I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 175
The confused emotions in Lin Rongshen's eyes gradually cleared up, and he said with a light smile: "I have always believed that human emotions are not so difficult to control, as long as this person has good self-control, he can completely be controlled by himself, after all, he is the one How can the owner of a body let his emotions be influenced? So when I entered the profession of a doctor, I have seen too much life and death, and I always look very lightly on the death of human life. You have some minor physical problems, and you are always extremely worried and unable to let go of it, and you always feel that it is better for you to be healthy and healthy in front of me."

He smiled helplessly and said: "Perhaps this is liking. I like it because of a person I obviously want to hate, but I worry about her. She even wants to take it as her own and become her own property. She can't see her getting close to other men, and she can't see that she has other men in her heart. This kind of feeling is selfish and terrible. Isn't love supposed to be great?"

I looked at Lin Rongshen's face, and anxiously covered his cheeks with my hands and denied, "No, it's not like that at all, love is selfish, selfish enough to make him only belong to me, Rong Shen, you love me , you love me very much."

After hearing my answer, Lin Rongshen still asked me uncertainly, "Really?"

I didn't expect him to be so stupid, so smart but he didn't understand what love is, but from what he said, I knew that he loved me. There is no doubt about it. If he doesn't love me, he Can't say that at all.

I hugged my waist tightly with my hands, buried my face in his chest, and wept with joy. Before he said this, I always felt that Lin Rongshen didn't love me. If he loved me, how could it be possible? Will you be so indifferent to me?Why did I get so emotionally agitated after a fight with me, but he could be so calm?So calm that it seems that my emotions can never affect him. The feeling of powerlessness makes me even feel that he doesn't love me at all. This is not the expression of a person loving someone. He is too calm. No doubt.

But now I know that he is not calm at all, but that he doesn't know how to express it. People like him are too smart about everything, but they seem to be worse than me when it comes to feelings.

I'm even a little ecstatic, as long as I know that he loves me, everything is enough, and I don't expect anything.

I cried and said, "Why didn't you tell me these things earlier?"

Lin Rongshen looked at my excited appearance, smiled calmly and asked calmly: "Is there any difference between morning and evening?"

I leaned against his chest and said: "Of course there is a difference. Let me know that you are in love. I won't be so entangled and self-doubting. You don't know. I have been guessing your mind all day long. I am thinking about what you are thinking, but you are always like a mystery in my eyes, I don’t understand you at all, I can’t see you through, whenever I think I know you enough, you always let me understand something In fact, I didn’t understand it at all, Rong Shen, sometimes I feel really tired when I’m with you, because no matter how hard I try, I still can’t keep up with your footsteps.”

Lin Rongshen stared at my face with his head down, his voice showed an unbelievable gentleness, he said: "Why, haven't I been holding you all the time?"

I said, "Will you lead me for the rest of your life?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Yes." He thought for a while, and then said: "Not only will I hold you for the rest of my life, but I will also take care of you for the rest of my life, as well as our children. As you said, we will give all our love to you. Give him all."

I buried my face firmly in his arms, hummed, everything was satisfied.

After that, the two of us hugged each other relatively silently. This was probably the most open-hearted chat since we met and after we got married. The door was broken open, and there was no doubt about anything, and my heart was clear.

When I woke up the next morning, Lin Rongshen was probably sober. I sat at the dining table and asked him if he still remembered what he said to me last night.

At that time, Lin Rongshen was reading the newspaper and having breakfast. When he heard what I said, he raised his face to look at me with a normal expression, and asked with his usual calm expression: "Did I say anything last night?" ?”

When I heard his words and saw his expression, I knew he had forgotten, and I wanted to tease him, but I was a little annoyed and asked, "You really don't remember what you said?"

Lin Rongshen continued to lower his head, continued to flip through the newspaper and said, "I must have drunk a lot yesterday."

I patted the table, trying to get his attention and said, "Yesterday you said in front of me that you loved me very much, how could you forget?"

Lin Rongshen was unmoved by my words, he said: "Impossible, eat with peace of mind."

Such a ruthless negation, such an indifferent negation, such a shameless negation, what should I say?

His expression made me wonder whether everything that happened last night was something I imagined alone, or it was my illusion.

In order to force him to confess, I snatched the newspaper from him directly, and said, "Why don't you count what you say? You obviously said it, do you want to renege on it?"

Lin Rongshen didn't reach out to snatch the newspaper in my hand, he probably had finished reading the newspaper, he took a sip of the coffee on the table, then wiped the corners of his mouth with a napkin, and said, "Okay, don't make a fuss " He saw that the breakfast in my bowl was basically untouched, so he tapped the table with his hand and said: "The breakfast is cold, use it quickly."

Then I brought in a nanny and asked her to serve me a bowl of porridge.

After he gave these instructions, he got up and went back to the room to change clothes calmly, and I sat there, a little wanting to cry, but the side of him yesterday was rare in a thousand years, if I met him earlier, I should have recorded it with my mobile phone If you come down, you won't be able to reach the present, and you will be reprimanded by him without any evidence.

I have a bit of resentment, even after Lin Rongshen changed his clothes and came out, the resentment still didn't subside in the slightest.

Lin Rongshen walked to the door, but he still told me: "It's cold outside today, stay at home and don't go out."

Hearing what he said, the servant who came out of the kitchen said, "It's really cold outside, and it's snowing heavily."

I looked sideways, only to find that it was really snowing outside.

(End of this chapter)