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Chapter 486 Love is long but not joyless: love to the depths and love is timid (5)

Love is long but not joy: love to the depths and feelings of timidity (5)

Lan Mufei changed into neat clothes and found nothing to protect herself in the bedroom. There was only a mop in the bathroom. She was holding the mop with one hand and the cold metal with the other, and slowly pulled it away. bedroom door.

For an instant, he was stunned.

The person standing in the living room was Louis Indow. When he heard the voice and looked back, when he glanced at the mop in her hand, he frowned sternly, as if he thought it was ridiculous.

Lan Mufei realized in a moment, put down the mop, and heard her hoarse voice, "What are you doing here?"

"Look at you!" He answered simply, pointing to the breakfast on the table, "I brought you breakfast."

His eyes followed his fingers to see the sandwiches and coffee on the table, and he sneered subconsciously, "I'm afraid of being poisoned."

Louis Yingdou frowned, feeling a little displeased, but seeing her haggard look, the displeasure dissipated instantly, and after a moment of silence, he said in a low voice: "Hang Hang's marksmanship has always been very accurate, you will be fine !"

Lan Mufei glanced at her eyes, narrowed her brows slightly, and taunted her lips, "Should I still thank him for his good marksmanship, or what you brought me is not breakfast, but ghost paper and incense sticks!"

"Fei——" Louis Ying hesitated to speak, his eyes flashed deep knowledge and complexity, and his tone was soft, "I'm sorry for putting you in such danger! I will treat you better in the future, even better! "

Lan Mufei stared at him with clear eyes, and asked straight to the point: "Why do you use such a method to test me?"

He closed his eyes, reached out his hand and took out the cigarette case from his pocket, lit one, the fireworks were blurred, white mist lingered, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he remained silent for a long time.

"You don't want to say that I won't force you!" Lan Mufei took a deep breath, suppressed the anger in her heart, and asked him again: "I'll ask you again, since you were with me, have you ever thought about asking Marry me and be together forever!"

Even if it's just a thought.

Louis Yingzhi's dark blue eyes were blurred by the white mist, and his breathing froze for a few seconds. After a long silence, he answered her: "I have thought about being with you for the rest of my life!"

What he said is, stay together forever!
Lan Mufei's heart seemed to be firmly grasped by an invisible hand, almost wanting to crush her heart, the deeper his gaze, the colder her heart became.

"In this way, you never thought of marrying me!" A murmured voice sounded, as if speaking to him, but also as if speaking to yourself.

He never thought of marrying her, never!
"Is marriage so important?" His narrow and cold eyes narrowed, with a faint light, he took a deep drag on the cigarette, and slowly exhaled light smoke from his thin lips.

"It doesn't matter, why did you get engaged to Grace back then, and went through so much trouble to marry her?" She asked sharply.

Louis Yingdow still didn't speak, and the things flickering in her deep eyes were things that she could never understand in her whole life.

The sunshine outside the house is quiet, with a gap left in the window, and the thin sand curtains are blown by the wind, swaying gently in mid-air, and the room is full of loneliness and a faint smell of tobacco.

Both of them were silent and did not speak, his eyes locked on her through the smoke and air, but she stopped looking at him, her thin body was leaning against the door, her fingers hidden behind her were tightly pinching the door panel Come on, I can't wait to punch a hole in the wooden door!

The silver ash was gone, and when he was about to speak, her metal-like sharp voice sounded in the silent living room, "Louis Indow, let's break up!"

The mysterious sea-like pupils flicked, and the chill gradually rose, "What did you say?"

He gave her a chance to take back the words, he would not agree to break up!

Lan Mufei heard the sullenness in his cold voice, raised her head to meet his gaze in the air, and said firmly, "Don't be angry, listen to me!"

"I'm 25 years old this year, not 15. I don't have the energy or the capital to talk about a fruitless relationship; at first we were together, I didn't think about this issue, but as time accumulated and the relationship deepened, getting married This question will be in front of us sooner or later. I like you and I want to marry you and be together for the rest of my life. But what about you?"

Listening to her words, Louis Yingdou pursed his thin lips in an emotionless arc, and looked at her intently, not even realizing that the cigarette butt burned his fingertips.

"You can't tell me the reason for such an extreme test of me, and I never thought of marrying me and giving me a future. Louis Indow, your world is too complicated, I don't understand, I don't want to be in my sleep one day I was shot to death by someone around me, and I don't know the reason! You know, I am afraid of death, and I want to live a good life..."

While talking, the sadness and sadness in my heart overflowed, my eyes suddenly filled with mist, and my voice choked...

"I promise there won't be that day!" His eyes looked at her firmly, and he didn't feel distressed in his heart.There are some things, not because he hasn't thought about them, but because it's useless to think about them, he habitually doesn't think about them.

If he can't fulfill it, he won't say it easily.

"Then will you marry me?" The handsome outline was blurred in the mist, and she asked again, wanting to know where their future would go.

Louis Yingzhi frowned tightly, and there seemed to be a trace of impatience in the bottom of his eyes, and his voice was cold: "As long as I don't say I will marry you, will you not follow me?"

His white fingers clenched into fists, his nails dug into his palm, he bit his lips tightly, and squeezed out a word between his teeth: "Yes!"

Disappointment appeared in the blue eyes, and he nodded seemingly, but finally turned and left without saying anything.

The door was slammed shut with a "bang", and at that moment, tears fell uncontrollably, and the tears that rolled down the corner of his mouth were bitterer than Coptis chinensis.

Leaning against the door, he slid slowly down, sitting on the cold floor, covering his face with his hands, tears seeping through the cracks and dripping onto the floor.

The heart is really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, like being stabbed by a knife, and it seems to be blocked by something, it has been blocked all the way to the mouth of the throat, like a thorn stuck, unable to swallow it, and unable to spit it out!
Grace, who was so doted on by him back then, ended up infertile for life, let alone a self who was not trusted by him.

If she continues to be together like this, she is afraid that more terrible things will happen, and even the people around her will be affected!

His fingers tightly grasped the left side of his heart, but he couldn't stop the terrible heartache.

There are also Pentium tears, how can not stop.

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Lan Mufei took a day off from work, rested at home all day, couldn't sleep without eating or drinking, felt so uncomfortable, and finally drank a whole bottle of whiskey, completely drunk, sent a text message to Yungu, asking him Don't come, I want to have a quiet meeting, turn off the phone and sleep for a day and a night.

The next morning, I woke up because of thirst. I got up and stood by the dining table to drink water. The light from the corner of my eyes inadvertently glanced at the breakfast on the dining table. He brought it over and left it intact.

With an inexplicable sore nose, she immediately threw those things in the trash can, poured coffee into the sink, washed up and made breakfast, ate breakfast as usual, changed clothes and went out, and took the bus to work.

Because of her complexion, she deliberately put on a light makeup before going out, and said to Lan Mufei, who was sleepy and lifeless in the mirror: "Being broken in love is not the end of the world, the days to come will be long, and all the sadness will fade away!"

The person in the mirror tried hard to squeeze out a forced smile!

Walking out of the building, I saw a small pile of silver soot in that familiar place, Dai Mei frowned slightly, and stood there staring at that place for a long time, dazed, unable to recover.

Until the cleaning lady came to clean up and complained about who was so immoral, why did she throw cigarette butts on the ground when the trash can was right next to her.

Suddenly heartbroken, she hurriedly turned her head away, and hurriedly left the community as if she didn't know anything.
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She was absent-minded all day and had no appetite. The assistant was concerned about whether she was unwell and whether she should go to the hospital.

She shook her head, indicating that she hadn't slept well in the past two days.

The assistant kindly gave her two tricks, Lan Mufei smiled lightly, said "thank you" and didn't know what to say.

Seeing that she was in a bad mood, the assistant didn't bother her anymore and went out.

Lan Mufei sighed deeply. In the past, she had unrequited love for Long Lifei, which was uncomfortable, but now she was broken in love with Louis Yingwid, and the feeling was even worse.

Even if the one who proposed to break up is me!

In fact, you can feel who likes you. You can also feel who you like, whether he loves you or not, whether he cares or not.

Sometimes, if you are as smart as you, you are stupid because you are used to deceiving yourself, making promises that should not be made, and insisting on unnecessary persistence.

Love is something that can’t be forced, let the person who can’t live in your heart let him go, and turn around in advance of the world you can’t enter!

Lan Mufei saw this passage on the Internet, and the first time he saw it, his heart was poked.

Because of Louis Yingwid's world, she seems to have never really entered it.Except for eating and drinking in the apartment and the villa every day, and occasionally going out to eat and meet his friends, she really doesn't know much about this man!

She could feel Louis Yingduo's concern for her, but she couldn't feel his love for her!Even if every time he got into a fight with her because of Long Lifei's matter, it was only because of his manly self-esteem, and it had nothing to do with love!

Lan Mufei lay on the table, not wanting to do anything. She put on headphones, found a website where she could listen to Chinese songs, and listened to Chinese songs.

Thinking of that person, full of heartache and sadness.

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When I walked out of the company, it was already dark. I used to argue with that person every night about whether to go to the villa or the apartment, but now there is no need for this. I stand on the side of the road waiting for the bus and go home directly.

The bus didn't come, but Hang Hang waited, the window was lowered, and he let Lan Mufei get on the bus.

She glanced at him indifferently, turning her head away and pretending not to see it.Hang Hang got off the car directly and walked up to her, "I have something to tell you, and I'll send you back after I finish! I don't want to use force on you!"

Lan Mufei turned her head to meet his eyes, gave him a cold look, and finally got into the car.Because the bus behind is coming, and it keeps honking, if she doesn't get on the bus, I'm afraid Hang Hang won't drive the car away!

Hang Hang drove the car downstairs to her apartment and parked it, the door was unlocked, he turned on the lights and windows, the cool breeze gently blew on his face, the warm face under the dim light was full of helplessness and apology!
"Speak up if you have something to say." Lan Mufei was the first to speak, she knew everything, so there was nothing she could hesitate to say!
"I fired that shot, and it was indeed to test you!" Hang Hang said solemnly, never denying what he had done!

Lan Mufei looked at him indifferently with her calm eyes, without speaking.

Hang Hang turned his head and looked at her seriously and firmly, and said, "But the count didn't know beforehand, don't misunderstand him! He is a protector, and he will definitely not explain it to you to help himself!"

Lan Mufei's eyebrows twitched slightly, she didn't expect that Louis Yingzhi would not know about this matter, and seeing Hang Hang's appearance, it wasn't that he was trying to say good things to Yingzhi, lying and taking everything on him.

"I didn't lie to you about this matter, if you don't believe me, you can ask Luo Ruochen!"

She was startled: "Even Luo Ruochen knows?"

Hang Hang nodded: "This matter was my idea and his. The Earl only found out about it when it happened, but it was too late. You already noticed it. I had to fire that shot!"

"I'm still very confident in my marksmanship. I can definitely avoid your vital points and won't put your life in danger!"

"Why?" Lan Mufei pursed her lips, her voice was a bit harsh: "How can I be sorry to you? You need to use this method to test me!"

Hang Hang lowered his head, a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and after a few seconds, he said: "Before you decided to be with the Earl, you were very close to Feng Chen, to be precise, it was ambiguous! Even the night before you just Seeing Fengchen and Grace together, then you decided to be with the earl! The earl was thinking about falling in love with you and owning you. No matter how much Mr. Luo and I persuaded him, he was dizzy and we couldn’t Faint! In order to consider for the Earl, Mr. Luo and I decided to take a risk and test you!"

If someone really ambushed Louis Indow, where would she be given the chance to spot the red aiming light first, the Earl himself would be the first to spot it!
The more Lan Mufei listened, the more confused she became, she shook her head lightly, "What does this have to do with Feng Chen?"

For a while Luo Ruochen, for a while Feng Chen, she heard the pain in her head!
A gloomy look crossed Hang Hang's eyes, he took a deep breath, calmed down, pursed his lips and said, "You should know that before Grace was with the Earl, she was with Fengchen!"

"Feng Chen told me that he pursued Grace!" It wasn't like what Hang Hang said, Grace was with Feng Chen first, and then with the Earl.

Hang Hang pursed his lips and smiled inexplicably: "He seems to be right when he said that! Then do you know that when Grace's catwalk collapsed, she couldn't bear children?"

Lan Mufei nodded, she knew about this a long time ago, "Feng Chen said that it was Mrs. Hong who ordered someone to cut off Grace's fallopian tubes, not the actual breaking of the uterus!"

"I knew he would tell you that!" Hang Hang licked his lips, the light in his eyes became more and more cold, "Then he must not have told you that Grace was pregnant at that time!"

Lan Mufei was taken aback, her eyes flashed with astonishment, "That child—"

"It's not the earl's!" If it was the earl's, why would Mrs. Hong order her fallopian tubes to be cut off?

"It's... Fengchen's?" Lan Mufei hesitated to speak, her voice was trembling, and a chill came over her back.

She never thought that the truth was like this, Grace was pregnant when she fell off the runway, and the child was not the earl's, but the dust!
This is ridiculous!
"he does not know?"

If he knew, he wouldn't have to go through a lot of trouble to marry Grace later, it can be said to be painstaking!

"They thought the Earl didn't know, and wanted to keep playing the Earl like a fool!" Hang Hang showed a cold expression, and sneered, "Grace has always regarded herself as a victim, and the Earl is too lazy to care about them. Besides, it's not a glorious thing. He doesn't want to mention it, and he will bear with them!"

No man wants to let people know that he has been cuckolded, and would rather have his teeth knocked out and mixed with blood swallowed in his stomach.

What's more, that person is Louis Indow!
Arrogant, frivolous, incomparable Lord Earl!

"So you are afraid that I am the woman Feng Chen sent here to approach the Earl in an attempt to harm the Earl!" She couldn't figure it out before, but now she finally figured it out.

Feng Chen and Ying Widow seem to be good friends, good brothers, but in fact they seldom meet in private, and both of them have a dismissive attitude when they mention each other; Repeating the identity of the widow and the past to disturb the true feeling that the widow gave her!
"Why does he always keep Feng Chen by his side?" It's not like him to even hand over the ME company to Feng Chen to take charge of it!

Hang Hang didn't answer right away, and took out the cigarette case, "Do you mind if I have a cigarette?"

Lan Mufei shook her head.

Hang Hang lit a cigarette, took a puff, and exhaled the smoke out of the window. When a gust of wind came, the smell of tobacco still blew up Lan Mufei's nose.His handsome expression was stained with sadness and helplessness, he was silent for a long time, and whispered softly: "There are many things that cannot be explained clearly, and the matter of the Earl is even more difficult to explain in words! What I can tell you is only what I think you should know! No matter how much Yes, my identity is not qualified to speak!"

Lan Mufei instantly understood that what he said tonight was something she was sure she would never mention in front of Louis Yingduo, so she boldly told her that he would not say a word more about the rest. carry!

Hang Hang turned his head to look at her through the smoke, his voice was low, "The Earl really cares about you, he didn't go to the company these two days, he locked himself in the room, no one can get close to him except Baozi!"

Lan Mufei's heart ached, she knew that she had misunderstood him, but the words she said and the water she poured out couldn't be recovered!
"He and I have already broken up!" The tone was full of regret and loss.

"Divorce and remarriage, not to mention that you are angry for a while! The Earl will take softness, if you show softness, he will definitely—"

"He said he wouldn't marry me!" Lan Mufei interrupted him lightly.

The decision to break up with Louis Yingduo was not a moment of anger, but the result of a decision after careful consideration!

A Long Lifei already loved her with bruises all over her body. She didn't want to be riddled with Louis Ying's love again. If she knew that there would be no result, she would fly to the fire. Such a stupid thing, once in a lifetime is enough, she doesn't want to May I be stupid again!
Hang Hang was stunned, and after a while, he smiled wryly: "I understand!"

No wonder the Earl changed his usual domineering and unreasonable attitude, locked himself in the room, and didn't want to come to her!

"Lan Mufei, I can tell that you don't like the Earl, but love!" Hang Hang looked at her sincerely, and even pleaded, "If you really love someone, just stay with him , are other things that important? There are some things that he doesn't want to give, but that he can't even give them!"

"I know." Her curled eyelashes trembled violently, her hands tightly clutched the clothes on her knees, and her voice was as soft as catkins, "So I won't blame him!"

But she can no longer be with him!

At the beginning of love, it was full of passion and blindness, forgetting each other's identities and names, but when reality blocked them, they had to face all kinds of problems!
He never thought about marrying her, even if he wanted to, he couldn't, so how sweet it is to be together now, and how painful it will be to be apart in the future!
Mrs. Hong said that the marriage must be done before he is 40 years old!

He is 35 years old this year, which means that if they are together, there will only be more than four years left.

Perhaps, less!
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