I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 49 Don't be afraid, I'm here
Seeing that I was indifferent to her words, Song Li didn't seem to be bothered to say anything more, because no matter how much she said, she was just proving her own failure repeatedly, but she herself was not someone who liked to admit defeat.

She picked up the child on the side and said to me: "I have finished what I should say. It is the same sentence. I am very sorry about the child. I didn't expect that there would be such episodes. After so many years, I have also Without our own family, and Rong Shen are just ordinary friends, I think the few of us should let go of the past."

After Song Li said these words, the eyebrows that had been frowning all this time finally became relieved, and she said: "Although I don't know what you and Rong Shen have become after so many years, I have explained everything I want to explain. Then don't bother, the child has to make up lessons in the afternoon."

Song Li didn't say anything more, and after calling the waiter to pay the bill, she left with the child in her arms.

I sat alone in the coffee shop and looked at the pile of desserts in front of me. I suddenly became very confused. No matter whether what she said just now was true or not, what is the use of hearing it now?

Does it mean that Lin Rongshen has deep affection for me?But it's obvious that he used Song Li to kill the child in my womb in disguise. Although the child was my decision, if it wasn't for what he said that day, I would not be willing to give up this child at all.

The child is gone, it's just following his wishes, so what's the point of talking about it now.

I sat there looking at the distant figure of Song Li outside the door and thought, if the child was born, he would be as big as that little boy, he would laugh and make noises, call his mother in a sweet voice, and would be very greedy. with desserts on the table.

So now, it won't be such a waste.

Just as I was in a daze, suddenly a person sat in front of me. This person was naturally Lin Rongshen. He looked at me with tears on his face, but soon he regained his composure and called the waiter to ask for a pack of tissues. He raised his hand He wiped the tears off my face and said, "What did she talk to you about?"

I sat there without moving, and said hoarsely, "Aren't you going to get on the plane?"

Lin Rongshen said, "I missed the plane."

I sneered twice, knocked his hand off my face, picked up my bag and wanted to leave, Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand and said: "The ticket has been changed to after Zhang Xiaoya's wedding, Lai Lai."

I said: "You don't need to report anything to me at all, you can leave as you want, this city is not my personal, don't you want to leave or keep it up to you?"

Lin Rongshen said: "Come with me to see Lin Haixin."

I trembled.

Lin Rongshen stood up from the sofa, and said with a smile, "It's been so many years, he must also want to see you very much."

I said, "I'm not going."

Lin Haixin's death has always been a thorn in my heart. For so many years, whether it's his shady life or Qingming grave sweeping, I have never dared to step into his cemetery. I think I will never go there in my life. of.

Lin Rongshen's hand landed on my chin, and he pouted my blunt face towards him, and he asked softly, "Aren't you going? Huh?"

Before I said no, Lin Rongshen said: "Maybe he doesn't blame you, he just wants to see you. He likes you so much, how can he be willing to blame you?"

I didn't dodge, but met Lin Rongshen's eyes and asked: "What about you?"

Lin Rongshen did not answer immediately.

I chased after him and said, "Then you blame me?"

Lin Rong smiled deeply and said, "It's strange, why don't you blame it, but what can you do if you blame it, I can't hurt you at all."

There is more or less helplessness in his tone, which I can't understand.

Lin Rongshen put aside this topic, and asked in a tone of inquiry: "Is it okay? After all, tomorrow is his birthday."

I didn't say yes for sure, and I didn't say no. This is undoubtedly a difficult problem for me. I still dare not face Lin Haixin. I didn't dare to face it before. It's still the same now. How could he want to see Me, he should be a ghost and never let me and my mother go.

But such a difficult choice was finally taken by Lin Rongshen. He led me out of the cafe. After we got into the taxi, it happened to be heavy rain. When the car arrived at the destination, it was lucky that someone was selling umbrellas at the foot of the mountain. , Lin Rongshen took a handful, stretched it open, and held me in his arms.

To be honest, when I reached the foot of the mountain, my legs became weak, and with the thunder in the sky, I didn't have much strength to take a step, but I also couldn't struggle to escape, the whole person was led forward by Lin Rongshen .

He kept me in his arms all the time, almost no rainwater hit me, his face turned pale when he saw those tombstones, he kissed my forehead naturally, and said softly: "Don't be afraid, I exist."

I know how unruly we are at this time, but I can't push him away, and I can only be led forward step by step like a puppet. I don't know how long we walked in the heavy rain until Lin Rongshen was in front of me There was a soft reminder in my ear: "It's here." I suddenly realized and looked ahead.

But this glance happened to fall on Lin Haixin's posthumous photo. When I saw that familiar face, I was so scared that my first reaction was to shrink into Lin Rongshen's arms, and my eyes were firmly buried in his chest.

Lin Rongshen felt my fear, he just patted my shoulder twice, didn't say much, and didn't force me to look at it, but looked at Lin Haixin's tombstone with a slightly complicated expression.

It has been five years, and the tombstone is stained with the traces of time, revealing a kind of gloomy turquoise, and the photos of Lin Haixin have also faded, and his gaze has always been on our side.

Although there is a slight smile in the eyes, but under the smile, it makes people feel that there is a strange gloom hidden inexplicably.

Lin Rongshen seemed to want to tear off some weeds in front of his tombstone, so he tried to lead me one step further, but I didn't move, instead I grabbed his skirt and begged, "Don't go, don't go again."

Lin Rongshen froze, he looked down at me who was still buried in his arms, and said, "It's not as scary as you imagined, he's already dead."

My face buried in his chest was covered with cold sweat, and the shirt on his chest was wet by me.

I didn't know what to do, I just felt that even the air carried the rotten smell of a dead person. I subconsciously closed my eyes and pushed Lin Rongshen in front of me, and ran down the mountain. Lin Rongshen looked at my back as I fled in a hurry, Someone shouted from behind: "Xia Laile!"

But I ignored him at all, this place is hell for me, I don't want to breathe here, not for a second.

It was probably because I ran too hastily, coupled with the heavy rain, and the sound of Lin Rongshen following closely behind me, when I was going down the mountain, I stepped on a handful of mud and fell hard.

(End of this chapter)