I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 116 Farewell
Zhan Dong sat there without moving for three seconds, but the bell continued to ring. He suddenly asked, "Do you have friends?"

I immediately answered a sentence and said, "No, only you know that I live here."

Zhan Dong frowned and said doubtfully, "Who could that be?"

The ringing outside the door became more and more urgent. I didn't speak any more, but got up and walked towards the door. After reaching the door, I didn't rush to open the door, but bent over and glanced outside the cat's eye door , when I saw the person standing outside the door, I was so frightened that I immediately turned back to look at Zhan Dong. Zhan Dong noticed something wrong with my eyes, and stood up from the chair. Just as I was about to ask me, I immediately made a The gesture of shush, signaled him not to speak.

Zhan Dong suddenly understood something, walked to me and bent over to take a look at the cat's eyes. When he saw the woman outside the door, his face changed drastically.

I didn't expect that Zhan Dong's wife Li Ting would know that I lived here, and even came here. How should I explain after opening the door? As Zhan Dong's ex-wife, I should have drawn a clear line with Zhan Dong. Now he is living in the house in his hands for no clear reason, and it just so happens that Zhan Dong is also here with me, no matter how I explain it, it seems that the explanation is not clear.

But what if you don't open the door?It seems even more unclear if the door is not opened.

Just when I was in a dilemma, the doorbell outside the door was knocked hard instead. The longer the time dragged on, the more suspicious people would be. I thought about it, glanced at Zhan Dong, said nothing, walked over and opened the door directly. to open.

When Zhan Dong's wife Li Ting appeared at the door, I didn't panic, but greeted me calmly and openly, "Hello."

Li Ting asked with a cold face: "You are really here."

I said, "Don't get me wrong, it's just that something happened to my family. Zhan Dong happened to see me and borrowed a place for me to live in temporarily."

Li Ting sneered and asked, "Really?"

I said, "Of course."

Li Ting asked, "Where is my husband?"

I said, "He asked me for something just now, and he's inside now."

Li Ting said, "Go help me and call him out."

I asked strangely: "Aren't you coming in? I was just about to treat you and your wife to a meal."

Zhan Dong's wife said blankly: "No, just let him come out."

I didn't think much about it, I turned around according to her words and spoke to Zhan Dong behind me, but before I opened my mouth, Li Xiaoting, who had been standing there without moving, suddenly slowly pulled out a knife from her pocket. At the moment of a single word, she suddenly rushed towards me fiercely. At the moment when she was flustered and couldn't even tell the situation clearly, Zhan Dong, who was standing in front of me, rushed towards me at the fastest speed, stretched out her hand Pushing me hard, I was pushed and flew out by him.

At that moment, my mind was blank. I didn't even know where I fell. I felt a sharp pain in my body. Zhan Dong let out an extremely painful muffled sound from behind. When I looked up, Li Ting's hands The knife over there just fell into Zhan Dong's heart.

Blood sprayed out from the knife and directly sprayed on Li Ting's face. Her hand holding the handle of the knife trembled slightly, but her expression was very confused, as if she didn't understand what she had just done. What, I just felt that the warm blood splashed on her face was very uncomfortable, she raised her hand to wipe it off, and then glanced at Zhan Dong with a painful expression.

She suddenly grasped the grip of the knife handle and pulled the knife out of Zhan Dong's chest. The moment she pulled it out, I yelled: "No!"

But it was too late, the knife had already left Zhan Dong's chest, and the bright red blood spattered even more, directly staining Li Ting's pale face red.

Zhan Dong clutched his chest and knelt down in front of Li Ting.

Li Ting seemed to understand at this time, she stepped back three steps hastily, after three steps, she whispered: "No."

Immediately after shaking her head and saying no, she looked at Zhan Dong who was kneeling in front of her, the handle in her hand fell off her fingertips in fright, she covered her head with her bloody hand, and soon she was Let go, without saying a word, staggered out of the house in a daze.

After she left, I ignored the pain and crawled to Zhan Dong's side bit by bit. I don't know what happened to him. I don't even know how to deal with such a thing. I have never seen such a scene, so much blood .

He just knelt beside him and asked in a hoarse voice, "Are you okay? Zhan Dong, are you okay? Zhan Dong, talk."

He kept kneeling on the ground with his hands on his chest all the time, and he didn't answer me, only the blood on his chest continued to flow out from the gap between his fingertips, and I said in a trembling voice: "Zhan Dong, don't you Don't talk, don't scare me."

Just as I was about to reach out to touch him, Zhan Dong suddenly fell down without warning.

I was so frightened that I sat there and cried, and I didn’t cry. I didn’t know what to do. In the end, I took a minute to force myself to calm down, and then I grabbed my stomach and got up from the ground bit by bit. After waiting for a long time, I went to the sofa to find my mobile phone and called the hospital.

After the phone call, I called Zhang Xiaoya again, told her the address on the phone, and asked her to come over right away.

Zhang Xiaoya didn't know what happened on my side, but she heard that the emotion in my voice was very different from usual, and she had never been so flustered before. She didn't ask any more questions, but just said: "You wait Come on, I'll come right now."

After we hung up the phone, I threw the phone on the sofa and crawled up to Zhan Dong's side little by little. Seeing him unconscious on the ground and a pile of blood pouring out, I looked up and cried loudly .

After the doctor and Zhang Xiaoya arrived, they were shocked when they saw the picture in the room, especially when Zhang Xiaoya was standing behind the door, she was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, she just looked at me in a daze, and then Looking at Zhan Dong lying in a pool of blood.

She suddenly screamed out.

The doctors quickly lifted Zhan Dong, who didn't know whether he was alive or dead, from the ground in front of me. Zhan Dong's condition seemed to be very bad, because the doctors who rushed over almost didn't care about me. After the bloody Zhan Dong was carried out, I was the only one still sitting in the pile of blood.

After screaming, Zhang Xiaoya stood there looking at me for a long time before she recovered from the scene that she couldn't accept at all. She rushed in front of me, threw the bag in her hand in a panic, and grabbed it tightly. Holding my hand, his face turned pale and he asked, "Don't tell me that you knew who killed me."

I said weakly, "No."

Zhang Xiaoya asked again: "Then how could this happen?"

I shook my head and said, "I don't know."

Zhang Xiaoya was so scared to death by my appearance, she shook my body and yelled at me, "What do you mean you don't know?! Answer me! Are you going to panic me to death?!"

I was a little bored and said: "I really don't know, I don't know anything, I don't know why it happened like this, it was fine just now, how did it become like this."

I don't want to listen to Zhang Xiaoya's questioning anymore. After getting up little by little from the ground, I just wanted to sit on the sofa and rest for a while, but when I stood up, I realized that there was blood all over my legs. I didn't know the blood But Zhan Dong's is still mine.

I just felt that something was constantly flowing out of my lower body, flowing down the inner thighs to the ground, which was less than what was flowing from Zhan Dong's body.

I turned my head to look at Zhang Xiaoya, and Zhang Xiaoya also looked at me. I couldn't tell where the blood came from. Zhang Xiaoya suddenly seemed to understand something. After she got up from the ground, she rushed out like crazy. room, shouting in the corridor: "Doctor! Doctor! Come quickly! There is still a pregnant woman here! There is also a pregnant woman!"

But no one responded to her.

I stood there for a long time, feeling that the blood coming out of my lower body was a bit hot, so I continued to move towards the end of the sofa with the little strength I had left. The moment I sat on the sofa, I felt the pain in my body It eased a lot.

Later, when Zhang Xiaoya called the doctor over, I had no strength at all. I let them examine me on the sofa, and then lifted me up on the sofa. I just closed my eyes tiredly, and quietly listened to Zhang Xiaoya crying behind me. Then call Lin Rongshen.

The phone call was very short, Zhang Xiaoya just cried and said: "Lin Rongshen, it's not good, something happened to Lai Lai, please come here quickly." Not long after the words finished, the phone was hung up by Lin Rongshen on the other end , As for whether he heard Zhang Xiaoya's words clearly, I don't know.

I just thought in my heart that this marriage between us has not begun, but it is already dying.

The next day I was awakened by a burst of crying. When I sat up on the bed, I saw Zhang Xiaoya sitting on the other side of the sofa and crying loudly. Then a cold voice said, "You're awake."

When I heard this voice, I turned my head to see that Lin Rongshen was sitting beside me with cold eyes.

There was no trace of warmth on his face, and that trace of coldness made people feel biting.

I looked at him in confusion, then looked at Zhang Xiaoya who was sitting on the sofa and was only crying, and asked in a low voice, "Where is this?"

After Zhang Xiaoya heard my voice, she glanced at me with red and swollen eyes. She moved her lips to say something, then closed her mouth again, and cried again with her head down.

On the other hand, Lin Rongshen responded to me, saying, "Hospital."

I shook my head and felt a splitting headache. Seeing my painful appearance, Lin Rongshen just sat there and looked at me indifferently from the beginning to the end.

After I felt that the pain on my forehead had finally eased a lot, all of them ran out in a flash, and I felt cold for no reason, so I asked Lin Rongshen, "Where's Zhan Dong?"

When I asked about Zhan Dong, Lin Rongshen just sneered. That sneer made people feel creepy. I didn't know what he meant, so I asked again: "Where is Zhan Dong?"

Lin Rongshen said without a trace of superfluous expression on his face: "I was sent to the hospital at [-]:[-] last night for emergency treatment, and was issued a critical illness notice this morning. I don't know what the outcome will be."

Still alive, still alive, okay, okay, my body relaxes.

Lin Rongshen saw that I looked like I had survived the catastrophe, he smiled and said, "Don't you ask yourself?"

I tightened my hands under the quilt, and looked at him with a frown. Lin Rong smiled deeply like a Shura, and said in a cold tone, "You had a miscarriage."

After Zhang Xiaoya on the sofa heard this sentence, her crying became louder again, as if to confirm what Lin Rongshen said.

I don't know what kind of expression I should use to face this fact, but I just looked at Lin Rongshen with a stiff expression, and he also looked at me, the smile on the corner of his mouth widened, his smile made me feel like he wanted to kill me a feeling of.

In fact, as early as the moment I was carried out of the room by the doctor, I had a premonition that this child would eventually stay. Sure enough, it was not surprising to hear this fact after waking up.

Seeing that I was not surprised or excited at all after hearing the result, Lin Rongshen raised his hand and stroked my face lightly, and asked in a low voice, "Lai Lai, don't you think you should give me a favor?" explain?"

I felt that his hand that fell on my face would move to my neck and strangle me to death in the next second. I felt that the temperature of her fingertips made me feel a little suffocated and panicked. The skin was in his temperature, and dense cold sweat oozes out.

His tone and eyes became more gentle, and he said, "Huh? Why didn't you talk? Don't you think there are some things that need to be explained to me?"

I turned my face away from his fingertips and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Lin Rongshen's fingertips were empty, and he laughed out loud. He said, "Why are you sorry for me? You are the mother of the child, you are the one who decides to abort the child, and you are the one who wants to give birth to the child. It was you who made him die, why are you sorry for me? Isn’t it up to you to decide this matter from the beginning to the end? Do you think you need to say sorry to me?”

I was so scared by Lin Rongshen's tone and expression that I kept backing away, and he kept approaching me. Finally, when I had nowhere to retreat, I said in a hoarse voice: "This was an accident. I'm sorry that the child is gone. I'll do whatever you want."

Lin Rong smiled deeply and said, "What can I do to you? Can I do this to you Xia Lailai? Huh?"

He was getting closer and closer to me, but at this moment a nurse rushed in from outside the door. When she arrived at our ward, she saw Lin Rongshen sitting beside my bed and said loudly: "Doctor Lin, the patient in ward [-] No, now Dr. Chen is notifying the patient's family, he asked me to come over and ask you if..."

At this point, the nurse's voice gradually weakened. She glanced at me on the hospital bed, and then the words were silenced.

I didn't understand what she was talking about, but it was Zhang Xiaoya who immediately stood up from the sofa when she heard these words, and even stopped crying. Lin Rongshen sat there for a long time without moving, and she didn't turn her head to see the nurse. His face was much darker than before. After a long time, he took a breath, suppressed his emotions, got up from the chair, walked towards the nurse, and said to her, "Take me there."

The nurse glanced at me, then at Lin Rongshen, as if she understood something, she quickly walked out of the ward, Lin Rongshen followed her unhurriedly, just as he was about to leave the ward door, he stopped After taking a step, he said to Zhang Xiaoya who was standing there: "Take care of her."

After speaking, he quickened his pace a lot, and hurriedly left with the nurse.

After Lin Rongshen left, Zhang Xiaoya cried even louder, and I sat on the sofa and burst into tears.

I didn't understand what was going on at all. I couldn't move my lower body because of the weakness and pain. I could only call Zhang Xiaoya's name. Zhang Xiaoya raised her face from the palm of her hand and looked at me.

I said, "Who lives in Ward [-]?"

Zhang Xiaoya wanted to say something, but in the end she just cried and said, "I don't know."

After finishing speaking, I quickly turned my face away, I had a bad feeling, and continued to ask: "Tell me, who is the person living in Ward 360?"

She still turned her back to me and didn't answer me, but she is a person who is very good at hiding her emotions. Even if she tried her best to hold back, the crying still exposed her.

I understood something in an instant, and as soon as I took off the quilt on my body, I rushed off the bed. Just as my feet hit the ground, I felt weak for a while, and I fell directly to the ground.

Zhang Xiaoya rushed over to help me, I grabbed her hand, stared into her eyes and asked, "Who is the person in Ward 360?"

Under my staring eyes, Zhang Xiaoya had nowhere to escape. She was stunned for a while, then broke down and cried again and said a name, she said, "It's Zhan Dong."

My hand grasping her wrist slipped down feebly, and I just sat there stupidly without moving.

Zhang Xiaoya cried and said: "Lai Lai, when Zhan Dong was sent to the hospital yesterday, he was already dying. It was several doctors who worked so hard to survive until now. Go over and have a look, this may be the last time." .”

I murmured softly: "How could this happen? Why did this happen."

I covered my head, and didn't want to listen to Zhang Xiaoya's words. Just when I couldn't accept this fact, an old woman suddenly rushed in at the door of the ward. When she arrived in front of me, she knelt down in front of me, crying heartbreakingly He said: "I kowtow to you, I kowtow to you, can you give me back my son? I beg you, it's okay for you to let me die, can you give me my son back?"

This person is Zhan Dong's mother, my former mother-in-law. Her wrinkled face is now hideous, and there are tears all over her face. I don't know if it's because of crying too much or what, there are a lot of yellow The secretions, the lips have already been chapped due to not drinking water or talking too much, and there are white foams at the corners of the mouth.

She just kept kowtowing to me and crying.

Zhang Xiaoya tried to pull Zhan Dong's mother up from the ground. She emphasized loudly, "Your son was not killed by her! Even if you beg here, it's useless! You should be begging the doctor, not her!"

But Zhan Dong's mother didn't listen at all, she just kept crying, patted her chest and said, "I'm a widow, I only have this one son in my life, I'm a rural woman, I haven't read any books, in order to feed He, I have to go to work on the construction site to earn money to support him when I am pregnant. Now he is better, he has grown up, and my life is also suffering. I have a lot of money, so that I can live my next life smoothly, I thought my good life had arrived, I thought I could finally enjoy happiness, but now he is going to die! What should I do! I only have this one son!"

After she finished saying these words, she prayed to the sky in the window excitedly, her forehead was bleeding on the ground, and she prayed to the sky over and over again: "God, if you want to take it, just take me, this useless Old thing, he's still young, he can't die, my Zhan family only has this one seedling."

When Zhang Xiaoya was staring at Zhan Dong's mother in a daze, I grabbed her hand and whispered, "Help me up."

Zhang Xiaoya came back to her senses. After I heard my words, I immediately lifted me up from the ground with my own strength. After I stood still, I said to her: "Take me to find him, right now, hurry up, it's too late gone."

Zhang Xiaoya didn't procrastinate any longer, she helped me and walked quickly towards the door, while Zhan Dong's mother was still crying and worshiping the sky in despair.

When Zhang Xiaoya helped me to search from one ward to the next, she finally stopped at the door of an intensive care ward, staring straight at the door.

I felt her gaze, and stopped to follow her to look over. I happened to see the situation in the ward from the visitation port at the door. There were four or five doctors sitting in the room and doing rescue work.

Nurses kept walking back and forth in the small ward, anxiously giving directions to the doctor.

But when everything inside was busy, they all looked at each other after hearing the alarm sound of some kind of equipment, and they all stopped what they were doing, and they all stood on the bed and looked at the patient on the bed.

The patient was still breathing, and kept pointing at the door. One of the doctors glanced at Lin Rongshen who was opposite. Lin Rongshen took off the blood-stained gloves from his fingertips, and then raised his hand to take off the mask. He leaned down and said to the person lying on the hospital bed: "Is there any wish left unfulfilled?"

The person on the hospital bed couldn't speak, just kept pointing out the door with his finger.

Lin Rongshen hummed to the doctor in a low voice, then glanced at the nurse, as if she was asking the other party to prepare for the future, she opened the door and walked out of the ward.

When he saw me standing at the door, he didn't speak, but said to Zhang Xiaoya: "Help her in."

When Zhang Xiaoya came to her senses, she nodded and said to me, "Let's go."

I don't know how I got into this ward, but I followed Zhang Xiaoya's movements and moved forward bit by bit. When we walked in, the doctors in the room came out one after another very silently.

And it was only then that I could clearly see the person lying on the hospital bed, the person with a pale face who was still half-breathing was Zhan Dong.

He couldn't even open his eyes, he just panted heavily, and the fingers placed by his side kept moving. Zhang Xiaoya brought me a stool and let me sit on the side of the bed.

I looked at Zhan Dong like this for a long time, and then I slowly stretched out my hand to hold his shaking hand. I didn't cry, but said very calmly and in a low voice: "I'm here."

The only sound in the room was his heavy breathing.

When my hand touched Zhan Dong's, he gently held me back, his lips under the oxygen mask kept moving, and I asked calmly, "Do you have anything to say?"

Zhan Dong tapped the back of my hand with his index finger.

I said again, "Speak, I'm listening."

I put my head close to him, and he uttered the word "Mom" with the last bit of strength left...

When I heard this word, I asked in a low voice, "Do you want me to take care of your mother?"

Zhan Dong was speechless, and continued to point his finger at the back of my hand.

I understood, and I said, "Well, don't worry, I will take good care of her."

Then he said another word, but I didn't hear it clearly, but I could tell from his mouth shape, who he was trying to say, I continued to ask him softly: "Is it the child?"

Zhan Dong continued to point at me with his index finger.

I smiled and said, "Don't worry, I will take good care of you, my child."

A large tear suddenly flowed from the corner of Zhan Dong's eyes. After the tear fell, he gradually let go of my hand. I held him back with one hand, and gently patted his chest with the other hand and said, "You Do you know? In fact, I have been married for so many years. I have never felt that you are not good to me, and I have never felt that you are useless. In fact, I know that you have worked hard to let me live a good life and to match my family. You have worked hard, Zhan Dong, you are really a responsible man. I always feel that I am convinced that I can marry you in this life, otherwise, who can endure my bad temper like you?"

I smiled and said: "My mother is right. I abused you for five years. I used the excuse of not loving you to get rid of the responsibility of being a wife, but you didn't say a word and always respected the point in my heart." Be obsessed, and try to make your family live a good life. Zhan Dong, you always need to say goodbye when you are alive. Don’t have any regrets. Let’s go with peace of mind. It’s okay. I’m here, and I’ll take care of everything for you. If you are tired, take a good rest and let yourself relax for a day, okay?"

After I said these words, finally, Zhan Dong's eyes were completely closed, and he completely let go of the hand that held me, but I was a little unwilling to hold him firmly, and wanted him to be less so when we separated. Scared, not so not alone.

I thought, this is the last thing I can do for him.

When I felt the temperature in his palm subside little by little, I smiled, then hugged him gently, and whispered in his ear: "Goodbye, Zhan Dong."

At the door of the ward, Zhan Dong's mother was crying loudly, and there was a dead silence around, no one spoke at all, I think this moment is really terribly quiet.

And human life is really amazing, one second he was chatting and laughing with you, and the next second, he was lying on this bed, no longer conscious.

I still remember Zhan Dong's smile when he came to bring me breakfast that morning. It was faint, and there was a trace of joy hidden in the smile, as if it was such a wonderful thing to see me in the morning.

But that day I was always avoiding the way he looked at me.

(End of this chapter)