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Chapter 372 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 17: Don't touch me, liking is a sin
Chapter 430: Marriage and love in the city, never leave this life 17: Don't touch me, love is a sin
Ye Qingcheng raised her eyes to look at his clear face, it has not changed much from when she was a child, but now he has become more indifferent and deep, restrained, occasionally she can't guess what he is thinking in his heart.

Looking at her with deep eyes, his sword eyebrows were slightly frowned, faintly tired.

Her heart trembled, she pursed her lips, and shook her head: "It's nothing! It's probably because I'm used to living in the wild, and I feel uncomfortable after living in a mansion for a long time!"

In the past, Ye Qingcheng was like a princess, delicate and squeamish, but since she went to the military region, she has become strong and casual. In that difficult environment, no one takes care of her like a princess, but like an animal (animal) train!
Long Lifei rolled a faint smile on his thin lips, "Wait a little longer, the matter will be resolved soon."

Ye Qingcheng nodded, got up and stood beside him, and subconsciously opened her arms to hug him.It's like an instinctive reaction. She likes to hug him the most these years. She hugs him when she's in a good mood, and finds a reason to hug him when she's in a bad mood...

Long Lifei saw that her arms were raised, and the words in her throat hadn't reached her lips, but she suddenly put her arms down again, as if the momentary movement was his illusion.

Ye Qingcheng smiled and said casually: "Sleep, good night."

The sound fell, turned around and left.He clenched his hands tightly into fists in his pockets, as if he was worried that if he opened his palms, he couldn't help but want to hug him!

Long Lifei's long figure stood in place, his eyes moved with her back, and a trace of doubt and incomprehension quickly flashed across the bottom of his eyes.

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Long Lifei went to see Lan Mufei as usual, but she was not in the room, and finally found her on the grass behind.

The moon is bright and the stars are sparse. She is sitting on the grass in thin clothes, looking up at the stars and the moon.Looking from behind, the figure looks lonely and desolate.

Clothes were draped over her shoulders, Lan Mufei turned her head and saw his handsome face by the moonlight, with ripples in her eyes hidden in the darkness, and soon returned to her original state.

"Brother Li Fei..."

Long Lifei sat beside her, arranged her clothes properly, frowned and said in a low voice, "Yeliang, what are you doing sitting here?"

"Looking at the stars." Recently, her body and spirit have been in bad shape, her lips have lost their color and turned pale, and she said lightly: "Whether in the capital or in France, whenever I think of you, I will look up at the stars. Tell yourself that you and I are looking at the same starry sky."

Her eyes were dark, her big palm gently stroked her hair, and her heart suddenly tightened, with mixed feelings.

Should be happy but feel sad!
The pale moonlight reflected in the star pupils also set off the cool moonlight on her face, and the fingers placed under the clothes tightly pinched her palm, mustering up the courage to speak.

"Brother Li Fei, do you like me?"

The cold outline froze for a few seconds, something flashed in his eyes, and he stared at her for a moment, silent.

"These years, I have been wondering whether you like me or not! If you like me, how can you always have the heart to leave me alone? If you don't like me, why would you rather make them unhappy or leave me alone? Leave."

"Later I learned about Yi Ruo, and I began to understand the complex, struggling, and entangled look in your eyes when you looked at me. It was like my heart was struggling in a swamp during that time, and I desperately wanted to climb out of the swamp. To be pulled down! Knowing that there will be no result, but I just can’t let go! My biological mother is the eternal sinner of the Long family, and I am destined not to be accepted by others! Sometimes I really don’t understand why you want to keep me, if you Without me, maybe each of us will be much better now!"

If she hadn't met Long Lifei back then, she wouldn't have fallen in love with him, and she wouldn't have humbled herself into the dust and couldn't bloom flowers.

And he and Long Ziqi probably won't always be full of conflicts and disputes because of her existence!
"Fei Fei, I'm sorry!" Long Lifei pursed his thin lips lightly, and the distress and apology in his eyes were no longer suppressed.

Maybe what she said was right, if she hadn't insisted on keeping her back then, maybe her life would be a little harder now, but she wouldn't have suffered so much harm, and she wouldn't have suffered so much because of him.

"What are you sorry for me?" Lan Mufei's voice trembled slightly in the wind, and her nasal voice gradually became heavier, "I'm sorry Ma'am and Long Ziqi is my biological mother, and the one who wants to compete with Long Ziqi is my biological mother. Me! And between you and me, I can't be defined by the three words "sorry."

Gu Mingxi, who was killed by Yi Ruo back then, jumped into the sea and committed suicide due to the pain of bereavement, and Long Ziqi, who was killed by Yi Ruo, was missing for two years. Even if they kept the news tightly, a child was missing for two years. She can be counted on to live well and not suffer. , is whimsical.Her existence reminded Gu Mingxi and Long Ziqi of what happened back then, and it was her fault for bringing back their painful memories!
But the relationship between her and Long Lifei really couldn't be settled with just three words "I'm sorry".

They are all wrong, the mistake is that they like what they shouldn't like, rely on what they shouldn't rely on, mistakenly regard each other as the only one, know the things that cannot be changed early in the morning, but wishful thinking that they can have both.

"Fei Fei, those crimes should not be borne by you." Long Lifei frowned, his eyes darkened.

Lan Mufei shook her head, "Brother Li Fei, don't lie to yourself anymore, even if everyone thinks the same as you rationally, sensibility is still unacceptable! I think, maybe all this is retribution! I was born to atone for my sins, even if that People don't give me half of the family affection, but they can't change the fact that I am Yifei!"

He was silent, not knowing what to say.

Sometimes, he thinks she is just Lan Mufei, not Yifei!In this way, is there a turning point between them?
"Brother Li Fei, do you really like me?" Lan Mufei looked at him and asked him again, wanting to hear his own confession.

"You have always been important to me." He couldn't say that sentence, but the meaning was the same.

Lan Mufei's heart sank, and she suddenly felt a little cold. The coldness came from her bones, and flowed through every corner of her body with the blood.

"I can understand what you said that you like me?" The voice paused, and mist formed in the eyes for some reason, "Then do you dare to kiss my lips?"

Long Lifei was stunned, his eyes flicked up, and he stared at her momentarily, without any reaction, as if he had never heard of her.

For so many years, besides the occasional hug, the most intimate thing he had was probably kissing her forehead!I never thought that she would make such a request to myself, and I was flustered for a while, not knowing how to respond.

A slightly cool liquid leaked from her pupils, she cried and laughed, "Long Lifei, you don't really like me!"

Lowering her eyes, tears streaming down her face, she got up and was about to leave.

The moonlight was hazy, cold and flowing, tears kept pouring out from the corners of the eyes, many words were choked in the throat but could not be said!I just felt like my heart was being cut by a rusty blunt knife, slowly oozing bright red blood, the pain was hopeless.

Looking at her frail back, Long Lifei couldn't suppress the emotions in his dark eyes. Every word she said hit his heart, but he didn't know how to explain it or how to comfort her.

The tall and straight figure quickly caught up with her, grasped her wrist, and pulled it back forcefully, causing Lan Mufei to fall into his arms.

Looking up, eyes blurred with tears looked at him, before he could clearly see his expression, the black shadow was already suppressed.

The slightly cool big palm held her cool and wet cheeks, and the lips were pressed against her pale lips stained with tears, tasting her bitterness, so gentle that my heart trembled.

Lan Mufei was stunned, her tearful pupils constricted continuously, and the tears even trickled down.He stuck out his tongue, suppressing the intertwined desire () and pain, exchanging saliva.

Don't like her?

If you don't like him, why bother to be caught in the middle for so many years?Why bother to hold back and send her to France, hoping that she can meet someone better, but afraid that she will fall in love with someone else.

He is selfish and greedy, he wants both love and family affection.

This was his first kiss, but not hers. There was no sweet and joyful heartbeat, but only pain and helplessness!
The love and nostalgia that had been suppressed for many years finally broke out in her sadness. How could he not know that the depression and helplessness in his heart would be less than hers.

"Long Lifei, what do you like about me? Why on earth do you like me?" His shoulders trembled violently, and Fen punched him on the shoulder, "It would be great if you didn't like me...that would be great ...how nice..."

You don't like me, you won't keep me, I won't have you in my life these years, and I won't like you so much, and treat you as the only one in my life.

If nothing happens, you won't wait any longer, we all decide to be strangers, and there will be no pain now.

If you didn't know me and walked by in a hurry, there must be no such result now!

"Brother Li Fei...Is it wrong for me to like you? I just want to be with you, am I wrong again? Why can't two people who like each other be together...Why can't we be together..."

Like, but can't be together, the most painful thing in this world is this.

"I'm sorry!" He held her in his arms, tightening his arms tightly without a single gap, wishing to integrate her into his own flesh and blood.

At the beginning, he believed that the great thing was emotion, until finally he realized weakly that what was powerful was——destiny!
The distant sky and bright moon were gradually covered by dark clouds, and the dim light lingered on them. Her frail body leaned against his chest and wept uncontrollably!

The window of a certain room not far away happened to be opposite, and one could have a panoramic view of the entire grassland, including that painful and lingering kiss.

The slender figure in the darkness is leaning against the curtain, the light in the bottom of the eyes is dimmer than the light outside the window
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Lan Mufei asked him, what do you like about her?
It's not that Long Lifei hasn't thought about this question, it's just that he doesn't have an answer.

The first time I saw her, she was just a little beggar on the street, so dirty that people didn't want to take a second look.Through the window, he saw those clean and dust-free eyes, and his heart trembled inexplicably. When he recovered, he had already asked the driver to stop.

Do you feel pity for her and feel pity for her?

Perhaps, anyway, he took her back, and couldn't bear to see her enduring the wind and rain on the street, for fear that she would wither in this wind and rain.

Knowing that she is Yi Ruo's daughter, his heart is very sad. She is still so young, if she is left in the orphanage, can she live well?He is both reluctant and worried!

Later, when she was left behind, he could see her occasionally, seeing her grow up healthy and happy, and he felt unreasonable joy and expectation in his heart.

I like her bright eyes, the way she smiles, and she always calls him sweetly: Brother Li Fei.

Subtly, she was planted in his heart like a small seed, slowly sprouting and taking root, becoming more and more important.

Knowing that Long Pei can't accept her existence, it's not that he never thought of giving up, but if he can't, he can't let go!
I always feel that I will let her do nothing, I don't know what will happen to her, my heart is hanging in the air, and I have nowhere to go.

He really doesn't know what he likes about her, maybe it's her cleanliness and purity that attracts him, or maybe he doesn't need any reason to like someone.

It's just that he never knew that his liking would bring her to where she is today.

I never knew that it turns out that liking someone too much is also a sin and will harm others.

If meeting is a kind of destiny, and it is destined that they will have no results, then at least let him keep her safe and free until she meets a man who can bring her happiness instead of harm!
*******************The dividing line of the young master asking for recommendation tickets********************
There is only one day left before Long Lifei gives Louis Yingdow a week, that is, tomorrow he will give Lan Mufei to Louis Yingdow no matter what!

If you don't hand over Fei Fei, the only person who will be hurt will be Yan'er!
That night, at nine o'clock, the Haoting Garden was still brightly lit, but faintly cool.

Lan Mufei was sitting on the tatami in the room in a daze, her long hair was scattered casually, her pale face was bloodless, and the originally bright starry eyes under her thin eyelashes were like a pool of stagnant water without any ripples.

Long Lifei knocked on the door of the room. She came back to her senses and looked up at him. He was wearing casual clothes, holding a glass of milk in his hand, and his eyes were warm.

"Drink the milk and go to bed early."

Lan Mufei took the warm milk and looked at him, as if he was about to say something.

"What's wrong?" Long Lifei's fingers habitually landed on her soft long hair, with a concerned tone.

Lan Mufei shook her head, lowered her head and drank the milk silently.

Long Lifei helped her to bed, covered her with a quilt thoughtfully, "Go to sleep."

Lan Mufei stretched out her hand to hold his hand, "I'm going to get rid of the baby tomorrow, I'm a little scared! Can you leave after I fall asleep!"

Something flashed across the eagle's eyes so quickly that she couldn't catch it.

"Okay!" He lowered his head and kissed her forehead pitifully, clasping his fingers tightly with her.

Lan Mufei had a shallow smile on her thin lips, closed her eyes, gradually breathed evenly, and fell into sleep.

Long Lifei sat by the bed for a long time, staring at her sleeping face, the apology in his eyes gradually emerged, and he couldn't suppress it anymore, he stroked her hair with his fingers.

The voice is so weak that it cannot be heard.

--sorry.

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It was [-]:[-] when Long Lifei went downstairs. A black figure was sitting on the sofa in the living room. His clear face showed no emotion. His eagle eyes swept towards Long Lifei, and he raised his brows unobtrusively.

He went to sit opposite the man and looked directly at the man opposite: "Will you marry her?"

Louis Yingdou seemed to have heard a big joke, and smiled wickedly: "Are you joking?"

It was just an accident. If his mother hadn't sent someone to spy on him all the time, and even kidnapped the girl to check if she was pregnant, he really wouldn't be interested in knowing if she was pregnant or not!
This child is not so much wanted by him as by his mother!From the beginning to the end, he never thought about having a baby with another woman, even if Grace couldn't have a baby in this life, he never thought about borrowing another woman's belly.

It's just that now that the mistake has been made, Grace will be his wife when the child is born. No matter how much he disdains it, for the sake of Grace's future, he can only promise his mother that this child will be born no matter what!

In fact, he didn't even know what that girl looked like until now!
"When this child is born, I can satisfy her no matter what request she asks!" Louis Yingou saw him frowning, faintly angry, and said softly!
Although it was an accident, since she gave birth to a child for him, he will never treat her badly!

Long Lifei's eyes became colder and more menacing, with a sneer on his thin lips, he was silent for a while, and said, "Chong Jian, take him upstairs."

Jiang Chongjian, who had been standing beside him, nodded, just moved his toes in a different direction, and was stunned——

Seeing that he didn't leave, Long Lifei raised his head and looked over, his face suddenly changed, "—— Fei Fei!"

How did she wake up?
Lan Mufei was wearing thin pajamas and a light-colored coat outside. She stood barefoot at the stairs, her complexion was pale like a female ghost, she looked at him with pain, more hatred, and all hope was lost.

Long Lifei's heart suddenly became heavy and out of breath, he stood up, hesitant to speak: "——Fei Fei."

At this time, she should be sleeping peacefully, it is impossible to wake up!
With metal-like stern eyes, she shoots at Ye Qingcheng standing in the middle of the long stairs behind Lan Mufei!When he was giving Lanmu Feiwen milk, only Ah Qing had been to the kitchen, and she was the one who moved the cup of milk with Valium!

"Long Lifei, you chose Long Ziqi after all!" When Lan Mufei said this, her voice was as soft as catkins.The mist in his eyes gradually dissipated, his mind and soul were shattered, and his body was so soft that it seemed that he would go limp at any time.

Only she can't!
Long Lifei's thin lips were tightly pursed in an emotionless arc, his brows were chilly, his hands hanging beside him were tightly clenched into fists, with blue veins looming.

The atmosphere was low, and coldness was running around. When Long Lifei's stern eyes shot over, Ye Qingcheng couldn't help avoiding his gaze, either apologizing or guilty.

"Between me and my wife, Long Ziqi, or even the position of president, your choice will never be me!" Lan Mufei smiled softly, but laughing was more heartbreaking than crying.

"Madam is very important, Long Ziqi is very important, the identity of the president is very important, but I am not important." The trembling voice paused, eyes occupied by pain looked into his eyes, and asked softly: "Long Li No, this is what you call liking!"

Long Lifei's face gradually paled after being questioned by her, and he remained silent.

"Do you really like me? If you really like me, how can you not know, as long as you open your mouth, I will jump down willingly even if it is hell. Is it necessary for you to sell me in such a despicable way?"

The word "sell" is extremely harsh!
"Fei Fei!" Long Lifei squeezed out two words, strode up to her, and stretched out his hand to hold her hand.

Before her fingertips touched her sleeve, Lan Mufei turned to the side, avoiding his hand like a snake.His palm caught a handful of cold and hurtful air...

"Long Lifei, don't touch me - I feel sick!" She looked at him, gnashing her teeth, as if she wanted to bite out every word with all her strength.

Long Lifei's body froze obviously, and he looked at her in a daze but didn't know what to do.

"15 years ago, I didn't have the right to choose. You chose my destiny. Now... I won't let you control my destiny!"

She has been waiting, waiting for him to say it himself, even if he just told her the real situation, without his asking or saying anything, she will take the initiative to leave with Louis Yingdao, leave the capital far away, and not let them any trouble.

He has protected her for so many years, would she have the heart to watch him being threatened and hurt?
But what about him?

He even lied to himself that he would accompany her to remove the child after recuperating, and put Valium in her milk, so he packed her up and gave it to Louis Indow.

What do you think of her?pet?If you want to give it away, you can give it away, if you want to lose it, you can lose it, and don't miss the old love.

Long Lifei, what am I in your heart?

"—Fei Fei, I..."

"I hate you!" Before Long Lifei finished speaking, she spoke again, piercing his chest fiercely like a knife, "Long Lifei, I never knew that loving you requires such hurt... "

"I don't want to love you anymore, I want to hate you, because it's easier to hate than to love!"

The word "no" was stuck in his throat, and he couldn't spit it out, nor could he swallow it.

Lan Mufei's eyes moved away from his sight slightly coldly, and she looked sideways at the expressionless Louis Yingzhi standing beside the sofa, "I'll go with you!"

The sound fell, and her steps were already walking towards Louis Yingzhi!
After Long Lifei realized it, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to grab her wrist, and clasped it tightly. He stared at her tightly with his deep eyes, but there was no sound.

Lan Mufei turned around, she didn't know where the strength came from to shake off his hand, her broken voice almost roared: "Long Lifei, what exactly do you want?"

He wanted to give her to Louis Yingduo, and wanted to save Long Ziqi's life, and now she took the initiative to go with Louis Yingduo, he grabbed her wrist and refused to let go, what was it?
"I walked with him, not for you, and not for your smoke..." The voice of the dilapidated lips trembled, but it was as firm as iron, "I provoked this man myself, and I will solve it myself. Please worry about it, Your Excellency."

"Long Lifei, no matter life or death, I only hope that we will never see each other!"

When she left with Louis Yingduo, she stood at the door, half of her pale and haggard cheeks were bathed in light, half buried in the night, and finally left him four words.

——Farewell, farewell!

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