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Chapter 333 You Are My Legend and Destiny in This Life 4
Chapter 390 Seven: You are the legend and destiny of my life 4
(Everyone held their breath, waiting for Lu Banxia's answer!)
Lu Banxia's face was as indifferent as before, a pair of cold eyes fixed on Yao Yu calmly, and the brows were tinged with coldness, uniquely glamorous and unparalleled.Compared with her, those people are more than small and unbearable.

Yao Yu frowned, seeing that Lu Banxia didn't intend to answer, and was about to speak, Lu Heng beside him said in a deep voice: "Shut up, today is the child's full moon feast, what are you talking about so much nonsense? The child is tired, you hug him Go upstairs and rest!"

Not only the others present, but also Lu Zijin and Yao Yu themselves were stunned.After being with Lu Heng for so many years, and marrying him again, Lu Heng has never spoken to himself in such a tone.

Now, in order to save Lu Banxia, ​​he talked about himself in such a tone, and even rushed himself upstairs.

Protecting Lu Banxia's heart is obvious.

Lu Heng was originally unhappy because Yao Yu exposed Lu Banxia's life experience, but now Yao Yu actually wants to embarrass Banxia in front of himself and everyone else, and wants to embarrass Banxia, ​​how could he do that.

Why didn't she think about it, if there was no pinellia, how could Lu Chuan nod and agree to get married!
When Yao Yu got up and was about to speak, Lu Zijin reacted, and immediately stepped forward to hold the child in one hand, tugged at her sleeve with the other, and said softly, "Mom, I'm a little tired, you accompany me upstairs!"

Yao Yu glanced sideways and met Lu Zijin's eyes, seeing the pleading in her daughter's eyes, no matter how unwilling and angry she was, she could only hold back at this moment, reached out to take the child in her arms, and went upstairs.

Lu Zijin's eyes swept across Lu Banxia's body, and landed on Lu Chuan's body. The cold and hard outlines were not joyful because of the appearance of the child. Drinking cup after cup is not so much drinking as drinking. Maybe only by getting himself drunk can he convince himself to stay here and listen to Lu Heng's announcement of their marriage in a while.

The red and thin lips silently revealed a touch of bitterness, the light in the bottom of the eyes dimmed a lot, and finally lowered the eyelids, lifted the hem of the skirt and went upstairs!

Xue Qian put a smile on his thin lips, leaned into Lu Banxia's ear and said, "It's Lu's acquaintance!"

If old man Lu keeps pretending to be deaf and dumb to make the shameless old Yao embarrass Lu Banxia in public, don't blame him for disturbing their Lu family!

Lu Banxia is a dead girl who is cold, seldom talkative and not gentle, he can't say that she likes her, but after all, she is his sister, he scolds a few words, bullying her is fine, other people want to bully her, it's a fool's dream!

Xue Qianrang didn't realize at all how his actions were - to protect his weaknesses.

Lu Banxia glanced at him silently, did not speak, and took a sip of the juice, which was very sweet.

Really, very sweet.

It was the first time that someone other than Li Yueqi protected himself like this!

Lu Chuan silently captured the small movements between Lu Banxia and Xue Qianrang. Although he didn't know what Xue Qianrang said to her, the soft light in the corner of her eyes inadvertently showed that she had accepted the existence of Xue Qianrang's brother in her heart.

Xue Qianrang was her half-brother, while he was only her nominal brother for so many years, her first love, and the first man who lost her.

Drinking himself cup by cup, because he was not drunk, he was afraid that he would regret it uncontrollably, afraid that he would regret not marrying Lu Zijin!
Marrying Lu Zijin from a man's point of view would do him no harm, but thinking of Lu Banxia, ​​he felt a dull pain in his heart.Many years ago, he thought he would get used to the numbness after a long time of heartache like this, but it turned out not to be the case, the wound was torn and rotted more and more seriously, and finally eroded from the body to the soul, and no one part was complete.

He obviously met her first than anyone else, and walked into her heart earlier than anyone else, but how did he lose her when he was young and energetic!

He is very clear about Lu Banxia's purpose today, she is telling himself with actions that she really let go, it doesn't matter anymore, and she won't feel any guilt, and wants him to marry Lu Zijin with peace of mind.

For yourself or for your children. ． ． ．She didn't leave him with a single thought.

But how could she understand that he is the most despicable man in the world, he can't control the things in his pants (crotch), and he still fantasizes about her beauty in his heart!

Lu Banxia noticed that there was a gaze locked on her body all the time, glanced sideways, and looked at Lu Chuan across the crowd, calmly and calmly, without any embarrassment or awkwardness.

If Yao Yu and Lu Zijin hadn't appeared many years ago, perhaps they would be a model couple that everyone envies now.

Lu Chuan walked towards Lu Banxia with a wine glass and a bottle of wine, and everyone's eyes fell between him and Lu Banxia little by little following his tall and straight back.

"Thank you for coming to my child's full moon banquet today." His eyes turned red silently, "I want to toast you."

Lu Banxia stood up, holding juice in his hand, Lu Chuan put down the wine bottle, and held her glass with one hand, "Double happiness is coming to my brother today, do you want to drink juice?"

Xue Qianrang beside him frowned, and was about to get up. Could someone pretend to be crazy by drinking?

Lu Banxia shot him a look, asking him not to move.The clear and warm eyes met Lu Chuan's eyes, "Okay, I'll drink with you!"

The high-alcohol vodka was poured into the goblet of red wine, two glasses full of wine, Lu Chuan looked at her, his black eyes almost dripping red blood: "I respect you and Aunt Shen for the first glass of wine." , Without you, there would be no Lu Chuan today, you are the closest relatives of my Lu Chuan in this life, the relatives who will never let go of anything!"

The sound fell, and the head was raised, completely clean.

His words undoubtedly brought back Lu Banxia's memories, those beautiful memories without any impurities, even the eyes they looked at each other were as sweet as candied dates.

She knows the pain in Lu Chuan's heart, but she can't empathize with it, because she has always been a person who loves too rationally, and she can't feel the pain of falling into memories and unable to extricate herself.

Or maybe it's just that she's stuck in a deep hole, and what she can't extricate herself from is not the memories with Lu Chuan, but the (seductive) experience that another man gave her.

The only thing I can do at this moment is to accompany him, clean up, and respect him for a better tomorrow without me.

Everyone's eyes fell on them, knowing that something was wrong, but they couldn't tell what was wrong.

Lu Heng frowned, saw Lu Chuan poured a second glass of wine, wanted to say something, saw the despair in Lu Chuan's eyes, after all, he didn't say anything, and sighed secretly.

Nie Yuan!Do evil!
"This second glass of wine is a tribute to the time we lost in the end, bid farewell to the bloody growth, turned our backs to each other, and finally went farther and farther."

Your way is not my way. I thought that as long as we work hard, we will never reach the fork in our life.But since it's here, so be it.

Say goodbye to the bloody growth, say goodbye to the beautiful past that they can't go back to, in the adult world, they will only kill each other indifferently, leaving countless invisible and intangible scars on each other.

"These three glasses of wine, I wish you a future with infinite possibilities, and my life that is at the end of the road!" When he said the last sentence, his eyes looked at the faint figure upstairs, with the despair of a beast in his eyes, howling, It's just that no one knows.

Three full glasses of vodka poured into his stomach, burning his internal organs along the way.She lives more rationally than anyone else, but it doesn't mean that she is a person without emotion and consciousness.

She drank quickly and hurriedly, before the alcohol hit her head, her face flushed slightly, and after Lu Chuan left, she took her seat.

Seeing that the atmosphere was a little stiff, Lu Heng felt strange, and signaled Lu Zijin upstairs to come down with his eyes, and asked Lu Chuan to walk to the middle of the stairs with him. There was no doubt that he wanted to announce the marriage in public.

Lu Banxia sat in the crowd, all the people and things became unreal, as if all the lights in the world were extinguished, and she was the only one left.

She touched the wine bottle on the side with her fingers, and she hadn't filled it up yet. Her hand was held by someone. She raised her head to meet Xue Qianrang's dark and deep eyes, and lightly curled her thin lips: "Let go!"

Xue Qianrang didn't speak, grabbed her wrist and took away the wine bottle with the other hand, "Lu Banxia, ​​let's go home."

The eyes of others were drawn away because Lu Heng wanted to announce the marriage between Lu Chuan and Lu Zijin. No one noticed that Xue Qian let Lu Banxia half hugged and left, except Lu Chuan.

Lu Banxia lowered his head, and didn't take another look at the eye-catching family, but was pushed into the car by Xue Qian.

Xue Qianrang didn't know what happened to her, the sudden sadness and melancholy between his brows, but he was sure that this great sadness had nothing to do with Lu Chuan.

"Xue Qianrang!"

Thinking that she had drunk too much, Xue Qianrang leaned over to fasten her seat belt, but just as she touched the seat belt, she suddenly turned her head and called his name, her bright eyes seemed to see through him, "He, Is it really dead?"

Her fingers stiffened, and her breathing became unnatural. She looked sober, not a little drunk.

"Would you believe me if I said he was really dead?"

"I don't believe it!" Lu Banxia looked at him without blinking eyes, and answered crisply.

Xue Qianrang avoided her eyes, and fastened her seat belt properly, "Since you don't believe me, why bother to ask! Stick to what you think in your heart, it's fine!"

Lu Banxia didn't ask any more questions, she lowered her eyelids to cover the dim light in her eyes, and leaned her head against the car window.

She didn't believe that he was dead, but she didn't know how long she could persist in believing so persistently.When she gave birth to the little bean sprouts, she had a very long and beautiful dream.

In the dream, Li Yueqi had returned to her side, Xiaodou Sprout, and they had a miracle called "rebirth of love".

She thought that he was the first person she saw when she opened her eyes, but she never expected such a cruel and cold reality after waking up from the dream!

He didn't return to himself and Xiaodou Sprout, and his love didn't meet the warmth of spring, resurrection and rebirth!
Was it because of her past paranoidness and stubbornness that she was doomed to bury her love in this life with her own hands, without a chance to start over.In the past, she never understood the so-called "fairness" that Li Yueqi said in her mouth. She didn't understand it until now-it's not fair!
The car was driving smoothly on the road, Xue Qianrang kept the speed steady, probably because he was worried that she would drink too much and feel uncomfortable, and if the car drove too fast, she would be even more uncomfortable.

Xue Qianrang has never accommodated a woman like this, even if he has been with Winnie for many years, he is the one who dominates, and Winnie has always cooperated with his emotions.Lu Banxia is the first one to accommodate and care about a woman in this way, and she is actually his half-sister.

I can't even believe it when I think about it!

Not long ago, I went crazy and wanted to kill her!Fortunately, she was safe and sound, and fortunately, his sister was still alive.

Lu Banxia's tightly closed eyes suddenly opened, the eyes were dim, without any ripples, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "I won't go home."

"Where are you going?" Xue Qianrang glanced at her lightly.

"Barber Shop."

Xue Qian was stunned, and looked at her sideways. She had closed her eyes, and the loose hair covered half of her face, with inexplicable sadness lingering on her frowning brows.

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Lu Banxia and Xue Qian let silently leave the meeting, and after announcing the news of their marriage, Lu Zijin went upstairs to watch over his sleeping son.

When Yao Yu came in, Lu Zijin was sitting in front of the crib, staring at his child tenderly with starry eyes, with indescribable nostalgia and expectations.

This is the child she conceived in October, her and Lu Chuan's child, no matter how much Lu Chuan dislikes or loathes her, she can't help but be happy to have a child that belongs to them.

Yao Yu went to the bed and sat down. Before she could speak, she heard her whisper: "Mom, don't be like this in the future."

Yao Yu was stunned, and asked, "What kind?"

Lu Zijin looked at her sideways, and said gratefully: "I know you don't want me to be wronged, but I'm tired after all these years, and I don't want to compare with her anymore."

"Just because Lu Chuan is willing to marry you?" Yao Yu's heart was filled with sulking, and his voice was questioning.

Lu Zijin's face froze, she withdrew her hand from stroking her son, lowered her eyes, and said flatly, "No!"

"I used to be young and energetic. I always wanted to compete with Lu Banxia. I had to compare everything with her, and I was unwilling to lose to her. Now that I have a child, I have figured out many things. As long as my child is healthy, I will I am satisfied."

She had too much resentment and hatred in her heart before, she was not reconciled, so she had a hard time, and she didn't want to make it easy for Lu Banxia. But now she is different, she has children, and she is a mother.

No matter what she does, the first thing she thinks about is her own children.

Dad is getting old, he hopes that the family will be harmonious, and although Lu Chuan is willing to marry him, his heart is always on Lu Banxia. As long as she and the child leave the capital, Lu Banxia is willing to share the shares in hand with the child. Big concession.

If I continue to fight against Lu Banxia, ​​I am afraid that not only will the child not get these things, but they may also have nothing.

It was fine to be alone before, but now she wants her children to live a better life and have a seemingly normal family!No matter how much Lu Chuan hated herself, she believed that as time went by, he would give in and change for the sake of the child.

Maybe it's not bad to live like this for a lifetime.

"Just because of that share, you compromised with Lu Banxia? Are you really planning to marry Lu Chuan and take the children to settle abroad?" Yao Yu's eyes flashed gloomy, and her tone raised. It was obvious that Lu Zijin's thoughts made her very uncomfortable. satisfy.

Lu Zijin frowned, and looked at her strangely: "Mom, what's wrong with you? Didn't you also persuade me before, don't fight against Lu Banxia, ​​is everything going well with family?"

Yao Yu was stunned, and her thin lips curled into a forced smile, "I'm right, but Mom loves you! Why do you want us to leave? If we want to leave, she will go!"

Lu Zijin showed a bitter smile, "Is there any difference who goes? Mom, I have been arguing with Lu Banxia for so many years, but she has never put me in her eyes. In her eyes, I am just a clown! Now I I figured it out, as long as my child is good, I don't care about anything else!"

Maternal love is the greatest and most miraculous existence in the world. It can completely change a person, just like reborn.

Although Lu Zijin still doesn't like Lu Banxia in his heart, at least he won't do those unnecessary and boring things anymore.

What's more, Li Yueqi is no longer there, Lu Banxia is alone with the child, and the situation is not much better than her own!
Yao Yu looked at her for a while, then said softly, "Okay, I won't make things difficult for her in the future. Let's live our lives in peace."

Lu Zijin nodded, holding Yao Yu's hand with one hand, and gently stroking the child in the crib with the other, with a trace of satisfaction overflowing from the bottom of his eyes.

Yao Yu looked at his daughter and grandson, but there was a strange light in his eyes.
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In the mirror of the barber shop, there was a pale and colorless face, with sadness between the brows, thin lips tightly pursed with an emotionless arc, and a huge depression was hidden in the calm eyes.

The ground was covered with long black hair, broken and messy.Her original black seaweed-like long hair was only as long as her ears, and it couldn't even cover her ears any shorter.

Xue Qianrang stood aside, with a hint of distress in his black eyes.If he hadn't stopped her, Lu Banxia would probably have asked the barber to cut her into an inch.

After paying, grabbed her arm and said softly, "Let's go home."

It's the second time he's said it today -- we're going home.

During the short time together, he subtly accepted the existence of Lu Banxia as a younger sister, and subconsciously regarded her as his family and her home as his own.

Lu Banxia remained silent and didn't speak. He was stuffed into the car and brought home. The road might have been caused by alcohol. Her consciousness was not so clear, and her eyes became confused and helpless, not as sharp and indifferent as before.

When getting out of the car, if Xue Qian hadn't helped her, she would probably have fallen to the ground, like a puddle of mud, unable to stand up.

Xue Qianrang showed disdain for the drunk Lu Banxia, ​​but hugged Lu Banxia tightly and went upstairs. When he opened the door, he saw a figure standing at the window, frowning: "Why are you here?"

Lu Banxia, ​​who was leaning in his arms, heard the voice, looked up and saw a slightly familiar figure in his blurred vision, pushed him away unexpectedly, and stumbled towards the back of the window.

"Lu Banxia..." Xue Qian frowned, what a dead girl
Lu Banxia's mind was occupied by alcohol, as if he was having a dream, and he was about to fall to the ground if his feet were unsteady.

Fortunately, the other party quickly hugged her into his arms. Before he could speak, she had already actively wrapped his arms around his neck, her long arms like vines, hugging him tightly and not letting go.

"It's you who's back, you're really back." She buried her head in his neck and murmured softly, with a slight sob in her voice.

His spine was obviously stiff, and the hands hanging beside him hugged her very slowly, patting her back lightly to comfort her, but he didn't make a sound.

"You won't leave me again, will you?" She clutched his shirt tightly with both hands, not letting go, for fear that he would disappear once she let go.

Warm palms landed on her waist, tightening silently, rubbing her into his own flesh and blood, and a difficult voice escaped from his throat: "I will never leave you again."

The temperature of the palm permeates her skin through the thin fabric, and with the blood flowing in every corner of the body, it has been cold for many years, and the soul drifting for half a life has found a shelter and feels warm.

In fact, she is just a good woman, she will lose herself in the relationship, and she will go in the wrong direction, why can't she be given a chance to correct her mistakes?
"Pray, don't leave me again, don't leave me and Little Bean Sprout again, my daughter and I both need you!" She murmured vaguely as she bowed her head to his neck, and the shell that had been strong for so long was finally healed in this sunshine. In the afternoon, it collapsed under the alcohol and blurred halo.

The shirt was soon drenched with cold tears and pressed against his skin, scorching hot like fire.

In everyone's eyes, Lu Banxia, ​​who is calm and indifferent, has never been so weak and helpless. Even if her soul is torn and shattered, she will stand in front of the world with a smile and no words.

At this moment, she was drunk, hugging him, calling him "pray" in a low voice, begging him sobbing not to leave again.

Who is lonely in the depths of love.

In the depths of her love, she has already pierced her heart with thousands of arrows, but she still doesn't give up.

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The sun was setting, and the warm sunset was safely scattered on the floor through the clear windows. Some of the dust was rippling, like the entangled past, and the movie screens passed through my mind frame by frame, with a faint yellow color. , galloping past like the wind, leaving infinite sense of loss.

Lu Banxia was lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket, but the collar of his shirt was still wrinkled.Under the shining of the setting sun, the eyelashes seemed to be covered with a layer of golden mascara quietly covering the eyes.

The breath is even, but the brows are tightly furrowed, as if there is a wound in the heart that cannot be healed, and the endless haze can not be driven away.

She held her big palm tightly, even in her sleep, she refused to let go, for fear that he would disappear.

He has been sitting by the sofa looking at her, as if he wants to carve her into his bones and melt into his soul.

Lu Banxia slowly woke up from the dream, opened his eyes, and looked at him little by little.
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