For the rest of your life you are the world

Chapter 133 Pregnancy Miscarriage Moment
Xu Youchen has been discharged from the hospital, and going to the United States is gradually on the agenda, but Xu Youchen has been refusing.

"Youchen, just accept treatment! I will accompany you there, okay?"

Bai Yiran felt more and more powerless, and Xu Youchen's face was always troubled.

"No, now is not the time!"

Xu Youchen has been hesitating.Now that Bai Yiran has just stepped on the right track, and the family feud has not been avenged, if he goes to America with him, won't it be a waste of another year or even more time?

"Youchen, I know that everything you do is for me, but I can't be selfish and want to trade your life for it."

If Xu Youchen delays the time to cure her life because of herself, then she will really feel guilty!
She is just a simple person, an equal person, and she simply cannot accept others' contributions to her without asking for anything in return.

Xu Youchen remained silent.He knew that if Bai Yiran knew his reason, it would definitely bring pressure and burden to Bai Yiran.

This was something he absolutely didn't want, he just wanted to protect Bai Yiran!
"Youchen, I will accompany you to the United States until you are cured!"

It can be said that Bai Yiran has made up his mind this time, even if she is asked to give up everything, she is willing!As long as Xu Youchen can get better!

"If it can't be cured all the time, will you stay with me for the rest of your life?"

After listening to Bai Yiran's words, Xu Youchen pondered for a while, and then suddenly spoke.

Bai Yiran was also stunned by Xu Youchen for a while, she never thought about this question.She just wanted to make him better!
Xu Youchen naturally sensed Bai Yiran's dullness, and neither of them spoke.

"Youchen, no, no, you will definitely get better!"

Bai Yiran didn't know how to continue speaking, she felt more and more that every word she said became depression in her heart, her head hurt more and more, and her strength became weaker and weaker!
"Ah! My stomach!"

Suddenly, Bai Yiran's lower abdomen started to hurt violently. Xu Youchen took a look and found that Bai Yiran's skirt was already stained with blood.Xu Youchen felt something was wrong, immediately carried Bai Yiran into the car, and rushed to the hospital at top speed!
After the first aid, the doctor came out of the emergency room.

His face was very heavy.

"Doctor, how is she doing?"

"She had a slight venom in her system, which has now been excreted."

Hearing what the doctor said, Xu Youchen naturally remembered that Bai Yiran sucked poisonous blood for him to save him.The toxin should have entered the body at that time.

But fortunately, it has been discharged now, so Xu Youchen is relieved!
"There is another news to tell you, she is now pregnant!"

Xu Youchen was taken aback.Is this news really good news for him?
"However, there is another bad news. I want to tell you that because the toxin has stayed in the body for too long, the fetus should have been affected, and it has stopped growing now, so perform dilatation and curettage as soon as possible!"

This news is even worse news for Xu Youchen!
He really didn't know how to tell Bai Yiran now!

Losing her first child has dealt a fatal blow to Bai Yiran. If she is told that this child cannot be kept, how will Bai Yiran survive!

When he came to the ward, Bai Yiran had already woken up, his face was frank, but it didn't hinder the joy on the woman's face in the slightest.

Seeing the woman like this, Xu Youchen really didn't know how to tell her the news!
"I'm sorry, you were poisoned because of me."

Bai Yiran shook his head, and said lightly: "You were bitten by the snake because of me, we are even!"

For Bai Yiran, this is great news, there is nothing happier than being a mother alone!

But no matter how happy Bai Yiran was, her eyes still couldn't stop showing melancholy, because she was going to America soon, but the child's father was here!

Bai Yiran had only been in the hospital for three days, and there were serious problems with his body.The lower body continued to bleed, and the entire white bed sheet was stained red and completely stained.Bai Yiran also slowly lost consciousness.

When she woke up again, she felt that the whole sky was gray.

She didn't expect that she just found out about the existence of the child and lost him in the blink of an eye.

Why does God always torture him like this!

Why do you use children to torture her again and again!

"Yiran, don't be too sad!"

Seeing the woman kept crying, kept crying, Xu Youchen's heart also followed her with bursts of pain.

"Youchen, I'm really sad, really sad! I haven't even felt his existence, he's gone, I really don't know what crime I did, to use this way punish me!"

Bai Yiran was crying until he had no strength left, Xu Youchen gently hugged the woman into his arms, hoping that the warmth he survived would make her no longer feel the cold!
This pain, I don’t know how long it will take to heal the scar on her heart. It is said that time can heal everything. I hope it really has such a magic power, so that her heart will no longer hurt!

After Bai Yiran was discharged from the hospital, she has been living in Baixue's former residence.

Bai Yiran has been recuperating at home for more than a month. Although she is recovering physically, the trauma in her heart seems to be getting deeper and deeper!

Gong Jinxuan thought for a long time, and after his restless heart finally calmed down, he came here again. This time, he wanted to have a good talk with the woman!
The two looked at each other, calming each other down. Gong Jinxuan's impetuous heart also sank quietly, looking carefully at the woman in front of him.

Gong Jinxuan didn't realize his past self until now, as if the mountains were shrouded in a hazy drizzle.You only see yourself, but you can't recognize the other person's face. It's not because you're confused, but because you don't have any consciousness at all?

"I'll ask you one last time, do you still love me?"

"Can you still love without a heart?"

Bai Yiran really didn't know how to say this sentence.But she has really made up her mind, and now that the child is gone, she doesn't have so many worries.But even if the child exists, she still has to go to America with Xu Youchen.

She must repay this love!

Maybe only if she said that, Gong Jinxuan would let her go!
Gently subdued the slight trace of tenderness left by the other party, but now there is nothing left.

Gong Jinxuan's eyes were red, and he nodded heavily with a wry smile.

Slam the door and leave, this time there is really no turning back!
At this moment, Bai Yiran also collapsed on the ground.

Obviously love in my heart, but can't say it out.

Knowing that doing so will only make each other's hearts farther and farther, but they still ruthlessly push each other away!

I clearly tell myself to be strong, but I still cry and feel heartbroken.

(End of this chapter)