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Chapter 334 You Are My Legend and Destiny in This Life 5
Chapter 390: You are the legend and destiny of my life 5
(Lu Banxia wakes up slowly from the dream, opens his eyes, and looks at him little by little)

The joyful eyes froze into ice little by little, and then gradually shattered. The bright eyes looked around from the empty living room behind him, and instantly dimmed, like a candle extinguished by the wind.

His eyes were aware of the hot emotion in his eyes, and he realized that he had been holding his hand tightly, and then let go all of a sudden, avoiding his sharp eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "...I'm sorry!"

Xing Tian's hands were stiff, and he looked at her with eyes, not daring to be presumptuous and aboveboard, "You drank too much."

Drank too much?
Lu Banxia's body froze, he looked up at him again, and said in a positive tone: "He came back, right! He came back to see me and Xiaodou Sprout, didn't he!"

The tone of statement is so firm!

She wasn't so drunk after three glasses of vodka that even people would admit it.

Although her head was dizzy, she really remembered the feeling of hugging that back figure, which was very familiar and real.Even after being separated for so long, she will never forget the feeling when they embraced.

Lu Banxia got up quickly, and was about to find the "he" she was talking about, stepping on the ground barefoot, just passing by Xing Tian's side, he suddenly got up and grabbed her hand.

"Lu Banxia, ​​when will you be able to recognize the truth? He has already left and never came back!"

Xing Tian looked into her eyes without a trace of dodge, and his voice was loud and loud, as if he had conclusive evidence that the person she was thinking of was really gone.

Eyelashes that were as thin as cicada's wings trembled suddenly, and looked at him with cold eyes again, without the gentleness and politeness of the past, "You go!"

Hand, forcefully pulled out from his palm.

"You're still waiting for him!" Xing Tian stared at her with deep disappointment in his eyes, "You cut your hair, and you want to keep lying to yourself, and when your hair grows, he will come back to you?"

"If he is really still alive, how can he be willing to leave you and the child alone?" While speaking, he reached out his hand to touch her long hair with Qi Er, Lu Banxia quickly dodged to avoid his hand.

Except for that person, she doesn't like to have intimate behavior with any opposite sex!
Lu Banxia never knew how much her tiny actions made Xing Tian's heart hurt.

Lu Chuan would never know that his words hit Lu Banxia's most painful weakness.After persisting for such a long time, he did not die, and he will definitely come back.Whenever in the dead of night, she suffers from insomnia alone in a dark room, and she asks herself over and over again——

If he is still alive, why doesn't he come back to find himself?
When he thought that Little Bean Sprout was not his child, he could take care of him meticulously. If he is still alive, why doesn't he appear in front of his eyes?

She knew that she was withdrawn and arrogant by nature, her personality was not gentle enough, and she was not as gentle as other women. She was too demanding of perfection in her relationship, and could not tolerate sand in her eyes. She knew that she had given him very little before. She knew she was wrong. Try to change yourself, don't be so cold and unlovable, she can also try to be nice to him, but all of this must be based on his return!
How could she do it if she was alone?

"Xing Tian." Lu Banxia, ​​who had been silent for a long time, opened his mouth slowly, looking at him slowly, without any dust or emotion, "Whether he will come back to me or not, from the day I decided to separate from him, I never thought that I would go with someone else in my life! You are right, I still love him, even if we make each other full of holes, I still love him. He is my daughter's father, I The love of this life!"

Xing Tian stared at her blankly, and finally heard her admit that she loved Li Yueqi, and heard her admit that the child belonged to Li Yueqi. Surging sad and lost.

Sometimes he would also wonder, if something really happened to them that night, wouldn't it?
But he never regretted stopping that night, because none of them could cross the barrier of their own conscience!

Just seeing her now, it hurts, really hurts.

In front of everyone, she pretended to be very good, eating and sleeping normally, taking care of little bean sprouts, unprecedentedly calm, but inadvertently her eyes still leaked emotions unintentionally.

It was the deep yearning and nostalgia for another person, deep to the bone, obviously on the verge of collapse, but still continuing to hold on.

While Lu Banxia was punishing herself, she was also punishing those who cared about her.

"Ban Xia."

"You go!" Lu Banxia interrupted him, the light of the setting sun dimmed, and the wind blowing in through the open window brought a little bit of coolness, piercing into people's hearts, "If you don't want to sever the friendship between us, just Walk!"

Xing Tian stared at her blankly for a long time, the dim light in his eyes was almost desperate, and after the dead room sank into darkness, he left silently.

Hearing the sound of "bang" closing the door, Lu Banxia came to his senses and hurriedly chased him out.

It's just that she didn't come out to chase Xingtian, but went to the next door.

Standing in front of the unclosed door, frowning, holding his fingers on the cold metal for a long time, he mustered up the courage to push the door open.

Since Li Yueqi left, she has never entered this house again, even when she handed over the key to Xue Qian, she never came.

It's not that she didn't want to come, but she didn't dare. She was afraid of seeing the house Li Yueqi lived in, the things he used, and the embankment overflowing with longing.

The whole world was denying her intuition. Everyone said that he was gone, but she didn't believe it. She believed paranoidly that he was fine and he would come back.

The house in black and white style is so simple that it cannot be simpler, which is Li Yueqi's favorite style.There was a white shirt hanging on the balcony, cleaned and blown by the wind, exuding a faint scent of laundry detergent.

Lu Banxia stepped on the cold place with bare feet, and walked into the living room step by step, thick mist formed in her eyes, her white teeth bit her tender lips tightly, all her emotions were choked in her throat, it was uncomfortable what!
Xue Qianrang had just taken a bath and was wearing a towel around her body. Seeing her frowning: "Are you awake?"

The moment she saw Xue Qianrang, Lu Banxia's heart sank into the deep and cold bottom of the lake, her red eyes were moist, and she stubbornly refused to fall down.

Is it really not him?

Is it really just a dream?
I kept asking myself this question in my heart, but I couldn't get a definite answer.

"Xing Tian is gone?" Xue Qianrang saw that she looked sick, and approached her, "Hello! Are you okay?" No matter how you look at it, she seemed to be about to cry!

impossible!
How could Lu Banxia, ​​a woman made of diamonds, cry? !
"It's not that I said you, if you can't drink, don't force yourself to drink with that surnamed Lu! If you drink too much, you will go crazy, and you will shave your head arguing for a while, and then call Li Yueqi with Xing Tian in your arms. If I didn't stop you Now there is no hair! And next time, don’t hug a man and call another man’s name. You haven’t seen Xing Tian’s green face, thanks to Xing Tian’s good temper, I would have..."

Xue Qian was wiping her hair with a towel while scolding Lu Banxia. He felt a little strange that she hadn't made a sound, and was shocked when he looked up.

Lu Banxia stood on the spot as stiff as a stake, her usual cold eyes were already filled with tears, and her fair skin was covered with teardrops, she didn't cry at all, but her heart was twisted into a ball, almost shattered.

"Why are you crying?" If Lu Banxia was still so indifferent and indifferent, Xue Qianrang would be okay, but when he saw Lu Banxia crying, he was really frightened and didn't know what to do.

We haven't known each other for a long time, but Xue Qianrang also understands that it is very difficult to make Lu Jingang cry, especially in front of others.

"You, don't cry..." Xue Qianrang held the towel in his hand, handed it to her, or didn't hand it to her, and stretched out his hand to wipe away the cool tears on her cheeks. The coolness penetrated through the skin and reached the bottom of his heart went. "Don't cry, I won't scold you anymore, can't you?"

"I hate you! Xue Qianrang, I hate you!" A choked voice escaped from her throat with difficulty, and liquid overflowed from her eyes. This was the first time she said it nakedly The most authentic emotions in my heart.

When her first sentence came out, Xue Qianrang dropped the towel in his hand to the ground, and stood there stiffly, looking at her with uneasiness and guilt in his eyes.

She hated herself, he knew, but now hearing her say it with his own ears, he was actually sad.

Xue Qianrang sadly found out that he didn't want Lu Banxia to hate him at all!
"Yes, yes, I'm sorry..." Xue Qianrang apologized stutteringly, at a loss in front of her, besides being sorry, he really didn't know what else he could do for her.

I don't want your sorry, I want him back!Why did you have to hurt him so badly, why did you have to make him unable to return to me?
Do you know that without him, I would eat and sleep with Xiaodou Sprout, and live an ordinary life for the rest of my life.

But I live like this, every day has nothing to do with happiness!

Xue Qianrang stood in front of her, his arms were mechanical, and he gently embraced her unnaturally, "I'm sorry, sister..."

This was the first time he hugged Lu Banxia, ​​and it was also the first time he called her—sister!
……

In fact, Lu Banxia understands in her heart that it is better to hate Xue Qian than to hate herself. When Li Yueqi chose to stay by her side again and again, she did not think about the relationship between them, embraced her self-esteem and face, and rejected him in her heart Outside the door, until the real loss of him, it is too late to regret.

Xue Qianrang didn't know the relationship between them at that time, let alone that she was his sister. He had his own standpoint in life, and they were all strangers to each other at that time.

If today's scene could be expected, perhaps everyone would take a step back and leave a beautiful foreshadowing for each other.

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After sobbing drunk that afternoon, Lu Banxia was still the same Lu Banxia, ​​indifferent, strong and proud, nothing unusual.Even if Xing Tian came, she could deal with it calmly.

Xue Qian said that she was drunk that day, holding Xing Tian and calling Li Yueqi's name, crying on Xing Tian's neck.

For such words, Lu Banxia is not entirely convinced!

It doesn't matter whether she is stubborn or stubborn, or she is superstitious, there is a voice in her heart telling herself that Li Yueqi is still there, and he has really come back!
With this belief, Lu Banxia ushered in the wedding of Lu Zijin and Lu Chuan.

The wedding was a month later, and the weather was entering early summer. The sky was crisp and sunny, and the wedding venue was set at the green area of ​​the private club, with western food.

That day, Lu Banxia still didn't bring Xiao Bean Sprouts with her, and the driver Xue Qianrang continued to follow her, who was also her male companion.

Perhaps it was because Lu Banxia cried in front of him that day, Xue Qian made her treat her very well this month, even though he kept scolding her and complaining that she destroyed his home, but in life he became more considerate and would He is a 100% qualified uncle who takes care of people and treats Xiaodou Sprouts.

When Lu Zijin got married, Yao Yu would still smile happily no matter how unhappy she was. With the experience of the full moon banquet before, she never targeted Lu Banxia at the wedding.

Lu Banxia and Xue Qianrang found a secluded place. She reached out for champagne, but before her fingertips touched the glass, a glass of juice had already been stuffed into her hand.

"What wine to drink? Drink fruit juice!" Xue Qian raised his eyebrows in a commanding tone.

Lu Banxia thought of the previous gaffe after drinking, talking too much after drinking, and talking too much will make you lose, it's better not to drink.She quietly sipped the juice, and when she saw the bride and groom appearing, she thought of a sentence - the most beautiful moment in a woman's life is the day when she becomes a bride.

This sentence is really true.

Lu Zijin was wearing a holy wedding dress, light makeup, long hair pulled up and a diamond tiara, and a bride's blushing smile at the corner of her mouth, she was indeed soul-stirringly beautiful.

Compared to Lu Zijin's beauty, Lu Chuan looked colder and more silent, not only had a cold face, but even his brows were tightly furrowed, making no one feel the joy of being a groom at all.

Xue Qian kept staring at Lu Zijin when he saw her, and thought: "What? I regret that I didn't have a wedding with Li Yueqi back then?"

Lu Banxia glanced at him, but did not answer.In fact, she doesn't mind at all whether there is a wedding or whether she wears a wedding dress.What she cares about is that that person is not by her side, and they seem to have never really made any promises to each other.

For example, the promise of staying with you for a lifetime!

Lu Chuan knew that Lu Banxia would definitely come back today, and she must be standing in a corner watching all this happen.Therefore, he didn't look for Lu Banxia's back, and in his heart he thought she was looking at him all the time, deceiving himself, and she would feel a little bit sad for him at this wedding.

"How long do you plan to stay in the capital?" Lu Banxia thought carefully that Xue Qianrang had been in the capital for more than two months, almost three months, and had been doing nothing. He couldn't go on like this forever.

"I don't know." Xue Qianrang replied casually, seeing her eyes shot over, he shrugged innocently: "My mother and my father are divorced, and now all her thoughts are on the company, she is a person who doesn't like others to go against her will. I made her very unhappy because I was dissatisfied with her arrangement of my marriage before. I guess now I will wait to see that I have nowhere to go and draw a line with my father, go back to England to beg her, and obediently listen to her arrangement to marry a noble daughter, and then let me Take over the company!"

"Then..." Lu Banxia hesitated, paying attention to his wording: "How is Mr. Xue doing now?"

Xue Qian smiled disapprovingly, "My father has tolerated my mother for so many years, if you think he is just a little boy who eats soft food, you are very wrong! These years, he has been behind my mother's back and invested in a friend's company. , find another woman! Now that he is divorced from my mother, he is probably living a more carefree life than before!"

Although Xue Qianrang's words belittled Xue Zhiwen terribly, but forbearance is not a skill!
After all, not everyone can tolerate life.

Lu Banxia's eyes inadvertently glanced at Yao Yu who was exchanging greetings among the crowd, and a complex emotion welled up in his heart.So how did Yao Yu grit his teeth and bear it all these years?

The oath is sworn, the ring exchange ceremony is over, the bride is going to the lounge to change, and the groom is greeting the guests.

At this time, a servant came over and said that the bride invited her to the lounge.

"The weasel has no good intentions in wishing the chicken a new year, I'll accompany you!" Xue Qian asked her to see Lu Zijin alone.

"Didn't you always call me Lu Jingang, and you're still afraid that I'll be bullied?" Lu Banxia drank the last half of the glass of juice, and stuffed the empty glass back into his hand.

Xue Qian raised his eyebrows: "I am afraid that you will lose my face."

"My surname is Lu, and your surname is Xue. No matter how embarrassing I am, I won't be able to embarrass you!" Lu Banxia left a sentence that seemed to be true, and walked to the bride's lounge with the servant.

"A dog bites Lu Dongbin, you don't know a good heart!" Xue Qianrang stared at her back and cursed, with a smile on his face.She was right, Diamond Diamond was afraid of being bullied by someone, but she was worrying too much!

He turned around and picked up the wine glass on the side to drink. Anyway, Lu Banxia's physical condition is good recently. I haven't seen her faint again. It shouldn't be a big problem to let her drive when I go back.

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When Lu Banxia arrived at the bridal lounge, Lu Zijin had just changed into a red dress, and the makeup artist wanted to help her touch up her makeup and change her look. Lu Zijin waved her hand to let the makeup artist go out for a while.

"Sit down and chat with me for a while." Lu Zijin went to the table and poured two glasses of water, one for Lu Banxia and one for himself.

Lu Banxia didn't refuse, and sat down on the sofa. As for the glass of water she poured, she glanced at it and didn't drink it.

Lu Zijin sat down opposite her, seeing that she didn't drink water, he showed a bright and charming smile: "Afraid that I will poison you?"

"Just say what you have to say." Lu Banxia changed the subject.

Lu Zijin pursed her lips and smiled without opening her mouth immediately. She drank a few sips of water to moisten her throat. She hadn't eaten anything since this morning, and now she was so hungry that she couldn't eat and could only drink water.

"Actually, there is nothing very important. I just want to chat with you. After all, we will leave the capital soon and stay away from your world." The voice was clear and light, neither good nor bad, "Congratulations Lu Banxia, ​​you have successfully expelled us from your world."

Lu Banxia didn't say a word, today she was wearing a dress, her knees were close together, she was leaning, her arms were casually wrapped around her chest, she looked at Lu Zijin with probing eyes, she always felt that something was different about her recently!
Lu Zijin knew what she was wondering about, and had no intention of explaining, because they said they were sisters, but they were not even friends.

"Before last night, I actually thought about running away from the marriage. Don't want today's wedding, because he married me for you. This is a great humiliation to me!" Lu Zijin said slowly, The cup in my hand was not put down, "But I changed my mind in the morning. Even if he doesn't like me, hate me, but for the sake of my child, I must keep him by my side, even if he pretends to be me What a good father looks like a good husband! Moreover, after a long time, he will change me in an environment without you. I am willing to change for him and for my child to have a complete family! "

"What does this have to do with me?" Lu Banxia said indifferently after listening.

Lu Zijin smiled lightly: "It has nothing to do with you, but I still feel a little grateful to you! Without you, he would not marry me! I want to fight with you, but you have never put me in the eye for so many years. Here, no matter what I have touched, you can easily discard it, this really makes me very angry, and I have always resented you."

You want to compare yourself with the other party, compete to win or lose, but the other party never takes you seriously. This is such a hurtful thing!
If Lu Banxia had put her in his eyes and really had a win or lose with her, maybe she wouldn't be persistent for so many years!

"I don't fight with anyone, I don't even bother to fight with anyone!" Not just Lu Zijin, but anyone.In Lu Banxia's cognition, there is no need to fight for what belongs to him. What really belongs to him cannot be fought or taken away by others.

"I know." Lu Zijin took a sip of water, paused for a few seconds, and said, "You have always been proud and arrogant, and you value pride and self-esteem more than life. If not, you wouldn't lose Li Pray more!"

A person who values ​​self-esteem more than life, how should he choose between love and life?

When Lu Banxia heard the second half of her words, his eyes turned cold, and his expression flashed a trace of unnaturalness. He picked up the glass of water on the table and sipped it lightly.

Her expression remained the same, but this subtle movement showed that Lu Zijin's words touched her weakness that she didn't want to be known.

"Finish?" Lu Banxia concentrated his mind, put down the water glass, and said in a deep voice: "Finish, can I go!"

Before she got up, she heard Lu Zijin say impatiently: "Lu Banxia, ​​I really don't want to fight with you anymore, I also want to have a new start! I hope you mean what you say, those things should be my children own."

Lu Banxia's shares in the Lu family are not small, she is not from the Lu family, she is not worthy of owning this share, Lu Zijin wants to save more for her children!
In fact, Lu Banxia can understand Lu Zijin's mood on this point, and the things that Lu Zijin values ​​are actually nothing in her eyes, her thin lips curled slightly: "I will let the lawyer handle this matter as soon as possible!"

Sound off, get up and go
Lu Zijin got up and looked at her back, and asked abruptly: "You don't want to know what happened between me and Li Yueqi?"

Her words successfully made Lu Banxia stop, and looked back at her, his cold eyes were unclear.

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