I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 9 Worry
It's been five years, it's been five years, we haven't seen each other for so long, what kind of person has he become in these five years?hate me?Married?Are you happier than before without me?
Has he...had he thought about me in the past five years, even for a moment, a second involuntarily, did he?
I want to ask a lot. This emotion is like boiling water, constantly jumping up and down. It just so happens that I am so vulnerable at this time that I almost throw away my self-esteem and vows. Clean, tell him honestly, yes, I can't forget you, and you.

But after these words reached my lips, I was finally interrupted in time by a loud doctor Lin behind me, and I was suddenly in a cold sweat for no reason.

Lin Rongshen turned back in response, and a petite nurse came trotting towards us. When she reached Lin Rongshen, she smiled sweetly and handed him the pink umbrella in her hand, saying, "You forgot again, there is still rain outside." It's raining so much."

Lin Rongshen glanced at the nurse and asked, "Today's evening shift?"

The nurse said helplessly and regretfully, "That's right, I can't go off work with you."

Lin Rongshen chuckled and said, "I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

The nurse hurriedly shook her hand and said, "No need, you have had so many surgeries recently, and they were all major surgeries, you should go home and rest."

Lin Rongshen didn't answer immediately, but stared at the nurse's face for a while, the little nurse was a little unnatural and blushed under Lin Rongshen's gaze, she covered her face and asked shyly, "Why are you looking at me like this? "

Lin Rongshen still smiled and didn't speak, his eyes were full of smiles, that smile could really drown people.

The nurse didn't dare to look at him more and more. Lin Rongshen seemed to not want to tease him, so he laughed and said, "Okay, I'll pick you up tomorrow morning. The hospital is so busy recently, go to work."

The little nurse's dodging eyes suddenly lit up when she heard Lin Rongsheng's words, and she asked full of hope, "Is it true?"

Lin Rongshen nodded and confirmed, "Well, it's true."

The little nurse cheered happily, completely forgetting that she had said duplicity just now that she didn't need him to pick it up. The two stood there talking for a while, and the nurse who was completely devoted to Lin Rongshen finally found me beside her, and she felt a little embarrassed. Carefully looked at me and asked Lin Rongshen, "This is..."

Lin Rongshen glanced casually at me who was still turning away from him, and briefly explained to the little nurse: "A patient." As if afraid of her overthinking, he stretched out his hand to stroke her hairy head and said, "Okay, Go to work." The little nurse took a peek at me, and then at Lin Rongshen, then she was relieved, nodded reluctantly, and walked away from here step by step.

The corridor where there were not many people was quiet again. Seeing that I was standing there still, Lin Rongshen looked up at the pattering rain outside, and said, "I'll see you off."

I said, "No, I'm going to stay in the hospital."

Lin Rongshen asked: "Are you sure?"

I said, "I'm sure."

Lin Rongshen said: "It seems that your husband values ​​the adopted son more than you."

I said, "He just prefers children."

Lin Rongshen said, "Are you sure?"

I frowned: "Is there still a fake?"

Lin Rongshen did not answer.

He just waved his hand at me and said, "It's getting late, I should go home."

After finishing speaking, he didn't stay here any longer. After leaving me, he walked towards the elevator door at the other end of the corridor. After walking a few steps, he stopped again and said to me: "I forgot to tell you , that one just now is my new wife, her name is Millie, although she is young, she has a very pleasant and well-behaved personality." He stopped talking, and asked, "What do you think?"

There was silence in the corridor for a minute. My clenched fists were loosened and clenched, and clenched and loosened again and again for a long time. I took a deep breath and said with a relieved face: "I heard you say that. I'm relieved, I thought you were still worrying about the past, I've been afraid for so many years that you would delay yourself because of me, it's okay, it's okay, you're finally married, and you haven't been hurt by me Being delayed with my mother finally made me feel relieved."

Lin Rongshen laughed inexplicably and said, "You should be at ease, I am afraid that you will be worried and worry."

The elevator opened at this moment, and he walked steadily into the elevator, and when the elevator door closed, his face also disappeared.

It took me a lot of effort to escape from the huge suffocation. I told myself over and over again in my heart that it is a good thing that he has a wife. It is a good thing that he is so warm to her. It is also a good thing that he is so cruel and cold to me. a good thing.

But why does my heart hurt so much, it hurts like it was peeled off layer by layer, and then it is tortured with boiling oil, it feels so uncomfortable that I will die in the next second.

But Xia Lailai, what right do you have to be distressed now?You don't even have the right to be distressed.

I walked to Dede's ward alone in a daze. At this time, he had come out of the operating room and was out of danger. My mother-in-law and Zhan Dong were all guarding the ward, and Dede's small body lay flat there without making any sound.

I originally wanted to go in, but thinking of Zhan Dong looking at me today, I flinched again. This time, it was indeed my fault. No matter whether it was my own or not, I did not take the responsibility of taking good care of the child. It was indeed me. It's my fault, if there is a mistake, how should I explain it to the orphanage, and mother-in-law Zhan Dong.

I was terrified, but fortunately, I didn't go in to disturb them, but went home overnight. Early the next morning, I packed all the change of clothes, and brought some snacks and toys that children like to eat. go to the hospital.

But when we arrived at Dede's ward, neither Zhan Dong nor his mother-in-law were in the room. There was only one woman who claimed to be Dede's nurse. I put down the things in my hands and casually asked her how old she was and whether she had given birth. She asked for advice on how to take care of children, but who knew that after she stammered her answer, she left in a hurry, sweating profusely.

I looked at her back, and I didn't have too much doubt at the time, I just felt that the nurse was a little edgy, so I went to see Dede, who was sleeping soundly on the hospital bed, and was fascinated by it, but who knew that another person came in outside the door, It wasn't Zhan Dong or mother-in-law, but an unexpected person, the nurse who gave Lin Rongshen the umbrella last night.

I stood up from the chair in surprise, looked at her and asked, "Excuse me..."

The nurse smiled softly and said, "Hello, Miss Xia."

(End of this chapter)