I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 7 Adoption
My mother listened to it for a long time, and said with a sneer, "Whoever loves it or not has been dead for so many years, why do you still ask this question?"

My mother sent me to the gate of the community, but she didn't follow me upstairs, probably because what I just said spoiled my mood, so she drove away without saying anything to me.

I came home exhausted, and just opened the door, only to find that my mother-in-law came home and prepared a sumptuous dinner. Zhan Dong came out of the kitchen, and saw me just entering the door at a glance. After wiping off the drops of water on his hands, he reached me and hurriedly dragged me into the bedroom.

I didn't understand which song he sang, and then he lowered his voice and said: "Since you were hospitalized, my mother has been crying at home every day. Today, I finally feel better. Don't wait a while." Mention the matter of the child."

Just as I was about to say something, Zhan Dong covered my mouth with his hand, and said in a weak voice, "I know, if it wasn't for my mother, your body wouldn't be like this at all, but Lai Lai, my mother is also a piece of cake." Kindness, no matter how you say she is my mother, I hope you can understand, and..."

When he said this, he stopped talking, took my cold hand and said: "And even if we can't have our own children in the future, it doesn't mean that we won't have the opportunity to be parents again. After a while, we will go to the orphanage to adopt them." How about it?"

I have never had any special thoughts about children, but I didn't expect Zhan Dong to have such thoughts after my body changed, and he was so urgent, but it's normal to think about it, after all, he is the same as his mother, and he cares about children I have always pursued it extremely, and now that I am infertile, adoption is the fastest way to go.

Just as I was thinking about Zhan Dong's words, I felt that his hand holding my hand was getting tighter and tighter, so tight that it made me feel pain, I frowned and looked at Zhan Dong slightly and said, "What are you doing? "

Zhan Dong suddenly realized, as if frightened, he immediately retracted his hand, and he immediately smiled and said, "Did it hurt you?"

I rubbed my red wrist, and said strangely, "Of course, why are you using so much force?"

Zhan Dong scratched his head in embarrassment and said, "Aren't I afraid that you will disagree? After all, I really like children..."

Speaking of this, he lowered his head, looking at it from my perspective, I could see a trace of sadness from him inexplicably, and I suddenly understood that the one who wanted the child most was not Zhan Dong's mother, but Zhan Dong himself.

After so many years of marriage, he has given me too much freedom, so much that I often ignore his feelings. Inexplicably, at this moment, I suddenly want to hug him, and I did, but he was hugged by me instead. Unprepared, his face was surprised, even a little panicked.

This is the first time in our five years of marriage that I took the initiative to give him my arms. In our normal marriage, both of us play the role of a competent husband and wife, and we have never lost our minds or lost our minds. The ward needs to be heard from the other party and wait for the other party's consent.

This was the first time that I felt guilty and sympathetic to this man, which made me finally compromise and agree to his proposal to adopt a child without much hesitation.

But I didn't expect that this would be the stupidest thing I've ever done in my life. I felt guilty towards him at this moment. These guilts finally pushed me into the bottomless abyss. If I could go back in time and go back to today, I wouldn't Hug him, I will give him a slap with no expression on my face, and then say to him: "Why don't you die?"

Marriage turns out to be deceitful too.

Once the matter of adopting a child was mentioned positively, it was brought forward soon after getting the consent of Zhan Dong's mother. On the day of going to the orphanage to see the child, Zhan Dong and I had already asked for leave in advance at the company, and the two of us panicked. I went to the mall in a panic for a long time, and bought a lot of snacks and toys that children like to eat. We haven't had much contact with children. When we got there, we saw a bunch of children playing in the yard, but we were stunned. up.

I thought we were going to choose our future child from among the more than 200 orphans. Just as my scalp was tingling, the director of the orphanage led us into her office privately and recommended a child to us.

That child has an outstanding appearance and is dressed a little better than ordinary people. When he sees Zhan Dong and me, he smiles sweetly, which makes people like him.

The dean said that this child has no physical and mental health problems, because he grew up in the orphanage, he is not afraid of people, and has a cheerful personality, so he is always very polite to people, and asked how Zhan Dong and I feel.

Zhan Dongxin was so happy that he didn't know what to do. Naturally, he took a good bite. He enthusiastically picked up the child and couldn't wait to play with the newly bought things for him. Instead, I stood aside and watched coldly, not getting too close, the dean I thought it was because I didn't like it, so I smiled and asked me what was wrong, if I was not satisfied.

I replied with a smile that I was very satisfied, and turned to look at Zhan Dong.

After being married for so many years, I realized that he could be so happy, so happy that it made me feel strange.

I stood there the whole time and looked at the past. This child and Zhan Dong hit it off very well, and even called Zhan Dong's father as soon as he opened his mouth, which made Zhan Dong's heart burst into joy.

Such a hit-and-run child was eventually adopted by us.

In addition to Zhan Dong, my mother-in-law also liked it even more. She hugged my grandson one by one, making it look like his own. It's strange to say that that child gets along well with everyone, but only Du doesn't like me very much, maybe it's because I don't want to get too close to him. He never asks me to hug him, and he doesn't act like a baby with me. Even when he talks to me, he always looks like he is afraid of getting close.

I told Zhan Dong about my doubts. I told him privately when the two of us were lying on the bed at night. Zhan Dong explained to me that I was too serious and asked me to play with him often so that we could cultivate Expressing feelings, after all, is a matter of a lifetime.

I don't know why I am like this, probably because of my own birth, I always feel that there is a layer of separation, but in real life, there are always too many things that need to be compromised, such as you don't like it, but the other person likes it, and you have to Do acceptance for the other side.

I leaned on the bed and meditated for a long time before I asked Zhan Dong if I would take the children to the playground tomorrow, but before I finished speaking, Zhan Dong fell asleep and didn't respond to me, his face was tired.

During this period of time, he had to play with his children until late every night, and he had to go to work, so he was naturally extremely tired.

I looked at his sleeping profile and felt bored, so I turned off the light and lay down as well.

(End of this chapter)