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Chapter 304 Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 4
Chapter 360 Seven: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 4
Lu Banxia doesn't know much. He knows what he should know and what he shouldn't know. He knows enough to push them into hell.

Li Yueqi's face was bloodless, and Ying Jun's eyes showed a trace of depression and gloom, "Do you think I married you to revenge Lu Heng?"

These words have been released, which proves that Xu Baichuan's death is really related to Lu Heng, and he did have a purpose in approaching the Lu family.

"Isn't it?" Lu Banxia asked lightly, her clear eyes shot at him sharply, "Do you dare to say that on Lu Chuan's birthday, you didn't appear near the Lu family on purpose?!"

Li Yueqi's silence is also the default.

It was not a coincidence that he appeared near the Lu family that night, but to see what the so-called No. [-] Wealthy Kingdom in the capital looks like!
He never thought that he would meet Lu Banxia there, let alone that she was Lu Heng's daughter. He didn't find out until he met her again.

"Do you dare to say that you didn't have hatred in your heart when you married me? Do you dare to say that after Lu Zijin found out about my background, when you made a deal with you, didn't you have the idea of ​​calculating Lu Zijin in your heart and acquiesced in her ambiguous tricks? It's just—you didn't expect that Lu Zijin didn't really fall in love with you, the person she has always loved deeply is Lu Chuan! You are just using each other..."

"Enough!" Li Yueqi interrupted her words in a cold voice, his hands hanging by his side clenched into fists, and he paused every word: "Don't, say, say it!"

Once some truths are uncovered, they will be dripping with blood, which is unsightly.

Lu Banxia pursed her lips and smiled lightly, her voice was like a gust of breeze sent to his ears, "Li Yueqi, we all know each other's hole cards, so there is no need to keep pestering them. Divorce, how you want to revenge the Lu family is your business, I Lu Banxia doesn't owe you anything!"

She is not Lu Heng's daughter. She is enough for what the Lu family gave her over the years.There is no need to care about the rise and fall of the Lu family, that is what Lu Zijin should worry about.Lu Zijin probably didn't know that he had found a devil as a partner!

"Lu Banxia, ​​I won't divorce!" Li Yueqi looked at her with a gentle voice, "I don't deny what you said, but I never thought of hurting you from the beginning to the end! I lied to you about some things, but you You can't even give me a chance to forgive me!"

Step by step, step by step, walking towards her, staring down at her, leaning over to hold her hand.

Lu Banxia didn't avoid his hand, and let him hold her hand, seeing a hint of joy in his eyes.

"Accidentally discovering Lu Zijin's earrings on the seat belt in your car was the first chance I gave you. When the child was gone, you were with Lu Zijin, and I gave you a second chance; Lu Zijin asked for your car, you gave it, it was my third chance for you; when you thought I was dealing with Lu Zijin secretly, pressed my hand, and made me slap Lu Zijin twice, It's my fourth chance for you..."

On the day Lu Banxia and Your Excellency returned to China, he didn't drive the black car, but a white one. She asked him why he changed the car, and he changed the subject.She didn't say anything on the surface, but when she returned to Lu's house, she saw Lu Zijin driving in the car that originally belonged to Li Yueqi. After a little research, she found out that Li Yueqi gave the car to Lu Zijin as a gift.

The day before leaving the capital, she came out of the presidential palace, and she told Xing Tian that there was a place she had always wanted to go.

Li Yueqi's office.

She wanted to know what it was like where he worked, what it was like when he was working.

She drove downstairs to his company, and before she got out of the car, she saw their loving and sweet picture in the coffee shop next door. At that moment, she knew what the real thing was - there was no redemption!
Originally, she wanted to come to him and ask him if he was willing to let go of everything here and go with her to a place where there were only the two of them.

There is no Lu family, no secretary-general, no Lu Zijin, only Lu Banxia and Li Yueqi's place.

Seeing such a scene, Lu Banxia knew that there was nothing to say.The ancients said that there are only three things. She gave Li Yueqi opportunities again and again, in exchange for disappointment again and again. In the end, she really didn't want to continue this vicious circle.

She couldn't see any hope in this man, she just felt tired, very tired.

If this marriage was just as simple as it was at the beginning, maybe she wouldn't be so uncomfortable; Li Yueqi insisted on (seducing) her feelings, let her smash her castle with her own hands, and abandoned her, alone and helpless.

If the occurrence of a relationship is mixed with conspiracy and deceit, it will be difficult to continue.

She asked herself she couldn't do it.

His heart is unreachable, she can't touch it, his heart is only hatred, she has nothing to do.

That was his grievance with the Lu family, and she didn't want to get involved.

Divorce is the best way to escape from this storm!
"Now that things are going on, do you still blame me for not giving you a chance!" The clear voice didn't seem to blame, but it made Li Yueqi suffocate more than blame, and his eyes were scarlet.

Before, Lu Banxia always thought that the "child" in Murong Zhuang's mouth was referring to Lu Zijin, but after knowing everything, she realized that Murong Zhuang was talking about herself.

Murong Zhuang hoped that he would give Li Yueqi a chance. She had given him too many opportunities. He never cherished them and kept hating her because of Lu Zijin, which made her so disheartened that she couldn't change her mind!
"At the beginning. It was Lu Heng who told you about your life experience, so you helped Lu Zijin?!" Li Yueqi silently tightened his fingers. He clearly warned Lu Heng not to let Lu Banxia know that she is not a child of the Lu family.

Such an excellent woman, surrounded by applause and halos, she loves her mother so much, if she knows that she is not Lu Heng's daughter, her mother is sorry for her father, how should she accept all this.

"You don't have to blame Lu Heng, he didn't tell me the truth about my life experience." In the ward that day, Lu Heng just begged her to help Lu Zijin, but he didn't tell the truth about her life experience in the end.

A trace of doubt flashed across Li Yueqi's eyes, "How did you know?"

"It's not important. Someone wants me to know that it's impossible for me to pretend to be deaf and dumb." Lu Banxia breathed out secretly, as if to spit out all the stale air in his chest, "Li Yueqi, now The Lu family, status, nothing can hold me back, so let me go."

In the past, Lu Banxia would look forward and backward for the sake of the Lu family and the reputation and status of the presidential palace, and be careful everywhere. Now Lu Banxia has no such considerations. The only thing she cares about now is her own happiness.

"I won't let it go!" Li Yueqi bit his lips, his voice hoarse: "You don't care about your reputation and status, do I still care?"

Lu Banxia raised her eyebrows, coldly shook off his tightened fingers, stood up, looked up at him at first, but now looked at him at the same level, "No one can stop me, Lu Banxia, ​​from wanting to get married, let alone getting divorced."

Li Yueqi reached out to grab her wrist, but only caught a handful of cold air, and watched her leave in front of him again.

Wanting to chase after him, he just took two steps, bent down, and clasped his fingers tightly to his aching knee...

Eagle eyes looked at the empty doorway, and there was a deep sense of unwillingness in the bottom of the eyes.

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When Lu Banxia left the hospital, the sun was just right, probably due to the hot weather, the road at the door seemed empty and there were no people there.

She shouldn't have come, but she doesn't want to keep pretending to be deaf and dumb. If some things are not made clear, I'm afraid Li Yueqi will continue to play her like a fool.Now all the words have been taken away, if Li Yueqi can continue to be shameless, she doesn't need to show him any mercy.

When she comes back this time, no one can stop her from doing what she wants to do, otherwise, she will meet the Buddha and kill the Buddha, and meet the devil and slay the devil.

Lu Zijin didn't leave, he stood under the shade and waited for Lu Banxia to come out.

I haven't seen her for two years, but she still can't deny that Lu Banxia is beautiful, standing there, she doesn't need to do anything, needless to say, everything around her naturally becomes her background, she is the most dazzling scenery.

"Lu Banxia, ​​I really can't figure it out. In order to prevent me from announcing your life experience to the world, he agreed to my deal. If an ordinary woman knows that she is moved to tears or grateful, why are you still so indifferent to him? Still persist Divorce him?!"

If he didn't want to protect Lu Banxia and Shen Yue, Li Yueqi would not have to make a deal with him at all, nor would he need to tolerate his repeated provocations.

Lu Banxia's eyes slowly fell on the self-proclaimed clever Lu Zijin, "We won't get a divorce, how can you, a mistress, be in power!"

"Although I'm not as smart as you, I'm not stupid either. I was never the problem with you before." Lu Zijin suppressed the urge to kill her every time she heard Lu Banxia speak, full of doubts, she really didn't know Lu Banxia What the hell are they doing with Li Yueqi.

Lu Banxia chuckled, she never thought Lu Zijin was stupid, but she wasn't very smart either.Not wanting to talk to her too much, just as he took a step, Lu Zijin stopped in front of her again, and said in a low voice: "I know that you helped me two years ago, don't think that I will be grateful to you for doing this!"

"You threw a bone to the dog, would you still want the dog to return it to you?" Lu Banxia asked softly.

"...You!" Lu Zijin thought that he had honed his temper very well in the past two years, but every time he met Lu Banxia, ​​he would be so angry that he wanted to kill someone.

"Lu Zijin, don't mess with me again. Two years ago, I would not care about you because of the face of the Lu family. Two years later..." Her voice paused, and when the last two words came out, she was skeptical. It made Lu Zijin feel horrified, "—Not necessarily!"

Lu Zijin felt cold in his hands and feet, turned around, followed Lu Banxia's eyes, a car stopped on the side of the road, and the person who got out of the car was none other than Lu Chuan, the person in charge of Lu's enterprise.

Heart, suddenly picked up!
When Lu Chuan received the text message, he was in a meeting. He left the shareholders and managers in the next meeting room, and drove to the hospital without caring about anything.

It has been two years, Pinellia disappeared for two years, and his soul seems to have hibernated for two years.

The moment I saw her, I suddenly realized that I seemed to be alive again!

Lu Banxia calmly closed Lu Zijin's pale face to the bottom of his eyes, and hit the snake seven inches.

Lu Chuan is Lu Zijin's seven inches.

"...Banxia!" Lu Chuan walked over in strides, looked at Lu Banxia without blinking, stepped forward and opened his arms and embraced Lu Banxia tightly, without leaving any gaps, "You are finally back! "

The heavy voice trembled.

Lu Banxia had a faint smile on her thin lips, and was embraced quietly by him.There is a faint mint smell on Lu Chuan's body, which is refreshing and comfortable in summer.

But two steps away, Lu Zijin stood stiffly on the spot, watching Lu Chuan's all attention was on Lu Banxia, ​​treating her as nothing from the beginning to the end.

No, she is not as good as air.

Air can still be sucked into his body by him, what is she?
Lu Zijin felt that his whole body was terribly cold, he pursed his lips and wanted to speak, but it felt like a thorn in his throat, unable to speak.

For so many years, no matter when and where, in his eyes and in his heart, Lu Banxia is always the only one.

Never had her.

No!

Lu Banxia's neck moved slightly, and from the corner of her eye she saw Lu Zijin's pale face, a bright smile appeared on her thin lips, and she reached out to hug Lu Chuan.

Lu Chuan's body stiffened obviously, and he hugged her even tighter, as if he was afraid that she would fly away.

The weather was too hot, and Lu Chuan was worried that the heat would damage her, so he got into the car by grabbing her wrist, stuffed it into the co-pilot's seat, and walked around to the driver's seat.

From the beginning to the end, he didn't even glance at Lu Zijin.

Completely treat her as non-existent!

Standing under the poisonous sun, Lu Zijin watched Lu Chuan take Lu Banxia away, his eyes turned red involuntarily...

The fingers hanging on both sides of the body are tightly clenched into fists, and the long nails are pinched into the palm of the hand...

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The restaurant was very air-conditioned, so Lu Chuan ordered a glass of lemonade and a meal for her.

"When did you come back?" For Lu Banxia who took the initiative to contact him, Lu Chuan was indescribably happy.

"About half a year."

"It took so long, why did you contact me?" Lu Chuan frowned, paused, and said, "Why are you in the hospital? Are you feeling unwell?"

"It's Li Yueqi."

Lu Chuan was stunned, and heard her calm voice, "Lu Chuan, I was using you just now!"

Lu Zijin was present, how could Lu Chuan not see it at all, just pretended not to see it.Thinking of Lu Zijin's red and swollen cheeks that night, it must be Ban Xia's masterpiece.However, Lu Zijin could have told him Banxia was back, but she didn't...

Sure enough, after so many years, Lu Zijin still hasn't changed at all, which makes him hate it!

"I know!"

He didn't think there was anything wrong with being used by Banxia to deal with Lu Zijin.If possible, he would be more than happy to be used by her!
"What happened to Li Yueqi?"

"I don't know." Lu Banxia took a sip of lemonade, "I came back this time to deal with the divorce."

Lu Chuan's eyes flicked, joy was not yet on his brows, her next sentence sent her back to hell again.

"After the divorce is settled, I will leave and probably won't come back."

To put it bluntly, even if Li Yueqi and I divorce, there is no possibility of being with you, Lu Chuan!
Lu Chuan smiled wryly: "Banxia, ​​we grew up together, would I not understand you? What happened to Lu Zijin and I, you will never give me another chance. Now I just want to guard you, don't want to Let my extravagant hopes push you further."

There were slight ripples in the cool eyes, and my heart was not in a good mood.Lu Chuan is her bamboo horse. They were so innocent and happy in the past. Because of Lu Zijin, they have come to this point. She didn't want to hurt Lu Chuan, but Lu Zijin repeatedly forced her, forcing her to do nothing. Don't use Lu Chuan to fight back.

Lu Chuan seemed to see her thoughts, and chuckled: "Friends are just for taking advantage of, Ban Xia, as I said, I hope you will continue to be cruel!"

Only if you are cruel, others will not come to hurt you!
If you use me, you can keep Lu Zijin from hurting you, I am willing to be used!

Lu Banxia sighed softly: "Lu Chuan, you have lost your temper."

"As early as the day I met you, I had already started to go crazy, did you only find out after so many years!"

She was taken aback, then chuckled, and now there is no pressure to get along with Lu Chuan.He understands her thoughts, and on the other hand, she also understands his feelings.

Gu Manzhen and Shen Shijun who can't go back, Lu Banxia and Lu Chuan who can't go back, it's better to forget each other than to stay together!

After the meal, Lu Chuan sent her back, and Lu Banxia answered a phone call on the way.As Lu Chuan was driving, he kept observing Lu Banxia from the corner of his eye. Seeing her peaceful expression, the light in her eyes seemed quiet, and her heart tightened inexplicably.

Intuition told myself that there was a man on the other end of the phone.

If it wasn't Li Yueqi, who would it be?

Lu Banxia cut off the phone, and Lu Chuan said calmly: "You don't look very good, has something happened to you in the past two years?"

Lu Banxia's hand holding the mobile phone stiffened, and her thin lips were lightly drawn, "No, maybe it's because I haven't slept well recently."

Lu Chuan nodded, his eyes were concerned, "Eat more usually, and drink a glass of milk before going to bed to help you sleep."

"I know."

For a long time, Lu Banxia couldn't sleep.She used to know that Bai Ziyan couldn't sleep, and insomnia was a very painful thing, but when she experienced it herself, she realized that the pain was greater than she had imagined before. In the dead of night, everyone is sleeping peacefully, only alone When a person is awake, the feeling can be as desperate as it is.

Many nights, she didn't dare to stay alone in the bedroom. She hugged the quilt on the sofa and opened all the doors. In the dark, she kept staring at that door, and kept looking...

For a while, she thought she was crazy.From the beginning, she used milk, aromatherapy, and alcohol, just to let herself sleep well, and finally she started to take diazepam, and the dose was getting bigger and bigger.

Until something almost happened, she suddenly realized that if this state continued, she would end up just like Bai Ziyan!
She began to see doctors, neurologists, and psychologists, and she cooperated extremely with doctors for treatment.

The doctor said that she already had obvious depression, if she hadn't come in time, the consequences would have been disastrous.

Lu Banxia also knew in her heart that many nights, she often had auditory hallucinations.

There was a miserable cry in the corner of the house, which tormented her body and mind every night, scalded her soul, and made her feel restless.

In this world of swords, lights and swords, it is difficult to live, and it is even more difficult to live with a clear conscience and find peace.

For so many years, she asked herself that she had done nothing wrong. The last resort in the (political) arena was just to sacrifice the ego in order to fulfill the ego. She did not know why she had to endure such torture and suffering, which was crueler than death.

The only explanation is that her emotional world has suffered a catastrophe.

The name of this catastrophe is: Li Yueqi.

In the past two years, Lu Banxia often thinks of their time in Ning'an, which is undoubtedly the happiest time they have spent together after marriage.She took away the nobility and halo of the secretary-general, and he gave up the brocade clothes of a gold medal lawyer. They are as ordinary and healthy as all the couples in the world, working from sunrise to sunset.

She was doing laundry for him by the river, and he rolled up his trousers, went down to catch fish, the sun slanted on him, sprinkled on the river, shimmering, reflected in his eyes, and his outline was blurred, but more It was deeply imprinted in her heart.

That night, he used the sharpest and gentlest words to break through the last line of defense in her heart, using the hazy moonlight and alcohol to lure (seduce) her step by step, bewitch her, and perish step by step.

It would be great if time could be frozen at that moment.

Or they shouldn't have come back from Ning'an in the first place, so now they are still the most ordinary couple.

There is no Lu Zijin, no conspiracy, and no grudges from the previous generation.

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The car stopped at the door, Lu Banxia unbuckled his seat belt, Lu Chuan hesitated for a moment, and said, "Would you like to have a meal with my father sometime!"

Lu Banxia lowered her eyes and replied lightly: "No need!"

"Actually, he missed you very much these two years."

Lu Heng didn't say anything, anyone with a discerning eye could see that he still missed Lu Banxia very much.Always ask someone to remember to clean Lu Banxia's room, always take out the tea set that Lu Banxia gave him to make tea in his spare time, and occasionally scold her for being heartless, but his eyes are full of regret.

Lu Banxia looked sideways at him, her thin lips curved slightly, "Lu Chuan, there are many things you won't understand."

Lu Heng is not her biological father, he would not want to see a person who has no blood relationship with him reminding him of the shame brought by his wife.

About to get out of the car, Lu Chuan frowned and said in a cold voice, "I don't understand, or you don't want me to know?"

He is not a fool, he asked Lu Heng why in that news report, Lu Heng didn't answer, but Lu Zijin and Li Yueqi seemed to know something, but no one said anything.

There is a very bold hypothesis in my mind, but I am not sure...

"Ban Xia, are you..."

"Lu Chuan!" Lu Banxia interrupted him, his voice was as cold as ice as his eyes, and his thin lips parted lightly: "You have already stepped on my dignity once!"

Lu Chuan gasped, and looked at her with unbelievable eyes.

Impossible, could it be that what I guessed... is all true!
"Thank you for taking me back. Goodbye!" Lu Banxia avoided his eyes, opened the car door, got out of the car, and left Lu Chuan's shocked eyes far behind.

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When Lu Banxia got out of the elevator, he saw Xing Tian who was waiting for him at the door. His slender and tall figure was very good-looking, holding a yellow bag in his hand. Looking back, he saw her with a warm smile, "You are finally back."

After opening the door and changing shoes at the entrance, she asked, "Any new progress?"

Xing Tian handed her the bag, his smile gradually dissipated, and his eyes were a little heavy, "Lu Banxia, ​​you have to be mentally prepared."

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