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Chapter 311 Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 11
Chapter 370 Four: Every Heart Has a Soft Threat 11
Chu Bingyan still had some things to deal with in the presidential palace. Lu Banxia sat alone in the gazebo in the park and waited for half an hour. When Chu Bingyan arrived, he looked at her frail back from a distance, and silently revealed a kind of Depression and silence.

"Ban Xia, what happened to you?" Chu Bingyan walked to her side and sat down, placing his hand on her shoulder.Thinking of what she said on the phone—something might have happened to me, Chu Bingyan was terrified.

Lu Banxia slowly turned his head to look at her, his face was calm and indifferent, but there was an unconcealable panic and helplessness in his clear eyes, and his thin lips pursed lightly: "Bingyan, my depression seems to be getting worse."

"How come?" The last time we met, Chu Bingyan clearly felt that Lu Banxia's mood was stable and good, so he didn't need to worry too much. It's only been a while, how could it become serious.

"I don't know what's going on!" Lu Banxia pursed her lips, pain and powerlessness flowing in her eyes, "Recently, I can't remember things more and more, many things, many people, and I don't sleep very well at night. Good, now it's getting worse."

She never told Li Yueqi about this. His surgery is over and his daily rehabilitation is very hard. She doesn't want him to worry!

She has worked hard to maintain a good mood and take her medicine on time, why is the situation getting worse and worse? !

"Can't remember things?" Chu Bingyan's eyes flickered with doubt.

Lu Banxia nodded: "I even forgot about Murong Zhuang last time, and today I suddenly don't remember how to cook! My mind is blank, there is nothing! I feel like I'm going to become a fool, or a lunatic!"

Thinking about a proud person like her, if she really became a lunatic, even if she was sober for a moment, she would not be able to accept it, such a life would be worse than death.

"Don't worry! There must be a reason for you to be like this!" Chu Bingyan gently patted her on the shoulder to comfort her. She doesn't know much about psychology, she just understands the superficial. Other psychiatrists explained that her heart must be very chaotic at the moment, and there is no one she can trust completely. What happened and what made her become?
"What medicine are you taking recently? Let me see if your current situation is suitable for taking the current medicine."

Lu Banxia took out the medicine box from her bag and handed it to her. The medicine Dr. Zhong gave her was taken once a day, one tablet at a time, and now there are only two tablets left.Because of what happened today, she hasn't had time to take it yet.

Chu Bingyan took the medicine box and opened it, took out the tablet with the letter "G" engraved on it, crushed it, sniffed it, his face changed suddenly, and he glanced at Lu Banxia with a solemn voice: "Banxia, ​​who prescribed this for you?" medicine?"

"Zhong Jingnian." Lu Banxia's heart sank suddenly, it was hot in midsummer, but she felt as cool as Xia Xue, her voice tried to maintain her composure: "What's wrong with the medicine?"

Chu Bingyan's eyes flickered, he hesitated for a moment, and said coldly: "This is a drug prescribed for patients with severe depression. It has just passed the test in the UK, but it has not yet been fully put into use. Moreover, this drug can be used even for patients with severe depression. It can’t be taken for a long time, and the dosage is very strict! This kind of medicine should be given to ordinary patients. At first, it can make people feel happy and have a good appetite, but long-term use will cause anxiety, loss of appetite, and temporary amnesia , In the later stage, auditory hallucinations and hallucinations will even appear, and then all memory will be lost, living in his own fictional world and unable to get out. If the situation is serious, he will die unknowingly. It is impossible for Zhong Jingnian not to know about such a drug Harmful, how can I give you long-term use!"

Severe Depressed Patient!The six words hit Lu Banxia's heart hard, the pain was torn apart, and the internal organs were burning like fire.

Zhong Jingnian is an authoritative psychiatrist, it is impossible for him not to know the dangers of this drug, so why did he prescribe it for himself?
His face was as pale as paper, bloodless, his thin eyelashes fluttered slightly, and the light in his eyes gradually dimmed and even disappeared.

Seeing that her complexion was not good, Chu Bingyan bit her lip: "Could it be that the nurse who dispensed the medicine made a mistake?"

Her starry eyes were covered with frost, she looked at Chu Bingyan, and asked in a cold voice: "Do you think the well-known Chung Jingnian Psychological Clinic would allow nurses to make such low-level mistakes?"

Chu Bingyan retorted speechlessly.

The status of Zhong Jingnian's psychological clinic is no less than that of the Royal Hospital of the Presidential Palace in the country. From the doctors to the nurses, all are top-notch, and the clients they serve are rich or expensive. How could the nurses be allowed to make such low-level mistakes!
"Banxia, ​​no matter what the truth of this matter is, now you have to stop taking the medicine immediately, and you can't take it anymore." Chu Bingyan told her seriously. To the point where auditory hallucinations and fantasies occur, if that happens, things will be much more serious.

"I, am I serious?" As if stabbed in the throat, he made a difficult swallowing movement and asked in a difficult voice.

Chu Bingyan shook his head: "According to your description, the situation has not reached the point of no return. Now as long as you stop the medicine, those side effects will gradually disappear. Your health is not good, and you have taken too much medicine. The poison is too harmful to the body, I still suggest that you do not take any medicine at present, let your body recover slowly and naturally, and let the medicine effect disappear in the body through metabolism."

medicine, she dare not take it anymore
"I see, thank you!" Lu Banxia's slightly trembling voice gradually calmed down, extremely calm, without the slightest ripple.

"As for whether there are other hidden dangers in this medicine, I have to wait for someone to test the ingredients of the medicine before I can confirm." When Chu Bingyan grabbed her hand, he realized that her hand was terribly cold, "Don't worry, there is I am here, and I will definitely not let anything happen to you."

Lu Banxia's calm eyes fell on the pill in Chu Bingyan's hand, his face was expressionless and lifeless, like a sculpture.

The calmer she is, the more worried Chu Bingyan is, she would rather she cry, she scold, at least vent out the unhappiness in her heart, don't suppress your emotions like this, accidents are easy to happen!

"Ban Xia, tell me Zhong Jingnian gave you the medicine himself?" Chu Bingyan still didn't believe that Zhong Jingnian would treat Ban Xia like this without any vengeance, why did he harm Ban Xia like this.

"Medicine..." Lu Banxia pursed her lips and paused. When she looked at her, a cold smile appeared on her lips: "Li Yueqi gave it to me."

Chu Bingyan's hand on her shoulder suddenly dropped, and the amber eyes were full of disbelief and disbelief.

I even wondered if Ban Xia remembered it wrong.

"Did you remember it wrong? How is it possible?" How could Li Yueqi treat his wife like this.

Lu Banxia smiled slightly, his eyes extremely cold: "Do you think I'm crazy?!"

If possible, she also hoped that she was crazy, otherwise she couldn't believe that he would treat her like this.

To myself, such cruelty!
——I don’t know if I will become a fool who doesn’t know anything in the future.

——Sometimes I wish you weren't so smart, it's good to be a little fool who doesn't know anything.

--yes?
--yes!You will be easier to deceive if you become a fool!
"Xia Xia!" Chu Bingyan pinched the medicine box tightly with her fingers, her eyes flickered, hesitating: "I don't know if I should ask you something!"

Lu Banxia looked at her indifferently, and asked, "What else can't be said now?!"

She almost became a fool who didn't know anything.

"A year and a half ago, when you came back to the capital, Li Yueqi saw you. He had a car accident while chasing you. You clearly saw him, why did you still leave so resolutely?" It was leaked out, so Chu Bingyan kept it in his heart and never said anything about it.

"A year and a half ago?" A trace of confusion flashed across Lu Banxia's eyes. When she returned to the capital, did Li Yueqi see herself? !
Seeing a trace of confusion in her eyes, Chu Bingyan asked doubtfully, "You don't remember? Or...you don't know at all?"

For a long time, not only her, but also Li Yueqi thought that Lu Banxia saw him in that car accident, but chose to ignore him ruthlessly and left resolutely.

A year and a half ago -

Lu Banxia tried his best to recall all the details that happened when he returned to the capital a year and a half ago, his eyes were suddenly filled with fog, and the corners of his eyes were moist and hot.

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The last time Lu Banxia returned to China was a year and a half ago. At that time, she had just had a miscarriage. She was in a coma for three days. In the hospital, the doctor had no choice but to agree.

She was alone in a foreign country, with no one to rely on, and suffered great physical and mental trauma. At that time, what she missed most was her mother who had been dependent on each other for many years. She booked a plane ticket to fly back to the capital, and went to visit her at her mother's cemetery.

She booked a two-way ticket, arrived at the capital at noon, and flew back to the United States at 04:30 pm. She stayed in the cemetery all afternoon, and at [-]:[-], she got up and left.

Frail and exhausted from the long flight, she was drowsy in the car, when she faintly heard the crashing sound of the sky and earth, and woke up suddenly.

The driver reassured her that she was fine, but it seemed that someone was driving too fast and had an accident.

Lu Banxia looked back and saw that the two cars had collided with each other. The situation seemed to be serious, with black smoke coming out and a strong smell of gasoline in the air.

It was evening, the sun was setting, the sun reflected on the glass, the face behind the glass was completely blurred, she couldn't see clearly, and because she was catching a plane, she didn't take this "coincidence" car accident to heart.

What's more, her situation is also very bad, she did not catch the flight back to the United States on time.

Because she passed out at the airport.

Someone sent her to the hospital. At that time, Xing Tian, ​​who had returned to the capital one day earlier than her, rushed to the hospital half an hour later and scolded her bloody for the first time.

At that time, she was extremely weak and lay in the hospital for half a month, but she insisted on leaving. Xing Tian personally sent her to the United States and concealed her whereabouts.

And from then on, she fainted from time to time, and it took more than half a year for her body to get better!

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"So...he hates me so much!" Lu Banxia burst into tears, her lips tried to be extremely bitter.

Fate played a small joke with them. They were attached to each other and hated each other. They had to let them hurt each other badly before they could give up!

Chu Bingyan held her icy fingers, his eyes filled with distress, "Are there many misunderstandings between you two? Let's have a good talk!"

Lu Banxia seemed to have never heard of it, the mist in his eyes was constantly surging, blurring his vision, tears flickered and shattered, his heart felt like a knife.

"You go back first, I want to be alone!" A hoarse voice squeezed out with difficulty.

"But—" Chu Bingyan was worried about her.

"Go back!" Lu Banxia bit her lip, biting her lip so hard, she looked at her with tears in her eyes, desperate and helpless, she didn't want people to see herself like this.

Chu Bingyan took a pack of tissues and put them in her hand, thought for a while and said, "I'll go back and find someone to test the ingredients of the medicine, and call me if you have any questions!"

Lu Banxia didn't speak, Chu Bingyan took the initiative to reach out and hug her. She knew how strong Lu Banxia was, and any words of comfort at this moment were useless, so let her calm down for a while.

Chu Bingyan left, Lu Banxia sat alone in the gazebo, the hot wind was like a cold wind blowing her cheeks, slowly bent down, covering her face with her hands, the salty liquid couldn't stop leaking from her fingers come out.

She used to think that she would no longer shed tears for this man, and would no longer feel sad for this man, but unexpectedly, time flies and the world is impermanent, and she still cannot escape the conspiracy and calculations in the world of mortals.

……

In the evening, the phone was vibrating crazily. Lu Banxia held the phone and watched the name on the screen flashing non-stop. He didn't answer the call until the screen turned black.

Li Yueqi didn't get through to her the first time, and was very worried, so she called again, but still no one answered, and she kept calling again and again impatiently.

Finally, the phone was connected, and his hanging heart finally let go, "Xia Xia, where are you? Why didn't you answer the phone just now?"

Lu Banxia was holding his mobile phone, his warm voice came from the airwaves, and his eye sockets began to hurt again...

"... Xia Xia!" Li Yueqi heard her breathing, but kept silent, and began to worry, "Where are you? Do you want me to find you?"

Lu Banxia was silent for a moment, and said in a low voice, "No need."

"What's wrong with you?" Li Yueqi heard something wrong in her voice.

"It's just that the nose is a little stuffy..."

"It may be that the weather is too hot, and you have a cold. Come back at night and take some medicine, and you will be fine soon."

"En." Lu Banxia seemed to respond vaguely, and fell into boundless silence while holding the phone.

Li Yueqi didn't speak while holding the mobile phone. He listened to her breathing through the phone. He felt a very strange feeling in his heart. He couldn't tell what it was, but her reaction made him feel too strange!
"Xia Xia, come back early!" After a long silence, he said.

Lu Banxia said "hmm" again.

"Then I hang up."

When Li Yueqi was about to hang up the phone, Lu Banxia suddenly said, "Yueqi..."

"kindness?"

"do you hate me?"

"Why do you ask like this?" Li Yueqi seemed to smile faintly. Although she had made him suffer and struggled, he didn't hate her. On the contrary, he liked her very much, and liked her so much that he could do it without hesitation. Give up everything, "I don't hate you, even if you make me miserable."

"It's me who made you suffer" But, why haven't you made me suffer.

Because I almost caused you to lose a leg, so do you want to treat me in this way?
Lu Banxia really wanted to question him why she was so cruel, but she didn't, she just asked him with a chuckle: "Would you be happy if I became a crazy woman with dementia?"

Li Yueqi didn't understand why she asked such a question, could it be because of her illness?
"If you won't leave me after you become a crazy woman, I will be really happy!"

She was in a daze, and a very long and thin needle was stuck in her throat, deep enough to the place called the heart.

"Okay, don't think about it, come back early, I'll wait for you!" After finishing speaking, Li Yueqi hung up the phone.

Obviously should be sad, but Lu Banxia raised the corners of her lips and smiled, her dry pupils almost burst into tears.

Go back earlier, go back and continue taking medicine, and then completely turn into a crazy woman. Is this your revenge and punishment for me?

Li Yueqi!
She has always wondered why she was suddenly able to accept him staying in her house. It turned out that everything was in his calculations, first using drugs to anesthetize her nerves, and then gradually turning into a demented crazy woman.

Looking back at this half month of life at this moment, it is so unreal, like a gorgeous mirage.

She thought it was a new beginning, but unexpectedly, it turned out to be another elaborate net made by him to make her fall into hell completely.

——We don’t want children in the future, I am your child, you are my child, I will help you remember the things you don’t remember... Even if you forget the whole world, I will not let you forget me!

Is this really just a dream of mine?
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Li Yueqi cut off the phone, and when he saw that it was almost time, he washed and cooked the rice first.She turned to the balcony to collect the laundry, sat by the bed, slowly folded the clothes neatly, and put them in the closet.

Turning around, he saw that her dressing table was a little messy, so he tidied it up casually, not noticing that his injured leg hit the cabinet, he frowned in pain, bent over and rubbed his knee.

When he got up from the corner of his eye, he inadvertently saw paper protruding from the gap of the cabinet under the dressing table, like some kind of traction, he reached out and opened the door of the cabinet, and took out the stack of materials that Lu Banxia had not had time to destroy. Just want to help her tidy up the rear.

But when looking at what's on the paper—

Qingjun's face turned pale little by little, and then gradually became gloomy, with disbelief flowing in her black eyes, she turned around with those documents and went to the living room to get her mobile phone to dial Lu Banxia's.

"Sorry, the person you are calling has switched off..."

Before the cold voice could speak, Li Yueqi immediately cut off the phone and dialed Qin Nansi's number again, with uncontrollable anger in his voice: "Lu Banxia is with you?"

"She didn't come to my place, what happened?" Qin Nansi felt strange and guessed that something must have happened.

Li Yueqi didn't say anything, and cut off the call directly.

Qin Nansi held the phone and looked at the darkening sky outside, his heart was pounding, and he felt a bad feeling, so he immediately called Xing Tian: "Have you seen Pinellia?"

"No." Xing Tian was in the presidential palace all day.

"Li Yueqi is looking for Banxia, ​​and there is something wrong with his voice. I am worried that something will happen to Banxia."

Xing Tian was almost done, "I'll go find her now."

"I'll go look for her after I pick Xi Feng back."

Cut off the phone, and the two of them split up.

***
The person everyone outside was looking for was sitting at the bar drinking whiskey after glass of whiskey.

The changes in her family and her growing environment since she was a child have made her an emotional expert. She habitually guards all her emotions from being touched by anyone. No matter how painful and embarrassing things have happened over the years, she can still bear them calmly and let go. Slowly digest in my heart, and transform those sorrows into a kind of calmness.

However, this time she found that she couldn't do it. Her heart full of holes seemed to be hollowed out, but the pain still remained in every corner and every cell of her body.

When love is beautiful, it is a mouthful of honey, which can be sweet to the bottom of the heart when it is contained in the mouth; when love is cruel, it is a sharp sword, which pierces the heart resolutely and is vicious and deadly.

She thought that she could control this love so that it would not get out of control, but in the end it was a complete failure.

Forever!

The empty stomach was scorched by the strong wine, and she seemed to be unconscious, pouring one cup after another into her throat numbly.

She remembered that some people said that alcohol is poison to the intestines.Thin lips involuntarily rolled away a mocking smile, the real gut-piercing poison is love.

If time could go back to seven years ago, she would definitely tell Lu Banxia back then, no matter what, don't marry a man named Li Yueqi, and if you really have no choice but to marry, you must not fall in love with him.

If you fall in love, you must not believe him. If you believe him, then leave him, leave him forever.

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Xing Tian was the first to find Lu Banxia. He stood at the door of the bar and saw her getting drunk. His expression was cold and aloof, but his back was extremely lonely.

He first called Qin Nansi to reassure him that he would take good care of Lu Banxia.

After cutting off the phone, he walked up to Lu Banxia, ​​grabbed her wrist, took the wine glass from her hand, and said in a low voice, "Stop drinking..."

Lu Banxia half-closed her eyes, looked at him in confusion for a long time, then asked the bartender for another glass of wine, and drank it all in one gulp.

"Lu Banxia..." Xing Tian called her in a low voice.

"If you are drinking with me as a friend, please sit down, if not, please don't bother me!" The lips that were moistened by alcohol were crimson and moist, and the voice was calm and dead silent.

Xing Tian didn't speak, and sat beside her.Her expression and voice were very calm, but he knew that her heart was suffering from pain and there was nothing she could do.

There is nothing he can do!

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