I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 176 Colds
Lin Rongshen and I looked at the snow outside the window at the same time. We didn't speak for a moment, but just stared at it. After a long time, I heard Lin Rongshen who was standing at the door sighed softly. He said in a very low voice. One sentence: "It turns out that it has been another year..."

Because of his emotion, I turned my face to look at him, and found that his eyes were still on the snow outside the window, but soon, he retracted his gaze, looked at me standing there and said, "I'm going first, wait I come back."

This time I didn't talk nonsense, but simply gave him a word: "Okay."

Seeing how well-behaved I was, Lin Rongshen smiled slightly and said to the nanny, "Take care of my wife."

Then he opened the door and entered the elevator.

After Lin Rongshen left, I was inexplicably depressed because of Lin Rongshen's sigh. He rarely showed such an expression. I thought to myself, what happened to him this morning?
Why do I find him a little sad.

I thought about it for a long time, and suddenly my whole body became stiff and my hands were a little cold. Then I remembered that today seems to be the death day of Lin Rongshen's mother.

His mother happened to die on this day, and it was also in such a heavy snow weather. I remember Lin Haixin told me before.

I don't know why, but I have always felt guilty about Lin Rongshen's parents. It is probably because my family was too evil, and Lin Rongshen, who had a healthy family, became ruined.

Sometimes I am too selfish and always only think about myself. In fact, in the final analysis, Lin Rongshen can have a hundred reasons to hate me, but I am extremely selfish and want him to let go of all the hatred for our family.

But there are some things that can't be both.

I can't stay idle either, I don't know why, at this moment I suddenly want to see Lin Rongshen's mother, but I don't know where she is buried, Lin Rongshen never mentioned it, my mother never mentioned it, Lin Haixin also didn't mention it , Lin Rongshen's mother is a taboo that cannot be mentioned in the Lin family.

From the day I first entered Lin's house, it was very clear and clear.

I stood there and thought for a while, then went back to my room and found my mobile phone, then called Jian Ting, probably because we hadn't contacted for a long time, when Jian Ting received my call, he was very surprised and happy, thinking that I was I came to look for Lin Rongshen.

I immediately explained to him: "Jian Ting, don't tell Lin Rongshen that I called you today."

Seeing my serious tone, Jian Ting asked me what was wrong.

I said directly: "You promise me."

Although Jian Ting didn't know what medicine was sold in my gourd, he still agreed.

I asked him, "Do you know where Lin Rongshen's mother is buried?"

Jian Ting asked, "Why are you asking this?"

I said: "Today is Lin Rongshen's mother's death day, I want to go and have a look."

Jian Ting seemed to remember something just now, he thought for a while and said: "You'd better not look at it, because Rong Rongshen said that you are pregnant again, and it's snowing heavily, what if you fall?"

I said, "You tell me the address, I want to go and have a look."

Jian Ting sighed and said, "How can you be so troublesome?"

But he gave me the address anyway.

Afterwards, I went downstairs alone to a nearby shop to buy money paper and joss sticks, then stopped a car and went to the address Jian Ting gave me. But when I got there, I thought it would be a cemetery, but it wasn’t, it was closer to the city. There is a barren mountain on the side, and there is nothing on the barren mountain, except for very little grass. There is only a solitary grave standing there, and it looks inexplicably desolate.

I have never been here before. I stood in front of Lin Rongshen's mother's tombstone, saw the words on the tombstone, and found that it only said Lin Rongshen's mother, and Lin Haixin's name did not appear.

It can be seen that this tomb was not erected by Lin Haixin, but by Lin Rongshen.

There is a bunch of bright lilies on the tombstone. It has been placed for several hours. The flowers have been covered with snow, but the appearance of the flowers is still very fresh.

I don't know what to say. Lin Rongshen's mother and I have never met and are not familiar with each other, so I can only squat down, sweep all the snow off the tombstone for her, and then put some tributes and money on her. Paper joss sticks.

Afterwards, I squatted there for a long time staring at the tombstone that had gone through many years of wind and frost, I thought about it, and finally said softly: "Auntie, hello, I am Lai Lai, Rong Shen's wife."

There was silence in front of the tombstone, and there was no one around, which always made people feel a chill down their spine, but I didn't stop talking, but continued: "I know you don't know me, but I think you should know Tan Xiuqin Bar?"

Although the photo of Lin Rongshen's mother on the tombstone has been stained by wind and frost, it is almost hard to see clearly, but it is not difficult to see from the outline that Lin Rongshen's mother is a woman with a good temperament.

Lin Rongshen had some similarities with him.

I slowly threw the money paper on the ground, bowed my head against the wind and continued, "I am here today, not to show off to you, but to sincerely say sorry to you on behalf of my mother, and I hope you can accept it." I can also let go, and even more..."

Speaking of which, I feel that asking her to forgive is too unreasonable and too harsh. We have no right to ask her for forgiveness. Halfway through the conversation, I thought about it, shook my head and smiled and said: "Okay , I have nothing else to say to you. I just want to tell you that you have a grandson. The child is only one month old now. He will grow up healthy in the future. I will bring the child to you in person See, at that time he probably knew how to call grandma, wouldn't you be happier?"

There was the sound of wind and snow all around, and I also knew that she would not be able to answer, so I could only smile roguely, and toasted Lin Rongshen's mother with a glass of wine.

Although I didn't have anything to say to her afterwards, I was not in a hurry to leave. I just thought that I didn't have much to do anyway, so I sat there with his mother for a long time. I don't know why I wasn't afraid at all, but my heart was very peaceful. , There is an inexplicable sense of security.

Unknowingly, I sat from about ten o'clock in the morning until three o'clock in the afternoon, and found that the wind and snow were getting bigger and bigger, and my body temperature was getting colder and colder, so I patted the wind on my body. Xue, said goodbye to Lin Rongshen's mother, then turned and left here.

When I was leaving, I glanced back. Lin Rongshen's mother's tombstone was still standing there for a long time without any change. Soon, the heavy snow became heavier and buried the only tombstone on the barren hill tightly, making people feel uncomfortable. I couldn't find it at all, and at a glance, it was all foggy.

I sighed, tightened my down jacket, and continued walking forward.

Probably because of the wind blowing today, after returning home, even taking a hot bath in the bathroom was useless, but the next morning I had a high fever, which reached 39 degrees, and Lin Rongshen got up from the bed as usual He changed his clothes and prepared to go to work in the company, but halfway through his clothes, he found that I, who usually would be tired behind him at this time, was lying motionless on the bed at this time, and he noticed a suspicious blush appeared on my cheeks.

As a doctor, his first instinct was that he felt something was wrong. He let go of his coat, recovered his senses and sat by my bed. He tested the temperature on my forehead with his hand. For a moment, he Then he retracted it, touched my hot face again, and called out a few words Lai Lai softly, seeing that I still didn't respond.

After covering me with the quilt, he walked out of the room without saying a word, and asked the nanny who was preparing breakfast at the dining table, "Is your wife gone out?"

The nanny was still a little confused, why did Lin Rongshen ask this suddenly, but after seeing the emotion between his brows, she still replied honestly: "Yes, where did Madam go yesterday morning?"

Lin Rongshen asked, "Where did you go?"

The nanny said: "I don't know, my wife didn't tell us, and she didn't call the driver, but went out by herself."

Lin Rongshen suddenly raised the volume and asked, "Why didn't you call me?!"

The nanny swayed in fright, a little caught off guard, and with a dazed expression, she stared at Lin Rongshen with wide eyes. After a long while, she said cautiously, "Ma'am... Madam said when she went out... Let us not tell you."

Lin Rongshen sneered and said, "It seems that Madam's words are more effective than mine."

He said this to the servant, then said nothing, went to the sofa, picked up the landline and called Jane, and told his assistant on the phone that all the meetings and work for these few days will be canceled.

As soon as the assistant heard something wrong, he immediately said, "But Mr. Lin, you have dinner with Mr. Zhang from Wang's Enterprise today..."

Lin Rongshen said without thinking, "Reject, no matter who it is."

After saying this, he hung up the phone directly, and then called the hospital again. After the call was over, he put down the landline in his hand and said to the nanny, "Prepare alcohol and towels."

After he finished speaking, he walked into the room. Seeing that I was still lying on the bed unconscious, he didn't speak, but took my hand from the bedside table, and after finding my call records, he went She selected Jian Ting's number and gave him a call.

After the call was connected, Lin Rongshen said directly: "It's me, let me ask you, where did Lai Lai go yesterday."

Jian Ting thought it was me, but he didn't expect to hear Lin Rongshen's voice. He was stunned for a few seconds, not forgetting my agreement with him, so he pretended to be stupid and asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"

Lin Rongshen didn't have time to play Tai Chi with Jian Ting, so he said directly: "Don't be careless, why did she call you yesterday?"

Jian Ting knew that lying to Lin Rongshen was killing himself. He sighed and said, "She called me yesterday and asked me where your mother's tombstone is. I think she must have gone to see your mother."

After Jian Ting finished speaking, he thought for a while and asked, "What's the matter? Why did you come here to ask this?"

Lin Rongshen said nothing, and hung up the phone directly.

(End of this chapter)