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Chapter 444 Love is long but not happy: deep love can't wake up

　Love is long but not widowed: deep love does not wake up

apartment.

Ye Sang was sitting on the sofa, her fingers intertwined uncomfortably in front of her body, her eyes drifted to Lan Mufei who was standing not far away from time to time, biting her pink lips tangledly, she lowered her eyes and didn't know what to do Open your mouth.

Lan Mufei leaned on the table, crossed her slender arms casually in front of her chest, because the angle of her gaze seemed to be condescendingly looking down at her, her brows and pupils were full of coolness.

The atmosphere was low-pressure, and quiet breathing and heartbeat could be heard. In the end, Ye Sang couldn't help but said, "It's not what you think. I didn't know that person was her boyfriend."

Lan Mufei pursed her thin lips and listened quietly to what she said.

"After I knew that I was an illegitimate daughter, I was very unhappy for a long time. I hated my mommy for being a mistress, and hated my daddy even more! I started to be bad, smoking, drinking, going to bars, what? If I'm bad, I'll learn whatever... There were times when I ran to Song Xiaowan's house unwillingly, and I wanted to question Daddy in front of them, since he was so reluctant to get divorced, why did he provoke my mommy, why did he give birth to me? Let me appear in this world."

"I've always thought this way, but I didn't have the courage to do it. To put it bluntly, the person who is a mistress is still my mother! Once, I accidentally bumped into a boy near their house. At that time, I didn't even know that he was Song Xiaowan. If I knew my boyfriend, I would never get close to him. Until one time I drank too much in a bar and was almost taken away by someone. He came to protect me and took me home. After that, it happened naturally. I I thought he didn't have a girlfriend until Song Xiaowan's mother passed away and she came to his house to bump into us..."

"After knowing that he was Song Xiaowan's boyfriend, I broke up with him immediately. My mommy has already become her mommy's mistress, how could I be with Song Xiaowan's boyfriend and continue to be a mistress! I didn't think But he would break up with Song Xiaowan because of me, he said that he only wanted to be with me. But it is impossible for me to be with him anymore."

When Ye Sang said these words, pain and helplessness inadvertently flowed in the bottom of his eyes, biting his red lips with his white teeth from time to time.

Lan Mufei thought maybe Ye Sang really liked that boy at that time, so when he mentioned that boy now, his expression was both helpless and conflicted.

Ye Sang held her face in her hands and took a deep breath——

"and after?"

She didn't speak for a while, and when Lan Mufei frowned, a low voice sounded: "Once when I was playing in a bar, I met a street gangster who dragged me to open a room. I don't want to go, it's him He appeared to protect me and was almost beaten to death. After that, his parents took him away from Paris and went to England, asking him to leave me far away. Later, I heard that Song Xiaowan went to England to look for him, but it seemed that there was no result... I Never saw him again."

If he wasn't Song Xiaowan's boyfriend, if she wasn't Song Xiaowan's half-sister, maybe she would really be with that boy, because the days with him were really happy.

Young and frivolous, unaware of sorrow, full of love, who knows that fate has played a joke with them again, which is extremely ironic.

Her mother was the third party in Song Xiaowan's mother's marriage, and she became the third party in Song Xiaowan's love.

Not to mention Song Xiaowan even herself finds it ironic and ridiculous! !
No wonder Song Xiaowan hated her to the bone, but she couldn't help herself.

Everything is a trick of fate.

Lan Mufei was silent for a long time without speaking, quietly watching the faint sadness hidden in Ye Sang's eyebrows.There is a wound in everyone's heart that cannot be healed. Maybe that boy is Ye Sang's wound. After years, no matter what happened, he can't forget it, but he can't look back.

Because a Song Xiaowan is the greatest impossibility between them.

The phone buzzed in his pocket, Lan Mufei took out the phone and saw the unread text messages.

——Speed ​​to walk in the clouds.

Sender: Louis Indow.

What did you ask her to walk in the clouds at this point in time?Liu Xi frowned lightly, she didn't want to go, she glanced at Ye Sang from the corner of her eyes, maybe now she wants to be alone more quietly.

Furthermore, Louis Yingdou doesn't like being rejected by others, so it's better not to piss him off now!

Poured a glass of water and put it in front of Ye Sang, said in a clear voice, "I am your manager, I hope that no matter what happens, you will trust me and not hide from me."

Ye Sang looked up at her, her eyes were a little red.
"Take a good rest, don't worry about Paris Fashion Week, leave it to me."

Lan Mufei patted her on the shoulder to comfort her, her clear eyes were shining with tenacity and radiance.

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Louis Yingzhi didn't grab the phone back, and let Luo Ruochen use his phone to send text messages to Lan Mufei. It wasn't that he wanted to see Lan Mufei, but that the behavior of grabbing things would affect his image and make him appear guilty.

Whether Lan Mufei comes or not has nothing to do with him, anyway, he will definitely not be the one who will be embarrassed at that time.

When Lan Mufei came over, the manager took her to the earl's box, and when she entered the door, there were three people who were stunned.

Hang Hang, Feng Chen, and Lan Mufei who was standing at the door.No matter how stupid she is, she can still feel that this is their private meeting time. What does he mean by asking her to come?
He cast his eyes on Louis Yingzhi who was sitting on the sofa with a calm expression, hoping that he would give her a word so as not to embarrass her.Unexpectedly, with that person's leisurely and contented expression, his eyes never fell on her at all, as if she didn't exist.

The atmosphere, subtle and awkward.

Lan Mufei stood at the door for a while, neither entering nor retreating, and didn't even know how to open her mouth to break the tranquility.

It was Hang Hang who reacted first, he got up and walked in front of her, smiling: "Come on, sit down."

Lan Mufei looked at Hang Hang with gratitude, thanking him for helping her out.

Greeted one by one, and was arranged to be next to Hang Hang, drinking pure water like him.

Feng Chen's eyes suddenly wandered complicatedly between Lan Mufei and Louis Yingwid, both of them did not look at each other, pretending to be unfamiliar.

On the contrary, Luo Ruochen reached out to Lan Mufei positively and gentlemanly, "Luo Ruochen, I met Huang Xiwen's husband at the party last time, you should still remember?"

Lan Mufei had a three-point smile on her thin lips, "Mr. Luo, hello."

Luo Ruochen glanced at Louis Yingduo who was drinking alone, and the smile on the corner of his mouth grew wider: "Today is a private event, so you don't have to be restrained. You call me by my name, knowing each other is a friend!"

Lan Mufei didn't respond, she pursed her lips and smiled.

In such an occasion, say more and make more mistakes, say less and make fewer mistakes. It is always right to smile, but you must also grasp the scale of this smile. If it is too much, you will appear stupid, and if it is too small, it will appear that you are showing off.

Fortunately, she followed Long Lifei in the past, and she also learned a little bit about etiquette and entertainment. She answered when it was time to answer, but she didn't speak much, and she didn't speak much. No sense of presence.

The four men chatted freely, but they didn't shy away from Lan Mufei's presence. From economics to politics, they could talk all over the world, and Hang Hang took care of Lan Mufei a lot, and occasionally threw light topics to her. Then, her answer is also impeccable.

During this period, Lan Mufei went to the bathroom.

This box is very large, including a series of entertainment facilities such as a billiard room, a video room, a lounge, and a squash room.Going to the bathroom has to go through a long corridor, and it takes three to four minutes to go back and forth.

Lan Mufei came out of the bathroom, and the tall and slender figure leaning against the wall came into view when she raised her head.

One hand is in the pocket, the other fingertip is holding a cigar, the outline is softened in the warm orange light, the dark blue eyes are like deep sea vortexes, constantly sucking people in, unable to struggle.

If he didn't understand his temper and character, Lan Mufei would be willing to admit at this moment that Louis Yingdou, regardless of his noble status and family background, his appearance alone is enough to make all women fall in love.

It's a pity that he has a bad temper, no matter how good-looking he is, it is useless.

Lan Mufei planned to say hello to him and leave, but before he reached him, he straightened his back and quickly pressed her between the wall and his chest. She was weak and thin in front of her. Like a canary in a cage.

She was startled, the distance between the two of them was too close, the handsome face was right in front of her eyes, her breathing faintly swept across her fair neck, this feeling was not very good.

"what are you doing?"

Louis Yingdou leaned on the wall with both hands, lowered his head and looked at her arrogantly, as if he was looking at her, and the cigar ash from his fingertips slowly fell, some fell on her white shirt, as if The dust settled.

"Why do you want to come?" The deep voice could not detect any emotion, just like his deep blue eyes could not see through his soul.

Lan Mufei's eyes flickered, her temper couldn't be controlled for a while, and her tone was slightly cold: "You sent me a text message to ask me to come over."

What's the point of blocking her here to question her now?
"In your perception, I'm someone who can edit text messages at leisure?" There was obvious sarcasm in Louis Yingduo's words, mocking her stupidity.

So when she saw her embarrassed, she turned a blind eye and smiled from the bottom of her heart: Yes!

Lan Mufei was taken aback, she really hadn't thought about this question, seeing the text message from his number, she came over.

When normal people see such a text message, they will think it was sent by the owner of the mobile phone, and her reaction is within the range of normal people, so why use such a sarcastic tone to her.

Unconvinced in my heart, I glanced into his eyes and planned to fight for reason, and just pursed my thin lips, only to hear his cold voice ringing in my ears: "If your cleverness is so little, it has been used up, I think You'd better sell wine on the first floor, that's a no-brainer, it's more suitable for you!"

His back against the cold wall froze, and his eyes froze for a few seconds.

Louis Yingdow's eyes flashed with contempt, the faint smell of tobacco on his body lingered under his nose, his thin lips curled up in a sinister arc, he blew on her shoulders, straightened his waist and walked towards the bathroom gracefully.

Lan Mufei was still leaning against the wall for a while, but her eyes moved involuntarily with his back.

His words are always hurtful and irritating, but when you calm down and think about it carefully, you can understand that his words are very reasonable.

Today, someone sent me a text message from Louis Yingzhi's mobile phone, and I came here without the slightest doubt. What should I do if today is not a private party, but a trap?
Winning Song Xiaowan this time is not only because of her cleverness, but because she was lucky enough to hear the conversation between Song Xiaowan and Feng Chen, guessing that she would take out all the things that are not good for Ye Sang if she can't hold back, so Hang Hang went to take it back. Things, and destroyed; then next time, the next time the same thing happens again how to do?
You won't be so lucky every time, and not every time someone will help you!

There is still a long way to go in the future. If she starts to relax her vigilance when she gets here, then she can indeed go to Walking Clouds to sell wine, because the big tree Louis Yingduo will not let her enjoy the shade forever, unless she can become stronger by herself , to establish her own territory and human network, otherwise, sooner or later, she will still fall back into the abyss with nothing left.

Lan Mufei went back first, Feng Chen and Hang Hang went to play billiards, Luo Ruochen sat alone on the sofa drinking, saw her squinting and smiled: "Lan Mufei, my wife is looking forward to your visit to the humble house."

Surprise flashed in the black pupils, and he said softly: "Mrs. Luo is polite."

"She likes to make friends very much, and she appreciates you very much." Luo Ruochen's voice paused for a few seconds, and after thinking for a while, he said, "It's better to hit the sun than to choose the day, so it's Saturday this week. I'll let Hang Hang pick you up then!"

His tone did not give Lan Mufei a chance to refuse.

Lan Mufei couldn't refuse, and asked tentatively: "It's better to obey than to be respectful, but I don't know if it's convenient for Fang to let Ye Sang go with me. You also know that she is in a bad mood due to recent incidents, and I also want her to go out." Relax."

"Of course it's convenient, more people make it more lively." Luo Ruochen is also a smart person, knowing that Lan Mufei brought Ye Sang to the appointment, he didn't point it out because his wife is a designer, but went along with her.

As far as he knows, his wife's design work this year has not yet found a satisfactory model, and whether it can be successful depends on his wife's choice!

Lan Mufei said thank you.

Louis Ying has not come back for a long time, Hang Hang and Feng Chen are playing billiards, Luo Ruochen is not interested, drinking alone is not interesting, so he invites Lan Mufei to sing.

Lan Mufei didn't want to brush his face, so she went to the video room with him.Probably because she had studied classical music before and was not very familiar with popular music. She had never heard most of the songs, and she was listening to Luo Ruochen singing them.

The time passed until after nine o'clock in the evening. Although he didn't have dinner, Luo Ruochen thoughtfully ordered a lot of snacks and fruit juice while singing, and Lan Mufei ate some as dinner.

At the end of the show, Hang Hang wanted to send the earl back, Luo Ruochen wanted to go home to accompany his wife, only Feng Chen was left, but fortunately he was still a gentleman in public, so he took the initiative to send Lan Mufei back.

Lan Mufei's polite refusal, she really would rather go back than let Feng Chen see her off.

However, such an occasion does not allow her to be too persistent. After a few words, she stood helplessly at the door and waited for Feng Chen to drive over.

Feng Chen's car is not very expensive, but the price is not low, about 200 million or so. Lan Mufei originally planned to sit in the back seat, subconsciously thinking that the man's co-pilot is exclusive to his girlfriend or wife.

But Feng Chen opened the co-pilot's door for her, she was too embarrassed to refuse, so she bit the bullet and sat in.

The whole journey was relatively silent, the carriage was silent, and there was only a faint entanglement of breath left. To avoid embarrassment, Lan Mufei looked sideways out the window, pretending to be looking at the scenery.

Feng Chen looked calm, holding the steering wheel with both hands, the light in his eyes swept across her side face from time to time, and he said abruptly: "Lan Mufei."

She recovered and looked at him: "What's the matter, Mr. Feng?"

"It's off-duty time now, you can call me Fengchen."

Lan Mufei pursed her lips and gave a faint smile. Before she understood what he wanted to do, she would not say anything easily.

"You hate me?" Feng Chen saw her silent, and looked at her sideways.

Looking at each other, Lan Mufei didn't shy away from it, and remained as calm as ever: "This sentence is more like my lines!"

Feng Chen thought of something, he hooked his lips and smiled: "That's right, I hated you at first!"

Lan Mufei didn't ignore the word "in the beginning", what does he mean that he doesn't hate it now?

"Have I ever offended you?"

"No." Feng Chen retracted his eyes and looked forward, his voice was low: "But in fact, I knew the name Lan Mufei before you entered ME."

Before Lan Mufei could react, he heard his voice in his ears: "Seven years ago, you were pregnant with the Earl's child!"

His face turned pale in an instant, and his thin eyelashes trembled violently, like a clown who was stripped naked and thrown on the street, with nowhere to hide.

Scenes of past unbearableness and pain emerged in front of my eyes.

The fingers on the knee were involuntarily pulled into a ball, and the veins were looming...

How would he know?
What happened back then was so secretive that no one knew about it except those close to the Earl.

Yes. Hang Hang?

"It's not Hang Hang." Feng Chen denied her random speculation, pondered for a moment, and carefully chose his words, "You once caused her great pain!"

"I once pursued Grace, but in the end she chose the Earl!"

Lan Mufei was stunned.

He never thought that Feng Chen would pursue Grace, then he and Song Xiaowan——

"Song Xiaowan is a very scheming woman. I drank too much that night and fell for her. This does not mean that I am a very casual man, I still have aesthetics!"

Feng Chen saw doubt in her eyes, and could think of what she was wondering about.

Song Xiaowan is just a woman who does whatever it takes to achieve her goals, her body is the best weapon for her, but in Feng Chen's eyes, she is no different from other women.That drunkenness was an accident, and that was the only time!
After all, the gap between Song Xiaowan and Grace is more than ten Song Xiaowan, no matter how hungry he is, he will never fall in love with a woman like Song Xiaowan.

Lan Mufei kept silent, one was because of the embarrassment seven years ago, and the other was that Feng Chen's personal feelings had nothing to do with her.

After a moment of silence, Feng Chen said: "At first I thought you were a woman who relied on her body for superiority, and seven years ago you made Grace very miserable, so I somewhat resented you in my heart and deliberately made things difficult for you! Seriously, with Hang Hang's words, I believe you are different from what I thought before."

"It was just an accident seven years ago. Now I'm just living." There's no need to explain her private affairs to Feng Chen, but he is his own boss, so he still has to explain to some extent.

For Louis Yingwid, she had something to ask for, but she definitely did not sell her body and do those shady things!

Feng Chen's thin lips hooked lightly, as if he smiled, "I believe in you!"

"Thank you."

"..."

The car couldn't enter the alley and stopped on the side of the road. Lan Mufei unbuckled her seat belt and opened the door to get out of the car. Feng Chen's voice sounded again in the car: "Lan Mufei——"

"Huh?" She paused, looked at Feng Chen, and waited seriously for him to continue.

Under the dim light, his eyes were serious and serious, and he said in a low voice: "Seven years ago, you were only 17 years old and you were very young. It's okay to make some mistakes. Seven years later, you will be 24 years old. At this age, you should not have illusions or illusions." It's a fluke. Although some dreams are beautiful, they are also extravagant, and we can't dream of them."

Lan Mufei's expression was hidden in the dark night, she was silent for a moment, and her voice was low: "Your dream, are you awake?"

Feng Chen's thin lips parted into a faint smile, but it didn't reach his eyes, "I'm not a lover, I can't have an extravagant dream, at least I have other dreams to have."

And that dream will become the best and most complete dream in his heart.

Lan Mufei was silent for a long time, her fingers subconsciously touched the bracelet on her wrist that was stained with her body temperature, her voice fermented in the air very softly.

"What you worry about will never happen. Because many years ago, I lived in my heart with a temptation that no one can match. I am willing to have a luxurious and sad dream, even if there is nothing left in the dream. Tears, I am also willing to not wake up in this life."

Unrepentant love, no regrets.

After finishing speaking, get out of the car and say good night to him, the figure who turned around looked very thin under the cool street light.

Feng Chen frowned, he believed Lan Mufei's words, and knew that the dream she was talking about did not refer to Louis Yingwid.When she was talking just now, she touched the bracelet, her eyes were tender and sad.

The person who gave her the bracelet is the "dream" in her mouth.

What kind of "dream" is that?
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When Lan Mufei got home, Yun Gu was still up. Knowing that she didn't eat anything that night, she immediately went into the kitchen to make something for her. Whether it was good or not was the same thing, at least she couldn't let her go hungry.

During the meal, Lan Mufei asked Yun Gu if he had any ideas for the future, such as reading more books.

Yun Gu was able to read because of her teaching, but after all, she has limited learning, and it is a pity that she failed to finish college. She hopes that Yun Gu can read more books, enrich herself, and at least talk to others Sometimes, I will not reveal that my words are poor, superficial and ignorant.

Yun Gu is 21 years old this year and has never been to school. He is afraid that he will not be able to adapt, and studying is a huge expense.

As for expenses, Lan Mufei told him not to worry. Currently, her job at ME is going well. Although a year's salary is paid in advance, a fixed salary will be deposited into her account every month. The salary must be high, as long as she works harder, it will be no problem to bear the life of herself and Yun Gu.

Yun Gu knew that everything she did was for herself, so she didn't reject her suggestion, first find a cram school for tutoring, and he can also find a part-time job on weekdays to reduce her burden.

In fact, Yun Gu also hopes in his heart that he can learn more and understand more, and he doesn't want to be looked down upon by others.

The bowl was washed by Yun Gu, Lan Mufei went to take a shower and returned to her room, Yun Gu had already washed the bowl, and put a cup of hot brown sugar and ginger tea by her bedside.

When Lan Mufei saw the brown sugar and ginger tea, warmth and a smile filled her eyes.

What happened to her after the miscarriage seven years ago almost destroyed her whole body. After that, her health was very bad for several years, especially her menstrual period, which was interrupted for a long time.

When the menstrual period comes again, there will be dysmenorrhea. When the situation is serious, I will have vomiting and diarrhea, and even faint.

I don't know how many times I fainted in the past few years.

Because she is poor and looks down on doctors, and it is impossible to buy medicines for recuperation, every time she approaches her menstrual period, Yungu will make brown sugar and ginger tea for her to drink. Although it can't solve the root cause, it can at least help relieve the dysmenorrhea.

And every time Yun Gu remembers her menstrual period, it will be more accurate than what she remembers herself.

From the beginning, both of them were embarrassed, but now they are used to it.

They have been dependent on each other for seven years. They have no blood relationship, but they have already surpassed blood relationship and become family members connected by blood.

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On Saturday, I went to Huang Xiwen's house as a guest, and Hang Hang also came over. As for Earl, he heard that Baozi was pregnant, so he took Baozi to the pet hospital for a checkup, but it is still unknown whether he will come or not.

Huang Xiwen seemed to have a good impression of Lan Mufei, and even went to the door to greet them in person. The lunch at noon, from the appetizers, the main course to the dessert, was also prepared by Huang Xiwen herself.

In addition to her love of fashion design, Huang Xiwen's biggest pastime is cooking, Chinese food, Japanese food, French food, curry... no matter what style she likes to try.

She said: "People live in this world not just to eat, and if they don't eat, they will die early; besides, being able to cook delicious food for the one they love, and seeing him eat happily, is also something that can make people feel happy." matter!"

Lan Mufei was helping in the kitchen. Hearing this, she felt inexplicably regretful. She had never cooked a meal for him since she was a child.Before that, she deliberately learned Chinese food from that Chinese female classmate, but unfortunately she didn't have the chance to cook it for him.

Huang Xiwen knew her purpose of bringing Ye Sang here, so she didn't shy away from it, and asked her directly if she had contacted Teacher Meili.

Lan Mufei didn't hide it either. Although Teacher Mei Li wanted to fight for it, she had to make other preparations.There is no way to win the work of Mr. Mei Li, at least let Ye Sang appear in Paris Fashion Week for a month.

Huang Xiwen thought for a while, and said, "Try again. Teacher Mei Li's works are very influential after all. If it doesn't work, I will try to make another design this month. The previous design is not suitable for her!"

Lan Mufei glanced at her eyes, feeling an indescribable emotion in her heart, "Why do you help us like this?"

Although Huang Xiwen is also graceful, gentle and humble, but this feeling is completely different from Song Xiaowan's, there is no falsehood, and she can feel that she wants to help others from the bottom of her heart.

Huang Xiwen smiled: "It's not helping you, it's helping you!"

Lan Mufei was puzzled.

"I've heard of Ye Sang, but I don't know much about it, and I can't comment on it; but I think I have a predestined relationship with you, and I want to help you!"

Lan Mufei is an agent, and the models she brings can shine at the Paris Fashion Week, which also adds a layer of gold to Lan Mufei's agent status, which can be regarded as opening up popularity in this circle.

So she really wanted to help Lan Mufei, not Ye Sang!

"Thank you!"

The earl didn't come for lunch after all, Ye Sang was usually arrogant, but today he was very restrained and didn't talk nonsense!
Luo Ruochen is a master at creating an active atmosphere, coupled with Huang Xiwen's graceful hospitality, the atmosphere is not bad, everyone is as warm as old friends.

Not long after the meal, Ye Sang received a call, saying that Mummy's former relatives had asked her to leave early.

Lan Mufei sent her to the door, and told her not to go to some messy places, and to call herself if she had something to do.

Ye Sang nodded quickly, reassuring her.

The car disappeared from sight, and when Lan Mufei turned to walk in, she suddenly heard the sound of a sudden brake.

Looking back, a black car stopped only 20 centimeters away from her.

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Young Master: The two chapters have been merged into one chapter, and I have not stuck with you two twice a day, and I have given away 115 words. You are welcome, I am becoming more and more generous!The last day when the monthly pass doubles, don’t forget the monthly pass in your hand O(∩_∩)O
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