I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 117

Zhan Dong's death was an unexpected event in my life. During that time, I was living on my last breath every day. I didn't want to eat, talk, look at the lights, or go out.

Thinking of nothing, my whole life seemed to be wasted at that moment.

Lin Rongshen came back very late every day. After he came back, he would always open the room to look at me. After just one glance, he closed the door again and went to the study to deal with business.

The way the two of us get along is becoming more and more indifferent, so indifferent that there is no normal communication. He knows that I don't want to talk to him, and I don't want to see him, and he naturally doesn't even want to see me. This appearance will only make him sneer, make him worse, and make him hate that's all.

One night, Zhang Xiaoya came to visit me at my house. At that time, Lin Rongshen just came back from get off work and sat at the dining table for dinner, and the nanny was cleaning up in the house.

After Zhang Xiaoya walked in, she didn't see me, and there was no bowl from me on the dining table, so she asked Lin Rongshen, "She hasn't come out yet?"

Lin Rongshen flipped through the newspaper, without looking at Zhang Xiaoya, but said indifferently: "In the room."

Zhang Xiaoya asked worriedly: "What should we do if this continues."

Lin Rongshen didn't reply him, but slowly took a sip of water from the water glass on the table.

Zhang Xiaoya was a little unconvinced and asked: "Are you going to let her go on like this?"

Lin Rong listened deeply, and said with a sneer, "Is there anything I can do, it's for her to make a fool of herself."

Zhang Xiaoya said: "But you are her husband, so you just let her go on like this?"

Lin Rongshen looked at Zhang Xiaoya with cold eyes, and said, "I ran away from home in the middle of the night and lived at my ex-husband's house for a whole week. The child was miscarried at my ex-husband's house. After my ex-husband died, I was dying for him. Do you think I still have an obligation to take care of her?" Is she? Or, can she still listen to what I say now? "

Zhang Xiaoya was rendered speechless by Lin Rongshen's sarcasm. She could only argue for me feebly: "This is human nature, dead man, can't others even cry? She is not a machine." , and the miscarriage of the child is not her wish, if you hadn't quarreled with him that day, would she have left in the middle of the night? Now it's all her fault? "

Lin Rongshen sneered and said, "It's okay to blame me. I shouldn't have left her that night and let her go to her ex-husband's house in a fit of anger."

After Lin Rongshen finished speaking, he continued to look down at the newspaper.

Zhang Xiaoya was very angry, but there was nothing she could do. After all, this is my family, and she has no right to control too much.

For such indifferent Lin Rongshen, Zhang Xiaoya could only push away and walked towards the room where I was. When she saw me huddled on the bed stupidly, tears rolled in her eyes instantly, and she quickly walked towards me Come here, sit on the edge of the bed and look at my skinny appearance, she asked me hoarsely: "Lai Lai, can you wake up? People cannot be resurrected after death, and it is useless for you to torture yourself like this. Can you think about your You, your family, and Lin Rongshen? You are her wife, but because of Zhan Dong, you have turned into this inhuman appearance, what do you make him think? What should he do?"

I curled up on the bed without any response. Zhang Xiaoya was very disappointed and even angry. She said, "Are you listening to me?"

Zhang Xiaoya wanted to see a slight emotional change on my face, but there was no, I just stared at a certain point in the ground numbly, Zhang Xiaoya was so angry that she opened her mouth and scolded me: "You just do it, it's best to put this The marriage is gone, let's see if Zhan Dong will come back from the dead, and if your child will come back again. Xia Lailei, if a person has stopped moving forward because of one person's death, then why is she still alive? Why don't you follow? That person died together? It’s better to die, so as not to be an eyesore here, if you don’t have the courage to die, then don’t look like you want to die, you are not torturing you, you are torturing us, you know ?"

After Zhang Xiaoya finished speaking, she still didn't get a response. Angrily, she threw the things in her hand on the bed and left without looking back.

After a long time, I looked down and found that what she threw on the bed was a box of small biscuits that I like to eat very much. I grew up eating this kind of biscuits and never felt tired.

When I was unhappy before, Zhang Xiaoya would always buy me something to eat with her own pocket money, and then make me happy.

I think I am convinced to have a friend like her, but now I really can't cheer up, I have lost all hope in life, although I don't love Zhan Dong, it doesn't mean that he has a little weight in my heart No, in the past five years, we have already become relatives and friends.

I thought that we would disappear into the vast sea of ​​people because of our respective families, but I never thought that one day, he would completely disappear from this world, and then we would never see each other again.

This is really a very sad and powerless thing, what can I do?I really want to restore myself to the past, but I can't, I can't do it.

Just as I was staring at the box of small biscuits in a daze, the closed door was opened again. I didn't look up, but I also knew who came in.

Lin Rongshen held a dinner prepared by the nanny in his hand, looked at me who was curled up on the bed and asked, "What's the matter, it seems that your best girlfriends have been angered by you, Xia Lailai, do you want to continue working? "

I didn't want to answer him, and I wouldn't answer him. I always quietly huddled in the corner.

Lin Rongshen didn't expect me to answer at all, but came to the bedside and sat down with the dinner in his hands. He looked at me with bloodless skin and a hollow expression that seemed soulless, and asked with a puzzled expression: "He His death is really worth your grief? It makes you so devastated." He smiled mockingly and said, "It seems that he is not light in your heart."

He raised his hand to brush my long hair that fell on my shoulders, and he muttered to himself: "You know what? I'm suddenly glad that he died and disappeared from this world. Do you know why? I didn't expect that in the missing In five years, you and him have had such a deep relationship, I think, if possible, you should wish to die with him, right?"

When he said these words, my first reaction was to knock off the hand he put next to my ear, but in the next second, my jaw was clamped back by Lin Rongshen, and he used great force. He felt as if the bones in his jaw were about to collapse from his pinch.

But I didn't snort or cry out for pain, but looked at him coldly, and he looked at me coldly, the two of us looked at each other, there was a faint hatred in each other's eyes, but he The hatred in his eyes was more obvious.

Lin Rongshen stared into my eyes, he frowned puzzled and asked: "Why do you look at me like this? You will suffer such retribution, do you think I contributed to it?"

He snorted and said, "I didn't ask you to run to your ex-husband's house in the middle of the night, and you lived in his ex-husband's house so happily that you were caught by the other party's wife. It's just right that Zhan Dong's death should be classified as love murder legally, right?"

Every word he said was equivalent to sprinkling salt on my wound, and my emotions rose little by little in every word he said, and those arrogance made me breathe very quickly.

Seeing how excited I was, Lin Rongshen laughed even happier, and he said: "I thought his death had already taken away all your emotions and desires. It turns out that you will still be angry, but you won't allow me to be angry." A little insult to him?"

Seeing that I was very angry and my body was trembling, he let go of my chin and threw me on the bed. I haven't eaten for many days, and when I was slightly shaken by him, I fell straight down On the bed, that posture was really embarrassing.

Lin Rongshen threw the tray with the dinner in his hand on the bedside table, stood up straight and put away the sly smile at the corner of his mouth, he said: "The day after tomorrow is his funeral, it is up to you whether you want to attend it or not, but first, you must give it to me." Order this meal, or don't give half a step to this room."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and opened the door without looking at me again.

After the door was closed with a bang, I slowly got up from the bed. Even this simple movement took me a lot of effort. I really haven't eaten for a long time, and my strength is long gone Exhausted in those hoarse voices.

After I sat down, I looked at the food on the bedside table. How could I not go to his funeral? It’s the last journey. This is the last journey. If he didn’t pounce on me that day, I should be the one who died now yourself?
I never thought that he would protect me without hesitation that day, I really never thought of it, but I can't pay him back at all, I can only send him off on his last day.

As for a person like Lin Rongshen, I naturally know that what he said will definitely be done. If I don't eat this meal, I will probably be locked in his room for a whole day the day after tomorrow.

This is beyond doubt, and I naturally can't afford to gamble. Even if I don't have much appetite, I still pick up the food on the bedside table and force myself to eat it bite by bite.

The next morning, the nanny came to my room. When she saw that I had eaten all the food on the bedside table, she was extremely surprised and ran to find Lin Rongshen, but Lin Rongshen didn't go to work today. After hearing what the nanny said, she didn't No surprises, but Hao stood on the balcony and said with a mocking smile: "No matter how difficult this meal is, he will eat it."

The servant found that Lin Rongshen was not happy, but his expression was a little cold, so he smiled awkwardly and said, "It's good for Madam to eat. I haven't eaten for many days. How can my body bear it?"

Lin Rongshen didn't seem to want to talk about this issue, so he turned to look at the servant and said, "If there are no accidents, she should go out today." After he finished speaking, he turned and left to the study.

(End of this chapter)