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Chapter 306 Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 6
Chapter 360 IX: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 6
Lu Banxia is an overly rational and decisive woman, she seldom procrastinates emotionally, giving up always has the advantages of humbleness and dignity compared to entanglement.I would rather give up and lick my own wounds alone than let go of my pride and self-esteem to beg humblely.

However, being too rational and decisive in a relationship is not a good thing, especially if the other party wants to get entangled.

Lu Banxia is no longer the Lu Banxia two years ago. Even though he is rational and calm, his body can no longer resist, and he hugs him forcefully.Perhaps, she could be more ruthless, kicking his injured knee, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally gave up.

I can't be a husband and wife, and I don't want to be enemies, hurting each other like this.

Li Yueqi was undoubtedly out of control, his powerful arms tightened, and he hugged her tightly without leaving a gap, a hug that was two years late.With a soft body and a familiar aura lingering around, it was like a dream.

Lu Banxia had resentment in his heart, but he didn't.

"Xia Xia, I will not agree to divorce." Li Yueqi said in a deep voice, his attitude was as firm as iron.

Lu Banxia's hands fell without struggling, nor did he respond to him.Li Yueqi waited for a long time to realize that something was wrong. Her whole body strength was on him. He looked sideways at her pale and bloodless cheeks, his heart tightened suddenly, and there was panic in his voice: "... Xia Xia!"

When Lu Banxia was struggling with him, he felt dizzy for a while, even though he told himself rationally not to faint in front of him, he still couldn't resist the severe dizziness and passed out in his arms.

Li Yueqi has been calm no matter what he has faced for so many years, and no matter how difficult the case is, he has never messed up his position. But when Lu Banxia fainted in his arms, he really felt that the world collapsed and his soul was broken.For the first time, I was at a loss, my mind was in a mess, I just hugged her and kept calling her, and it took several minutes to realize that I wanted to send her to the hospital.

Holding Lu Banxia into the car, he realized that she was thinner than two years ago, very thin, and her bones were crumpled in his arms.His heart was gripped by an invisible big palm, and he was so dull that he couldn't breathe normally.

Her face was very pale without a trace of blood, and her hands were cold, it was obviously summer!
"Xia Xia... I'm sorry!"

Reaching out to brush away the hair that covered her cheeks, she lowered her forehead against hers and murmured softly.

Apologies for the lateness!
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In the hospital, Lu Banxia was sent to the emergency room. After various examinations, Li Yueqi waited outside anxiously. Every minute and every second was a kind of torment, and every second seemed like a year.Because of his leg injury, he hugged Lu Banxia all the way, which seemed to aggravate the leg injury. At this moment, it was a heart-rending pain, and fine beads of sweat ooze from his forehead. His attention was all on Lu Banxia in the emergency room, and he had no time to take care of it. own pain.

Until the end of the examination, Lu Banxia did not wake up. The doctor asked the nurse to take her to the ward, but Li Yueqi was called by the doctor to the office for a detailed discussion.

The atmosphere was strangely cold. When Li Yueqi heard the doctor say that she had a miscarriage, she nodded and admitted that she had an accidental miscarriage in two years.

After hearing this, the doctor shook his head and said: According to the time calculation, her miscarriage should have been a year and a half ago. For example, sir, you said that she had a miscarriage before, and she has already produced antibodies in her body. Hemolysis, resulting in stillbirth!

The doctor is sure that her second child is hemolytic
Li Yueqi heard it like a bolt from the blue, and his whole body froze.Miscarriage a year and a half ago, how is this possible?

According to the test results, the doctor told him that Lu Banxia's blood type is very special, it is Rh negative type AB blood.In country C, people with Rh negative blood type account for about 0.34%.Among them, people with Rh-negative blood type A accounted for about 0.102%; people with Rh-negative blood type B accounted for about 0.102%; people with Rh-negative blood type O accounted for about 0.102%; people with Rh-negative blood type AB accounted for about 0.034%.

Neonatal hemolysis, the mother is Rh negative, the fetus is Rh positive, susceptible to "Rh hemolytic disease", Rh blood incompatibility hemolysis generally occurs after the second child, and the severity of each child is worse than that of the first child.

Unless the father is RH-negative blood type, the child is [-]% RH-negative, and there is no problem of neonatal hemolysis.

But Li Yueqi, no.

Lu Banxia's physique was originally very good, but within a year, she had two miscarriages, which caused her body to be unable to bear the burden, and her blood was special. After losing blood, she couldn't get a blood transfusion, so she could only rely on her own blood-forming ability to slowly recover; a year and a half ago The miscarriage hurt her body too much, which is why she often fainted.

Li Yueqi returned to the ward in a daze, his mind was blank, looking at Lu Banxia's pale cheeks, so thin that it seemed heartbreaking, thinking of her two miscarriages, his heart was pierced like a knife.

I still remember her easy shooting in Ning'an, the sun shining on her body, the confidence and arrogance came out of her bones, but it has been more than a year, she has already become so thin, lying on the bed like breathing If there is nothing, it seems that it will disappear at any time.

He stretched out his fingers in front of her, just a little bit, and his fingertips trembled violently. For the first time, he didn't dare to touch her, as if she was a porcelain doll that would shatter when touched.

The eagle's eyes were scarlet, and he bit his lips tightly, as if stabbed in his throat, unable to swallow, tortured by pain, desperate and crazy, as if to completely destroy everything!

The light in his eyes has been shattered, and the doctor's words are still lingering in his ears——

The miscarriage destroyed not only her body, but also her psychological defense. The patient's blood contains antidepressant drugs. Although it is early stage, depression should not be underestimated. her anorexia.

Miscarriage, depression, anorexia, every word is punishing.

He didn't know that she had experienced so many things in the past two years, and he didn't know how she struggled through those tormenting days and nights.

The retracted hand tightly held her icy fingertips, and pressed the surface of her hand to his cheek, something like crystals flickered at the corners of his eyes.

——The patient's blood type is too special, and her body has been emptied by two miscarriages. I suggest that it is better for her not to get pregnant again.Otherwise, miscarriage is a trivial matter. Once she loses too much blood, and there is no RH-negative AB blood transfusion to her, adults will not be able to save her!

He finally knew why she hated him so much, and why she insisted on getting a divorce!

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Curly and thick eyelashes quietly covered the eyes, casting a blue shadow.Suddenly there was a tremor, and he slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was his clear and handsome face.

"Xiaxia..." Seeing her wake up, Li Yueqi's brows were tinged with joy, and asked with concern: "Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Lu Banxia looked at him quietly for three seconds, her gaze fell on the hand he was holding, and then she withdrew it without saying a word.

"—Xia Xia!" He opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

"Get out." Her voice was a little cold, and she no longer looked at him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" Why did you have to carry it alone, suffering and suffering.The first time was because of a misunderstanding, he didn't receive the call, she had a miscarriage, and he wasn't by her side, so why didn't you tell him the second time!
Lu Banxia's heart ached in shock, but he didn't expect him to know.

I didn't intend to let him know.

His fingers landed on his flat belly, his eye sockets were dry, and his white teeth secretly bit his tender lips.

tell him what?
Tell him that because of the first miscarriage, every child she conceives in the future is likely to be lost due to hemolysis, and then let others know that she is a woman who cannot bear children, so that Lu Zijin has the opportunity to laugh at her as a woman who cannot lay eggs hen?

Unless there is a man with her blood type.

is it possible?

"You go!" Now the last thing she wants to see is him.

Li Yueqi grabbed her hand again, Lu Banxia wanted to break free, he held it harder, and with the other hand he untied his collar, revealing something shiny silver.

When Lu Banxia saw it, his movements stopped.

Li Yueqi untied the necklace around his neck, and it was a wedding ring.Lu Banxia took off this wedding ring twice, and put it in the study for the first time. He put it on her forcefully in the presidential palace and warned her not to take it off again.

The second time she threw the ring at her mother's cemetery, unexpectedly he picked it up, and it has been hanging around her neck for two years and never left her body.

"Xia Xia, it's okay...we don't want a child, the two of us in this life are enough!" He said hoarsely, clasped her hand tightly, and put the ring on her finger again despite her objection superior.

The night before Lu Banxia left two years ago, Lu Zijin once asked him: "Li Yueqi, if you are willing to divorce Lu Banxia and stay with me, I am willing to put down everything and live a good life with you, and never target her again. , and won’t rob her! Do you think this is good?”

At that time, Li Yueqi was silent for a long time. When Lu Zijin came to hug his arm again, he coldly pushed her hand away, turned off the computer, and said decisively: "Enough, Lu Zijin! No matter what, everything You want to grab everything that Banxia owns, is it interesting? I can help you reach the peak of your career, but I also warn you, don’t do these boring things to hurt Xiaxia, otherwise I will let you and Lu Chuan Double the reward!"

Lu Zijin looked at him with complicated eyes for a long time, but always felt that he couldn't see through Li Yueqi, what was he still hiding. "What do you mean?"

"When the situation in country M stabilizes, I will find a way to let Xia Xia follow me to settle in country M! Before that, I will help you become a gold medal lawyer. Similarly, Xia Xia's background will make it an eternal secret!"

He originally wanted to use Lu Zijin to take revenge on the Lu family, but this would involve Lu Banxia, ​​and Lu Chuan who had never let go of Banxia. Seeing that Lu Banxia had a strong reaction to Lu Zijin's ambiguity with himself, he knew he shouldn't continue. Between hatred and Ban Xia, he chose Ban Xia after careful consideration.

What he didn't expect was that Banxia disappeared. She resigned and left the capital without a trace!For a while, angry and anxious, angry at her cruelty, determination, anxious not to find her, that kind of nostalgic attachment makes people suffer!
In the past two years, while he was looking for Lu Banxia, ​​he also helped Lu Zijin in his career according to the agreement. Facing Lu Zijin's occasional ambiguous behavior, he was indifferent and warned her to restrain herself; Lu Zijin no longer did more. What, but because of their cooperation at work, the outside world can easily misunderstand their relationship.

He didn't bother to pay attention to the outside rumors, such things would only get darker and darker, and he also told Lu Zijin not to talk nonsense in front of the media.Lu Zijin didn't say anything, but apparently the outside world's random speculation about them is getting more and more rampant!
After a year and a half, he didn't have any news about Pinellia, so he had no choice but to use the worst method to appear in front of the public media!She acquiesced in the rumors and used Lu Zijin's relationship to force her to show up.

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Lu Banxia looked at him with clear eyes, she was not moved by what he said, and she didn't react when she saw the wedding ring.When reaching out to pull out the needle on the other hand, he didn't even blink his eyes, the blood flowed backwards, forming a clear contrast with the pale skin!

Li Yueqi wanted to hold her hand but didn't. Lu Banxia got up and walked to the window. The blood on his hand covered the entire surface of his hand, falling drop by drop on the white floor tiles.

"Don't want a child, do you think I should be grateful to you? Do you think picking up the wedding ring can change the problems between us?" Lu Banxia looked at him expressionlessly, reached out and pulled out the ring in her hand, and threw it directly from the window Going out, the voice is cold: "I tell you, no!"

Li Yueqi raised his eyes, it was too late to stop him, so he turned around and wanted to go downstairs to find him.

Lu Banxia looked at his tall and straight figure, bit her lips and said, "Even if you find it, I will throw it away!"

Li Yueqi paused, turned around, and said to her with a serious look: "Even if you throw it away for the hundredth time, I will get it back for the hundredth time!"

He hasn't given up yet, and she can't give up easily either.

Li Yueqi asked a nurse to re-infuse her before going down. She didn't cherish her body, but he cherished it.

When the nurse came, Lu Banxia refused to infuse the medicine. These medicines did not cure the symptoms at all.She wanted to leave the hospital, but was stopped by the doctor and needed to be observed for another night.

Outside the window of the ward was a lawn and an artificial fountain. Li Yueqi squatted on the green space and looked carefully inch by inch.The hand wearing the wedding ring kept pawing away the green grass. Some grass blades had jagged teeth, which cut the finger, and bright red blood oozes out little by little.

His legs started to hurt again, but even so, he continued to search until the middle of the night. After searching the entire lawn carpet, he locked his target on the fountain, and without any hesitation, he stepped directly into the fountain, which was submerged in the knee-deep water, looking for the wedding ring.

Lu Banxia was not discharged from the hospital, nor did he continue the infusion. He stood at the window and watched him earnestly looking for the wedding ring.

It's just a ring, does he need to put so much thought into it?

Or do you want to change her decision in this way?
The fountain is very large, the water is deep, and the light at night is not very good, making it even more difficult to find.I don't know if it's because of the moonlight, but his complexion looks very pale, and the sweat beads on his forehead glisten under the moonlight, but the eagle eyes keep staring at the water, groping with his fingers little by little, not letting go of an inch.

In the early hours of the morning, there was a rain in the capital. It rained quickly and fiercely. It drenched his whole body within a few tens of seconds, and the water splashed into the fountain, making it even more difficult to find him.Holding the borrowed flashlight, he still refused to give up searching.

Lu Banxia also stood at the window for nearly a night, feeling very dizzy. She borrowed a phone from the nurse on duty and dialed a number. Before she got through, she said, "Xing Tian, ​​come to the hospital to pick me up."

Li Yueqi brought her here with no money or mobile phone. Except for Xing Tian, ​​she didn't know who could help her at this time!

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Half an hour after Xing Tian arrived at the hospital, the torrential rain turned into light rain. Lu Banxia stood at the door of the hospital. Xing Tian got out of the car under an umbrella and walked in front of her, frowning tightly, "I passed out again."

Lu Banxia replied calmly: "Nothing."

Passing by him and getting into the car, Xing Tian's eyes flickered with hesitation, and after getting into the car, he still couldn't help asking: "He's also in the hospital!"

It's a statement, not a question.

Lu Banxia's silence is equivalent to acquiescing.

Xing Tian didn't say much, started the car and drove away.The light rain slapped on the car window, and the street lights glinted dimly across Lu Banxia's pale face. Her gaze was kept on the outside of the car window, and she obviously had no desire to talk.

A few times, the words have reached the tip of the tongue and turned around, and finally swallowed back into the stomach.The hands holding the steering wheel tightened involuntarily, with blue veins looming, trying to suppress his emotions.

She is still Li Yueqi's wife now, and there are some things he cannot say, and he is not qualified to say them.

He can see how decisive she is in dealing with the divorce; similarly, he can imagine how unwilling Li Yueqi is to divorce.

When she was not single, she could only extend a kind hand to her as a friend, and try not to add to her troubles.

Before he fell in love with Lu Banxia, ​​his emotional world was blank, and he didn't think about anything other than training and missions.After meeting Lu Banxia and his heart was moved, he realized that his heart would also be uneasy because of a woman, and he was always concerned about her well-being.

Being too close for fear of scaring her, and being too far away makes her reluctant, this kind of torture is really too much torment.

He doesn't have any experience in love, and he doesn't know how to get along with the girl he likes, especially Lu Banxia's situation is so special, he dare not reveal too much, let alone say anything to her at this moment.

The only thing we can do now is to wait, but when the time comes, sometimes it really feels like there is no end in sight!
The car stopped at the gate of the community, the rain had stopped, Lu Banxia unfastened his seat belt, and said to him, "Thank you!"

Xing Tian smiled: "Lu Banxia, ​​friends don't need to be so polite."

"I, I don't know, and I'm not used to it!" Before Xing Tian, ​​Lu Banxia actually had no friends, not to mention female girlfriends.She has always been a loner, and she doesn't like to owe others, and she doesn't like to be owed, but she didn't expect to owe Xingtian so many times.

"After that, I'll get used to it slowly." Xing Tian thought that perhaps starting with a friend, getting her used to her existence wouldn't be a bad thing!
Lu Banxia's expression was slightly startled, she didn't know what to say, she just pursed her lips and showed a shallow smile, "Good night."

"Good morning, Lu Banxia!" The east was already pale, and it was morning now!

Lu Banxia got out of the car and wanted to go in. When she heard the sound of the door opening from behind, she stopped and looked back at him.

Xing Tian walked up to her and put the coat in his hand on her body, "The wind is cool, don't catch a cold." His voice paused, and he said, "Lu Banxia, ​​I am very happy."

I am very glad that you will take the initiative to call me!
"What?" Lu Banxia didn't understand what he meant for a while.

"It's nothing!" Xing Tian grabbed the broken hair, smiled and narrowed his eyes into a line, but the dazzling light was unstoppable.

Lu Banxia closed her eyes, looked at him deeply, turned and walked in without asking any more questions.

Xing Tian kept standing where he was, watching her back disappear into the darkness, with a smile still on the corner of his mouth.It seemed that the two years of waiting were worth it for her unsolicited phone call.

I don't know how much I like her, and I don't know if I will like someone else in the future, but for now, he still wants to wait for her and give her a little more time, as long as he slows down and waits for her, I believe they will have the opportunity to go forward side by side.

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That morning, the inpatient department of the hospital was extraordinarily lively, not because of any important people living in, nor because of any good things happening, but because there was a man looking for something under the scorching sun in the fountain downstairs of the inpatient department.

The rain that fell in the early morning drenched his clothes, and the scorching sun in the morning dried his clothes again. After that, the wetness on the clothes was all sweat...

You can get back the ring no matter how many times you throw it, so can you get it back again and again if you lose your heart?The answer is that he doesn't know, but as long as there is a one in a thousand chance, he wants to try it.

The sun was scorching hot, and at first the onlookers were talking about it, but as the weather got hotter, everyone hid in air-conditioned rooms to escape the heat. After all, watching the excitement is far less important than escaping the heat.

Someone also tried hard to persuade him not to look for it anymore. Li Yueqi seemed to have never heard of it, his face was unusually red, and his eyes were fixed on the fountain.

He has found this damn place thousands of times, but he still can't find it.

The legs had been hurting all night, trembling uncontrollably, he couldn't even stand firmly, the feet were still stepping on pebbles, he accidentally fell into the fountain, and the water splashed everywhere.

Li Yueqi tried to stand up, but failed. He grabbed a handful of pebbles, and his palms hurt.From the corner of his eyes, he inadvertently saw a silver light shining under a large pebble, and a smile burst out of his dry, thin lips.

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