I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 191
I stood aside and expressed helplessly to Jian Ting, Lin Rongshen is such a person, there is nothing I can do.

Jian Ting also smiled helplessly and said to me: "I already know what kind of person he is."

Millie stood aside in a beautiful wedding dress with a glass of wine, and looked at Lin Rongshen with bright eyes. She seemed to be thinking about something. After a long time, she finally mustered up the courage to take out the glass of wine in her hand. He said to Lin Rongshen Said: "Thank you, thank you very much." Millie was a little nervous, took a deep breath and said: "Although I really liked you very much, even though you never looked at me from the beginning to the end. , although we have never really been together in the end, I don’t know why, but I still want to thank you, because of you, let me understand what liking is, because of you, I understand who is the most suitable for me, even though it is now for you and I still can't let go of Sister Lai Lai's marriage, but I don't know why, but I don't envy Sister Lai Lai at all, probably I have really forgotten you, and I finally officially let go of you from today on."

Although it was somewhat inappropriate to say such things on such an occasion, but for some reason, Millie acted gracefully. The smile on her face was free of any impurities, very pure, without sadness or discomfort, only happy, as if she had finally let go There was something she couldn't let go of.

Usually, Jian Ting, who only had a slight eye contact between Millie and Lin Rongshen, stood aside and watched silently today. He just stared at Millie without stepping forward to disturb him, and there was a hint of a smile in his eyes, He probably also knew that today's Millie really let go.

Regarding Millie's words, Lin Rongshen was only silent for a while, and then raised his hand to touch the quilt in Millie's hand, and said with a smile: "Well, I accept your words, and happy newlyweds along the way."

Although it was just a simple and repeated blessing, it made Millie burst out laughing instantly, because he knew that this was the best gift Lin Rongshen gave her.

In the back, her eyes were a little red, and Millie's sister came up and gently embraced Millie, and then Millie burst into tears, lying on her sister's shoulder, chanting Said: "Mom and Dad, sister, I can't bear you."

Although marriage is a happy event, it is also a sad event, because you find that you have finally left the shelter your parents created for you, and you will find that after marriage, you can no longer encounter a difficulty like before. No one will silently bear things for you from behind, and you need to support everything by yourself.

Marriage is a stage in which a woman enters her growth.

When Millie cried, her parents naturally couldn't hold back, and the whole family hugged each other and wept sadly. At this time, Jian Ting's chance to please his mother-in-law and old man came, and he kept circling around to comfort her. this family.

I suddenly remembered my marriage with Lin Rongshen, and inexplicably sighed in my heart, even now it is still a regret in my heart.

After attending Millie and Jian Ting's wedding, I was exhausted. After getting in the car, I leaned against Lin Rongshen and felt drowsy. After Lin Rongshen put a dress on me, I looked out the window and passed by. scenery.

Just like that, I fell asleep on top of him.

On the second day of Millie, the country called and reported the death of Zhan Dong’s mother. When I heard this disappearance, I stood by the window without moving for a long time. .

A great sadness hit me, I was a little at a loss, I made a call to Lin Rongshen with trembling fingers, I said to him tremblingly on the phone: "Rongshen, Zhan Dong is dead."

Lin Rongshen was in a company meeting at the time, and when he heard my words, he didn't reply for a long time. After a while, he said, "Wait for me for two hours, and I'll be right back."

I said, "You can work in the company with peace of mind, and I will go to the countryside by myself."

Of course I knew that Lin Rongshen would not agree, so I added: "Let me handle this matter alone, because this is what I owe Zhan Dong, and it has nothing to do with anyone else."

When Lin Rongshen heard what I said, he had to agree if he didn't agree, and finally said: "It's okay to let you go alone, but you must be followed. The road conditions in the countryside are not as complicated as here, and the funerals in the countryside are very busy. Xia Lai Lai, this is the third child between me and you, and it may be our last one, you have to figure it out before you come and give me the answer."

He said: "Give you 10 minutes, let me finish the meeting first, and then I will contact you."

Lin Rongshen hung up the phone.

I naturally know what is going on with me now, but I have to take this risk because I owe it to Zhan Dong. During this period of time, I focused on my own life and completely forgot what Zhan Dong entrusted to me. I never even went to see his children and mother. His life turned out to be so cheap in my eyes.

If he could know everything now, he would probably regret his decision to rush to save me desperately.

Because I'm such a wolf.

After 10 minutes passed, Lin Rongshen called me. He asked me if I had made up my mind, and I said, "I have made up my mind. I must go to Rongshen on such an occasion."

He knows my temperament, and basically no one can change the things I have decided. He said: "Okay, but Lailai, first of all, I want to make it clear to you. If something happens to the child, I hope you understand that I have no There is a way to give you a fourth chance."

I gripped the phone tightly and said for a long time, "I will protect the child."

Lin Rongshen said, "I'll send someone to take you to the countryside."

After hanging up the phone, I simply cleaned up the room a few times, and then rushed to the countryside.

It was the doctor from the former county hospital who informed me about the death of Zhan Dong's mother. She said that Zhan Dong's mother had been treated well in the nursing home during this period. There was hope of recovery, but because the old man missed his son too much No matter how powerful the doctor is, he can't heal a person whose heart has already died.

He said that when she died, the name she yelled was Zhan Dong from beginning to end. She had been yelling this name for almost a year, and finally she ended with her son's name.

On the phone, the doctor said to me sadly and weakly: "I'm sorry, I didn't save her."

I was also speechless, feeling like a lump in my throat. After a long time, I said, "It's okay, then I'll hang up first."

The doctor said, "Okay."

On the way to the countryside, I kept staring at the scenery outside in a daze, watching the lush trees pass by one by one in front of me, I felt some liquid was covering my cheeks, I stretched out my hand and wiped it lightly, Only to find that it was all tears.

Assistant Lin Rongshen who followed me handed me a tissue and said softly, "Mrs. Lin, the deceased is gone, don't be too sad."

I nodded slowly, and then continued to look out the window with tears streaming down my face.

Because I will always remember the time when Zhan Dong and I were just married. His mother lived with us for a while. During that time, she was really kind to me. Zhan Dong prepares breakfast, whether it's my clothes or Zhan Dong's clothes, she will always clean them for us before thinking of washing them, and the house will always be clean.

Every time I asked for a nanny, she would never use it, saying that it was a waste of money to hire a nanny.

Zhan Dong's mother didn't read any books, she was a diligent and sad rural woman. During that time, she always felt that her family Zhan Dong had cheated on me. In order to avoid that I would dislike her and her family Zhan Dong, she always She served me carefully like an old lady, using her calloused hands to please me.

In fact, I really don't need her to do so much for me, but every time I see her timid appearance, I think, maybe letting her do these things will make her feel better, so I always let her run the house chores.

During that time, Zhan Dong was always financially supported by my mother, so my status in the family was obvious, and my favorite food was always on the table.

The water in my room is always warm. This hardworking rural woman takes good care of me.

After living for so many years, it is false to say that I have no feelings, so I was so shocked and unacceptable when I heard the news of her death.

I was not prepared at all, and I suddenly missed the hometown snacks she made before.

But now I can no longer eat it.

Death is really a terrible thing.

When I arrived at Zhan Dong's hometown, the first place I went was to go to the hospital to see Zhan Dong's mother's body. Because she died in the hospital, the body is still in the morgue.

After I got there, the doctor took me alone to the morgue to see Zhan Dong's mother for the last time, and with that one glance, Jean almost fainted.

Because I almost didn't recognize her, her face was full of wrinkles, there was no white hair in the black hair, and her face kept the last trace of mourning and sadness.

What she held tightly in her hand was the silver bracelet that Zhan Dong wore on his feet when he was a child, and the bracelet was almost deformed by her pinching.

The doctor said that they tried to take it off when she died, but Zhandong's mother grabbed it too tightly and couldn't take it off her hand, let alone now.

May be buried with this bracelet.

I couldn't speak, I just stood there.

Seeing that I couldn't take it anymore, the doctor immediately ordered someone to cover the corpse with a white cloth, and said to me, "Let's go, it's time to go out."

I felt a little dizzy, my feet were even weak, and I didn't know how I left the morgue with the doctor.

I sat alone in the corridor, trying to keep my eyes open looking at the people coming and going, telling myself in my heart, don't cry, never cry.

(End of this chapter)