I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 187 Suffering
I said: "You can't accept it, so you even make the decision for your child whether to accept such a thing?"

Zhang Xiaoya looked at the TV and said: "Soon he will take his ex-girlfriend abroad, I wish them well, I can raise the child, so basically he doesn't have to worry about it."

I said, "Are you willing?"

Zhang Xiaoya said: "There is no reluctance. You are just a man. For me, children are more important. I believe that my choice is more beneficial to him, rather than having him born in a family full of quarrels and frequent crises." , I would rather give him a quiet circle of life than this family that is struggling to maintain and will fall apart at any time."

I suddenly felt that Zhang Xiaoya's words made sense, yes, if Zhang Xiaoya and Zhang Ze are forced to be together now, the life between the two must be full of contradictions, right?

In such a state, it is better not to be together, both sides calm down, remember the good times, once the anger subsides, it is not that there is no chance at all.

I sat there without saying a word. I was full of words to persuade Zhang Xiaoya, but in the end I realized that my words were useless at all. I have experienced things like her, so I naturally understand her feelings. Her current mood and Back then, I was exactly the same. Why did I force her to do things that I couldn't do before?

Zhang Xiaoya said: "Lai Lai, I naturally know how you feel now. Your mood is the same as when I wanted to match you and Lin Rongshen. At that time, I thought, if the two of you are not together in this life, it's really true." What a pity, look at the facts, Zhan Dong is not suitable, Lin Rongshen is your good match, look how good and happy you are now, my vision is not wrong."

Zhang Xiaoya looked at me with envy, and I didn't want to say too much, just like what she said, she was me now, and I understand how much she doesn't want to hear these nonsense that she can understand .

She could think clearly and understand, but she might not accept it.

Understanding and accepting are two different things.

I know it won't help to say too much now, I can only say: "Have you thought it through?"

She said, "Thought it out."

I said, "You won't regret it?"

"No, no regrets," she said.

I finally asked again: "Is there any room to save?"

Zhang Xiaoya said decisively: "No."

I said, "Okay, come have dinner with me?"

Zhang Xiaoya thought I was trying to trick her into meeting Zhang Ze, and looked at me warily, and I sighed and explained, "Don't worry, I just see that you are unhappy now, and I'm afraid it will be bad for the child, so I want to take you out for a walk, and I happen to go shopping in the mall too, we are two pregnant women now, and we happen to have plenty of topics to talk about."

Only then did Zhang Xiaoya relax, and a smile finally appeared on his face, and he said, "Okay."

I took Zhang Xiaoya to the shopping mall together, and the two pregnant women really had a lot to talk about. Although I have experience with children, I found that I still don’t have the experience of Zhang Xiaoya, who is a first-time pregnancy. It can be seen that she really values ​​​​this child. .

Probably because women are born with an inexplicable sense of excitement about shopping. After shopping for a long time, both of them were in a good mood. By the way, they had dinner in the shopping mall here, and then they each said goodbye before leaving.

On the way back, I glanced at my phone, and all the twenty or so calls on it were from Zhang Ze, who probably called to ask for the result.

I didn't know how to answer him. I hesitated for a long time looking at the twenty-odd calls, and finally broadcast one. The call was quickly connected, and Zhang Ze's voice came anxiously from the other end of the phone. Ask me how the discussion with Zhang Xiaoya is going.

I asked him if he wanted to hear the truth or lies, and Zhang Ze said without hesitation: "The truth."

I said, "Zhang Ze, there is no room to save this matter."

Zhang Ze said, "What did Xiaoya say?"

I said, "She told you to take your child abroad for treatment, and her child will take the number himself."

Zhang Ze said, "Didn't she say anything else?"

She said: "I wish you a safe journey, there is really nothing else to say."

Zhang Ze was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, then he smiled wryly and said, "Sure enough, there is no chance between the two of us."

I comforted him and said: "Don't think like this, you should go abroad to cure the child's illness first, after all, you are his father, this is your responsibility, as for this, Zhang Xiaoya has family members to take care of her, so You don't have to worry about it, she can basically take care of everything, and when both of you have taken care of your own affairs, as long as you like each other, there is no chance, right? "

Zhang Ze's voice on the phone was lifeless, and he said with a wry smile, "Really?"

I said, "Yes, Xiao Ya is more sensible than any of us now. I don't think this result will change in any way."

After Zhang Ze knew the result, he naturally had nothing to say to me. After a long time, he squeezed out a sentence: "I see."

I said, "Bon trip."

He said, "Thank you."

After we finished chatting, the two parties hung up the phone. I don't know why, but I felt a little heavy in my heart. I didn't expect that the most favored couple at the beginning would turn out like this today. God really knows how to play tricks on the world. , always plant a bomb in a peaceful life, when others feel very happy and peaceful, then slowly ignite the fuse, and with a bang, it explodes without warning.

People are caught off guard, panicked, and unable to deal with anything at all.

I don't know if Zhang Xiaoya and Zhang Ze will have a chance to be together in the future.

It's just that this kind of probability should be difficult...

In the evening, after Lin Rongshen came back from the company, he went to the bathroom to take a shower. I sat on the bed and waited for him. He found that I seemed a little unhappy today, so he hung the towel for drying my hair on the hanger, facing the bed. Walking over here, after uncovering the quilt, he hugged me and asked, "What's the matter? I don't seem to be very happy today."

I called Lin Rongshen in a muffled voice.

He stroked my hair and hummed, "What's wrong?"

I said, "Zhang Ze and Zhang Xiaoya divorced..."

When I said this, Lin Rongshen was also stunned for a few seconds, probably not expecting the situation to be so sudden.

Lin Rong listened deeply, and said, "So you are sad because of this matter?"

I said: "I'm just a little sad. They had such a good relationship at the beginning, but I didn't expect the result to be..."

On the contrary, Lin Rongshen took it lightly. He said: "Emotions always have tribulations."

(End of this chapter)