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Chapter 231 "Countdown to the Ending"

Chapter 270 Five: Love Is a Game of Never Regrets (2)

Bai Yan packed his things, he only brought a small suitcase, two changes of clothes, two books, and some cash with him.

The furniture was all covered with white cloth, and the originally warm house was filled with incomparably deserted and desolate at this moment.He looked at the flowers and plants growing on the balcony, and he had lowered his head and lay lifeless in the flower pot.

The doorbell rang suddenly, disturbing his thoughts.

"... Mingxi" opened the door and saw Gu Mingxi, his black hair was still stained with crystal clear drops of water, looking at his haggard look with a pair of bright eyes, trying to suppress his heartache.

She knew that Bai Yan didn't need pity from others.

A confidant doesn't need to say anything, he can tell what the other person is thinking with just one look.Bai Yan welcomed her in, turned around and went to the kitchen to boil hot water, seeing the white mist coming out of the kettle, the water in the kettle was gurgling when it was about to boil, and his thoughts slowly drifted away.

Gu Mingxi walked into the kitchen at some point, stood side by side with him, reached out to take the cup and put it away, "Do you have to go?"

"En." Bai Yan lowered his eyes and answered without hesitation, Ming Xi's appearance was within his expectation.

"Bai Yan, people can't just live for feelings." Gu Mingxi's sharp eyes shot at his pale side face, and his tone was dignified, "Think about this country, think about those citizens who need you, think about trusting you for so many years Ah Pei."

Could it be that everything can't compare to a Nan Si in his heart?

When the water boiled, Bai Yan poured hot water into a transparent glass to wash away the scented tea, "Mingxi, that's why I'm leaving."

If you don't leave here, there is no way to completely sever ties with Nansi. If this continues, it will be the people of the whole country who know about their affairs.It will even become a stain on the presidential palace of country C and shame your Excellency.

In these years, he has followed Your Excellency, devoted himself to his duties, and shared the heavy government affairs for him, not wanting to become a burden and scandal to Your Excellency in the end.Bearing all the sins and all the mistakes, it is better to leave alone when things are not in the end, than to leave everyone alone in the end.

Gu Mingxi looked at him thoughtfully for a while, then asked abruptly, "Is there any wine at home?"

As soon as she finished speaking, she didn't wait for Bai Yan to speak, she walked to the refrigerator on her own, opened the refrigerator and saw cans of beer, took several cans and turned to throw them to Bai Yan.

Bai Yan caught it just in time.

"Today we don't drink tea, we drink."

Because the furniture was covered with white cloth, Gu Mingxi and Bai Yan sat cross-legged on the carpet, opened the ring of the can and took a big gulp. The cold liquid poured down the throat and flowed down the esophagus, almost freezing the internal organs.

Ah Pei hoped that he could keep Bai Yan, and he thought so too, but it was his decision to leave Bai Yan.What's more, she understood Bai Yan's feelings, as if Bai Yan was willing to take the risk and let her go.

Getting deeper and deeper in the vortex of feelings, if you want to find an exit, you can only leave, and use time to heal the wounds in your heart and dilute all the scars.

"Ayan, I hope this won't be the last time we drink." Gu Mingxi raised the bottle in front of him, his eyes full of reluctance.

The soda can in Bai Yan's hand touched her, "No."

The days to come are still so long, maybe one day he will come back and have another drink with her after letting go.

They say they are confidants, but the time they spend together is too short. There are always many things that happen suddenly and they are caught off guard. Counting the years of knowing each other, they don't even sit together and have a good meal.

Today I can only see him off with wine, I hope Bai Yan is all right.

A few cans of beer had run out, Gu Mingxi's pale face was stained with blush, and she wanted to open another can, but Bai Yan held her hand.Looking up, he saw helplessness in his cold eyes, "Don't drink."

"I'm leaving today, I don't know when we will see you again, just let me drink." I don't know if there will be a chance to drink together in the future.

The world is impermanent, and who can predict the future changes.

"...Ming Xi!" Bai Yan's voice was hoarse and sad, and after a long stalemate, he couldn't hold back her and followed her way.

Life is alive, dozens of years are rushed, and there are still a few years to squander!
After all, the beer in the refrigerator was finished, and there were soda cans all over the floor. Although Gu Mingxi's face was blushing, she was clear-headed, and she clearly understood that things were artificial but not destined.

Like her and Qin Yuan, like Bai Yan and Nan Si.

Can't go back to the past.

Bai Yan packed up all the rubbish, bent over like an elder brother, and rubbed her head with his fingers, "Mingxi, I should go."

Gu Mingxi stood up, "I'll see you off."

Bai Yan hesitated for a moment, but did not refuse her.

The two went downstairs, and the drizzle that had been falling when Gu Mingxi first arrived gradually turned into a heavy rain.There was a car parked by the side of the road, and the person standing beside the car was tall and straight, as if standing in the world, when his eyes locked on Gu Mingxi, his piercing eyes couldn't help but soften.

"How did you come?"

Regardless of the heavy rain, he ran towards him quickly, as if he couldn't wait.Seeing her coming, Long Pei immediately went up to greet her, and Ban Xia who was holding an umbrella at the side immediately followed.

Long Pei had a beige coat on his wrist, and when he stood in front of her, he touched her hand for the first time, as expected, it was very cold.

"An hour ago, the Meteorological Bureau said that the temperature would drop." He said warmly, and he had already put on a warm coat for her.

Standing in the cold, wind and rain, Gu Mingxi only felt the intimate warmth, "Waiting for a long time?"

"Just arrived." Long Pei carefully buttoned her and adjusted her collar.

Although the umbrella is big, Pinellia is all supported by Madam and Your Excellency, while she is standing in the rain.Hearing Your Excellency's words, the slender eyelashes trembled slightly.

Your Excellency has been waiting in the rain for nearly an hour.

I don't know when the rain on the head stopped, Ban Xia came back to his senses and saw Bai Yan standing next to him with an umbrella, and the next second he noticed the luggage in his hand, his expression was involuntarily gloomy.

Long Pei took Gu Mingxi's hair out of his clothes, wrapped his palms around her slender shoulders, smelled the smell of alcohol on her body, frowned and said nothing.Eagle eyes looked at Bai Yan, there was no surprise, he knew that Ming Xi would not be able to keep Bai Yan.

"We'll send you off."

The simple and clear four words, Bai Yan heard the strength that could not be rejected, and readily accepted it.

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When Gu Mingxi walked out of the airport, he didn't know when the original rain turned into catkins floating all over the sky. When he stretched out his hand, a thin piece fell on the palm of his hand, and it melted into cool wetness in an instant.

"This year's snow came really early." The sadness of parting could not be concealed in the whispered tone.

Long Pei walked to her side and hugged her slender shoulders.Banxia originally wanted to hold an umbrella for them, but when Long Pei's eyes signaled her, she silently retreated to the side like an invisible person.

His eyes couldn't help looking at the tarmac... Did he leave?

The weather was cold and it was snowing heavily. There were not many people outside the airport. The passers-by were in a hurry and no one noticed the handsome man and beautiful woman standing at the door.

There is a farewell to sending you off for thousands of miles. Bai Yan's plane took off half an hour later, but Gu Mingxi did not continue to accompany him in the VIP room.

When she left, she hugged Bai Yan gently in front of Long Pei, and whispered a word in his ear.

Bai Yan's body was obviously startled, and he patted her back with a warm hand, and only said two words: Thank you.

Long Pei didn't mind their hug, and after they separated, he calmly took Gu Mingxi's hand and bid him farewell.

Ban Xia and Bai Yan didn't say anything from the beginning to the end, and they didn't say goodbye. It seemed that not saying "goodbye" meant that he hadn't left yet.

Bai Yan understands what it feels like to be unable to give up on a person, he is already unfortunate enough, he doesn't want to leave any illusions for Ban Xia, so that she will end up living as unfortunate as himself.

The night before, Ban Xia had sent him such a text message.

——If one day you put him down and come back, if there is no one else by my side, can we try it once?
When he saw the text message, Bai Yan almost burst into tears. He seemed to see another version of himself.

Distressed but powerless.

He knew that Banxia had abandoned his self-esteem and pride, and mustered up the courage to send himself such a text message.If it were any other man, he would be more or less touched, and give her a promise to look forward to.

Bai Yan thought about it all night, and finally replied three words to Ban Xia in the early morning.

--Can't!

I see my heart and feelings too thoroughly, knowing that no one can do it except that person, so I live in despair.

Ban Xia's attachment to herself is like her obsession with Nan Si, if she can't break it, she should at least let Ban Xia break those thoughts, so that her eyes can see other scenery and have other happiness.

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The VIP room was peaceful and warm, with fresh coffee steaming in front of it, and there were no other passengers except Bai Yan.

Bai Yan sat in the same posture without moving for a long time, until the waiter came to remind him that it was time to board the plane.

He said thank you, picked up the passport and boarding pass on the table, stood up, and when he turned around, he inadvertently saw a familiar face on the other side of the glass, and his body froze instantly.

I don't know who notified Nan Si, but he stood on the other side of the glass wall, his deep eyes sparkled with sorrow and reluctance intertwined.

Bai Yan was still thinking just now, if he could see him one more time before leaving, even if he died immediately, he would have no regrets.

God was kind to him and finally fulfilled his last wish.

Nan Si's thin lips parted and he couldn't say a word, but the white mist covered the glass with a thin layer of mist, and his fingers wrote something stroke by stroke on the mist.

Bai Yan took very small steps to the front of the glass, every step seemed to be stepping on a cloud, he would fall down at any moment, forever.

Watching him write stroke by stroke on the glass with his own eyes:
I love you!

Nan Si had never said these three words to him, whether they had been together for such a long time, whether they were lingering to death, or whether they were in love with each other, he never wanted to say it.

When we were parting, I didn't expect him to say it out loud, as if he wanted Bai Yan to leave without regret.

After Nan Si finished writing these three words, he put his slender and well-defined fingers on the glass, and stared at him, as if stabbed in his throat, he couldn't say anything, but only hoped that he could understand.

Bai Yan's fingers slowly covered the place where his hand was placed on the glass, looking at the blurred words on the glass, tears inadvertently rolled down his eyes, and a shallow smile curled up at the corner of his mouth inexplicably.

"I...love...you." Nan Si spoke with a very small mouth shape, very slowly, so slow that his words could be discerned from his silent lips.

Bai Yan nodded seemingly, his eyes were blurred by water waves, his inner lip was bitten and bleeding, he pursed his lips silently, only two words: goodbye!

To be able to see him for the last time, to be able to hear those three words from his own mouth, to be sure that all this is not a wishful dream, to know that he loves me in his heart, and that his heart is no longer so painful and uncomfortable, without any regrets .

It is better to miss each other than to meet each other, and it is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes than to stay together.

If they could understand this truth earlier, maybe they could avoid the tragedy!
Goodbye, Nansi.

This time, I really can't wait for you any longer.There is a lot of reluctance in my heart, a lot of unwillingness, and now I can only let it go helplessly.In the past, I always thought it was hard to get what I wanted, but now I understand that getting what I want is even more bitter.

Loving someone should not be selfish to possess, if you can live happily and safely, then I stand at the end of the world and look at the cape, it might not be a happy thing.

I once had a dream. In the dream, I had nowhere to go. I kept walking and walking, but I couldn't get to the place I wanted to go.

In the dream, you asked me if I wanted an afterlife, and I said yes.You said that you cannot carry the memories of this life with you in the next life, even if you carry the memories of this life, wouldn’t it be sad if those who were close to you don’t know you?
I smiled and replied, it doesn't matter, I will get to know them again with the memory of this life.For the regrets that cannot be made up in this life, let me take the memories of this life to the next life and make up for them one by one
Nan Si, don't hate this society, don't hate those who can't accept us, we are innocent and they are innocent.

In the final analysis, we are predestined and have no part, that's all.

This time, it was Bai Yan who turned around first, his lonely and desolate back showed unprecedented determination, and gradually drifted away in Nan Si's eyes.

Nan Si watched helplessly as his back left but did not catch up with him, there was no way to keep him.The moment his father fell down, it was doomed to be impossible in this life.

With one hand propped on the glass and the other covering his lips, he finally couldn't hold himself up and squatted down slowly, lowering his head and ignoring the surprised gazes of others, weeping uncontrollably.

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On the way back, Gu Mingxi kept leaning against Long Pei's arms, probably because of drinking, his head was a little dizzy and unconscious.Both hands grabbed his clothes tightly and did not let go, like a kitten begging for attention.

Fortunately, the partition in the middle has already been raised, so no one except Long Pei can see her charming and tender appearance, her heart feels like being gently scratched by a cat's paw, and her heart itches unbearably.

"...Mingxi." His big palm ran across her soft hair, his deep voice mixed with emotion and distress.

Bai Yan's departure made her feel sad, how could he not understand.

Apart from Mo Xiaobai in Country E, she has almost no other friends.Bai Yan is a bosom friend, but Bai Yan is his right-hand man who is usually busy, and he doesn't even have a chance to sit down and have a good talk with her.

Once Bai Yan left, she would be even more lonely, not even having a single friend to talk to.

"From now on, I will be your confidant." The hoarse voice was full of affection and pampering.

They are all people who were born in the swamp and struggled hard. They lived without parents and mothers when they were young. They lived under the fence, tasted the warmth and coldness of human feelings, and experienced the feeling of loneliness and helplessness.

Gu Mingxi's originally closed eyelids slowly opened and fell into his deep pool-like pupils, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, which was cooler than the autumn wind.

His slender fingers let go of the wrinkled suit that was pulled around his neck and hooked him down. He naturally lowered his head...

Red lips took the initiative to kiss his soft and cold lips...

The car stopped at some point, Yu Si didn't take the initiative to open the door, the bodyguards stood guard outside the car, and the two people inside the car kissed so passionately that they wished they could swallow each other into their stomachs.

The temperature inside the car was already high, and when the two of them embraced each other, Gu Mingxi felt even hotter, and involuntarily wanted to take off his coat...

Long Pei stopped kissing and held her hand, "Don't take off your clothes, it's cold."

Gu Mingxi came back to his senses, looked outside, and saw the bodyguards standing in the snow, while himself and Long Pei had forgotten their love in the car, with embarrassing expressions.

Long Pei held the hands she was about to withdraw, "Now you know how to be shy?"

The tone was clearly teasing her.Dai's eyebrows frowned, and she withdrew her hand forcefully, "You know I've been drinking." You didn't even stop her.

Long Pei laughed out loud in exchange for Gu Mingxi's coquettish gaze.

"I can let you drink some in the future." Gu Mingxi won't be drunk after drinking, and he doesn't talk much, but he is very clingy.Lying on his chest like a kitten, it softened his whole heart.

"Don't worry about my body anymore?" She looked at the smiling Long Pei who was like a spring breeze.

"Don't pour dirty water on me." Long Pei hugged her, and lightly pecked her red and swollen lips, "What I said is appropriate."

I really like the way she clings to me, the side of a little woman is really vivid.

Gu Mingxi didn't want to tangle with him on this topic, anyway, he couldn't win him by biting words.

"I'm going back, you are busy."

Just as he pulled out his hand and was held by Long Pei again, Gu Mingxi looked up at him, what's going on?

"It's snowing." Rubbing her hand with her thumb, there was a strong smile in her eyes, "When will the two compensations you owe me be honored?"

The ears turned red for a moment, and he pretended to be calm and said, "Mr. Long, national affairs are more important."

"It has been important for more than 20 years, and I should be allowed to do something I want to do." Someone replied without changing his expression.

As president, he never had private time for himself.Before Gu Mingxi and his daughter, he lived step by step every day. He got up at 6 o'clock every day, exercised for an hour, had dinner and read newspapers for half an hour, arrived at the presidential palace on time at 8 o'clock, had lunch and a lunch break for an hour and a half, and worked until ten o'clock at night. .

If there are any emergencies, he will rush to the first scene at any time; there are also important guests to be received, interviews and exchanges, not to mention all kinds of trivial issues that have to be dealt with in military negotiations!

Although he tried his best to arrange time for Ming Xi and Yan'er after marriage, in fact, in those three years, they spent less time together and separated more. Most of the time, Ming Xi and Yan'er guarded the mansion garden alone.

Day and night face each other, not tired of being together 24 hours a day.There are really only "morning" and "evening".

24 hours, nine hours of work, one hour of driving, eight hours of sleep, and deducting some miscellaneous things, the real relative time is less than four hours, which is very short.

Gu Mingxi was moved with compassion, no one knew Long Pei better than her!Behind many of his cruel methods are often more loneliness and helplessness.

Long Pei took her into his arms and told Yu Si to drive to the Palace of Picking Stars.

It snowed heavily all day, and the snow stopped in the evening, and the ground was already covered with thick snow.

In the warm room, Gu Mingxi's whole body was sore and limp, his tired eyelids could not be opened, and he curled up lazily on his muscular chest, falling asleep drowsily.

Long Pei stared at her sleeping face for a long time, with a silent smile on the corner of his mouth.I don't know whether to laugh at her or myself.

Obviously there is the Presidential Palace and the Mansion Garden, why does it seem like they are having an affair every time!
This can't be blamed on Long Pei, the child lives in Haoting Garden, he doesn't want Mingxi to see her feel uncomfortable, her heart is on Yan'er and Ah Li when she returns to the Presidential Palace, so she has no choice but to go here.

After drinking, Ming Xi was extremely well-behaved and obedient, and could even be described with the word "enthusiasm".

He took her hand away and kissed her smooth forehead, "Mingxi, you are my life."

Don't feel lonely because of those who left you, don't feel helpless because of the hurt of those people, don't feel lost because of the past.

Because you still have me in your life, you once said that I am the last light in your heart.

Mingxi, you are my life.

Gu Mingxi's body was swaying in lust, and he repeated every word of his words in his heart, thinking about the power of each word, and the corners of his eyes suddenly became moist.

Lifting her head, she kissed his lips.

The world outside the window is covered with snow and the sky is cold; the interior is beautiful and warm.

Long Pei was using his own soul to blend with hers.

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The finished works of Yaoyao Escape:

Bravery Series: "The President's Rich Ex-Wife", "Sleeping with Cops and Robbers: My Wife Does All Evil", "Contract Lover: Women Are Only Allowed to Love Me"

Healing series: "Little Treasure Collector: Pay Back My Mommy Ten Dollars", "Master Devil, Please Forgive Me", "The CEO's Little Wife"

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