I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 188 The Way of Sadness

Probably the biggest problem of women is sentimentality. Thinking of the matter between Zhang Ze and Zhang Xiaoya, I was a little panicked about Lin Rongshen and I, so I hugged him tightly subconsciously and said, "It must not be like this between us."

Lin Rongshen said: "At least we won't suddenly have a son or an ex-girlfriend."

I looked up at him and asked, "Why not? Is your past so clean?"

Lin Rong smiled deeply at me: "The current and ex are both you, unless you secretly gave birth to one behind my back, otherwise the chance is almost impossible." Lin Rongshen thought for a while and said: "However, if You really gave birth to one behind my back, and now I can only reluctantly accept it, since they are all my children anyway, so it will save a lot of trouble."

I raised my hand and thumped his chest vigorously, saying, "Shameless!"

Lin Rong gave a deep laugh, and then held my hand that was beating his chest. I don't know why, but suddenly I didn't want to move anymore, I just wanted to just lie in his arms like this.

It seems like this, the world is invincible, and I am not afraid of anything.

I'm also thankful, fortunately, we didn't expect Zhang Ze and Zhang Xiaoya to have a trouble like this, and neither of us can turn back.

And sometimes I can't help but thank God in my heart. Although our identities are opposed, although we have separated a lot of people and things, we finally walked together hand in hand.

If there is no him in my life now, I can't imagine what I would be like now.

Lin Rongshen and I didn't speak, we hugged each other, I lay on his heart and listened to his heartbeat, my heart was inexplicably quiet and at ease.

In this way, I gradually fell into a deep sleep in Lin Rongshen's arms, thinking that this sleep would be another daybreak, but who knew, when the time reached around three o'clock in the morning, Lin Rongshen's cell phone on the bedside table rang, and I thought about it inappropriately, At that time, I was a little woken up, but I still lay there without moving. Lin Rongshen gently moved my hand away from him, and then reached out to take it. He glanced at the call reminder, frowned slightly for two or three seconds, and pressed the button. He pressed the answer button and gave a soft hello.

The secretary's voice came from the other end of the phone, she said: "Boss Lin, the hospital asked me to call you, Chairman Jian..." When the secretary's words stopped here, Lin Rongshen basically understood the purpose of the call.

Sure enough, the next second, the secretary said, "Chairman Jian passed away."

The secretary waited for a long time but did not wait for Lin Rongshen to speak, so he asked worriedly: "Boss Lin, are you okay?"

Lin Rongshen replied softly: "It's okay." Then he hung up the phone.

Lin Rongshen kept leaning on the bed for a long time in the dark night, not knowing what he was thinking, his gaze was always on the moonlight outside the window.

After sitting for about 10 minutes, Lin Rongshen got up and went to the changing room to change his clothes, and then took a big cotton jacket and walked out. He didn't wake me who was still sleeping, but just wrapped it in the cotton jacket. After staying with me, he carried me out of the room and down the stairs.

It wasn't until the car had gone a long way that I felt something was wrong. When I opened my eyes, I saw that the person was in the car and was still held in Lin Rongshen's arms.

With my eyes blindfolded, I raised my face to look at him, and then looked at the environment outside the car, and found that something was wrong. Where is Lin Rongshen taking me in the middle of the night?

I asked sleepily, "Why are we here?"

After thinking about it, he rubbed his forehead and said, "Isn't it still early? It's not dawn yet, and why did you bring me to work?"

I moved a little, and the clothes on my body were loosely covered there. He raised his hand to pull it for me, and shook my hand to test whether my body temperature was cold, and then said: "I'm not going to the company." , to the hospital."

My first reaction was: "What's wrong with the old man, is his condition getting worse?"

Lin Rongshen corrected again: "It's not deterioration, it's my death."

When I heard his words, the hand that was grabbing my hair froze in an instant, and I looked at him with a petrified expression, thinking that I had heard something wrong.

But seeing Lin Rongshen's face that was much more serious than usual, and his clear and short words just now, as if he didn't hear anything wrong, I tentatively asked: "Did you die?"

Lin Rongshen said, "I passed away an hour ago."

I said, "Is no one around?"

Lin Rongshen said: "There was a nurse who was keeping watch at night, but the nurse didn't notice it. It is said that she left in her sleep."

At this time, I didn't know what to say, I looked at him in silence, and my heart was stuffy, I felt like I wanted to cry but couldn't cry, I wanted to express something but couldn't express it.

Lin Rongshen seemed to understand my feelings, he said softly: "Birth, old age, sickness and death come to an end, it's just a natural phenomenon."

I said: "But... Although he always gives me the impression of being fierce, he is actually a very good old man. Just like Millie said, he only looks scary, but in fact he is very eager Communicating with us juniors, although he always lectures me and treats me viciously, but I don’t know why, I can’t bear it?”

I said: "Maybe this is a normal phenomenon in life, but it's not sad, it's a lie. After all, a living person suddenly leaves his own world and leaves, no one can get used to it? Even if this person used to be a little annoying."

Having said that, I felt that my eyes were so sour that it made people feel a little uncomfortable, so I turned my face away and pretended to look out of the window.

No one in the car spoke for a while, only the sound of the wind passing through the glass outside.

After a long time, I heard Lin Rongshen's voice next to my ear, he said: "When I was very young, he was very strict with me, how strict is it? My whole day is spent in various courses , and at that time Jian Ting could play as he wanted, chasing others on the lawn outside, but I could only sit in the room every day, looking at the numb expression of the teacher, reading some boring things there, sometimes I I even hate him. Although he attaches great importance to me, he never asked me if I was willing to learn or listen to these things. He just sent someone to stuff them into my head forcibly, and the most I heard was Yes, when he took me out to socialize, others praised and praised me. At that time, his face was full of pride and laughter.

But I am very sad, because all the smiles and pride I have now deprive me of my happiness until I grow up and have autonomy, so I often conflict with his ideas. In fact, the most annoying thing in my life The person is him, but as you said, he obviously hates him, and he left suddenly, as if..."

Lin Rongshen seemed to be unable to find an adjective for a while, and after thinking for a long time, he said: "It seems that I am really uncomfortable, or I really feel a little sad, and I am not very relaxed."

I thought that a doctor had already taken this matter lightly than ordinary people. I thought that Lin Rongshen kept silent all the time, and kept calm and numb to the situation with Jian Lihua. I thought he shouldn't be sad, but what he said The words made me feel a great sadness.

It's not that he can't feel uncomfortable, he just can't express it.

I looked at his expressionless side face, and I didn't know why, at this moment, it was like hugging him quietly, so that he would not be so sad.

I did exactly that. I hugged him, put my head on his shoulder and said, "As you said, it's a normal phenomenon. It's a normal phenomenon when people die, so people's grief is also a very rare and common thing." , there is nothing to be sad about."

Lin Rongshen let me hold him, and his eyes fell on the dark night outside the car, maybe only in this way can the sadness be disguised decently, right?
After our car arrived at the hospital, Jian Ting and Mi Li also got out of the car. Neither of us had time to say a word, and we all walked upstairs in silence. When we arrived at Jian Lihua's ward, the light in the room was on. It was very bright, and many doctors gathered there at the same time.

The orange light shone on Jian Lihua's face, and there was a trace of anger.

If it weren't for him lying on the bed without any movement at this time, others would have thought he was just asleep.

My legs were a little weak, and Millie went to the door and squatted down, covering her lips and crying. I didn't want to go in, because I had a big shadow in my heart about death. As long as I saw such a situation, it was inevitable. You will think of Zhan Dong's appearance when he left.

So I stayed outside with Millie, and only Lin Rongshen and Jian Ting walked in.

The doctors stood there silently watching, and when Lin Rongshen arrived at Jian Lihua's bedside, he first sniffed Jian Lihua's breath in the posture of a doctor, and then checked his heartbeat and pulse.

After that, he withdrew his hand from him, confirming that he had indeed died.

Jian Ting threw himself on Jian Lihua's body, and cried out to Grandpa, Grandpa, wake up.

But Jian Lihua remained silent, and did not give Jian Ting any response.

There was a just right smile on the corner of his mouth, I thought, he must have had a good dream when he left, what did he dream about?I'm really curious.

There were only the cries of Mi Li and Jian Ting in the room, Lin Rongshen stood there like an outsider, without any change in expression.

After Jian Ting and Mi Li were almost crying, a doctor came up to Lin Rongshen and said: "When the old man left, he didn't have time to explain anything, but all his descendants have been explained to his lawyer a few days ago. He ate a big bowl of white fungus and lotus seeds last night, he was full and he was able to go on the road without any pain."

When the doctor said this, he paused, and after a while, he said, "I'm sorry, we tried our best."

Lin Rongshen is also a doctor, so he naturally knows what the old man's health is like, so he didn't say much, but just gave him a thank you.

It is obvious that Jian Ting does not have the sense to deal with the next thing now, and once Jian Lihua dies, the company's affairs will definitely follow one after another, and there may be a major reform.

Lin Rongshen immediately found someone to block the news of Jian Lihua's death, first allowing time for preparations, and then ordered people to start taking care of Jian Lihua's offspring.

In his indifferent and orderly instructions, the sky seemed to be dawning without knowing it.

Millie and I have been waiting outside the ward for the people inside to give orders. It was almost ten o'clock when Lin Rongshen and Jian Ting came out of the ward.

Jian Ting's eyes were red and swollen, and Mi Li and I raised our faces to look at them in silence.

Lin Rongshen raised his hand and took a look, the time on his wrist said: "It's ten o'clock, let's have breakfast first."

Jian Ting said from the side: "I'm not in the mood."

Millie said hoarsely, "I can't eat."

I wanted to say that I didn't really want to eat, but Lin Rongshen looked at me and said, "You are pregnant, you must eat, otherwise the child will not be able to absorb the nutrition it deserves."

I just remembered now that my body is not just me, but also a life.

I could only nod my head, Lin Rongshen held my hand, pulled me up from the chair, and was about to take me out of the hospital for breakfast, when Jian Ting suddenly asked from behind: "Don't you know Are you sad? Grandpa loves you so much, but when he died, you didn't have a single tear, no sadness at all, don't you think you are so heartless? "

When Lin Rongshen heard Jian Ting's words, he stopped walking steadily, he turned around and looked at Jian Ting behind him and asked: "Then I would like to ask, even if you are sad, what can you do? Can people be resurrected?"

With red eyes, Jian Ting said a little excitedly: "Why have you become like this now? You are becoming more and more cold-blooded and ruthless. I thought you would at least shed a few tears, but I didn't expect you to be like a person who has nothing to do. Could it be that you and Does grandpa have no feelings at all?"

Lin Rongshen said: "I only know that crying can't solve the problem."

I don't know why there is such a big conflict between Lin Rongshen and Jian Ting suddenly, and the conflict is getting more and more frequent.

However, they were not very harmonious before, and Jian Ting seemed to have misunderstood Lin Rongshen.

Jian Ting saw that Lin Rongshen acted like a normal person and said such words, he was so angry that he didn't know what to do, his fists were clenched quietly, as if he was going to rush up to beat someone in the next second, Millie saw the situation Something was wrong, so he immediately rushed up to block him and hugged him, saying: "Jian Ting, everyone grieves in different ways, can you stop doing this? Calm down, okay?"

Millie's sudden actions and words were equivalent to adding fuel to the fire, making Jian Ting, who was already in anger, even more angry. He looked at Millie and asked, "Why, do you feel distressed? Are you afraid that I will hit him?"

Millie said: "Don't be so vexatious please?! It's not the same thing at all, I just don't want it to be like this between you!"

(End of this chapter)