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Chapter 384 Marriage and love in the city, inseparable in this life 32: Truth, passion or confusion
Chapter 450: Alluring Marriage and Love, Inseparable in This Life 32: Truth, Passion or Confusion
Long Ziqi's heart tightened inexplicably, his eyelashes, which were as thin as cicada's wings, trembled slightly, and after a moment of silence, he said in a cold voice, "I have nothing to ask."

"The truth?" Jin Cunxu's face had already darkened.

"Sincerely."

"Long Ziqi, as the saying goes, a drop of water wears a stone, do you think my drop of water can pierce your stubborn rock?" Her indifferent attitude made him laugh instead of angry, but the laugh was more creepy than angry.

Long Ziqi's expression froze for a moment, knowing that he was angry, knowing that the conversation should not continue at this moment, but——

"The nature of a man is to conquer. Whether it's fame or fortune or love, it's just a momentary passion and confusion. It doesn't matter whether you wear it or not."

"A moment of passion and confusion?" Jin Cunxu grabbed her wrist and couldn't help sneering, "You think so?"

Her fingertips were so strong that she almost wanted to break her wrist. Even though the corners of his lips were still curled up, she knew that he was extremely sullen, and her thin lips were tightly pursed, speechless.

Is not it?
When they met at the coming-of-age ceremony, he called her Qiqi so abruptly, inexplicably broke into her world again and again, and imposed his feelings on her!She couldn't figure out, what was there about her that he liked?

Is it beautiful?
There are so many beautiful women in this world, she is not the only one. Although she is titled the daughter of Gu Mingxi, the number one beauty in country C, she is nothing compared to the whole world!
Identity?
She is the princess of country C, but he is not the crown prince of country A, the future president, in terms of status, she is far inferior to him!

What's more, he also...

Her silence caused Jin Cunxu's chest to be hit hard by the nameless fire, and the last arc of the corner of his mouth disappeared, holding her hand, and his strength was gradually withdrawing.

After a long time, his thin lips curled slightly, revealing an unknown arc, and his voice murmured softly, laced with sourness and helplessness, as if he was asking her or himself.

"Seven years, 550 five days, 320 hours, 360 minutes, 9000 seconds, you say this is a moment of passion and confusion, then tell me , How long will it take before it is not a momentary passion and confusion?"

Long Ziqi's eyes froze for a moment, and puzzlement and doubt flashed across his clear eyes.They met for the first time that year. She is 24 years old this year. According to the time, they have only known each other for six years. How could it be seven years?

Where did that missing year come from?What's going on again?

She wanted to ask him if she remembered correctly, they had known each other for six years, not seven.As soon as his thin lips were pursed, before the sound came out of his throat, he got up and left the room quickly.

Long Ziqi got up, his eyes followed his desolate back, he wanted to catch up and ask what he was talking about, but he hesitated for a few seconds, after all he didn't chase him out, watching his back disappear into the moonlight middle.

Her mind was in chaos, she was sure that she didn't have amnesia, she remembered everything from childhood to adulthood, there was never a person named "Jin Cunxu" in her previous memory!
Or, did he already know himself?

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Jin Cunxu didn't return all night, and Long Ziqi didn't sleep all night. Although the location is remote, there is no danger. His safety doesn't really worry her. It's just that he hasn't returned all night. It seems that he is very angry with herself.

Before the sun came out, the dewdrops on the green leaves were crystal clear and had not yet evaporated. Long Ziqi went to pick a bunch of small wild chrysanthemums as usual, and replaced the withered wild chrysanthemums.

Luca knocked on the door and said that Mr. Jin did not come to accompany them in their morning reading.

Long Ziqi was taken aback, she thought he was just angry, but she didn't expect him to be so angry that he didn't care about the children's morning reading. She put aside the matter at hand, took Luka's hand and walked to the classroom to accompany the children in morning reading instead of Jin Cunxu.

All morning, I was restless, worried that something might happen to him.

But all day long, he never showed up.

Long Ziqi hardly ate anything, and frequently lost his mind during class. In the afternoon, he let the children finish class early in the afternoon, packed up their things, left the classroom, and instead of going back, walked to the village chief's house.

The village chief was not at home. The village chief's wife saw her and held her hand enthusiastically to chat. Long Ziqi hesitated for a long time, and finally mentioned the word "Jin Cunxu".

The village head's wife showed surprise, "Mr. Jin heard that he went back to country A for something, didn't he tell you?"

My heart suddenly tightened, it turned out that he had already left.

Seeing her absent-minded, the village chief's wife thought it was a quarrel between the couple, and comforted her kindly: "It seems that I left in the middle of the night last night. I left in a hurry. Maybe something happened at home! Send someone to say goodbye to us at dawn! I'm too worried, and when he finishes his work, he will definitely come back."

Long Ziqi pursed his lips and revealed a shallow smile, which was not as good as his eyes.I knew in my heart that he would never come back!

If he would come back, he wouldn't leave without saying goodbye like this.

What else did the village head's wife say, but she didn't hear clearly, so she found an excuse to say goodbye and went back to school.

He sent someone to bid farewell to the village head and the others, but he didn't even want to say anything to the ward, because he didn't want to see her again?

There are so many things going on, she can't figure out his thoughts, she has a lot of troubles, thinking too much, she will only find troubles for herself, in fact, that's fine, each returns to the original life track, neither surprised nor disturbed, forgetting the end of the world!
When I got home, I looked at his things and didn't take any of them away. These things are worthless, so it doesn't matter if he takes them or not.

Long Ziqi cooked dinner as usual, and found that she unknowingly cooked dinner for one person, sat at the table, lowered her head and smiled, habit is really a terrible thing.

Before going to bed, I unconsciously reach for the cup, and there is nothing beside the bed, where will there be warm milk!

Lying on the bed without turning off the lights, she stared blankly at the spacious floor. After a long time, she murmured "good night" and closed her eyes to fall asleep.

The lights stayed on all night.

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It has been more than half a month since Jin Cunxu left, but Long Ziqi's life is still calm. He dances with the children all day long, goes shopping occasionally, and still picks small wild chrysanthemums that are in full bloom and puts them at home.

She hasn't touched his things, it's as if he hasn't left, but just went on a long trip to run some errands, and he will come back when the errands are finished.

Things can be, people can be non-existent, but those memories that are far and near must be warm, sour and astringent.

Ever since he left, Long Ziqi, for some reason, has developed a habit of going to sleep every night with a light, otherwise he will definitely suffer from insomnia all night.

On weekends, when the children were on vacation, she rarely had free time, so she cleaned up the house, folded his clean clothes and put them away neatly, so as not to get dusty. Seeing that it was still early, she went to buy some things and came back.

When she came back, she saw a tall and admiring figure from a distance, her pace couldn't help being brisk, but when she approached, she was stunned.

The people in the room just came out, saw her, and smiled: "Your expression will make me think that you don't want to see me."

Long Ziqi handed the things to Jiang Chongjian who came out of the room, stepped forward and hugged Long Lifei, "... Ah Li!"

Long Lifei hugged her with a smile, lowered his head to look at her carefully, and said in a distressed tone, "I lost weight!"

When we meet again, there is no longer any entanglement, let alone heartache, everything has disappeared. At this moment, in her heart, he is really just an older brother.

"Why didn't you notify me in advance?" She would not have gone out if she had known that A Li was coming.

Long Lifei's cool palm landed on her head, "I want to give you a surprise."

Long Ziqi took his hand into the room and asked him to sit down. Chong Jian had already put things in the room, but he didn't stay in the room, but left a space for the siblings to talk alone.

Before she came back, Long Lifei had already "visited" the house, which was old and simple as Chong Jian described it. When he thought of the little princess they put in their palms living in such a place, he felt very distressed.

"I came here this time to bring you back to the country together." Long Lifei got straight to the point and didn't ask about Jin Cunxu, because he knew that he had already returned to country A.

Long Ziqi's pouring hand froze for a second, put down the kettle, turned around and handed him the water glass, and sat on the bed, "I haven't planned to go back yet."

Long Lifei frowned slightly: "Are you planning to never go home?"

"How could it be!" There was a slight smile on the exquisite face, looking at him and said: "The original plan was to wait until Christmas before going back."

Christmas is still a few months away.

Long Lifei took a sip of boiled water, remained silent for a long time, glanced at her, and said belatedly, "Are you okay?"

Long Ziqi smiled and nodded: "I'm fine." Afraid that he wouldn't believe it, he added two more words: "Always."

Seeing her bright eyebrows and pupils, tinged with ease and ease, I believe that what she said is all the truth.Seeing her well with his own eyes, Long Lifei was really relieved, "I will ask Chongjian to pick you up before Christmas."

Now she doesn't want to leave, and he doesn't want to force her.

"Don't let Chong Jian run around, are you afraid that I won't remember the way home?" Declining his kindness, she was no longer that Long Ziqi who relied on him for everything and listened to his arrangements.

"I'm a little scared!" Long Lifei's expression was calm, not like joking.

Long Ziqi got up and walked in front of him, squatted down, and put his hands on his knees, "Brother, I love you, and I love mom and dad too!"

They are the three most important people in her life. Whatever she forgets, she will never forget the way home!
"We love you too!" Although Long Pei didn't come, before he came, Long Pei expressed the hope that he could bring Yan'er back.Not to mention Ming Xi, such a person who has experienced great joy and great sorrow, who is desolate and calm, now has to think about Yan'er from time to time.

Her heart is warm, because of them, she thinks that living is better than being dead, because there are opportunities.After death, it is true that everything is silent.

"Is she okay?" After so long, that person was always a thorn in her heart.

If it is good, you can comfort yourself and forgive yourself;

Long Lifei's face froze, his fingers holding the water cup couldn't help tightening, his joints were obviously pale.Long Ziqi read something from his expression, guilt flashed across his eyes.

"In the third month after you left, there was news that she had a miscarriage." There was no emotion in the cold voice, because the heartache was too long, and it was almost numb.

Long Ziqi's eyes were startled, and he looked up at him in astonishment: "How could this be?"

"I don't know." Long Lifei replied, not lying to her, but really not knowing.

After Lan Mufei left with Louis Yingduo, he has been sending people to monitor Louis Yingdow's every move, and even taught him a small lesson.Louis Yingdow was not a good person, and if Long Lifei could send people to monitor him, he would naturally be able to find out those people and cut off all Long Lifei's actions.

After all, France is his world!

"You didn't bring her back?" Long Ziqi asked suspiciously, if Lan Mufei was brought back, even if Long Lifei didn't tell her, Long Pei would find a way to tell her.

Long Lifei looked at her, remained silent for a while, and squeezed out four words between his teeth: "She is missing."

After learning about Lan Mufei's miscarriage, he immediately sent someone to France to look for her, but when he went, she had already disappeared.

The miscarriage was concealed by the Louis family, so it was impossible to find out exactly what happened, and her whereabouts became a mystery, as if someone deliberately concealed her whereabouts to prevent him from finding her.

In the past few months, he has sent many people to France to find her whereabouts, but until now there is still no news, it seems that a good person has disappeared from the world for no reason.

Long Ziqi's heart twitched suddenly, and he blurted out three words: "—I'm sorry!"

If it weren't for her mistake at the beginning, what happened that night would not have happened to Lan Mufei, she would not have become pregnant, and she would not have been forced to return to France with Louis Yingdo, and she would not have had a miscarriage in the end and ended up in a situation where her whereabouts are unknown.

17 years old, Lan Mufei is only 17 years old, and she has already experienced so many traumas and setbacks.

Long Lifei's palm fell on her forehead, as if God forgave the sins of the believers, and his voice was very calm: "I tell you this, not to make you blame yourself. We are a family, and there are some things that I don't want to lie to you. It has already happened, and there is no point in pursuing right or wrong."

Long Ziqi held his hand, looking serious, "Fei Fei is a very kind girl, I believe fate will not treat her lightly, she will be fine."

Long Lifei pursed his thin lips with an emotionless arc, and held her hand instead. In this way, he also comforted himself thousands of times in his heart, wishing everything was like this.

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Long Lifei didn't force her to go back to country C with him, nor did he stay long, and left with Chongjian after having dinner with her that night.

There are so many things going on in the presidential palace, it is not easy for him to spare this little time.

Because the car couldn't drive in, it would take about half an hour to walk there. It was too dark, and Long Lifei was worried that it would be unsafe for her to walk back alone at night, so she didn't want her to see him off.

Saying goodbye at the door, he couldn't help hugging the thin woman, and said in a low voice, "Yan'er, go home early."

Long Ziqi hugged his waist with both hands, buried her head in his chest, and said yes.

Only two people could hear Long Lifei's low voice, "Do you remember what I asked Chongjian to tell you last time?"

She froze, looked up at him, and nodded.

"If you really like it, don't have too many scruples. No matter what happens, your brother will support you."

Long Lifei looked down at her with compassion.

Long Ziqi's heart felt warm, and the tip of his nose was slightly sour, "I know."

"Take care of yourself, let's go." Long Lifei let go of her, didn't say anything more, turned around with a cool back, and left first.

Chong Jian said goodbye to her, and followed Long Lifei.

The last time Jiang Chongjian came here to see her, apart from talking about Jin Cunxu, he conveyed a word for Long Lifei before leaving.

The original words are: as long as you like it, no one can compete with you for the position of first lady of country A.

Long Pei and Long Lifei, the father and son, usually get along indifferently, but their attitude towards Yan'er is the same - pampering and indulging.

According to Long Pei's original words, the meaning is almost the same: My daughter of Long Pei should be loved and pampered since she was born, and she will definitely have what she wants. Whoever she wants to marry, who dare not marry? !

Long Lifei didn't mention the word Jin Cunxu all night. Before parting, he mentioned it euphemistically. As smart as he is, why can't she see Yan'er's feelings for Jin Cunxu? The men get along like this?

They are twins, more or less there is a tacit understanding, she has deceived Chong Jian, but she can't deceive him as an elder brother!

Long Ziqi sat alone on the table, looking at the small wild chrysanthemums in full bloom, the faint fragrance of flowers lingered in his nose, thinking of Lan Mufei, he felt depressed and uncomfortable, and sighed.

Thinking of Jin Cunxu's unspeakable loss, he couldn't help but sigh again!

Everything is like an old tree whose roots have been wrongly connected, and there is no room for turning around.

……

Jiang Chongjian held a flashlight and walked forward with Long Lifei in the dark. After holding back for a long time, he still couldn't hold back and asked, "Why didn't you tell her that Jin Cunxu is about to succeed to the throne?"

"and then……"

Jiang Chongjian was stunned, and heard his deep voice coming slowly in the dark: "Jin Cunxu looks gentle and harmless on the surface, but in reality he is cunning and treacherous. It's good that Yan'er doesn't like him. If he does, he must not like him more than him." Otherwise, the bitterness is the smoke!"

But now it seems that Jin Cunxu obviously likes Yan'er more than Yan'er, so he is the one who suffers, not Yan'er!

As a man, he admires Jin Cunxu very much, but as Yan'er's brother, he still hopes that it is not his sister who suffers!In the eyes of the outside world, Jin Cunxu is the prospective president with a distinguished status, but in his eyes, Jin Cunxu may not be worthy of Yan'er!

Jiang Chongjian remained silent for a long time.

Long Lifei stopped suddenly, patted him on the shoulder, and seemed to comfort him: "Everything is still unknown."

It means that Chongjian may still have a chance, at least Long Pei and Gu Mingxi both like Chongjian!
Jiang Chongjian pursed her lips and smiled bitterly: "I've already seen it off, as long as she is happy, it doesn't matter who she is with!"

Sometimes, Long Lifei appreciates Jiang Chongjian's persistence and freedom in feelings, and Yan'er doesn't like him, so he guards him as an elder brother, neither forcing nor giving up!
If I could have this free and easy, maybe Fei Fei would not be missing so far.

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On the third day after Long Lifei and Jiang Chongjian left, Long Ziqi suddenly received a call from He Zui, inviting her to go to country A.

The reason is that He Zui is getting married.

When answering the phone, the children were studying by themselves, and Long Ziqi was standing at the door of the classroom, facing the wind with heat waves, hearing He Zui's wedding, but his heart was immersed in the bottom of the lake.

She thought of Song Jing, and those years in the United States, especially the person He Zui was going to marry was not her boyfriend in the United States, the man He Zui loved so much that he never regretted it!

He Zui's voice on the phone was calm, and she didn't feel the joy of being a bride at all. She just wanted to see her old friend very much.

She hasn't met Long Ziqi, Song Jing, and Su since graduation!Occasional phone calls are not like the greetings of ordinary friends, but they seldom reveal their thoughts.

Everyone has their own circle of life and their own troubles, and complaining is useless, but it will only increase the troubles of friends, why bother!
He Zui asked Long Ziqi and Su to be his bridesmaids, so they had to go there early to try on the bridesmaid dresses and confirm the wedding process.

Long Ziqi has no reason to refuse to attend He Zui's wedding. Even if this wedding does not bring He Zui the greatest happiness, she should be by He Zui's side to witness the most important moment in her life.

It took two days to pack things up, then bid farewell to the village chief, and then to the children.

The children knew she was going to leave, so they all stood up in the last class in the afternoon, Luca took the lead in singing, and a song was given to her.

It is a song she heard on the Internet before. The melody is beautiful and easy to learn, because she has a good memory, and the lyrics are memorized after reading it once. She taught it to the children when she came here.

That day, the setting sun hung on the top of the mountain, and the orange light dyed the surrounding white clouds, and the clear and pure singing of the children floated far, far away.

After the children finished singing, they collectively bowed to her, said goodbye, and left the classroom one by one until the figure of Luca who left at the end disappeared at the door. proudly...

For the first time, I feel that being a teacher has a greater sense of accomplishment and pride than being a vice president whom everyone fears!
On the last night of her stay here, she didn't rest, she sat at the door looking at the starry sky, and took two photos with her mobile phone as a souvenir.Every day I live here is very relaxing.

There is no calculation, no pressure, and no past events, just a simple teacher Su Yan!

Leaving here the next day, the whole village saw her off, as well as those children.

The car started and drove farther and farther, but she kept looking back at the place where she had lived for more than half a year, with reluctance shining in her bright eyes...

Because she knew that it was impossible to come back to this place in this life.

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Young Master: I really want a brother like Ah Li, ahh!
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