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Chapter 226 Love Struggled During Narrow Death (3)

Chapter 270: Love Struggled During Narrow Death (3) So Disgusting

In the room, everything was smashed to pieces on the ground, and the room was in a mess.The black shadow curled up in the corner, trembling uncontrollably, a pair of clear eyes filled with deep fear and panic.

Holding her head in her hands, she opened her mouth like a hysterical roar, but she couldn't make a sound.

Qianshang checked her body, and her head was severely injured, which may be the reason why she can't remember the past.

There is no problem with her vocal cords. It can only be speculated that it may be because of psychological reasons that she is unwilling to speak.

She once had two broken ribs and a broken calf. Judging from the photos taken, no one has treated her, and it healed on its own. It didn't grow well. She looks fine now, and she will become crippled at any time in two years.

It was a miracle that she was still alive, but the price paid for such a life was too painful and heavy.

The deadliest thing is that she has the deepest rejection and hostility towards Gu Mingxi.

Every time Gu Mingxi wanted to get close to her, her emotions would lose control, and no matter what she threw at Gu Mingxi.

For this reason Long Pei was unwilling to let her get close to Yan'er.

In the entire presidential palace, only when Ah Li approached her would she calm down.Ah Li himself is a wounded patient, so how can he take care of a wounded Yan'er.

Long Pei's mood was solemn, Gu Mingxi's heart was heavy, and the presidential palace was deeply shrouded in haze.

The door was pushed open, and Long Pei stood at the door, staring at the figure in the corner with unconcealable distress in his dark eyes, his heart suddenly tugged, and the pain was severe.

This is his and Ming Xi's child, with their blood running through his body, but now he is being tortured like this, how can he not be heartbroken?
He avoided the things on the ground, walked up to her, knelt down slowly, stretched out his hand in front of her, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I am your daddy, I will not hurt you, and I will not let anyone hurt you you."

His unstoppable trembling body was like a puppy abandoned in a storm, his stern facial features were seen in his chaotic eyes, a pair of dark eyes... very similar to that person.

"Yan'er, I'm Daddy." Long Pei spoke patiently, still holding his hand in front of her.

She just stared at him without any reaction.

The thin lips showed a warm smile, without the majesty and overwhelming momentum at work, the tenderness in the eyes radiated from the heart.

"You are my daughter, no one will hurt you here, trust me."

There seemed to be something flashing in her eyes under the curled eyelashes, and she slowly raised her little hand, Long Peiyan saw that the smile on the corner of her mouth grew wider, thinking that she could accept him.

Long Ziqi didn't accept him, but grabbed his hand unexpectedly, opened his mouth and bit his tiger's mouth, with incomparable force, even harder than biting Long Lifei and Gu Mingxi.

Long Pei didn't move, never even frowned, always maintained a gentle smile on his face, staring at her with gentle eyes, heavy love and pampering, how much could she understand?

Blood flowed out quickly, dripping onto the ground.

This is also good, so their family has the same mark.

As she worked hard, she looked at him with her eyes. He was not angry like that person, and he didn't hurt himself.

His smile is so pretty.

I don't know how long it took, but she seemed to be tired, her mouth slowly opened, her eyes dimmed, it seemed that she was afraid and uneasy, and she leaned against the wall again.

Long Pei saw through her emotions, and said softly: "It's okay, Daddy is not afraid of pain."

Really, doesn't it hurt?She looked at him with wide eyes.

"Do you want to see your brother?"

elder brother?that person?She blinked her eyes in silence for a long time, then nodded cautiously.

Long Pei stretched out his hands to hug her, at first she was instinctively stiff and scared, but there was a special aura about him, which made people feel very warm and at ease.

He won't hurt himself, she verified it, didn't she!

The trembling of his body gradually disappeared in his gentle embrace, and his mood seemed to stabilize.

Long Pei carried her to Ah Li's room, and the servant took advantage of this time to clean up the room.

Long Lifei lived in Long Ziqi's room in the past, the pink color was somewhat girlish, but he sat on the bed without any sense of disobedience.

Seeing Long Ziqi being carried by him, seeing Long Pei's hands covered with blood, his brows were furrowed, her habit of biting people was really bad.

Long Pei put her on the bed, and gently rubbed her head with his big palm, "You are with brother, Daddy will come over later."

Long Ziqi didn't look at him, her gaze had been on Long Lifei since entering the room, staring at him intently.

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When Long Pei walked out of the room, Gu Mingxi was standing at the door, looking at him with his eyes, and seeing his hands, there was a trace of distress in his eyes.

Yan'er bit Ah Li once and Long Pei once, and found that they would not hurt her so she could accept her, why couldn't she?
There was a dull pain in the unhealed wound on his hand.

"Give her some more time, and she will accept you."

Gu Mingxi didn't speak, just took his uninjured hand and walked back to the master bedroom.The medicine kit that Jean Rubing had prepared was already on the table, and Gu Mingxi squatted in front of him, treating his wound without saying a word.

His expression was focused, and his movements were gentle, just like the care he used to treat the wound for himself.

Gu Mingxi fixed the bandage, turned around to pack the medicine box, was picked up by him unexpectedly and placed on his lap, his strong arms encircled her.

"Mingxi, don't be like this." Seeing her suffering all day, trying to get close to her daughter but unable to, he felt very distressed.

Gu Mingxi leaned her head on his shoulder, her eyes were dim, and her voice was mixed with helplessness, "She can accept A Li and you, but why can't she accept me?"

People who have never been hated by their own daughters would understand such feelings.

God knows how much she wants to take care of her herself.

Now, she can't even take a step closer to her.

Why, so cruel to her.

Long Pei stroked her cheek lightly with his big palm, and kissed her hair tenderly with his lips, a chill appeared in his eyes, "I think, maybe someone pretended to be you and did something to her."

If someone pretended to be Ming Xi and hurt Yan'er, leaving a shadow in her heart, she would not have resisted Ming Xi like this.

Hearing this, Gu Mingxi involuntarily grabbed his clothes, with hatred in his eyes.

Bo Yixin is too cruel!

Although she didn't let Yan'er die, she made Yan'er go through so many unbearable situations, and made Yan'er hate her own mother, which is simply more cruel than death.

Long Pei hugged her tightly, and said in a low voice, "Mingxi, don't let your heart be filled with hatred."

He has hated Gu Mingxi for so many years, and he knows how painful it is to hate someone he doesn't want to hate.Bo Yixin is dead, he doesn't want Gu Mingxi to suffer because of hating a dead person.

Although, Bo Yixin deserves to die.

"I know." She said in a low voice, her voice was weak but her tone was as firm as steel, "She wants to torture me and you with smoke, and wants us to live in hell with hatred in our hearts and struggle in pain. But She was wrong! No matter how many unbearable and dirty things I have experienced, my heart will not be swallowed by hatred, because you are the last light in my heart. As long as you are there, I will not be swallowed by darkness. Blinded by hate, never will be."

As long as Long Pei is by her side, she will not be pulled into the swamp of hatred and cannot extricate herself.Because Ah Pei, who was in the swamp of hatred, kept supporting her with his own hands, preventing her from sinking.

How can Ah Pei, who is so affectionate and devoted to her, live up to him.

Her words are like stones thrown into the pool, disturbing the spring water in Long Pei's heart.Unable to restrain her jaw from being pinched by the big hand, she lowered her head and kissed her...

Slowly closing your eyes to respond to his emotion.

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Recently, Long Pei stayed in the main house and did not return to the office. Most of the affairs were handled by Bai Yan and Ban Xia, and those who were within their scope of responsibility were dealt with first.

In the middle of the night, Bai Yan turned off the computer, took his coat and walked out of the office building. It was already twelve o'clock, the moon was bright and the stars were sparse, and the coolness of the autumn night permeated people.

He didn't put on the coat on his arm. In fact, he liked the cold, as if reminding himself that he was still alive.

After picking up the car, a black figure suddenly appeared out of the parking lot. Shocked, Bai Yan immediately stepped on the brakes, leaned forward, and held the steering wheel tightly with both hands, surprise flashing across his eyes.

The tall and straight figure of Nan Si, who was only a few millimeters away, was a little scrupulous no matter how he looked at it in the dark night. When he saw the car from the side, he frowned, as if he was wondering how the person in the car could be...him.

Bai Yan collected his mind, suppressed the ripples in his heart, rolled down the car window and said calmly, "Why haven't you gone back so late?"

Nan Si walked to his car window, looked at him by the moonlight, he looked good, it seemed that he and Ban Xia had a good time together, he should be happy for him in his heart, but he couldn't help but feel bitter.

"There's been a delay."

Seeing his hands in his pockets, Bai Yan hesitated for a few seconds and asked, "Didn't you drive?"

"Sent for inspection." He replied.

"Yes, I'll give you a ride?" Bai Yan's tone was a little uncertain, asking politely as usual, but he didn't expect Nan Si to nod without hesitation, "Okay."

He bypassed the co-pilot's seat, opened the door and sat down, "Thank you."

Bai Yan's eyes fell on his chest, and he subconsciously leaned over, reaching out to pull the seat belt for him, but before his hand touched the seat belt, he suddenly realized something, and his body froze suddenly.

Nan Si sat without moving, staring at Bai Yan's unnatural expression in the darkness with gloomy eyes.

For some reason, there was a trace of anticipation in the dark eyes, and she stared at him shiningly, almost holding her breath.

Bai Yan froze for a few seconds, sat up straight, and said lightly, "Seat belt."

As soon as the three words came out, Nan Si's eyes dimmed instantly, and the loss in his eyes was obvious.When we were together in the past, I was like this. I never remembered to fasten my seat belt. Every time Bai Yan would fasten his seat belt himself, so that he could take advantage of the trend when he leaned over...

The images that flashed in my mind seemed like yesterday, and at this moment, they were not the same as yesterday.

He silently fastened his seat belt, his stern outline was covered with a layer of haze, he kept looking outside without speaking.

Seeing him fasten his seat belt, Bai Yan started the car and drove out of the presidential palace.You can probably guess what Nan Si was thinking just now, why is the seat belt fastened so slowly, why the eyes are bright and then become lonely after he speaks.

It was agreed to forget, and it was agreed not to be Nan Si's retreat, even now he has never let go.

The two of them didn't speak a word along the way, Bai Yan kept looking ahead, Nan Si looked out of the car window, but his peripheral vision kept lingering on him, clearly knowing, but pretending not to know.

It was just the hands holding the steering wheel, and the veins jumped faintly.

Sometimes when I think about it, I really don't know who to hate.They are clearly in love but are destined not to be together, and they cannot tell others, as if telling others that their love is a sin, an unforgivable sin.

But what's wrong with them, they just love each other!
The neon lights outside the car window quickly passed over Nan Si's gloomy face, and the hands on his knees secretly picked up his clothes.The carriage was very quiet, so quiet that it seemed that one could hear the heartbeat and breathing next to her.

There is an extravagant hope for a second, that this road will never end, just let them go on in the space that belongs to each other.

Said it is an extravagant wish, and it will definitely not come true.

Because it is late at night, there is very little traffic, which saves more time than during the day.Seeing that the car was about to arrive at the place where Nan Si lived, an abrupt voice sounded from the car, "Are you and her planning to get married?"

"...to suffer?" Bai Yan was stunned for a moment, but after understanding what he said, his heart ached. He didn't deny it, but just gave a vague "Yes".

Knowing that Nan Si misunderstood his relationship with Ban Xia, if he doesn't want to explain, let him misunderstand.

Nan Si was not the only one who misunderstood. Most of the people around thought that he and Ban Xia had an unusual relationship. They went to work and off work together, and occasionally saw them having dinner together.

Someone teased them ambiguously, but there was no explanation or clarification.

He was very embarrassed at first and wanted to clarify that it doesn't matter if he is a man, but Pinellia is a woman after all, and he will marry in the future.

Ban Xia saw through his thoughts, and smiled lightly, "If he believes in rumors and doesn't believe me, then he doesn't mind such a man."

Lu Banxia is emotionally arrogant.

She has the capital to be proud and arrogant, Bai Yan thought so.What Ban Xia said is right, if that man would rather believe in gossip, how can he be worthy of Ban Xia's love.

Speechless again, Nan Si's eyes became more forlorn, they finally reached this point.

The car stopped at the entrance of Nan Si's corridor, Bai Yan turned his head to look at him, "Here we are."

I can only send you here.

Sitting in the car, Nan Si didn't move when he heard the sound, and he couldn't figure out what was going on in his dark eyes under the dim light.

"...Nan Si."

"Can I hug you one last time?" He suddenly looked up at Bai Yan, his eyes were as sharp as a blade.

"En?" Before Bai Yan could react, Nan Si had already unbuckled his seat belt and leaned over, his slender and powerful arms hugged Bai Yan tightly.

If this was destined to be their end, what could he say?

Bai Yan's body froze involuntarily, and the hands hanging beside him suddenly clenched into fists, rationally telling himself to push him away and not continue to sink.

The body does not listen to the command of reason, it is undeniable, and I miss his breath, body temperature, and everything about him, and there is no way to push him away.

He can't.

The hands clenched into fists were loosened, and the corners of the mouth curled up in a self-deprecating arc...

Nan Si's hug became tighter and tighter, leaving no gaps, so tight that he couldn't breathe, so tight that even his bones hurt.

"Don't forget me...don't forget me completely." His voice sounded faintly in Bai Yan's ear, revealing humility and pleading, "At least...put it in a corner of your heart, and secretly think about it occasionally, don't found by anyone."

Bai Yan smiled wryly, "I'm sorry...I can't do it."

Nan Si's body stiffened and gradually turned cold, he couldn't help letting go of him, and met Bai Yan's eyes with affection and helplessness in his eyes.

There is no way to just put you in a corner of my heart and miss you secretly.

Bai Yan's eyes were wet, and his lips were trembling, "Because... I miss you with all my heart."

Nan Si was stunned, his heart suddenly picked up, trembling uncontrollably, distressed and painful intertwined.The blood all over his body was boiling, and something seemed to burst out of his body.

The more repressed the emotion, the hotter it will be when it bursts out, like an overflowing river embankment, once the gap is opened, it will rush torrent immediately.

Bai Yan knew that what he did was wrong, and he couldn't restrain himself.

In front of Nan Si, the sober and rational willpower has always been weak and easily broken.

Maybe it's like what Nan Si said, the last time.

Please allow him to finally indulge his feelings like this.

You have to let go of what you agreed to, and you have to live your own life separately.

His wife was upstairs while she was pregnant, but they did such shameless things in the car downstairs, Bai Yan couldn't forgive himself.

I want to remember every part of his body, I want to remember his body temperature, even if I die.

"Nan Si, that's enough." Between them, enough is really enough.

It's no good for anyone to get entangled like this.It will only intensify the harm and even involve innocent people.

Bai Yan didn't want to see such a scene.

Nan Si hugged him in silence for a long time, never speaking.In the silent carriage, only each other's breathing and heartbeat seem to be in sync, and they feel each other's body temperature through the clothes, which is as warm as a dream.

I don't know how long to maintain this posture, but the hot feelings can't cool down with the passage of time. It's just an intuition that I don't know where it came from. Both of them have a bad premonition in their hearts.

When the two looked at the front of the windshield at the same time, their minds were shattered for a moment like a thunder on the ground, disbelief filled their eyes, and the blood on their faces disappeared immediately.

The figure under the moonlight was slightly bloated, and the facial features could not be seen clearly from the backlight, but the garbage in his hand fell to the ground suddenly.It was like falling into a cold icehouse, so cold that I couldn't breathe.

Bai Yan's stunned body slumped on the seat, his bleeding lips bitten by Nan Si were slightly parted, and his white teeth were still stained with blood...

At this moment, he seemed like a shameless third party who had finally been discovered, and his ugliness could not be hidden.

Nan Si was also shocked, he never expected that Rong Rong would come down to throw trash at such a late hour.

Rongrong didn't say anything, and when her cold and desperate eyes moved away from them, she ran upstairs, her back panicked like a ghost.

She saw it.

At this moment, Nan Si couldn't tell whether it was solemn or relieved. He had long wanted to lie to Rongrong, but he didn't know how to speak, let alone she was pregnant with a child.

Bai Yan came to his senses and looked at him in panic, "Chasing! Qin Nansi, hurry up and chase her!"

Nan Si's eyes were dark, and he looked at him complicatedly, without moving.

Bai Yan had already stretched out his hand to push him, almost gnashing his teeth, "If there is anything wrong with Rongrong or the child, I will never forgive you, let alone myself."

Nan Si's heart skipped a beat, as if his soul had come to his senses, he immediately opened the car door and ran upstairs.

Bai Yan watched helplessly as his back disappeared into the darkness, his body collapsed backwards, and his fingers landed on his face...

Bai Ziyan, after all, you are an unforgivable sinner.

There was an uncontrollable dampness in the eye sockets.

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Nan Si ran to the door of the house, just as Rongrong opened the door, "...Rongrong!"

Rongrong turned to look at him, and couldn't stop walking back, because her belly was so big that her steps seemed clumsy.Staring at Nan Si, there is hatred, disgust and disgust...

"Listen to my explanation..." Nan Si approached her step by step, lowering his voice so as not to wake up his resting parents.

"Don't come here..." Rongrong stepped back, avoiding his hand, "Don't touch me!"

"Rongrong..." Nan Si paused.

Rong Rong's heavy footsteps were almost unsteady, she wobbled onto the sofa and forced herself to stand still.The scene she saw just now was echoing in her mind, like a sharp knife cutting her heart and reason.

She almost suspected that she was wrong.

how is this possible.

They're all...all...men.

"How can you, how can you..." The trembling lips collided with each other, tears fell down uncontrollably, and the last four words were gnashed teeth and filled with hatred: "It's so disgusting."

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