Wang Junkai in whose landscape are you in?

Chapter 300 [Kay Me] Treat you the same (15)

[15]
After taking the medicine, I wanted to go out so that he could rest. After turning around, I hurriedly said, "Go to sleep, I'll go first"

The words were interrupted by him first, "Where else can you go so late?"

Yeah, where else can I go this late.
I turned around and met his eyes, and found that those eyes were full of smiles, many of which were a little inexplicable.Then I saw him pointing with a big hand, pretending to be innocent and saying, "The bed is still big." Every word and every sentence is full of vitality, but full of cunning.I didn't want to compromise and was about to turn around and leave immediately, but he said again, "There are quite a lot of girls who have lost contact recently."

Wang Junkai, you are cruel.

Lying next to Wang Junkai has a very reassuring feeling, but I have been forcing myself never to turn my head to look at Wang Junkai, because I clearly feel that someone is staring at me hotly.

Like a wolf watching a sheep.

Wang Junkai, please don't look at me like this, I will lose my life.I silently gave Wang Junkai a supercilious look in my heart, but so what? He turned a blind eye at all.

"I really like the way it is now, just the two of us, happy." He said to himself, I gave up my mind and listened quietly. "I will plant your favorite roses for you in the yard, and you will occasionally bring me water to drink. When we are busy, you sit next to me and write novels. I sit next to you and think about creation. Hold hands to watch a few movies and eat street snacks a few times, and when we grow old, we hold each other's hands and walk the road we walked together, to see the tall sycamore tree by the street."

Yes, such a future is really good, and I have fantasized about it, but the current me cannot give you such a future.Seems like it was meant to be that way from the start.

There was no fate between us, I was just holding on to it.

I closed my eyes and fell asleep, pretending I didn't hear it, and finally heard his sigh, "But Xu Luo, how did we get to this state."

But in fact, I haven't thought about it.

None of us thought that it would become like this, but in the end, we have come to this step.

Probably people are animals that live towards death. Maybe when you wake up one day tomorrow, you will be surprised to find that your arms are empty, and the warmth you once had no longer exists.Those beautiful scenes in the past will be played again in your mind one day. This painful and suffocating feeling is like being slapped in the face, like thunder in a storm.

I forgot how I fell asleep, I just felt that I slept well for the first time in so many days, and there was no fear in the dream, probably because Wang Junkai was by my side so I felt at ease for no reason.

When I got up my watch said seven o'clock.

His hand was on my body, I moved my body slightly, and when I saw him, I found that he was frowning. I really wanted to reach out to help him smooth the center of his brow, but I couldn't.I simply stiffened my body and didn't dare to move anymore. I held my breath and looked at the young man who was close at hand, not knowing what it was like in my heart.

The young man who catches the eye has fair skin, a little messy hair, revealing a smooth forehead, and his heroic eyebrows are exposed to the air.Her lips were pursed a little tight, her beautiful peach blossom eyes were closing her eyes to rest her mind at the moment, and her long and thick eyelashes completed the most beautiful gesture in the air.

The boy I love has the best looks without a doubt.

I was distracted like that, and at a certain moment I saw the man with beautiful peach eyes opened his eyes, looking at me who was wandering with a teasing meaning, "I got up so early, I need to sleep more. "While speaking, he made a gesture to hug me in his arms, but in the end when he touched me, he just let me rest my head on his arm.I still ignored him, and miscellaneous thoughts ran around in my mind, "I am in front of you, who else can you think of?" The tone of complaint is like a child who couldn't eat candy and couldn't get the toys he wanted. Same.

I was immediately happy.

In fact, I was just thinking, how could I meet such a wonderful you.

In my lingering, last days, it became the only belief I could not hope for.

Wang Junkai volunteered to cook, I sat on his sofa and chatted with Wang Yuan, while Qianxi sat on the single sofa and looked at us coldly, and finally asked me, "Are you an author? ?”

I don't know why he asked, but just nodded.

He seemed to want to say something, but at this time Wang Junkai had already come out with the dishes, and the dark blue apron seemed to match him, so he stopped and buried his head and continued to read the book about philosophy in his hand. After a long time, he Only then did he speak again with a smile, "I have read your book."

"With deep despair and loneliness."

I didn't answer, I secretly speculated about this sentence, and in a blink of an eye, I saw Qian Xi who was already sitting at the dining table, ignoring the others' feasting, without any grace at all.He and Wang Yuan yelled that it was hot, but they still swallowed gulpful gulps, and stuffed each other's vegetables into their own mouths.

I'm sure they will bring another kind of joy to Wang Junkai's life, so as to make up for the sadness that he lost me.

I lost my mind for a moment.Feeling that the light in front of me was blocked by a huge object, I raised my head, but I met Wang Junkai's smiling eyes. The sun was a bit dazzling, and it covered his whole body. I could clearly identify his mouth shape in the backlight. Every word seemed to be resounding, and I clearly heard him say, let's go eat.I nodded, took his hand, and jumped to the table with a smile.

I really should go.

It would seem fair to have them and lose me.

Therefore, Wang Junkai, this world is fair, it takes away what you love so much, and it is bound to let better people make up for your huge shortcomings.But I seem to have forgotten that some people have certain things that no one else can replace no matter how hard they try.

Just like when I met you at that time.

Today, Wang Junkai's company rarely grants leave. The two people who are free are eager to return to the quilt to sleep again. They desperately hope that they can make up for the hard work they have suffered for so many days through sleep, and let them stay up all night without sleep. All the dark circles under the eyes are going to die.

But Wang Junkai was very energetic. He leaned against the door, squinted his eyes and smiled at me, "Let's go shopping."

I nodded.

It is indeed time to play back.But I swear this is the last time, playing so freely and regardless of the cost.To make my own shortcomings a little more perfect.

I promise, no matter what it is from now on, I will never let Wang Junkai control my emotions again. After today, we will be the most familiar strangers in the world.

But before tomorrow comes, let time go slower, so that I can engrave all his smiles in my heart, fortunately, I can treasure them all.

Wang Junkai and I ate all over the snack street, and came out of the snack street with a big belly.

I don't know when the fans followed us. I noticed it first, and unconsciously wanted to shake off his hand, but he was too strong, and I couldn't shake it off at all.He turned his head to look at me, and said angrily, "What's the matter?"

"Angry?"

Frankly speaking, I don't have a good temper, but I don't get angry for no reason. My anger is very strange, and my cuteness is also very strange.For example, I love the scene of Qianxi and Wang Yuan grabbing food.So a good-tempered person like me was completely amused when he heard Wang Junkai's words.

Am I so narrow-minded?

I approached him, and said in a low voice that was only audible to each other, "Well, no. I just want to tell you good news, you are being followed by your fans." At that time, I clearly saw Wang Junkai Three black lines slid across his forehead, and the original smile was gradually replaced by haze.

Probably not used to being followed like this.

I lost my mind for a moment, and recently I have been getting more and more in a trance.

"Why are you standing still, run." Before I recovered, he stretched out his hand and grabbed me and ran away.I followed behind his long legs. I really only wanted to say three words. I was so tired that I had to take several steps to keep up with every step he took.

The morning sun avoided the obstruction of the leaves, and sprinkled it all on Wang Junkai's body meticulously.The sunlight danced wantonly on his eyelashes, outlining the outlines of many unclear profiles.

The wind whistled in my ears, blew through my hair, and blew away my love for Wang Junkai.These likes are like bubbles, they all flew into the sky, and then shattered one by one, I wanted to catch them back but I couldn't.

This feeling of powerlessness.

It's like facing death.

Wang Junkai and I ran on the road for a long time, and then we stopped slowly when we saw no one behind us.

"I'm so tired."

"Your face is so red, remember to exercise next time." He gasped twice and started chattering, while I was sweating coldly on my forehead at the moment, I wanted to say something but couldn't say it, I finally recovered after panting for a long time With a little strength, he retorted without hesitation, "Who told you to run so fast."

He ignored the punishment my eyes gave him, and cast me a cute look that blamed me. I twitched the corners of my mouth and smiled helplessly.

It was a relief to finally get rid of it, and he and I simply walked slowly, talking about messy things.

After walking for a long time, I found that I was hungry again. As the saying goes, food is the most important thing for a good man, so I asked Wang Junkai to eat something to fill his stomach. He nodded in agreement, so I dragged him forward.There is a western-style restaurant in front, the decoration inside is very beautiful, I saw the window seat on the second floor from a distance, and I urged Wang Junkai to hurry up for fear of missing that seat, but he was still leisurely, so I simply dragged him Pulled.

In fact, I have been planning for a long time how to get out, and I believe this restaurant can help me.

I had many, many thoughts in my heart, but in the end they were all for leaving.I smiled sarcastically, and looked at Wang Junkai reluctantly, his eyes are still so deep and charming, his facial features are still so delicate, but even if I don't give up, so what, I can't change anything.

If death is farewell, I would rather live away.

Wang Junkai, who was sitting across from me, was looking at the window in a daze, and said to me after a while, "Look, the sky outside is so blue." He pointed out the window, and I looked in the direction he pointed.Yes, the current innocence is so blue, but it reveals an unknown sense of desolation, just like the end of an old movie, with a strong sense of gravity.

The waiter served the food, and Wang Junkai began to bury his head in eating. The person next to him left, and the new person came again.

I pursed my lips and did not move the bowl and chopsticks for a long time. Wang Junkai noticed something was wrong and raised his head to ask me, "What's wrong? The food is not to your liking?" His eyes were sincere and concerned, but it made me feel pain.I waved my hands in a panic and said with a smile, "I'm going to the bathroom."

I also had no choice but to run away.

The sound of water filled the bathroom, making a muffled sound.

I reached out to take a handful of water and covered my face, the cold touch made me tremble.

Xu Luo, why are you bothering?

I suddenly remembered Ah Jiu said this to me a long time ago.That was the day I ran away from home. I still clearly remember that it was raining heavily that day. I hurriedly found a phone booth and hid in it. There were many water spots on my face and my hair was sticky. Is it tears or rain that flows wantonly on the earth?I stayed in the phone booth for a long time and thought a lot, and the sky gradually dimmed. In the middle of the night, I saw a person walking towards me, and said with the sound of rain, "Xu Luo, why are you doing this?" ?”

The sound of rain mixed with human voices is not real, but it makes people feel sad inexplicably.

I shook my head.

No, no, I'm not bitter, I asked for everything.

I forced myself to calm down, but I couldn't calm down for a long time. When I thought about leaving forever, how do you want me to say goodbye calmly?I can't appear in front of you and say to you with a hippie smile:
So, Wang Junkai, goodbye.

We don’t meet each other at this intersection and the next intersection, nor is it as simple as when we were children when we were playing after school and yelled to our playmates, see you tomorrow. After today, there will be no tomorrow. There is no next stop.

Karry Wang, I'm coming to the end, but you are just beginning.

I got off at this stop, and at the next stop, I will never be there again.

The phone started to vibrate, I turned on the phone that showed Wang Junkai on it, I stood for a long time with my mouth pursed, and pressed the call button hesitantly.

"Where have you been, for so long?"

Caring, warm, nice, touching.

However, in the future, it will no longer belong to me.

"Huh? Why don't you speak?" His voice was full of anxiety, fear and uneasiness. This feeling of fear spread in his heart, and I even heard the trembling of his tail.

The well-thought-out dialogue also ran out of my mind in an instant, and the only words that came out of my mouth were stuttering, "No." Alas, it's like this every time anyway, in front of him, I will always be just A cute little white rabbit.

He was silent.

Time passed slowly, and the only thing that could be heard on the phone was the subtle sound of electromagnetic waves, nothing else. The quietness made me suspect that he might have hung up, or simply left the phone aside impatiently and angrily.

"Xiao Kai, let me tell you something." I tentatively opened my mouth, but the other end remained indifferent and remained silent.I simply ignored him and continued, "Have you ever thought about it, in fact, it is good for us to be separated. You have your good brother, your career is in full swing, and I understand many things without you talking about them. The gap between us Slowly it started to grow."

"Don't think too much." When he said this, I could even imagine that he had a helpless expression on his face, that he even felt a headache, or that he was rubbing his temples and waiting for me to continue. Helplessly resigned to fate, waited for me, and continued.

"Listen to me. I can feel that even if I don't say it now, the rift will widen in the future. You know, I'm narrow-minded, suspicious, and suspicious of your relationship with anyone. It's really hard like this .You always tell me not to think too much, but..." I sighed, tears began to flow out, the eyes of the person in the mirror were red at the moment, and this embarrassed posture made me want to laugh again.

Come on Xu Luo, you asked for it.

"so what?"

"So, goodbye, Wang Junkai."

Just let me withdraw from your life in this gesture.

At least not embarrassment, at least, no regrets.

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone on my own, and I collapsed on the door powerlessly, tears becoming more and more turbulent.

It's not that I don't like it anymore.

sorry Sorry.

But, what else can I do, other than pretending that I don't care about anything, what else can I do.The weather outside the window was bright and bright.

His phone call came again, as I expected.The sound of the ringtone was a little loud, and it seemed abrupt in the quiet bathroom. I pressed the hang up button cruelly, then turned off the phone, took out the SIM card, and threw it in the trash can as if nothing had happened.

People are always entangled by various emotions, and I am often led away by reluctance, but this time, it can no longer be like this.

In this case, he will be more sad in the future.I secretly rejoiced at my own cleverness, even though I clearly knew that I had never sought Wang Junkai's opinion at all, nor had I thought about being fair or unfair to him.

Like, itself is not a fair thing.

[Phase [-]/Original Work: Min Luo/To be continued]
(End of this chapter)