I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 48 The Protagonist Is Not Me

Song Li frowned at Zhang Xiaoya's swearing, and she said to me, "Want to chat?"

I said: "Of course."

Song Li said: "But not here."

I said, "Okay, you pick a place."

To tell you the truth, it has been so many years, and it is God’s will to let me meet Song Li again today. I, Xia Lailai, will never forget what happened that day in my whole life. Although I kicked her into the hospital, but She wasn't too polite to me before, but now she still finds out that I didn't lose her by kicking her, but I lost a child.

It is true that life is like a play, and play is like life.

Song Li asked Lin Rongshen: "You haven't told her yet?"

Lin Rongshen didn't speak, Song Li's smile suddenly showed a bit of bitterness, she didn't look at Lin Rongshen but said to me: "A nearby cafe."

I said, "Go."

Song Li walked in front with the child, I followed behind, Zhang Xiaoya wanted to follow, I stopped and said to Zhang Xiaoya: "Xiaoya, this is my private matter, I can settle it myself."

Zhang Xiaoya said, "But I don't trust you."

I smiled mockingly and said, "What are you afraid of? The current Xia Laile is no longer the same as the previous Xia Laile."

Seeing what I said, Zhang Xiaoya didn't want to insist on anything. She just warned Song Li, "Be careful."

Song Li smiled helplessly, and could only pick up the little boy on the ground and walk towards the outside of the airport, and I naturally followed behind her.

After we arrived at the nearest cafe, Song Li ordered a lot of desserts for the little boy, and then asked me what I wanted to eat, and I said briefly: "Coffee."

Song Li looked at my appearance carefully, the smile between her brows was very gentle, it was very different from the pretentious beauty before, she said: "You have changed a lot."

I said, "Are you trying to say I'm old?"

Song Li said: "You are much more mature than before, and you are getting more and more beautiful."

I twitched the corner of my mouth and said, "Fake or not."

Song Li said: "Forget it, if you don't believe it, forget it."

After the waiter brought up all the ordered items, Song Li fed the child beside her. I stared carefully at the child's eyebrows and found that he looked more like Song Li.

Song Li didn't raise her face to look at me, she buried her head in feeding the cream cake to the child and said, "He's not Rong Shen's child." She didn't wait for my reaction, she suddenly raised her face to look at me, and saw that I couldn't change my face, With a smile on the corner of her mouth, she said: "I didn't expect that Lin Rongshen still didn't tell you this fact after so many years."

I said, "What do you mean?"

Song Li said: "I have never understood what happened between you and Rong Shen, but I am sorry for your child's matter."

I didn't understand what Song Li was talking about, so I said blankly, "What exactly are you trying to say?"

Song Li asked me: "Don't you understand?"

I said, "I want you to explain clearly."

Song Li suddenly laughed, and she said, "Xia Lailai, should I say you are smart or stupid?"

I just said: "Clean up your mouth." Song Li suddenly said loudly: "It was true that Lin Rongshen was dating back then, but it is also true that he can use me. You don't know how painful it is to be his girlfriend. , 360 five days a year, apart from being able to say a few words in a normal way, I have never even held hands. The only time I have had the most intimate time is when you come to him. After all, this girlfriend of mine is just a It's just an actor who matches his performance."

When Song Li said this, there was still a trace of resentment in my eyes. She said: "The first time we kissed, it was in the library. You were standing outside at that time. You didn't know how well he kissed." You put so much effort into it, but as soon as you turn around, his devotion becomes completely disinterested in an instant. Xia Lailai, I don’t understand how I am worse than you? I, Song Li, are taller than you in terms of body and appearance. Will I lose so badly in front of you?"

The more Song Li talked, the more excited she became, the hands holding the water glass were turning white, and she didn't respond to the children clamoring for water.

I couldn't speak, I could only look at her indifferently the whole time.

Song Li said: "Don't look at me with such eyes, I don't think I lost in front of you, I just lost to time, if I meet him before you, you want Xia Lailai to fight against me Said, just an ordinary passerby in life."

I said, "I never thought I was more beautiful than you. You are the one who wants to compare with me."

Song Li said with a wry smile at the corner of her mouth: "Yeah, the pity is that you have never regarded me as your opponent, and I have regarded you as an enemy for so many years, but in the end I was no match for you and didn't take me seriously at all." people."

I said, "Why did you and Lin Rongshen break up?"

Song Li said: "Of course we will break up after the show is over."

Seeing that I couldn't understand, Song Li said with a mocking smile: "After Lin Rongshen sent me to the hospital, he said sorry for you and me, and then flew back to City O that night. I think he probably went to the hospital. I'm looking for you, because not long after you left, he called you. After no one answered, he bought a plane ticket for the night, but I don't know what happened to him after he went back. When he came back again, people He became very depressed and didn't like to talk very much. He stayed in the laboratory every day. At that time, he became very scary and ignored everyone. No matter how many ways I tried to make him happy, it didn't work. No, he was never indifferent, and sometimes he didn’t even bother to respond to what I said, and during that period, people in the laboratory were afraid to talk to him.”

Song Li said: "But seeing you come to me today and talking about the child, I think his abnormal mood during that time is probably related to what you just said?"

She said: "I really didn't know that your child was gone. If your friend didn't tell me today, I might not know until now."

I said, "Then whose child is yours?"

Song Li said: "A scumbag."

I said, "That is, during your relationship with Lin Rongshen, did you have sex with other men?"

Song Li said: "I just want to see if he cares about me." She sneered and said: "But it turns out that even if I, as his girlfriend, is pregnant with another man's child, he doesn't dislike me, and naturally he doesn't care. , because in his eyes I am a dispensable person, probably only you, Xia Lailai, have the ability to influence him in this world, right?"

I said, "At that time he told me that if something happened to your child, he would die."

Song Li burst out laughing, and she said: "I don't know what happened between you, I don't know why he said such things, I just know that he is really unfeeling to me, anyway Not long after you left, we broke up. After the breakup, Lin Rongshen never had a girlfriend again. Although there were still many school girls who followed him, they all died in the end. Over time, many people thought that I was It’s amazing, after all, I’m the only girlfriend Lin Rongshen has ever had. He also said that after we broke up, the reason why he didn’t talk about it was because he couldn’t remember my old relationship. To be honest, sometimes I really hope those rumors are true. Unfortunately, I know better than anyone else that in Lin Rongshen's emotional world, the protagonist has never been me."

(End of this chapter)