I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 121 Daydream

Then Lin Rongshen said: "Also, don't wear red clothes anymore, it's really ugly."

The reason why I dressed so brightly to attend Zhan Dong's funeral yesterday was not that I really wanted to be beaten in the past, but that Zhan Dong said that he likes me to wear red clothes the most, because that color makes me change. To be radiant, instead of lifeless when facing him.

But since he said this, I seldom wear red clothes. Most of them are black and white. In the future, Zhan Dong seems to understand something, and his eyes are gradually full of disappointment , In the end, we no longer have expectations, and our married life has become dull.

I think I should let him not return full of disappointment during his last journey, and I should pay back what I owe him, although that day is not suitable, there is no time, although I have already guessed that it will be done by the relatives of the Zhan family Fight, I have to do the same after the fight.

On Monday, I finally walked out of the bedroom where I was trapped. I was preparing breakfast in the kitchen early in the morning. When the nanny came to work at home, I saw me busy in the kitchen early in the morning. He looked at me stunned in shock, as if he couldn't believe it was me, because since Lin Rongshen and I got married, I have rarely been to the kitchen, let alone recently.

Seeing that I was not shrinking in my own room, but was so abnormally busy in the kitchen, she immediately came up to help me and said, "Madam, why are you awake? Let me do these things, hurry up Go rest."

I didn't pay attention to her, I still made my own, and then said to the nanny: "You go and rest."

Probably because my tone had a hint of order, the nanny stopped and stood aside and looked at me a little helplessly.

I ignored her and continued to do what I was doing. It wasn't until Lin Rongshen came out of the bedroom that the nanny walked towards him from the kitchen and called out softly, "Sir."

Lin Rongshen heard an unusual sound from the nanny, and looked sideways at the kitchen where the noise came from. The nanny said suicidally, "Since my wife woke up this morning, she has been busy in the kitchen. You..."

Before the nanny finished speaking, I came out of the kitchen with a prepared breakfast and said to Lin Rongshen in the living room, "Are you going to work in the company today?"

Lin Rong looked at me for a long time, and said, "No need."

I walked towards the table with my breakfast, smiled at him and said, "It's just right, I prepared breakfast, let's wash up and eat."

The nanny looked a little weird about my abnormality, but Lin Rongshen went into the bathroom to wash up as usual, and sat at the dining table after I came out. I brought the breakfast in front of him, Lin Rongshen gently picked up the chopsticks on the table, and felt calm and composed. Eat slowly.

I sat opposite him and ate it bite by bite. I had a very peaceful breakfast. After I finished eating, I said to Lin Rongshen, "I'm going back today."

Lin Rongshen, who focused on reading newspapers, asked, "Well, I know."

I said, "Maybe I'll eat at my mom's."

Lin Rongshen said: "I will ask the driver to take you there."

I said: "Okay."

After the two of us finished eating, I went to my mother's place with the driver Lin Rongshen arranged for me. When I arrived at my mother's place, she was cooking something in the kitchen. It seemed that I heard the door opening and thought it was an aunt at home. After calling out my aunt's name several times, I changed my shoes from the living room and whispered back: "Mom, it's me."

When my mother heard my voice, she immediately came out of the kitchen. When she saw me entering the door, she had a look of surprise and surprise on her face. She didn't seem to expect that I would come back, and she asked with surprise on her face: "Lai Lai, what are you doing?" Didn't you go on a business trip with Rong Shen recently? Why didn't you call me when you came back?"

I said, "Business trip?"

Only then did I realize that Lin Rongshen or Zhang Xiaoya might have lied in order not to let my mother know what happened recently.

When I realized it, I smiled and said, "I'm back now. I didn't call because I wanted to give you a surprise."

My mother walked towards me immediately after hearing this, and when she reached me, she held my hand and smiled and asked, "How is the child?"

As soon as I heard her asking about the child, I subconsciously covered my lower abdomen with a bag. Fortunately, I was also prepared today, wearing a relatively fluffy dress, which happened to completely cover the lower abdomen.

My mother didn't seem to notice my abnormality at all. She just frowned and asked me why I was getting thinner. I smiled and replied that it might be the reason for morning sickness.

When my mother heard about morning sickness, she asked me strangely why I still had morning sickness after four months, and asked me worriedly if I had gone to the hospital for an examination.

Seeing her worried face, I smiled and said, "Lin Rongshen is a doctor, so don't worry." I turned to the kitchen and changed the subject, "Hey, what delicious food did you stew? It smells so good."

Sure enough, when it came to eating, my mother remembered something, patted her thigh and said, "By the way, I also stewed something. Wait a minute, just to make up for you."

After she finished speaking, she quickly went into the kitchen to take care of her pot of soup. As soon as she left, the smile that was barely curved on the corner of my mouth became lonely.

I felt a little tired, so I went to sit on the sofa for a while. My mother brought me a bowl of soup from the kitchen. I didn't pick it up, but asked my mother how she went to the hospital for a review.

When she was discharged from the hospital, the doctor told her to go for a reexamination every month during the year, preferably every month.

My mother probably didn't know that I had obtained her test results. She smiled and said, "It's nothing. Everything is normal. Just worry about yourself."

I said, "I heard you have a lung infection?"

My mother said: "Where is it?"

I said, "I've got your inspection report."

My mother felt that she couldn't hide it, and said in a low voice: "It's just an infection, nothing happened. I've been drinking Sydney stewed with rock sugar for the past few days, and I've gotten better."

People like my mother are most afraid of going to the hospital. Once faced with something, her first instinct is to hold on. She will not understand the seriousness of the matter until she holds on until there is really no other way.

Naturally, I would not let her go on like this, so I told her to let her go to the hospital with me in the afternoon. My mother refused, and kept emphasizing that it was okay, but I ignored her at all and forced her to go to the hospital in the afternoon. took her to the hospital.

On the way to the hospital, my mother asked Lin Rongshen how life was after getting married. With a faint smile on my face, I responded, "It's pretty good."

My mother felt relieved when she heard this answer. She said, "I'm still a little worried. I'm relieved to hear you say that. Maybe I really thought too much before. Lin Rongshen is actually quite a good person." , Putting aside prejudices and speaking."

I didn't refute my mother's words, but kept silent, and my mother didn't find out, because she was afraid that she would go to the hospital first, and kept saying that I should be fine, would it relapse, or what should I do if it relapsed manage.

I could only reassure her repeatedly that she was fine.

After taking my mother to the hospital for an examination and completing the admission procedures, I originally wanted to keep a vigil for her, but she insisted on letting me go home, saying that I was lucky to be pregnant and could not stay up late.

In case she knew about my child's miscarriage, I had no choice but to agree, so I called a special nurse to take care of him here, and I didn't arrive home until about nine o'clock in the evening.

At that time, Lin Rongshen was dealing with work in the study, and now I glanced at him at the door, without saying a word, and then slowly backed out.

When it was time to go to bed, I had already showered and was lying on the bed, flipping through the books that Lin Rongshen habitually read before going to bed.

I found that most of them were quite esoteric, and when some couldn't understand them and were about to throw them aside to sleep, the door was suddenly pushed open.

I raised my face to see, Lin Rongshen stood at the door and looked at me on the bed.

I immediately got up from the bed and said to him: "The bath water has been put away, and the clothes are also in the bathroom. It's so late, let's take a quick shower."

Lin Rongshen looked at me and didn't speak. I knew he would find it strange. After all, Lin Rongshen and I slept in separate rooms during this time.

Although it is a bit embarrassing, in order to restore my life to normal, I must work hard. After all, there are still many burdens in this world that I need to bear.

Just like Sister Tan said, I can't let Zhan Dong die for me.

My self-abnegation does not change the fact that he is dead.

But Lin Rongshen kept silent, which made my movements more and more stiff. After a long time, he said: "It's getting late, go to sleep."

After speaking, he went to the bathroom.

After my body relaxed, I took a heavy breath.

When Lin Rongshen came out of the bathroom, I was already quietly lying on the bed with my eyes closed, ready to fall asleep.

After he dried his hair, he took off the quilt and lay down next to me. I felt the bed collapse and my body was a little unnaturally tense.

But Lin Rongshen didn't hug me. After lying beside me, he stretched out his hand and turned off the light. The room became extremely dark and extremely silent.

I calmed down and gradually relaxed and fell asleep. Fortunately, this night was spent peacefully and peacefully.

The next morning, I was woken up by the movement in the room. When I opened my eyes in a daze, I found a face I was quite familiar with, and that face was staring at me quietly. After staring at each other for a while, I called out in surprise, "Zhan Dong."

That face froze for a second, then he sneered and said, "It's time to wake up from daydreaming."

The fog in front of him suddenly dissipated, as if someone had poured cold water on his head, and he became sober in an instant.

I was so frightened that I immediately sat up from the bed, Lin Rongshen was standing by the bed and looking at me with cold eyes.

But soon he looked away, turned his back on me and changed his shirt.

I suddenly didn't know what to say and just sat there looking at him like an idiot.

After he tied the tie, he opened the door and left the bedroom without looking at me.

(End of this chapter)