exclusive ex-wife

Chapter 284 Every memory has an entrance 16
Chapter 340: Every memory has an entrance 16
In fact, it's not as serious as he said, it's just that I can't see the smile on her face at the moment, it really makes people feel distressed!
"It doesn't matter." She replied calmly.

Now that this is the case, do you still expect her and Li Yueqi to have another child?
"Do you want me to notify your family?" He lowered his body and looked at her. "Will they come to take care of you?"

Her body is still too weak, and she needs someone to accompany her to take care of her!

family?Lu Banxia's clear eyes seem to be ridiculed, does she have relatives in this world?

"I don't have a family anymore." Lu Heng asked her to leave Li Yueqi, but she didn't. If Lu Heng knew about her miscarriage, he would only laugh at her for bringing it on herself!
What's more, he wants to leave Li Yueqi by himself, it should be for his precious daughter.

She is the daughter and eldest daughter of the Lu family, and she is as contemptible as grass in Lu Heng's eyes; Lu Zijin is just an illegitimate daughter, but she is treated like a jewel in his palm!
Lu Zijin is complaining about the injustice of fate, but has fate ever been fair to her, Lu Banxia?

She has no family anymore?

Xing Tian's heart couldn't help but he knew that Lu Banxia's father was still alive, so how disheartened must he be to say such things about his family?

I always feel that she is too lonely, and the loneliness makes people feel distressed.

Xing Tian thought for a long time, and finally asked: "Should I inform him?" Why didn't he come for such a big matter as a miscarriage?

Lu Banxia didn't return all night, and her husband didn't even make a phone call!

No matter how indifferent she is, this woman has lost her child and her body is so badly injured. As a husband, shouldn't she come over and take care of her?
As soon as the words came out, the atmosphere in the ward suddenly stiffened, as if it was silent under the thousand-year-old lake, making people a little breathless.

Lu Banxia was silent for a long time, her pale lips squeezed out a word: "...No!"

She doesn't want Li Yueqi to know that they once had a child.

On the night when they turned upside down, when she just found out, she lost...

"Secretary-General Lu..." Xing Tian said in a deep voice, hesitating to speak. Does she really want to handle such a big matter by herself?
Lu Banxia was silent, looked at him, his eyes met, and when no one spoke, the door suddenly opened.

Li Yueqi was still standing at the door wearing yesterday's clothes, his deep and dark eyes sharply captured Lu Banxia, ​​and the light in his eyes was as cold as a blade.

Xing Tian was startled when he saw him, and Xin Chang's figure immediately reminded him of the shadow he saw the night he sent her back.

It turned out to be - him!

Standing up and walking to him, her steps paused and her figure was low: "She is very weak." As for the child's matter, he, a bystander, has no right to say anything.

There were only their husband and wife left in the room, and Lu Banxia didn't raise his eyes from the beginning to the end, as if he was the only one in the room.

Li Yueqi walked towards her casually, mechanically pulled the tie hanging around his neck with his stiff fingers, his eyes fell from her pale face to her abdomen, as if he could see through her body, including internal organs, through the quilt.

"Xia Xia, our child..." His voice was hoarse, cold, and he stopped, staring at her with complicated and dark eyes.

If you hadn't called yourself personally, he wouldn't know that she was admitted to the hospital because of a miscarriage, and he wouldn't believe it
What Lu Zijin said turned out to be true!

When Lu Banxia's drooping eyelids heard the word "child", her curled eyelashes trembled slightly, and then calmed down, as if she had never heard of it.

The death-like silence in the ward, Li Yueqi is extremely irritable and irritable at the moment, her silent attitude really makes people hate it!

"Lu Banxia, ​​talk!" At least, give me an explanation!
Were you with Lu Zijin last night?When the words reached the tip of the tongue and raised his head, he swallowed silently into his stomach.

The pink lip marks on his white collar came into view so frankly, and Lu Zijin's coquettish voice kept lingering in her ears, what more did she want to ask?

Isn't the shame they gave themselves enough?

Do you want to give them another chance to despise yourself to your heart's content?
"Is he that important? More important than our children?" Li Yueqi's dark eyes were full of disappointment and anger. He hoped so much to have a child with her. He dragged her into the grave of marriage with his most disdainful means. , After spending such a long time trying everything possible to get into her heart, is it not as good as a dead person?
"Lu Banxia, ​​you love him so much that you can't even tolerate my child?"

Lu Banxia's pale face lacked the slightest trace of blood, and her silence was also tacit in his eyes.

The child was lost in Bai Ziyan's cemetery. Yesterday was the day of Bai Ziyan's death, so he must know it.

Their child died on the same death day as Bai Ziyan.

How can he not be angry?
From the beginning to the end, she never opened her mouth, and the glance she glanced at him was piercingly cold.

He was frozen instantly.

A cold smile appeared on her pale lips, and then she slowly closed her eyes.

Li Yueqi's anger had nowhere to vent, and it ran around in his body, wishing to kill the weak woman in front of him.

The hatred in his eyes could not be suppressed, and in the end, he slammed the door out angrily.

*******************The dividing line of the young master asking for recommendation tickets****************
A week later, Lu Banxia's bachelor apartment.

"Today's mission is over, as long as you pay attention to rest, there will be no major problems!" Chu Bingyan told her while packing her things: "Your hands should not touch the water, be careful, or you may leave neuralgia in the future, which cannot be cured. .”

Lu Banxia rested for a week, her face was still pale without the slightest trace of blood, and her spirit was not much better.She is embarrassed to live in your ward all the time. Fortunately, although she married Li Yueqi and moved to the wedding room he prepared, the house on her side has always been empty and has not been dealt with. Part-time workers often come to do cleaning. live.

"I'm already healed, you don't have to come and check me every day!" Lu Banxia withdrew her hand and put down her sleeves, the wound on her palm began to scar, but the wound in her heart could not heal so quickly...

Chu Bingyan smiled slightly: "Someone picks up and drops off on time every day, I can't do it if I don't think about it!"

Lu Banxia knew that she was referring to Xing Tian. Since moving back, Xing Tian would come with Chu Bingyan every day and didn't stay long. After Chu Bingyan checked, he sent Chu Bingyan back.

He doesn't talk much, and occasionally brings some supplements brought back from the hotel.Careful and thoughtful, it doesn't match his image at all!
"The fish soup is stewed in the kitchen. You can drink it after a while. Remember to sprinkle the salt yourself." Xing Tian walked out of the kitchen, took off his scarf, and said, "Dr. Chu's examination is over, I'll take you back."

Chu Bingyan nodded, "I'm going to the bathroom."

Only Xing Tian and Lu Banxia were left in the living room.

"I'm fine, you don't have to pick Chu Bingyan over every day."

Putting on his coat, Xing Tian looked a little embarrassed, "Did I cause you trouble?"

"No, no!" Lu Banxia looked at him with sincere eyes: "On the contrary, I thank you very much!"

If it wasn't for Xing Tian, ​​maybe she would be even more embarrassed and uncomfortable now!
"Actually, I'm just taking care of you for Master and the others. After all, everyone has difficult times. I hope I haven't caused you any trouble. As long as you are healthy, I won't bring Dr. Chu to clean you up and rest."

"Thank you." She was quiet and didn't talk much in her life.For Xing Tian, ​​who met by chance, she was already very grateful that he could do this to herself because of the contact at work.

Xing Tian scratched his short, broken hair, and when his thin lips smiled, there was a small dimple on one side, which was clean and cute.

Chu Bingyan and Xing Tian left the apartment together.

The fish soup in the kitchen was full of fragrance. Lu Banxia turned off the fire, added salt by himself, and tasted it. Xing Tian's craftsmanship is good. The fish soup is fresh but not fishy. The soup is fresh and delicious, even better than the one bought from the hotel.

Eat and drink alone, read books and listen to music alone, so that I can lead a normal life.Her expression was always calm, without great joy or sorrow, those overwhelming pains and knives were suppressed deep in her body, and would only sweep her madly in the dead of night.

She'll start wondering, what went wrong?
Lu Chuan, a childhood sweetheart, can't stand Lu Zijin's temptation, but Li Yueqi, who has gone through a thousand sails, is really so vulnerable, and can't resist the temptation?

Or maybe it's something wrong with myself?

Not gentle enough, considerate enough, not empathetic enough, throwing himself into work wholeheartedly, giving him so little time, that Lu Zijin had an opportunity to take advantage of?

The most painful thing for a person is to deny himself!
Feeling depressed, gloomy and difficult to relieve.

I often pick up the phone and want to call him. Every time I pick up the phone, I dial the first number and then put down the receiver.

She seemed to be suffering from phone phobia, afraid that it would be Lu Zijin's voice coming from the phone again.

No relatives, no one to confide in, the soul is so hollow, and I have to endure the grief in front of Chu Bingyan and Xing Tian, ​​to prevent them from seeing my weakness and helplessness, where can I put the pain in my heart?

After thinking about it, this is not the way, she wants to put Li Yueqi and Lu Zijin's affairs aside slowly, find something to do first, and divert her attention.

She called you and expressed that you wanted to go back to work. You politely refused, but she insisted. In the end, you sent her to attend a very important seminar on your behalf.

It's better to have a boring seminar than to stay at home and think about it.

*********************The dividing line of the plot****************
The seminar was held in the VIP hall of the Palace of Reaching Stars. It was resplendent and majestic. Most of the people who attended the seminar were old and experienced.

Lu Banxia didn't arrive early, most people were seated at the front, she went in and landed in the back corner silently, opened her handbag and started to prepare for work.

A few young people noticed her and wanted to talk to her, but she had an indifferent expression on her face, and her eyes were focused on her hand, no one dared to disturb her.

With 10 minutes left before the seminar started, Lu Banxia closed her handbag and got up to go to the bathroom.

The door opened, and the two people who walked in from the outside stopped her in her footsteps, and her face became paler under the warm light.

Li Yueqi wore a three-piece black suit. Xin Chang's figure was tall and handsome. Ying Jun's eyes sharply caught Lu Banxia standing up, and a trace of surprise flashed across his eyes.

Did not expect to meet here.

Lu Zijin was wearing a beige work suit, carrying a black briefcase in his hand, his hair was coiled up to reveal his delicate and beautiful features, standing beside Li Yueqi with a smile, like a married couple made in heaven!
The eyes of both of them fell on Lu Banxia alone, thinking about each other.

Lu Banxia put away her fingers, tightly pinched her still-healed palm, straightened her back, looked calm, and walked towards the door indifferently, passing them by.

The nails dig into the flesh of the palm silently.

Li Yueqi looked back subconsciously, and her eyes sharply caught her right hand that was bound by bandages. Was her hand injured?
when?
When he was in the hospital, he didn't even notice.

"Hey..." Lu Zijin suddenly sprained his ankle and was about to fall down.

Li Yueqi was the closest person standing next to her, so he naturally reached out to give her a hand.The soft body fell into his arms unexpectedly, Lu Zijin held his arm, smiling like a dimple: "Thank you."

Lu Banxia's pace paused, without looking back, the glass door in front of him had already reflected their figures that were just touching each other, a trace of pain flashed across his eyes, it disappeared instantly, regained his calm, and strode away.

"All right?" Li Yueqi finally looked back from the thin back.

Lu Zijin shook his head, "Let's find a place to sit down, the seminar is about to begin!"

Li Yueqi nodded.

……

In the bathroom, Lu Banxia stood in front of the mirror in a daze, looking at her skinny self in the mirror, she even smiled.

These days, she has been thinking about the problems between herself and Li Yueqi. She even thought that she did not do well enough, that she did not give him enough confidence and affirmation, but when she stood in the lobby and looked at them just now, she almost Losing control wanted to slap each of them.

I don't know why he thinks he aborted the child on purpose, I don't know why he wants to be with Lu Zijin, if she couldn't figure it out before, then she doesn't want to know now, because just looking at it is disgusting enough, why bother to know More unbearable truths.

They can live a good life, so naturally she can too!
If you are ruthless, I will rest.

Back in the hall, Lu Banxia realized that it is easy to speak big words, but it is difficult to do it.I don't know if Lu Zijin took Li Yueqi to sit next to her on purpose, especially when Lu Zijin was sitting next to her.

The thought of turning around and leaving flashed through my mind, and finally, I sat down in my seat!

Today she came here on behalf of Your Excellency, and she hasn't finished what you asked her to do, so how can she leave!

Opening the laptop, she stared at it intently. The seminar was about to start, and she didn't have time to think about messy and meaningless things.

Because the speaker had a microphone, his voice was loud and echoed throughout the hall. Lu Banxia's fingers kept typing on the keyboard, with a focused expression, and a sense of seriousness and chill circulating between his brows.

Because no matter how serious you are, you still can't ignore the two people beside you, the sense of presence is so strong.

(End of this chapter)