I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 90

I thought my mother was still pretending, because she had done this kind of thing before, whenever I quarreled with her, she would pretend to be sick, pretending to be about to die of anger at me.

And at that time, I was so stupid, why did I think I was so inhuman?Is it easy for my mother to raise me so big?I have no way to repay her for nurturing her, but I try to find something to annoy her, so as soon as she uses this trick, I immediately admit my mistake and admit defeat.

But this time, I don't intend to admit my mistake and admit defeat again. I've had enough of her endless tricks. I stood aside and looked indifferently and said, "How long are you going to pretend? Do you think it's interesting? Do you think I will still trust you like before? Mom, for so many years, you are selfish enough alone. I have paid for your past affairs until now. I thought that one day you will understand how much I have endured for you. But looking at it now, you still haven’t realized it. When encountering such a thing, you can still make decisions for me without hesitation, regardless of my thoughts. Whether it’s my life or my marriage, now even your children You have to decide to take the knife for me because of the previous things, why? Just because I am your daughter, just because I was born by you, so my life will always be controlled by you?! I don’t obey Am I unfilial? Am I your daughter or your puppet?"

My emotions became more and more agitated, and my words became less and less serious, and more and more sharp. My mother really pretended this time, she didn't even refute me, she just kept lying there panting, as if her body Something really went wrong, but I still didn't believe it, and continued to say excitedly, "Mom! You've had enough! You've had enough! Stop pretending! Are you finished?"

As soon as I said this, my mother held her chest tightly with her hand, and suddenly spit out a mouthful of dirty blood, and then she passed out.

The situation after that was very chaotic. I only know that I rushed out of the ward and shouted for the doctor in a panic. It was because my voice was too terrifying. They thought that something serious had happened, and the doctors who were alarmed by my voice rushed into the ward where my mother was at the same time.

The inside became chaotic in an instant, and my mother was carried out by two or three doctors. Her face was pale and she was already unconscious.

I ran and ran after her at a loss, until she was sent to the operating room for rescue, and I was shut outside the door. Then I stopped my steps, stood there, and looked at the closed door. The door is in a daze.

Jian Lihua poked his crutches and walked behind me and said: "As a daughter, she doesn't even know her mother's physical condition, but she adds fuel to the flames. This is the biggest unfilial act. Don't forget, you are pregnant with For your own child, you made her vomit blood because of the child's problem and a person who was like you who was pregnant in October and carefully protected you. Who is the selfish person? Young people, you should think clearly. After this child is taken care of, I think that Ms. Tan's physical condition will deteriorate even more in the future, so you should think about it for yourself, whether it is the elderly mother or the child in your womb that is more important."

I didn't expect that Jian Lihua would still insist on mentioning this matter at this point. I finally couldn't bear it anymore and yelled at him: "You are enough! I don't care about this child! If you think you can't keep this kind of Please discuss the matter with your grandson, and stop haunting me!"

A person like Jian Lihua has probably never been yelled at so loudly in her entire life, so her face became extremely dark in my voice, but I don't intend to ease the atmosphere. I give him respect because he doesn't want it, don't blame me for not doing it Respect the old and love the young.

I said hoarsely: "My mother is in the emergency room now, Mr. Jane is not welcome here, please go back first."

With a livid face, Jian Lihua snorted coldly and said, "Miss Xia, don't take chances, I will never let you into my house."

I said: "I don't want to enter the door of your Jane's house, I want to enter the door of the Lin family, so whether I should enter this door or not, it really has nothing to do with you."

Jian Lihua sneered and said, "You will pay the price for your words and unreasonableness today."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and poked his cane away. Even at such an age, when he walked, he still felt windy under his feet. His grandson's emotional affairs.

As soon as Jian Lihua left, I leaned against the wall helplessly, praying in my heart that my mother would be safe. After waiting for more than an hour, a doctor finally came out of the operation, and I immediately went up to ask my mother How is the situation.

After the doctor took off the mask, his expression was a little serious. The seriousness on his face gave me a bad premonition, and I was even a little afraid of the next second.

Sure enough, the next second the doctor said: "Your mother's condition may be a bit bad."

I said, "What do you mean by kinda bad?"

The doctor said, "You have to be mentally prepared."

I clenched my fist unconsciously, and after a long time I said, "Please tell me."

The doctor said: "We have initially diagnosed that she may have lung cancer."

I said, "Lung cancer?"

The doctor said, "Yes, but it's not certain yet."

I smiled and said, "Doctor, what do you mean by not being sure? Don't scare me, how could she get lung cancer if she doesn't smoke or drink?"

Seeing that my mood had changed a lot, the doctor suddenly asked me as if remembering something: "Are you a pregnant woman in room 506?"

I said: "Don't ask me this, I just ask you, how is my mother now?"

The doctor seemed to be afraid that I would get emotional, so he gave a somewhat perfunctory answer. He said, "It's just a possibility, not completely sure. We need to do the next step of the examination, so please don't worry, lady, you are already pregnant. It's better to go to the hospital and lie down, as long as your mother has any movement, we will tell you the truth."

After he finished speaking, he seemed unwilling to say anything more, and immediately said to a nurse passing by us: "Take this pregnant woman to the ward to rest, be careful."

The nurse nodded, came over to support me and said, "Miss, let's go, I'll take you to your room."

I looked back at the door of the operating room and said in a trembling voice, "But my mother..."

The nurse said: "The doctor is treating you, and you are of no use here, so follow me to the room and rest."

I still refused, but the nurse was very insistent on taking me away.

When I arrived at the ward, I basically didn’t have much strength in my body, so I could only let the nurse help me to sit on the bed. The nurse was afraid that there might be something wrong with me, so she immediately ran to my attending doctor, and when the doctor arrived After seeing my lifeless appearance, he immediately took my blood pressure.

When she found that her blood pressure was a little high, she was a little anxious, and asked, "What happened? I told you not to fluctuate your mood. Did you remember my words?"

Seeing that I was just leaning there and not talking, the doctor felt that there was something wrong, and looked at the nurse at the side. The nurse naturally understood what was going on, so she came up and whispered in the doctor's ear, saying What, I didn't hear clearly, because the volume was just enough for the two of them to hear.

When the nurse left her ear, her expression changed slightly, and she immediately held my hand and said, "Lai Lai, Rong Shen entrusted you to me, so I have the right to be responsible for your current body. Don't be too anxious about things, when I passed by there just now, the doctor who treated your mother said that she has woken up and is resting in the ward, so don't worry, there is nothing serious."

She pulled the quilt for me and asked me, "Is there anything you want to eat?"

I said, "I want to see my mother."

The doctor said: "She just came out of the operating room, can you let her rest for a while?"

After the doctor finished speaking, he ordered the nurse to prepare progesterone.

The nurse nodded immediately after hearing this, turned around and went out to prepare, and came in again. The attending doctor gave me two injections and gave me a bowl of dark Chinese medicine.

When I was almost stabilized, a nurse ran in with a mobile phone outside the door, and said to my attending doctor: "Dr. Jiang, you have a phone number."

Seeing that my mood had stabilized a lot, Dr. Jiang turned around to look at the nurse who ran in. She asked in a low voice, "Who is it?"

The nurse handed her the phone and said, "I don't know, it's been ringing for a long time."

After Dr. Jiang put down the syringe, he took it from the nurse. When she saw the call reminder, she immediately pressed the answer button, and she went out the door.

After a few minutes, she came in again holding the mobile phone, and said to me who was lying on the bed: "Lai Lai, Dr. Lin is calling, and I want you to answer the call."

My eyes twitched violently.

Dr. Jiang saw that I ignored her. After she arrived at my bedside with the mobile phone, she put the mobile phone next to my ear, and Lin Rongshen's voice came from inside.

He called out, "Lai Lai."

After hearing his voice, I didn't know how I felt in my heart. At this time, my thoughts were still on my mother's illness.

Seeing that I still didn't respond, Lin Rongshen on the other end of the phone said again: "I'm still at the airport where I am transiting. It will take about five hours to reach my destination after the next plane arrives. That means I have five There is no way to contact you for hours, so during these five hours, you must do what I say, do you understand? I don't want anything to happen to you now. "

He said: "You follow what I said, lie on the bed quietly and rest, don't think about it, I will be back in two days, I have a little understanding of your mother's situation, now it is only a preliminary result, that is to say, there is still a lot of work to be done. Further certification, 90.00% of patients, as doctors, will suspect cancer when encountering an unknown condition, but the final result of further inspection shows that 80.00% of the patients are not cancer, which is a normal suspicion. Don't you have any burden in your heart, understand?"

I tightened my throat and finally spoke. I said, "Your grandpa came to see me today."

Lin Rongshen said, "I already know."

I said, "He wants me to remove the baby."

Lin Rongshen said, "Well, I know too."

I broke down a bit, and I said: "Lin Rongshen, this road is so hard to stick to. I'm so afraid that something will happen to my mother. You don't know how badly I quarreled with her just now about the child. Her body Not feeling well, I thought she was faking it. At that time, I still stimulated her with ugly words, and she vomited a lot of blood. I don’t know what to do now. I only have her as a family member. If she What should I do if something goes wrong?"

Lin Rongshen could tell from the phone that I was very emotional, and he said, "Lai Lai, calm down first."

I couldn't calm down at all, and I said: "I don't want a child anymore, I don't want anything anymore, I only have one mother, she also had a lot of hardships when she was pregnant with me, but instead of repaying her, I also gave her my life for my own sake." The child hurt her like this, I knew early on that there was no result between us, but I was greedy and didn't believe it. I thought that as long as I worked hard, I could be together, but now I realize that many things are not as easy as I thought. There's just not that much courage and luck to get over everything, and now I just want my mom to be okay, you know? It doesn't matter, I just want my mom to be okay."

Lin Rongshen on the phone suddenly fell silent. He didn't respond to my words. I cried and said, "Why don't you talk?"

Lin Rongshen said: "What do you want me to say? Make you abort the child?"

I cried and said, "Do you still want to keep the child? It is impossible for Jian Lihua to let us be together."

Lin Rongshen sneered and said: "Xia Lailai, let me ask you, if your mother is really diagnosed with cancer, will you help her condition by removing the child? Make her happy? Make her happy? You use a new life Do you think it’s a good deal to win the happiness of a person who is about to die soon? Huh? Answer me honestly.”

I said, "Then what do you want me to do? Just watch my mother die? How could I be so selfish and make her feel uncomfortable. She is my only relative, and I simply cannot lose her."

Lin Rongshen said: "So now you are going to use your child to atone for your recklessness? Well, I will have someone prepare the operation for you now, there is no need to wait, and after two hours, you can make your mother happy."

Lin Rongshen hung up the phone directly, and I sat there in a daze holding the phone. Dr. Jiang stood there watching for a long time, and found that something was wrong, so he asked me cautiously: "Lai Lai, how is it?"

I wiped away the tears on my face, shook my head at her and handed her the phone and said, "It's okay, I'm going to see my mother."

Dr. Jiang wanted to stop me, but the next second her cell phone rang, she had no choice but to ask the nurse to follow me, and then she took the cell phone and found a quiet place to answer the call.

When I arrived at my mother's ward, several doctors were putting oxygen tubes on her nose. She was lying on the bed without any consciousness, her face and lips were very pale. In my impression, my mother has always been in good health. They rarely get sick, and they always yell at me, and the volume is always full of energy.

So I always feel that nothing in this world can defeat her. She is always so energetic, how could she be sick.

But at this moment, when I saw her lying on the hospital bed, I realized that she is also a woman, and she is also subject to illness, and she is not as strong as imagined.

These years, she raised me alone and heard too many gossips, but she still didn't show any weakness in front of me. Instead, she worked very hard to create a good living environment for me, so that I don't have to worry about it. Worrying about money, I don’t have to run around for life. She used everything she could to create a safe haven for me, but I never knew how to understand her, and I had conflicts with her ideas. I just quarreled with her time and time again. Use the worst language to hurt her.

Well now, she finally fell in front of me, is this the result I want?

I stood outside and kept crying with my mouth covered, trying not to disturb her in the room with my crying. After the doctor inside took care of everything for her, I opened the door and walked out. When they saw me, Asked if I was a dependent.

I immediately wiped away my tears and said hoarsely, "I am."

One of the doctors said, "You can't go in for a visit right now, at least until tomorrow."

I said, "How is she doing now?"

The doctor said with certainty: "It has stabilized."

I grabbed the doctor's hand and asked, "Then what is my mother's situation now? Can the doctor tell me the specific situation?"

The doctor said to me: "Your mother is in stable condition and will wake up tomorrow so don't worry."

I saw that the doctor never answered what I wanted, so I said, "But didn't you say that she might have lung cancer? Is that right?"

The doctor said: "Currently it's just suspicion, not sure, and further examinations are still underway. Don't worry too much, she doesn't look like that."

I said, "It's not like why you suspect it's cancer? Can you tell me an accurate answer? No matter what the result is, I can accept it, as long as I confirm her current situation."

The doctor didn't expect me to be so difficult to dismiss, and when they didn't know what to do, Doctor Jiang and the others rushed over immediately, supported me and said, "Lai Lai, stop making noise here, can you let your mother have a good rest? You'll make her rest like this."

I shook my head with red eyes and said, "No, I want to be here with her, I won't leave."

Dr. Jiang probably saw that my mood was getting worse, so she immediately sent the nurse to find the dean. The dean is Lin Rongshen's teacher. After hearing about my current situation, she naturally dropped everything she was doing and came to find me. , when he arrived in front of me, he took my hand and said: "Lai Lai, you listen to the director and go back to the ward first? Rong Shen will be back soon, and everything will be fine when he comes back. And the kids."

(End of this chapter)