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Chapter 312 Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 1
Chapter 312 Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 13
Chapter 370 Six: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 13
"Li Yueqi, you are so pathetic that you can only use strong ones? Pick up what others left."
Struggling was useless, and Lu Banxia no longer resisted. Her voice was hoarse and cold in the dark, and her cold eyes were like animals without emotion in the dark.
Li Yueqi paused, he never thought that she could degrade herself to such an extent!
Reaching out to turn on the light, her clothes were disheveled, and each of those dense hickey marks hurt Li Yueqi's heart. She looked at him so quietly, so...indifferently.
"Lu Banxia, you really hate me that much!" The voice came out from between the teeth, and the next second, she had rolled off the bed and strode out of the bedroom.
Lu Banxia thought he was going to leave, so he breathed a sigh of relief, but his nerves tensed up in the next second, and he didn't expect Li Yueqi to go and return.
Li Yueqi threw the materials in Lu Banxia's face mercilessly. The papers were scattered on the bed, and one of them scratched her delicate skin, leaving a light bloodstain.
There was hatred in the scarlet eyes, "The person who killed Xu Baichuan was not Lu Heng at all, it was Lu Yong! You knew it early on, but you have been hiding it from me! I am so good to you and you actually... ran to talk to someone else the man of my life (in bed)!"
Lu Banxia stared blankly at the materials that fell in front of her. She originally wanted to hide the materials that would become eternal secrets. Because when Li Yueqi came back, she hurriedly stuffed the materials into the cabinet. After taking medicine, her memory became worse and worse. The worse it gets, the more naturally it will be forgotten.
Unexpectedly, he saw it today.
Looking up at him, she said lightly, "Otherwise? Let you use me to hurt my relatives like you used Lu Zijin?"
Xu Baichuan's death had nothing to do with Lu Heng. It was Lu Yong's mistake that led to Xu Baichuan's death. Later, it was Lu Heng who came forward to deal with this matter, so when Li Yueqi investigated this matter, it was Lu Heng, not Lu Heng. Lu Yong.
In addition, Lu Heng is indeed more motivated than Lu Yong, but who would have thought that Lu Yong was so alienated from Shen Yue because he admired Shen Yue, but the age gap is slightly bigger, and Shen Yue doesn't like him.
Lu Yong always knew who Shen Yue liked. He thought that Shen Yue would be with Xu Baichuan, but he didn't expect that they would not persevere and break up.
What was even more unexpected was that the person Shen Yue was going to marry was her own younger brother.
The person he puts in his heart wants to marry his own younger brother, no matter how many times he builds up his heart and wishes to bless Shen Yue and Lu Heng, there is still a hurdle in his heart that he cannot overcome.Once he drank a lot of wine, he was so angry that he ran to Xu Baichuan to argue.
Lu Yong found Xu Baichuan arguing with him by the river. At that time, he was drinking, and the two men argued over a woman. They were emotionally agitated, and physical contact was inevitable.He didn't intend to push Xu Baichuan into the river, let alone not to save him, but it was raining too much, and the river was rushing and violent, so he had no choice but to turn around and run away subconsciously in a panic.
Back at Lu's house, Lu Yong was too scared and only told Lu Heng about this.Lu Heng was angry and furious, and in desperation, he ordered someone to take Lu Yong's car out and lost it, and asked Lu Yong to report the car as lost immediately.Then he and Lu Yong testified for each other, proving that they never went out at all.
It rained heavily that night, and many traces were washed away by the flood, and the police could not find any traces. In addition, after Lu Heng used money to clear the water, the police closed the case with "accidental drowning".
This matter is also considered over.
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"I can let go of my resentment towards Lu Heng, how do you know that I can't let go of my resentment towards Lu Yong?" His deep black eyes looked at her, full of disappointment.
Lu Banxia raised the corners of her lips slightly, and sneered: "I remember I asked you at the beginning, do you have a blood debt with the Lu family, do you still remember how you answered?"
He was the one who lied and deceived people from the very beginning. There was a blood debt between them, and there was an insurmountable gap.
If she knew from the beginning that there was such a deal between them, she wouldn't be obsessed with making mistakes.It's not only her fault, but also him that this marriage has come to the present state.
"You are not from the Lu family at all!" Li Yueqi replied no at the time, so it was because she was not from the Lu family, and there was no blood of the Lu family on her body.
"But Lu Yong will always be my uncle and my family." She lightly sneered, her expression was completely disillusioned.
"Hehe..." Li Yueqi couldn't help sneering, his laughter was desolate and desperate: "Lu Banxia, you are really driving me crazy."
Her thin eyelashes trembled slightly, casting a blue shadow, she whispered softly: "That's because you have driven me crazy."
The light was slightly cool, and the room was deadly silent. Li Yueqi stared at her deeply with black eyes, and left with a wave of his hands. This time, he really left. Not long after, Lu Banxia heard the door "clang", shaking as if the whole house was shaking. trembling.
Li Yueqi got into the car without even fastening his seat belt, and didn't continue spending time with her because he thought of another thing.
He wanted to know who that man was!
New acquaintance, or long-time acquaintance?
Lu Chuan, or Xing Tian?
The engine started and the car was like an arrow off the string, galloping forward out of control, towards the Jinding Hotel.
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Lu Banxia didn't know how long Li Yueqi had been gone, she sat on the bed dully, rolled up slowly, her brows and eyes were full of tiredness and powerlessness.
When the phone rang, she hesitated a few times, but didn't answer it. The phone rang persistently. She picked it up and answered with a hoarse voice: "Hello..."
"Lu Banxia, your cell phone is still here. I was worried about you, so I had to call the landline. How are you doing?" Xing Tian's voice on the phone was very anxious. What he wanted to know more was whether Li Yueqi had done anything to her Sample?
"I'm fine." Lu Banxia was silent for a long time and asked him, "Can I trouble you with something?"
"Say!"
"Leave the hotel immediately, erase all the data, I don't want him to know, it's you!"
Xing Tian on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and said solemnly: "Okay. When I have time in a few days, I will give you the phone!"
Lu Banxia said "um" and hung up the phone.The whole person fell on the bed, slowly closed his eyes, and plunged the whole world into a quiet, cold darkness.
Tired, she was really tired.
I hope everything can pass soon!
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Li Yueqi drove back to Jinding and found nothing. The room was retreated without leaving any clues. The monitor and data were also erased, as clean as a piece of white paper.
Sitting in the car, he couldn't stop sneering and laughing, something seemed to have slipped from his eye socket, it was really painful.
He knew that Lu Banxia had always been a decisive woman, otherwise she wouldn't be able to gain a foothold in the presidential palace, but he didn't expect that when she became ruthless, she could raise a knife and stab it into his heart without leaving a trace.
——I just love you, am I wrong?
——I just don't love you, am I wrong again?
That's right, she's right, she just doesn't love him, no matter what he can do, she can't make her truly fall in love with him.
There was no room for sand to melt in her eyes, no room for his concealment and deceit.
In this situation, at the beginning, he deliberately played the chess game, thinking that he would win, but in the end, he lost to the person who came from behind.
He vaguely heard someone calling her name in the bathroom, probably not a new acquaintance.
Can erase all traces in such a short period of time, who else but that person?
I didn't expect that I would lose to him in the end.
Really did not expect.
Punishment day.
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Lu Banxia stopped taking the medicine for a week, and her spirit was much better than before. Her appetite was still weak, but she didn't dare to take medicine anymore. Even if she had a fever of 39° for two nights, she didn't take medicine, and she just relied on her own resistance to carry it down.
As for the medicine, she was really scared and dared not take it anymore.
Monday, cloudy, moderate temperature, rare coolness in the wind.
Xing Tian returned the phone to Lu Banxia, looked at her expression, "Are you okay?"
Lu Banxia held his lips, and said in a calm voice, "En." The most tormented days have passed, and after the excitement, grief, anger and heartache, there is only a piece of ashes left.
Xing Tian didn't say anything more. What happened that night was an unspeakable experience between the two of them.
Lu Banxia looked at him drinking coffee with his head down, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"
Xing Tian looked up at her, but didn't speak for a while.
"It's a bit despicable to use the reason of drinking too much in exchange for forgiveness, but I still have to say sorry, I drank too much, something happened before, my reason and everything are out of control." Regarding the matter of depression drugs, currently So far, only she and Chu Bingyan knew about it, and they didn't plan to tell Xing Tian, after all, it wasn't something glorious.
Holding the cup in his hand, Xing Tian looked a little strange, hesitated for a long time, and stammered: "Lu Banxia, you, you don't need to apologize to me. This kind of thing can't be slapped!"
"But I took the initiative to (seduce) you!" Lu Banxia said in an apologetic tone, what kind of person Xing Tian is, she knows very well that if he didn't (seduce) him, he would not give up his principles.
"If I said, I was (seduced) by you voluntarily, or... I also want to (seduce) you very much!"
Lu Banxia was stunned, there was a blank in her clear eyes, she didn't understand what he meant.
Xing Tian lowered his eyes, barely daring to look into her eyes, his eyes fell on the coffee, and his voice was sincere: "I know that I am a bit despicable when I say these words at this time, and I am taking advantage of others. But seeing you and him working so hard I can't seem to pretend to be deaf and dumb anymore."
Wait, what exactly is he trying to say?Lu Banxia stared at him for some unknown reason.
"Lu Banxia, I have been waiting for you for two years, can you tell me how long I have to wait for you?" Xing Tian suddenly raised his head to look at her when he said this, looked at her with dark eyes, and said word by word They are all very pious: "I want you to be happy more than anyone else, so that I can persuade myself to let you go, but seeing your pain, I can only watch, but I can't do anything, and I feel very sad. Lu Banxia, I'm not qualified to control whether you get divorced or not, but if one day you get divorced, can you give me a chance!"
Lu Banxia was really shocked, and never thought that Xing Tian had such thoughts about him, whether he hid it too well, or he was careless and didn't find it.
If it was just about that night, she could apologize. If she felt embarrassed, she would just see her later. Now Xing Tian's words really made her dizzy mind even more dizzy.
Xing Tian didn't speak any more, and looked at her quietly as if he was waiting for the judge's sentence, waiting for her answer.
After a long silence, Lu Banxia bit her lip and spilled three words: "I'm sorry!"
"Can you give me a reason?" Xing Tian felt a sense of loss in his heart. Although he had expected such a result, it was really uncomfortable to hear her rejection with his own ears!
"In the emotional world, I haven't learned to use one mind at the same time." She looked into his eyes and spoke sincerely.
She has always regarded Xing Tian as a friend, and never thought of letting this friendship deteriorate. She already regretted it when she woke up that night. Now that she heard Xing Tian's feelings again, she really couldn't bear it, and she didn't have any strength to keep Xing Tian safe. Feelings!
Xing Tian's heart constricted suddenly, and something bitterer than Coptis chinensis was crushed and dispersed at the tip of his heart.With a wry smile: "Since that's the case, why do you have to be with him..."
Hesitant to speak.
Lu Banxia pondered for a while, with a calm and elegant voice: "Too many things have happened between me and Li Yueqi, so much that love and hatred are blurred. We are two of the same kind, and we are both self-centered. We love ourselves more than love The other party is tormenting each other so much that you don't want to live. If you take a step back, you will be in the abyss, and if you go further, you may die and live. If you were you, how would you choose?"
If two people who love each other are together, if there is only pain left, then there may be a glimmer of life if they separate.
"Are you willing?" Xing Tian asked her in silence for a long time.Obviously love so deeply, just give up like this, are you willing?
Lu Banxia took a sip of hot cocoa, and lightly said: "How about being willing, what about not being willing? He and I can only blame ourselves for getting to where we are today. We didn't love enough to be desperate for each other!"
Xing Tian felt disappointed: "What about after that?" What's the plan?
"I don't know! Every step counts!" Lu Banxia replied lightly.
Xing Tian didn't ask any more. He didn't want to force her to do some things. She hadn't stepped out of the shadow left by Li Yueqi. Now she only had time to heal all the pain in her heart.
And he found that only when speaking in the tone of a friend, both of them can be at ease, and he likes this relaxed state very much!
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Lu Banxia has nothing to do in her free time. Apart from reading, resting, and occasionally watching TV, there is a TV series that impressed her deeply.
A modern woman travels back to the ancient times, and her fate is entangled with several princes. She avoids disputes over imperial power everywhere, and keeps her heart safe. She even does not hesitate to live in seclusion with one prince in a paradise, but her heart has already lost its position in another prince.
In the battle for the throne, the prince who brought her to the paradise lost in the end, and her beloved man became the king of a country and took her back to the palace.The two people who were supposed to love each other forever, for various reasons, hated and loathed each other. In the end, she was given to another prince, who stayed away from the palace, and died of depression within a few years.
If it was before, she would definitely laugh, these two people are fools, but now she can understand that the woman's heart was dead at that time, far away from the one she loves, far away from each other, looking at each other, and dying .
Sometimes you leave, not because you don't love, but because you have already loved so much that only hurt is left, and you don't know how to love again!They are all cowards in love, maybe after separation, they can all be brave alone.
When Lu Banxia called Li Yueqi, he didn't speak for a long time, and neither did she. The two of them held the phone calmly and listened to each other's breathing, as if greedily enjoying this moment of peace.
"I've already signed the divorce agreement. Do I want to give it to you or send it to you by courier?" Whether it's by delivery or by courier, she needs to ask him where he is, so this call must be made!
Things have developed to this point, she doesn't think the two of them can go on.
Li Yueqi on the other end of the phone did not speak for a long time, but his breath became faintly thicker, and finally hung up the phone first, and the sound of "beep beep" came from his ear, and every sound hit Lu Banxia's heart heavily.
The arm was stiff for a while, slowly hanging down, and sighed heavily.
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Li Yueqi opened the door at [-]:[-] in the evening. He smelled heavily of alcohol. He still had the key on him, and he opened the door by himself.
Lu Banxia had just folded the washed clothes neatly. Seeing his slightly dazed expression, she quickly recovered and said indifferently: "You sit first."
She took the clothes and went to the bedroom, then went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.
Li Yueqi sat down on the sofa, although his eyes were looking at the coffee table, the corner of his eyes was always shaking with her figure.
Lu Banxia put the water glass in front of him, took out the divorce agreement and a pen from under the coffee table and put them in front of him, "I've already signed it."
The divorce agreement last time was still a bit vindictive, so if she said that she would give him a breakup fee, she was really going to divorce this time, and she didn't show any vindictive behavior in the divorce agreement.
They have been married for five years, and they have no financial disputes. They have been managing separately, so there is no such thing as property division.As for real estate, what's the use of wanting a house if you don't even want people!
Li Yueqi stared at the darker and darker eyes with his deep eagle eyes. He leaned back holding a water glass, his slender and powerful legs overlapped, and took a sip of water to moisten his throat.Looking at her, he sneered: "Divorce, yes! Fulfill your wife's obligations first!"
Lu Banxia's face froze, and the light in his pupils flickered with astonishment. He never thought that he would make such a request!
Li Yueqi sneered with his thin lips: "I married a wife, and my physiology has not been resolved for two years. I can't justify it! Lu Banxia, if you want to divorce me, you can do it with me. After I finish, I will definitely write in the divorce agreement. sign it!"
Her face gradually turned pale, her white teeth bit her lips that were not rosy, she stared at him intently, without saying a word.
"I've done it so many times, do you still care about this one time? Or. You haven't divorced me yet, and you're defending yourself like a jade for other men?" When he said this, the coldness in his eyes couldn't be concealed.
Lu Banxia slowly clenched his hands hanging by his side, and said softly: "If I promise, you will definitely sign?"
Li Yueqi's eyes were deep and dark, and he squeezed out a word from his lips coldly: "Yes."
"Okay." She replied calmly, her white fingers had already started to unbutton her shirt, her eyes were always looking at him.
This time it was Li Yueqi who was shocked. He never thought that the proud Lu Banxia would agree to such a ridiculous request.In fact, he didn't really want to put forward such a condition, otherwise why would he have gone two months earlier!
Even if she had something with another man, he still didn't think about the word divorce. When he heard her mention it, he couldn't suppress his anger. He ran over after drinking, trying to frighten her and embarrass her. It doesn't matter if you let her, he just wants to never let him suffer so much alone!
Unexpectedly, she actually agreed!
She really couldn't wait to end her marriage with him, get better and fall into the arms of other men!
Oh, how fucking ridiculous!
Lu Banxia's movements were extremely slow, and it took a long time to untie the second one. He smiled coldly, put down the water glass, and Xin Chang's figure suddenly pressed over, followed by his hot lips.
"If you move so slowly, someone will complain that my ex-husband didn't train you well in the future!"
She didn't say a word, her lips were already under his control, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, her consciousness was withdrawn bit by bit, she saw herself sinking soberly, it didn't matter if she was hurt rudely, or forced to listen to those explicit words , these will become eternal past.
Lu Banxia knows that he has no less resentment than himself, if this can make him feel better...
so be it.
After tonight, the two will not owe each other.
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Li Yueqi was much ruder than usual, completely ignoring Lu Banxia's feelings, as if treating her like a toy.When it was finally over, Lu Banxia's body was densely covered with bruises, her lips were bitten off, and her waist was almost broken.
In fact, he didn't spend the whole night. In the early morning, at [-]:[-], Li Yueqi picked up his clothes on the ground and put them on slowly.
Lu Banxia wrapped the thin blanket on the sofa around her body, her long black hair like seaweed was casually scattered, her head was lowered, and her black hair covered most of her cheeks, showing no emotion.
The ambiguous beauty in the air has not completely dissipated, but it is mixed with a coldness.
After getting dressed, Li Yueqi took a pen to write his name on the divorce agreement, and then put the key on the coffee table.
He didn't leave the divorce agreement, but took it and left. Lu Banxia glanced at the things in his hand, "You want to take the divorce agreement?"
"Are you afraid of re-wearing my old shoes?" Li Yueqi stopped, turning his head back with sarcasm in his eyes, which seemed to say: Don't worry, I, Li Yueqi, haven't been so cheap that I want to pick up a pair of broken shoes as treasures!
Lu Banxia bit her lip and remained silent.
"Lu Banxia." He pursed his lips, his voice was low and extremely cold, and when she raised her head to look at him, the cold voice fell into her ears word by word: "Thank you for letting me know something in five years It’s called—returning from a lost path.”
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Chapter 370 Six: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 13
"Li Yueqi, you are so pathetic that you can only use strong ones? Pick up what others left."
Struggling was useless, and Lu Banxia no longer resisted. Her voice was hoarse and cold in the dark, and her cold eyes were like animals without emotion in the dark.
Li Yueqi paused, he never thought that she could degrade herself to such an extent!
Reaching out to turn on the light, her clothes were disheveled, and each of those dense hickey marks hurt Li Yueqi's heart. She looked at him so quietly, so...indifferently.
"Lu Banxia, you really hate me that much!" The voice came out from between the teeth, and the next second, she had rolled off the bed and strode out of the bedroom.
Lu Banxia thought he was going to leave, so he breathed a sigh of relief, but his nerves tensed up in the next second, and he didn't expect Li Yueqi to go and return.
Li Yueqi threw the materials in Lu Banxia's face mercilessly. The papers were scattered on the bed, and one of them scratched her delicate skin, leaving a light bloodstain.
There was hatred in the scarlet eyes, "The person who killed Xu Baichuan was not Lu Heng at all, it was Lu Yong! You knew it early on, but you have been hiding it from me! I am so good to you and you actually... ran to talk to someone else the man of my life (in bed)!"
Lu Banxia stared blankly at the materials that fell in front of her. She originally wanted to hide the materials that would become eternal secrets. Because when Li Yueqi came back, she hurriedly stuffed the materials into the cabinet. After taking medicine, her memory became worse and worse. The worse it gets, the more naturally it will be forgotten.
Unexpectedly, he saw it today.
Looking up at him, she said lightly, "Otherwise? Let you use me to hurt my relatives like you used Lu Zijin?"
Xu Baichuan's death had nothing to do with Lu Heng. It was Lu Yong's mistake that led to Xu Baichuan's death. Later, it was Lu Heng who came forward to deal with this matter, so when Li Yueqi investigated this matter, it was Lu Heng, not Lu Heng. Lu Yong.
In addition, Lu Heng is indeed more motivated than Lu Yong, but who would have thought that Lu Yong was so alienated from Shen Yue because he admired Shen Yue, but the age gap is slightly bigger, and Shen Yue doesn't like him.
Lu Yong always knew who Shen Yue liked. He thought that Shen Yue would be with Xu Baichuan, but he didn't expect that they would not persevere and break up.
What was even more unexpected was that the person Shen Yue was going to marry was her own younger brother.
The person he puts in his heart wants to marry his own younger brother, no matter how many times he builds up his heart and wishes to bless Shen Yue and Lu Heng, there is still a hurdle in his heart that he cannot overcome.Once he drank a lot of wine, he was so angry that he ran to Xu Baichuan to argue.
Lu Yong found Xu Baichuan arguing with him by the river. At that time, he was drinking, and the two men argued over a woman. They were emotionally agitated, and physical contact was inevitable.He didn't intend to push Xu Baichuan into the river, let alone not to save him, but it was raining too much, and the river was rushing and violent, so he had no choice but to turn around and run away subconsciously in a panic.
Back at Lu's house, Lu Yong was too scared and only told Lu Heng about this.Lu Heng was angry and furious, and in desperation, he ordered someone to take Lu Yong's car out and lost it, and asked Lu Yong to report the car as lost immediately.Then he and Lu Yong testified for each other, proving that they never went out at all.
It rained heavily that night, and many traces were washed away by the flood, and the police could not find any traces. In addition, after Lu Heng used money to clear the water, the police closed the case with "accidental drowning".
This matter is also considered over.
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"I can let go of my resentment towards Lu Heng, how do you know that I can't let go of my resentment towards Lu Yong?" His deep black eyes looked at her, full of disappointment.
Lu Banxia raised the corners of her lips slightly, and sneered: "I remember I asked you at the beginning, do you have a blood debt with the Lu family, do you still remember how you answered?"
He was the one who lied and deceived people from the very beginning. There was a blood debt between them, and there was an insurmountable gap.
If she knew from the beginning that there was such a deal between them, she wouldn't be obsessed with making mistakes.It's not only her fault, but also him that this marriage has come to the present state.
"You are not from the Lu family at all!" Li Yueqi replied no at the time, so it was because she was not from the Lu family, and there was no blood of the Lu family on her body.
"But Lu Yong will always be my uncle and my family." She lightly sneered, her expression was completely disillusioned.
"Hehe..." Li Yueqi couldn't help sneering, his laughter was desolate and desperate: "Lu Banxia, you are really driving me crazy."
Her thin eyelashes trembled slightly, casting a blue shadow, she whispered softly: "That's because you have driven me crazy."
The light was slightly cool, and the room was deadly silent. Li Yueqi stared at her deeply with black eyes, and left with a wave of his hands. This time, he really left. Not long after, Lu Banxia heard the door "clang", shaking as if the whole house was shaking. trembling.
Li Yueqi got into the car without even fastening his seat belt, and didn't continue spending time with her because he thought of another thing.
He wanted to know who that man was!
New acquaintance, or long-time acquaintance?
Lu Chuan, or Xing Tian?
The engine started and the car was like an arrow off the string, galloping forward out of control, towards the Jinding Hotel.
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Lu Banxia didn't know how long Li Yueqi had been gone, she sat on the bed dully, rolled up slowly, her brows and eyes were full of tiredness and powerlessness.
When the phone rang, she hesitated a few times, but didn't answer it. The phone rang persistently. She picked it up and answered with a hoarse voice: "Hello..."
"Lu Banxia, your cell phone is still here. I was worried about you, so I had to call the landline. How are you doing?" Xing Tian's voice on the phone was very anxious. What he wanted to know more was whether Li Yueqi had done anything to her Sample?
"I'm fine." Lu Banxia was silent for a long time and asked him, "Can I trouble you with something?"
"Say!"
"Leave the hotel immediately, erase all the data, I don't want him to know, it's you!"
Xing Tian on the other end of the phone was silent for a long time, and said solemnly: "Okay. When I have time in a few days, I will give you the phone!"
Lu Banxia said "um" and hung up the phone.The whole person fell on the bed, slowly closed his eyes, and plunged the whole world into a quiet, cold darkness.
Tired, she was really tired.
I hope everything can pass soon!
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Li Yueqi drove back to Jinding and found nothing. The room was retreated without leaving any clues. The monitor and data were also erased, as clean as a piece of white paper.
Sitting in the car, he couldn't stop sneering and laughing, something seemed to have slipped from his eye socket, it was really painful.
He knew that Lu Banxia had always been a decisive woman, otherwise she wouldn't be able to gain a foothold in the presidential palace, but he didn't expect that when she became ruthless, she could raise a knife and stab it into his heart without leaving a trace.
——I just love you, am I wrong?
——I just don't love you, am I wrong again?
That's right, she's right, she just doesn't love him, no matter what he can do, she can't make her truly fall in love with him.
There was no room for sand to melt in her eyes, no room for his concealment and deceit.
In this situation, at the beginning, he deliberately played the chess game, thinking that he would win, but in the end, he lost to the person who came from behind.
He vaguely heard someone calling her name in the bathroom, probably not a new acquaintance.
Can erase all traces in such a short period of time, who else but that person?
I didn't expect that I would lose to him in the end.
Really did not expect.
Punishment day.
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Lu Banxia stopped taking the medicine for a week, and her spirit was much better than before. Her appetite was still weak, but she didn't dare to take medicine anymore. Even if she had a fever of 39° for two nights, she didn't take medicine, and she just relied on her own resistance to carry it down.
As for the medicine, she was really scared and dared not take it anymore.
Monday, cloudy, moderate temperature, rare coolness in the wind.
Xing Tian returned the phone to Lu Banxia, looked at her expression, "Are you okay?"
Lu Banxia held his lips, and said in a calm voice, "En." The most tormented days have passed, and after the excitement, grief, anger and heartache, there is only a piece of ashes left.
Xing Tian didn't say anything more. What happened that night was an unspeakable experience between the two of them.
Lu Banxia looked at him drinking coffee with his head down, and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry!"
Xing Tian looked up at her, but didn't speak for a while.
"It's a bit despicable to use the reason of drinking too much in exchange for forgiveness, but I still have to say sorry, I drank too much, something happened before, my reason and everything are out of control." Regarding the matter of depression drugs, currently So far, only she and Chu Bingyan knew about it, and they didn't plan to tell Xing Tian, after all, it wasn't something glorious.
Holding the cup in his hand, Xing Tian looked a little strange, hesitated for a long time, and stammered: "Lu Banxia, you, you don't need to apologize to me. This kind of thing can't be slapped!"
"But I took the initiative to (seduce) you!" Lu Banxia said in an apologetic tone, what kind of person Xing Tian is, she knows very well that if he didn't (seduce) him, he would not give up his principles.
"If I said, I was (seduced) by you voluntarily, or... I also want to (seduce) you very much!"
Lu Banxia was stunned, there was a blank in her clear eyes, she didn't understand what he meant.
Xing Tian lowered his eyes, barely daring to look into her eyes, his eyes fell on the coffee, and his voice was sincere: "I know that I am a bit despicable when I say these words at this time, and I am taking advantage of others. But seeing you and him working so hard I can't seem to pretend to be deaf and dumb anymore."
Wait, what exactly is he trying to say?Lu Banxia stared at him for some unknown reason.
"Lu Banxia, I have been waiting for you for two years, can you tell me how long I have to wait for you?" Xing Tian suddenly raised his head to look at her when he said this, looked at her with dark eyes, and said word by word They are all very pious: "I want you to be happy more than anyone else, so that I can persuade myself to let you go, but seeing your pain, I can only watch, but I can't do anything, and I feel very sad. Lu Banxia, I'm not qualified to control whether you get divorced or not, but if one day you get divorced, can you give me a chance!"
Lu Banxia was really shocked, and never thought that Xing Tian had such thoughts about him, whether he hid it too well, or he was careless and didn't find it.
If it was just about that night, she could apologize. If she felt embarrassed, she would just see her later. Now Xing Tian's words really made her dizzy mind even more dizzy.
Xing Tian didn't speak any more, and looked at her quietly as if he was waiting for the judge's sentence, waiting for her answer.
After a long silence, Lu Banxia bit her lip and spilled three words: "I'm sorry!"
"Can you give me a reason?" Xing Tian felt a sense of loss in his heart. Although he had expected such a result, it was really uncomfortable to hear her rejection with his own ears!
"In the emotional world, I haven't learned to use one mind at the same time." She looked into his eyes and spoke sincerely.
She has always regarded Xing Tian as a friend, and never thought of letting this friendship deteriorate. She already regretted it when she woke up that night. Now that she heard Xing Tian's feelings again, she really couldn't bear it, and she didn't have any strength to keep Xing Tian safe. Feelings!
Xing Tian's heart constricted suddenly, and something bitterer than Coptis chinensis was crushed and dispersed at the tip of his heart.With a wry smile: "Since that's the case, why do you have to be with him..."
Hesitant to speak.
Lu Banxia pondered for a while, with a calm and elegant voice: "Too many things have happened between me and Li Yueqi, so much that love and hatred are blurred. We are two of the same kind, and we are both self-centered. We love ourselves more than love The other party is tormenting each other so much that you don't want to live. If you take a step back, you will be in the abyss, and if you go further, you may die and live. If you were you, how would you choose?"
If two people who love each other are together, if there is only pain left, then there may be a glimmer of life if they separate.
"Are you willing?" Xing Tian asked her in silence for a long time.Obviously love so deeply, just give up like this, are you willing?
Lu Banxia took a sip of hot cocoa, and lightly said: "How about being willing, what about not being willing? He and I can only blame ourselves for getting to where we are today. We didn't love enough to be desperate for each other!"
Xing Tian felt disappointed: "What about after that?" What's the plan?
"I don't know! Every step counts!" Lu Banxia replied lightly.
Xing Tian didn't ask any more. He didn't want to force her to do some things. She hadn't stepped out of the shadow left by Li Yueqi. Now she only had time to heal all the pain in her heart.
And he found that only when speaking in the tone of a friend, both of them can be at ease, and he likes this relaxed state very much!
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Lu Banxia has nothing to do in her free time. Apart from reading, resting, and occasionally watching TV, there is a TV series that impressed her deeply.
A modern woman travels back to the ancient times, and her fate is entangled with several princes. She avoids disputes over imperial power everywhere, and keeps her heart safe. She even does not hesitate to live in seclusion with one prince in a paradise, but her heart has already lost its position in another prince.
In the battle for the throne, the prince who brought her to the paradise lost in the end, and her beloved man became the king of a country and took her back to the palace.The two people who were supposed to love each other forever, for various reasons, hated and loathed each other. In the end, she was given to another prince, who stayed away from the palace, and died of depression within a few years.
If it was before, she would definitely laugh, these two people are fools, but now she can understand that the woman's heart was dead at that time, far away from the one she loves, far away from each other, looking at each other, and dying .
Sometimes you leave, not because you don't love, but because you have already loved so much that only hurt is left, and you don't know how to love again!They are all cowards in love, maybe after separation, they can all be brave alone.
When Lu Banxia called Li Yueqi, he didn't speak for a long time, and neither did she. The two of them held the phone calmly and listened to each other's breathing, as if greedily enjoying this moment of peace.
"I've already signed the divorce agreement. Do I want to give it to you or send it to you by courier?" Whether it's by delivery or by courier, she needs to ask him where he is, so this call must be made!
Things have developed to this point, she doesn't think the two of them can go on.
Li Yueqi on the other end of the phone did not speak for a long time, but his breath became faintly thicker, and finally hung up the phone first, and the sound of "beep beep" came from his ear, and every sound hit Lu Banxia's heart heavily.
The arm was stiff for a while, slowly hanging down, and sighed heavily.
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Li Yueqi opened the door at [-]:[-] in the evening. He smelled heavily of alcohol. He still had the key on him, and he opened the door by himself.
Lu Banxia had just folded the washed clothes neatly. Seeing his slightly dazed expression, she quickly recovered and said indifferently: "You sit first."
She took the clothes and went to the bedroom, then went to the kitchen to pour a glass of water.
Li Yueqi sat down on the sofa, although his eyes were looking at the coffee table, the corner of his eyes was always shaking with her figure.
Lu Banxia put the water glass in front of him, took out the divorce agreement and a pen from under the coffee table and put them in front of him, "I've already signed it."
The divorce agreement last time was still a bit vindictive, so if she said that she would give him a breakup fee, she was really going to divorce this time, and she didn't show any vindictive behavior in the divorce agreement.
They have been married for five years, and they have no financial disputes. They have been managing separately, so there is no such thing as property division.As for real estate, what's the use of wanting a house if you don't even want people!
Li Yueqi stared at the darker and darker eyes with his deep eagle eyes. He leaned back holding a water glass, his slender and powerful legs overlapped, and took a sip of water to moisten his throat.Looking at her, he sneered: "Divorce, yes! Fulfill your wife's obligations first!"
Lu Banxia's face froze, and the light in his pupils flickered with astonishment. He never thought that he would make such a request!
Li Yueqi sneered with his thin lips: "I married a wife, and my physiology has not been resolved for two years. I can't justify it! Lu Banxia, if you want to divorce me, you can do it with me. After I finish, I will definitely write in the divorce agreement. sign it!"
Her face gradually turned pale, her white teeth bit her lips that were not rosy, she stared at him intently, without saying a word.
"I've done it so many times, do you still care about this one time? Or. You haven't divorced me yet, and you're defending yourself like a jade for other men?" When he said this, the coldness in his eyes couldn't be concealed.
Lu Banxia slowly clenched his hands hanging by his side, and said softly: "If I promise, you will definitely sign?"
Li Yueqi's eyes were deep and dark, and he squeezed out a word from his lips coldly: "Yes."
"Okay." She replied calmly, her white fingers had already started to unbutton her shirt, her eyes were always looking at him.
This time it was Li Yueqi who was shocked. He never thought that the proud Lu Banxia would agree to such a ridiculous request.In fact, he didn't really want to put forward such a condition, otherwise why would he have gone two months earlier!
Even if she had something with another man, he still didn't think about the word divorce. When he heard her mention it, he couldn't suppress his anger. He ran over after drinking, trying to frighten her and embarrass her. It doesn't matter if you let her, he just wants to never let him suffer so much alone!
Unexpectedly, she actually agreed!
She really couldn't wait to end her marriage with him, get better and fall into the arms of other men!
Oh, how fucking ridiculous!
Lu Banxia's movements were extremely slow, and it took a long time to untie the second one. He smiled coldly, put down the water glass, and Xin Chang's figure suddenly pressed over, followed by his hot lips.
"If you move so slowly, someone will complain that my ex-husband didn't train you well in the future!"
She didn't say a word, her lips were already under his control, like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered, her consciousness was withdrawn bit by bit, she saw herself sinking soberly, it didn't matter if she was hurt rudely, or forced to listen to those explicit words , these will become eternal past.
Lu Banxia knows that he has no less resentment than himself, if this can make him feel better...
so be it.
After tonight, the two will not owe each other.
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Li Yueqi was much ruder than usual, completely ignoring Lu Banxia's feelings, as if treating her like a toy.When it was finally over, Lu Banxia's body was densely covered with bruises, her lips were bitten off, and her waist was almost broken.
In fact, he didn't spend the whole night. In the early morning, at [-]:[-], Li Yueqi picked up his clothes on the ground and put them on slowly.
Lu Banxia wrapped the thin blanket on the sofa around her body, her long black hair like seaweed was casually scattered, her head was lowered, and her black hair covered most of her cheeks, showing no emotion.
The ambiguous beauty in the air has not completely dissipated, but it is mixed with a coldness.
After getting dressed, Li Yueqi took a pen to write his name on the divorce agreement, and then put the key on the coffee table.
He didn't leave the divorce agreement, but took it and left. Lu Banxia glanced at the things in his hand, "You want to take the divorce agreement?"
"Are you afraid of re-wearing my old shoes?" Li Yueqi stopped, turning his head back with sarcasm in his eyes, which seemed to say: Don't worry, I, Li Yueqi, haven't been so cheap that I want to pick up a pair of broken shoes as treasures!
Lu Banxia bit her lip and remained silent.
"Lu Banxia." He pursed his lips, his voice was low and extremely cold, and when she raised her head to look at him, the cold voice fell into her ears word by word: "Thank you for letting me know something in five years It’s called—returning from a lost path.”
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