

Bai Yan's expression turned pale under the firelight, his heart was pounding, or he felt guilty; because Nan Si had never admitted his feelings for him positively, whether it was because of love, or just because of some reasons...

"I, I don't know."

"He's not good enough for you." Gu Mingxi looked up at him, Bai Yanchang was handsome, fair-skinned, and had a clean breath on his body, making one not feel at all that he was in the big dye vat of politics.In his eyes, he could see the sadness he felt for Yan'er's death.

"Ma'am, there's no question of whether you deserve it or not, it's just whether you want it or not." Bai Yan smiled bitterly.

Everyone thinks that Nan Si is not good enough for him.There may be many people who are worthy of me in this world, but there is no one who can make me love so hard for ten years, except Nan Si.

Just for this point, the word "matching" seems extraordinarily thin and insignificant.

"That's not what I'm talking about." Gu Mingxi pursed her lips, her voice was calm like a straight line, without any change in amplitude.

"Ma'am, what do you mean...?" Bai Yan hesitated, looking at her with puzzled eyes.

Gu Mingxi lowered her eyes again, and pursed her dry lips lightly, "Bai Yan, some things cannot be attached to, the more you are attached, the less you can get it, and in the end you may have nothing to lose. You are a man born for love! "Living for love, dying for love, she doesn't want Bai Yan to repeat her own mistakes, blinded by such a little impossible love.

Bai Yan's only weakness is his feelings for Nan Si, which is also the biggest fatal point in his life.

Bai Yan's body froze, as if someone had discovered the deepest and deepest secret in his heart, and a trace of unnaturalness crossed his face.He suddenly realized that maybe neither you nor Nan Si knew him as well as his wife.

Frowning, he murmured softly, "Bai Yan knows what path I'm going on, thank you Madam for your concern. Although Miss is gone, the days ahead are still long, Madam can't stay immersed in the grief of the past, come out sooner, Life always turns around.”

"Thank you, I will." Gu Mingxi answered him lightly.

Bai Yan stood up, bowed, turned and left.

Gu Mingxi heard the footsteps getting farther and farther away, and looked up to see Bai Yan's back disappearing at the door.A trace of complexity flashed in his eyes, Bai Yan is a clean person, even though he has done many shady things for Long Pei, his heart is still clean, with a gentleness that others don't have.

Emotions are clear to the bystanders and obsessed by the authorities; I hope he can wake up soon, the most unbelievable thing in this world is love.

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The night was replaced by day, the morning wind exuded clarity and coolness, the lights in the hall were turned off, and the sunlight poured warmth through the glass.

Gu Mingxi touched Yan'er's cold cheek with her fair fingers, and said softly, "Yan'er, it's dawn."

Ru Bing came over and said earnestly: "Ma'am, you haven't had a good rest in the past few days, please take care of your health even for the sake of Miss, she will be sad to see you like this in the sky."

There was no concealed tiredness on the blood-colored goose egg face, no rest, and obvious dark circles under the eyelids, and the whole person was haggard, as if he would fall down at any time.

"Rubing, can you help me take off Yan'er's favorite white dress?" Gu Mingxi didn't look at her, as if saying to her, more like saying to herself, "Yan'er doesn't like yellow dresses. skirt, and I want to do a nice braid for her."

"Ma'am..." Seeing her like this, Ru Bing called softly, and seeing her resolute and resigned sigh, she turned and went upstairs to fetch Miss's favorite dress for her.

Putting on a beautiful white dress for Yan'er, Gu Mingxi held her in his arms and combed her hair with her own hands, not minding her cold and stiff body at all.Although there are special devices to preserve the corpse, after such a long time, there is always a faint smell of decay.

Her hair was as dry as a pile of grass, without any softness.With gentle fingers, Gu Mingxi carefully braided her daughter's hair into a beautiful braid.

When Long Pei came out of the study, he saw her hugging Yan'er, and gently kissing Yan'er on the forehead. The picture was beautiful and sad, especially her calm expression and that tuft of white hair, which made people look very sad. Worried.

Gu Mingxi put Yan'er back in the coffin, her fingers wandered reluctantly on her cheeks, the tears in her eyes glistened, and there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, which was so weird and unpredictable.

Long Pei walked up to her, stared at her daughter closely, and said in a low voice, "We'll send Yan'er away in the afternoon. The cemetery has been chosen, and it's next to your mother's tombstone."

According to the usual practice, Yan'er should be buried in the Long family's cemetery, but she thought that if Yan'er could be with her mother, it might make her feel better.

Gu Mingxi's calm expression did not show any reaction, his black and white pupils swept across him for a few seconds, without saying anything, he turned and walked towards the study.

Long Pei frowned. For some reason, he felt that Gu Mingxi was a little weird. There was no disgust or hatred in his eyes. She didn't even respond when she said that she would send Yan'er to be cremated.The probing eyes followed her back to the kitchen door, and she came out holding the dinner plate after a while.

She glanced at him and walked to the table.

Long Pei walked over without hesitation, sat on the chair, with a glass of milk and a piece of cake in front of him, he knew this piece of cake.It was the birthday cake that I accompanied Yan'er to make for her to celebrate her birthday.

But that night when he found out that Yi Ruo was pregnant, he didn't even have time to eat the cake, but Yan'er was no longer there.

Gu Mingxi opened the chair and sat down, looking at him with numb and empty eyes, "Yan'er's biggest wish is to let you eat a bite of the cake she made. You'll take a bite and grant her wish, won't you?"

The word "wish" is like a knife stabbing at Long Pei, Yan'er has promised many things, but he seems to have failed to do any of them.There is a cake made by Yan'er in front of him, but he has not eaten a bite because of other things, Yan'er must have been very sad that night.

The short and dense eyelashes drooped to cover the pain that flashed across the eyes, subconsciously avoiding the eyes, holding the milk glass with his fingers to drink, his fingers clenched tightly, he dared not touch the cake for a long time.

Gu Mingxi stared at him intently, her curled eyelashes trembling slightly.
Long Pei seemed to be struggling for a long time, his fingers turned pale as he held the spoon, his eyes fell on the cake again, his mind was full of images of Yan'er and himself making the cake.

That was the happiest afternoon their father and daughter had spent together, and it was their little secret!

He also promised Yan'er that the family would never be separated.

When a small piece of cake was about to reach his lips, the phone rang suddenly, as if he had suddenly found an excuse to escape. He didn't even glance at Gu Mingxi, and quickly got up to answer the phone, his face instantly gloomy, "What? I'll come right away !"

After cutting off the phone, he turned back to look at Gu Mingxi, her black and white eyes were filled with cold irony, and the smile at the corner of her mouth was all mockery...

"I have something to deal with, and I will definitely come back this afternoon to deliver cigarettes with you." Long Pei deliberately avoided looking at the cake, and said to her in a chilling voice.

Gu Mingxi acted as if she had never heard of it, her gaze fell on the cake.Long Pei frowned, squeezed out two words, "wait for me."

When he turned around and was about to leave, a cold voice came from behind, "Is it so difficult for you to take a bite of the cake Yan'er made herself?"

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