I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 46

What happened after that, I think everyone knows about it.

At that time, I was too young and conceited. It was very hasty to decide to conceive a child, and it was also very hasty to let the child stay. It was all decided in one breath, in a word, in a single thought.

After I returned from the city where Lin Rongshen lived, I hid alone in a dilapidated hotel and slept for a day and a night. When I woke up, there were more than 30 calls from Lin Rongshen on my phone. You don’t need to guess the number of calls he made. Teacher Xing asked the crime, I couldn't give him a chance to ask me the crime, I called Zhang Xiaoya and asked her to come over, when she arrived, I went to the nearest hospital in the afternoon, got a good grade, and handed over the case. Qian was waiting outside the operating room door.

Zhang Xiaoya couldn't understand why I, who was so determined to give birth a few days ago, decided to abort the child after I came back from looking for Lin Rongshen. During the waiting period, she kept saying that I should think twice. No kidding.

I sat there without speaking or crying, but the answer became clearer in my mind.

Why should I like someone so sadly, why should I step myself into the dust to like him, Xia Lailai is not the only one who can conceive a child for him.

If this is a threesome game, then I quit, and the child can go back as he came here.

Coincidentally, to apologize to Song Li's child, the two of us will be clear from today.

Zhang Xiaoya's saliva was dry, and at the last moment I entered the operating room with great determination. After almost two hours, I walked out of the operating room, feeling suddenly relaxed.

Really relaxed, our family owed Lin Rongshen is also repaid at this moment.

At that time, I only had a sentence from Lin Haixin in my mind. He said that liking Lin Rongshen would be a very hard work. Sure enough, after such hard work, I, who like him so much, can die like this.

I can only smile helplessly.

On the day I finished the operation, I packed up all the information sheets I had in the hospital and mailed them to Lin Rongshen. Afterwards, I changed my mobile phone card and started to study seriously at school without thinking about anything.

Zhang Xiaoya now recalls my appearance at that time, she said that at that time, she was really worried that I would die if I didn't lift up one breath.

Because I was too weak, in that short period of time, I lost weight from ninety catties to seventy catties. In Zhao Xiaoya's words, I was skinny.

As for those miscarriage orders, I don't know if Lin Rongshen has received them. In short, he didn't call me after sending them, and I don't know how Song Li is doing.

During that year, we lived in peace and harmony in the two cities so hastily. Lin Rongshen went back to the Lin family once during the Chinese New Year in his junior year. In order to avoid him, I bought a plane ticket to travel to Yunnan alone. My mother still doesn't understand why I, who was still devoted to Lin Rongshen before, would take the initiative to give up on him.

If it wasn't for me once when I was drunk and accidentally slipped my mouth, she might not know that there is a child between us until now.

The year we officially met again was the year Lin Rongshen graduated. He finally returned home from the far north. At that time, he was already preparing to go abroad for further studies.

But because Lin Haixin's health was deteriorating that year, he naturally had to postpone his studies for the time being, and went to Lin Haixin's company to help.

Facts have proved that no matter what an excellent person does, Lin Rongshen's major is medicine, but he can still manage Lin Haixin's company in an orderly manner.

When I went to the hospital to accompany Lin Haixin, he always sighed that if Rong Shen could take over his company, all his wishes in this life would be fulfilled.

After Lin Rongshen returned home, it was inevitable for us to meet each other, but we were not as excited as before when we met. We greeted each other calmly, never mentioned anything about the past, and he never asked about my child. matter.

Lin Haixin's company is already very busy. He has many meetings to hold every day, and I am naturally busy with various things in the school.

As for Song Li, after Lin Rongshen graduated, Song Li seemed to have never appeared by his side. Even Lin Haixin didn't know that Song Li existed.

I once guessed that maybe they broke up, maybe the child was kicked by me after that time, but I never had a chance to prove these conjectures.

And Lin Rongshen never even mentioned this person's name in the days to come.

Later, I also graduated. Not long after graduation, I met Zhan Dong, and we decided to get married not long after.

Lin Haixin's body has been going back and forth all the time, and Lin Rongshen's going abroad to study is also pushing and pushing again and again.

At this point in the story, the story between Lin Rongshen and I has also come to an end. I thought I would love him passionately forever, but it turns out that I didn't. Instead, in order not to admit defeat, I married before him.

I also always think that getting married so early is the wisest thing to do in my life. At least in this emotional game, I walk ahead as a winner.

Lin Rongshen, who has always had the upper hand in this relationship, has never had a girlfriend since graduation. I don't know why he didn't do it, whether he didn't meet the right one, or whether he couldn't forget Song Li.I always thought that something must have happened to Lin Rongshen and Song Li after I left.

As for the reason why they didn't get together, I don't know.

Anyway, after marrying Zhan Dong, I have climbed out of that chaotic relationship.

Not long after I got married, Lin Haixin's sudden death completely shattered the already unharmonious family.

My mother snatched everything that belonged to Lin Rongshen, and Lin Rongshen has gone abroad and disappeared without a trace since then.

Recalling this point, I don't want to think about the details of Lin Haixin's death, because these pictures are a taboo for me.

In the battle where Lin Haixin died, I paid back all the damage Lin Rongshen had done to me at ten times and a thousand times the price.

So after five years, when he suddenly appeared in front of us, my mother and I would panic subconsciously, fearing that he would come back to seek revenge for our mother and daughter.

But now that I think about it, maybe our guilty conscience is at work, if Lin Rongshen wants to take revenge on me, he doesn't have to wait until now.

I took the rusty key, sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looked at everything downstairs, and didn't know whether I should laugh or cry.

Five years, the long-lost five years, we still have the chance to meet again.

(End of this chapter)