I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 31 Leave
After he said these words, he withdrew his hand from my face and pulled me up from the ground instead. I didn't know what he was going to do, but I just looked at him in a daze.

Lin Rongshen tidied up my clothes and hair for me, wiped away my tears and said, "Okay, don't cry, there are so many people watching, even if you don't care about your own image, you have to take into account that this is a public place, right?" ?”

The corners of his mouth curled up into a smile, which was very different from the past. Looking carefully, it seemed to bring a little bit of relief and a little bit of sadness.

He said: "We have all grown up, just like you said you just want to live your own life well, things have reached this point, it's just that I don't want to let go of the obsession in my heart, if you really don't want I will appear in front of you, and I will do what you wish, and I will go back abroad in a week, and this will be the last time we meet, so you have to take care of yourself, Lai Lai."

He didn't say anything extra, just stuffed a key into my hand, picked up the bag from the ground for me, put it in my hand, then glanced at my dumbfounded face, raised his hand and rubbed it Bump my head, and smile at me, as softly as when we first met.

Finally, his hand was finally taken from the top of my head. Without another word, he turned around and left in front of me. After entering the elevator, he took one last look at me through the gap in the elevator door. In that last look, the gleam in his eyes The emotions were very complicated, I couldn't understand them, I couldn't even figure them out, and I even felt a funny pain in my heart.

When the elevator doors were completely closed, his face disappeared without a trace.

In the end, I was left alone again, standing like a fool.

A group of people around left, and another group came, and I realized that I should also go home.

I left the hotel in a daze, and stopped a car mechanically. When the taxi started to take me home, I hid behind and covered my face and cried softly, my eyes were red and swollen.

I don't know why, whether it's because of Zhan Dong's abnormal appearance during the day, or because of what Lin Rongshen said just now.

I just felt a tight breath in my chest, very, very sad, as if I would die if I didn't cry out.

There is no doubt that I cried all the way home afterwards, but I did not go back to my mother's house instead of Zhan Dong's. I don't think my current mood is suitable for meeting Zhan Dong again.

We all need space for both parties to breathe.

After I knocked on the door of my house, my mother came to open the door. She was shocked when she saw my red and swollen eyes and my embarrassed face. She asked me in surprise what happened, why did I look like a It looked like he had quarreled with everyone.

I ignored my mother, just took off my shoes in silence, and walked upstairs alone. I didn't even see the nanny who was carrying the fruit greeting me.

My mother discovered my abnormality, and asked me what happened to me. Seeing that I didn't answer her, she became more anxious and tried to hold my hand, but as soon as her fingers touched me, I immediately dodged Turning around, she said pleadingly, "Mom, don't ask me what happened, okay? I just want to be alone for a while."

My mother has probably never seen me lose control of my emotions like this. She naturally understands me, and I must be like this because something happened. Even if she forces me to give a result now, I may not tell her.

Sure enough, she didn't insist on asking, but asked me in a soft tone if I had eaten and if I wanted some juice.

I shook my head and said, "No, I just want to sleep."

After I finished saying this, I turned around and left. She didn't seem to intend to catch up again, and stood behind me and looked at me hesitantly.

But when she watched me enter a room that shouldn't be, my mother suddenly exploded. She quickly caught up and said, "Xia Lailai, which room did you enter? Your room is not here !"

But as soon as she arrived at the door, I slammed the door backhand and shut her out. My mother was knocking on the door like crazy. I threw myself on a dusty bed and covered my ears. Try to ignore her high-pitched, piercing voice.

At the back, I don't know what happened, probably because my mother was also tired, and knocked on the door for a long time. After the last cry disappeared, the room was finally quiet.

I just moved my stiff body, got up from the bed, sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looked at the dusty dark blue quilt cover on the bed, was dumbfounded for a long time, then looked around the room with a stiff neck The rest of the things, suddenly wanted to cry again.

It turned out that I entered Lin Rongshen's room, no wonder my mother was so furious, if this door could be opened by her, I believe she would want to kill me.

But I didn't intend to go out, and I suddenly felt extremely at ease staying in this room, and the discomfort was not so obvious.

I went into his bathroom and wanted to wash my face, but I saw his dusty daily necessities on the sink, I picked them up like a demon, turned on the water, and washed everything in the bathroom dry Clean, so that everything seems to have never had a trace of time.

It seemed that he was still Lin Rongshen from before, and I was still Chalalai from before. I deceived myself for a long time, but when I saw my face in the mirror, I suddenly became sober again.

Many things have been revealed, even if you try your best to deceive yourself, the facts are still in the eyes of everyone, and you have no power to change anything.

After I got out of the bathroom, I lay down on the bed again, buried my face in the quilt, took a deep breath for a long time, and suddenly found that they still had the smell of Lin Rongshen on them.

Although the dust choked my nose and made me suffocate, I was still reluctant to leave.

The next morning, as soon as I walked out of Lin Rongshen's room, my mother was already waiting for me at the door. Her complexion was very bad, and she probably had no sleep all night.

She folded her hands, looked at me with a gloomy face and asked, "Is it comfortable to sleep in?"

I said: "It's okay."

She said, "You come with me."

After she said that, she walked downstairs, and I followed her helplessly, knowing that there would inevitably be another questioning later.

Sure enough, when she arrived at my mother's room, the first thing she said was: "What happened yesterday, I need your explanation."

I said, "I don't want to explain."

"If you don't want an explanation, get the hell out of here and never come here," she said.

My mother knows where my weakness is. Now that I am arguing with Zhan Dong, there is nowhere for me to go.

I was indeed overwhelmed by her words, so I could only say: "I had a fight with Zhan Dong, didn't you guess it?"

My mother sneered and said, "Arguing? Why are you arguing?"

I said, "Can you ask that much?"

She ignored my nonsense, and continued to ask fiercely: "Is it because of Lin Rongshen?"

I said, "Mom, can you stop..."

Before I could finish my sentence, she slapped me in the face directly, slapping me dumbfounded.

This is the first time she has slapped me since I was an adult, and this slap made me completely dazed.

I asked her what she meant.

My mother sneered and said, "What do you mean? I'm waking you up, do you know that?"

I covered my face and said, "I don't need you to wake me up, I know some things very well."

I got up and wanted to leave, but my mother grabbed me from behind and said, "Where are you going?"

I said, "Didn't you let me go?"

My mother knew that I took the slap seriously. She panicked and immediately grabbed my hand and said, "Lai Lai, you know that's not what I mean. I'm too anxious today. I'm thinking about it. You don't know What kind of person is Lin Rongshen, I told you not to have any contact with him for your own good."

I suddenly felt extremely annoyed, so I shook my mother's hand hard, and I said: "You said everything for my own good! At the beginning, you insisted on marrying Lin Haixin despite my wishes, and you kept saying that it was for my own good. When Lin Haixin had his last breath left, I wanted to call the doctor to save him, but you stopped me, and you said it for our future! Now let me stay away from Lin Rongshen, you are still for me..."

My mother rushed up and slapped me again. With a livid face, she warned angrily, "Xia Lailai! Stop talking nonsense!"

Another slap, as long as these things get involved, my mother seems to be a different person. This slap is stronger than the previous slap, and her emotions are getting more and more excited.

She was trembling with anger, and asked me after a long time: "Do you want me to die in front of you, so that you will know what is sensible?"

I covered my face with a sneer and said, "No, Mom, you don't have to die in front of me. I will never mention this matter again, and you don't have to worry about anything. Lin Rongshen will not treat us as you imagined." Mother and daughter revenge, because he is going back abroad in a week, and he will never come back."

I dropped this sentence, turned around and ran out. My mother screamed Lai Lai from behind, but I ignored it.

After I ran out, I realized that it was raining heavily outside. I couldn't control it anymore, and now I just wanted to get out of this suffocating place.

But where can I go?I don't seem to have anywhere to go.I suddenly remembered that Lin Rongshen stuffed a key into my hand yesterday. I searched in my pocket in a panic. After searching for a long time, I finally found the key. Inside is rain or tears.

I clutched the rusty key like a madman on the side of the road.

Some drivers felt sorry for me, and finally a car stopped in front of me and asked me where I was going. I wiped my tears, opened the door and got in the car, and whispered, "Over there on Jianxin Road.

(End of this chapter)