For the rest of your life you are the world

Chapter 134 Ready to let go
Everything is born of love, let everything end because of love!

Bai Yiran's love has been so mixed along the way, that she can't give up everything, indulge her heart, and love bravely.

But for the sake of conscience, let the love in my heart flow back.

The long night always passed so slowly, Bai Yiran stood in front of the window and looked at everything in the darkness outside, her heart was drifting slowly, and she didn't know where she was going.

Counting the memories one by one, I don't know how to store them!

Bai Yiran didn't tell Gong Jinxuan about the miscarriage, she didn't want him to worry about her, and she didn't want him to suffer that pain.

But Bai Yiran has never realized that love is always a matter between two people, it doesn't mean that one party will bear all the pain and the other party will feel happy.

Bai Yiran's decision triggered another fierce battle after Dang Gong Jinxuan knew the truth!

When I woke up in the morning, the doorbell rang urgently.

Bai Yiran didn't care about taking care of it, and hurried out to open the door.

As soon as the door was opened, Bai Yiran hesitantly parted the corners of his lips on a familiar face that he hadn't seen for a long time, responding to the man's gentle and heartwarming smile!
Seeing Xu Youchen's smile, Bai Yiran felt warmth from the bottom of his heart, but Bai Yiran could faintly feel the loss and disappointment in the man's heart.The mixed emotions of rebirth, the man's eyes are full of joy, but also vaguely endless tiredness.

During this period of time, he really lost a lot of weight, even though he was super handsome.But he still couldn't suppress the sense of confusion and bewilderment that emanated from him.

More importantly, the man's face was as white as paper.

"Youchen... are you... all right!"

Bai Yiran caressed Xu Youchen's face in horror and distress, he really changed a lot.

Bai Yiran was already in tears, but to him, Bai Yiran owed him again and hurt him again.

"Sorry, I."

Xu Youchen shook his head, hugged the woman in his arms, and muttered in a low voice: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry!"

that's it,
Long hugs.

Bai Yiran was crying so hard that her tears represented the heaviest burden in her heart, which was deep guilt!

Bai Yiran really can't give up on him anymore, Xu Youchen became like this because of her, she must make him better!
lasting--

The two let go of each other at the same time, Xu Youchen's warm and wet eyes were rippling, the man raised his fingers and gently tried to wipe away the woman's tears, swollen eyes, and dim eyes.It made Xu Youchen feel even more distressed.

Bai Yiran gently held the man's hand, interlocking his fingers tightly.

Said: "Youchen, I will hold your hand tightly, and we will go to the United States together. No matter how long it takes, I will be by your side."

As he spoke, he tightened his grip even more, his eyes determined his choice.

Hearing Bai Yiran's words, Xu Youchen was really shocked.The starlight in his eyes turned into a smile, and the tenderness in his eyes was so divine that Bai Yiran couldn't figure it out!
In the end, Xu Youchen let go of Bai Yiran's hand!

In an instant, there was an invisible sense of emptiness and loss, and Bai Yiran frowned deeply, looking at the man in bewilderment!

He smiled and kept smiling!

His eyes are invisible, like water waves and glass.

"Yiran, I know that everything you do is for my own good. In order for me to live, you let go of everything you have, but do you know? The more you do this, the more the distance between us will only make me feel Farther and farther away. I love you, but I don't want you to accompany me to the United States because you feel sorry for me and feel owed to me."

Xu Youchen paused, and said again: "You know what? What you treat me is not love, but sympathy. I have always thought selfishly that as long as I love you is enough, I believe that one day you will fall in love with me, But after so many days, I really realized that it is difficult to change when one person falls in love with another person. You are like this to Gong Jinxuan, and I am also like this to you, but I know that love is not possession, but fulfillment !"

Bai Yiran was completely silent when he heard the man's words!
Bai Yiran never knew that his empty heart was so quiet after hearing the man's words!

It seems that I have been longing for it for a long time, and I have been satisfied at this moment!

Bai Yiran hates himself like this, very disgusting!

"Yiran, in fact, you don't have to feel guilty. Love is not an equivalent thing. Don't worry, I will fully cooperate with the treatment. I believe that my love is ahead, and I hope you can be happy!"

As he spoke, he smiled lightly, and hugged Bai Yiran again!
Bai Yiran was embraced by the man unconsciously.

Bai Yiran cried!Tears burst from the bottom of my heart!

Bai Yiran was speechless for what Xu Youchen had done to her, and only these amateurs could express Yiran's gratitude to him.

All for you, just because of you...

In this way, Xu Youchen fulfilled Bai Yiran, and also fulfilled himself.

Bai Yiran knew that she would always keep Xu Youchen's full love for her, and always remember it on her own life path. At her most critical moment, with him by her side, she would not be afraid or lonely.

Fortunately, it has been so far.

Bai Yiran, I sincerely hope that Xu Youchen can find his true love in another continent.

I hope everyone she cares about can be happy.

But her own happiness!

Who can give it to her?
The weather finally calmed down, and I calmed down a bit.Today is not so hot and dry.

Bai Yiran and Xu Youchen strolled along the side of the road.

Bai Yiran frowned, and asked at the same time: "Are you leaving tomorrow? Is it too late?"

Xu Youchen talked and explained: "The United States is ready, I hope to go there sooner."

Bai Yiran nodded knowingly.

Suddenly the man stopped, stopped moving forward, turned around, and looked at the woman in front of him.

His eyes were deep and his brows were furrowed.

"how about you?"

Bai Yiran was startled, and asked repeatedly: "Me?"

Xu Youchen continued: "Are you two still arguing? Aren't you going to explain clearly?"

Bai Yiran lowered his head as he said first, and then Jiu Jiu said with deep meaning: "I don't know, I don't know if I have the courage to take his hand again this time!"

Thoughtful words represent a simple heart...

"You will, because you love him."

Immediately, both of them froze in Mumu's eyes, almost as white as a transparent person, Xu Youchen could even see through it completely!
Even Bai Yiran didn't know what to do?How could Xu Youchen know.

But it now appears that he was right.

Love him is the only reason!
Bai Yiran nodded knowingly, she really should take the initiative again for her own sake!

Bai Yiran smiled at Xu Youchen, and the two walked forward while chatting and laughing.

(End of this chapter)