Jiangshan is the betrothal gift

Chapter 148
And what is she living here now?
Rui Yi covered her face and choked up silently, tears streaming down her fingers, and in the end, she was the only one who became a joke.

If you have a home, you can't go back, if you have a country, you can't return.

Duckweed has no roots, and she is the only one who suffers.

What kind of demon did she fall into in the first place, so that she could get to where she is today step by step.

If we say that in the past, Ruiyi could not complain, thinking that his fate and luck were not good, whether it was the Rong family or Zhou Chenyi, each had its own choice.But today, she finally figured it out, from the beginning to the end, she was too self-indulgent.

In Zhou Chenyi's heart, in fact, from the beginning to the end, he was just a woman that he could take a second look at, that's all.

If he was really interested in him, the things about the Rong family...wouldn't have happened again and again.In the final analysis, after all, I am a dispensable person.

This was the first time that Rui Yi cried bitterly because of this relationship that was not considered love. After crying, the gloom in his heart gradually dissipated.The night in early spring was still a bit chilly, she was wrapped in a blanket and leaning against the window, looking at the red lights lit up in the racecourse outside, and the sound of the whips of the taming horses could be heard in the distance.

For the first time, Rui Yi really felt what it means to be lonely.In the past, I only felt deserted, with no familiar people around me, no family to cuddle with, but there was always something to think about.She thought that she might be able to go back to Dayan soon, but after today, she knew that as long as the Rong family was still there, she would not be able to go back to Dayan, never to go back again.

However, the Rong family and Zhou Shenyi became in-laws. In the future, only the Rong family will rise to wealth and glory, so she will become a joke.

Needless to say, there is still a deadly enmity between her and the Rong family in Rongling.

"How long are you going to stand there?"

"How do you know I'm here?" Hu Chiyan looked at Rui Yi, whose back was turned to him, in astonishment, but she didn't turn her head, and he hardly made any sound when he came up.

"A woman's intuition." Rui Yi said softly, "Since you're here, come in and sit down. Anyway, you didn't see it once when you were in a mess."

Hu Chiyan raised his foot and walked over, and sat down opposite Rui Yi in a big way, without asking her anything else, he asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

Rui Yi looked at him knowingly when he heard the words, "Haven't you eaten yet?"

"The lord of a country is still very busy."

Too busy to even have time to eat?Rui Yi didn't believe it, knowing that this person might have come to see him specially, he couldn't help but feel warm.Others don't know, but Hu Chiyan knows about her and Zhou Chenyi's affairs.Thinking of this, Rui Yi felt a little embarrassed. Sometimes they know each other too well, and it is really an embarrassing thing that cannot be avoided.

Just like the current situation.

Rui Yi turned sideways and wiped his eyes with a handkerchief. In fact, he hadn't cried for a long time, but his eyes were still a little red, and he knew what was going on at a glance.After wiping it twice, Rui Yi felt that he still didn't want to be seen, so he took the bronze mirror and rouge next to him to cover it up.

Seeing Rui Yi like this, Hu Chiyan stretched out his long arms, sighed softly, and took the things in her hand.

"What are you doing? It would be embarrassing to be seen by others, so give it to me quickly. In front of outsiders, I always want to be honorable." Rui Yi was thinking about getting food delivered, but when people saw her red eyes , I don’t know what to think, so it’s better to cover it up.

Hearing this sentence, Hu Chiyan looked at Rui Yi and smiled, "So in your heart, I'm already a wife."

"What are you talking about, does my wife use it like this?" Rui Yi was really about to be laughed out of anger, and as soon as the words fell to the ground, he understood the meaning of Hu Chiyan's words, and this time he didn't even have the strength to breathe .Speaking of which, the relationship between her and Hu Chiyan is neither close nor close, but it was beyond her imagination to be able to come to this day.

"How do I use it?"

Rui Yi didn't know how to resist Hu Chiyan who was so shameless.After being made such a fuss by him, the remaining depression in my heart disappeared at this moment.Wrapped in a blanket and still leaning against the window edge, she didn't ask for makeup anymore, so she looked at him and said, "Thank you for making this trip, actually I... I really don't have any serious problems, and nothing will happen in the future .”

"Women don't have to be too strong. They still have to cry when they should cry. It is said that children who can cry have candy to eat. I have hard bones since I was a child and never got candy. Why do you have such hard bones as a girl? In fact, you can cry for a while." Crying, no shame, and candy."

It's hard to imagine that someone like Hu Chiyan would say such soft words. The room was a little dark, and the faces of each other were a little blurred, but neither of them got up to light the lamp, and they were separated by a distance. The faint twilight looked at each other.Rui Yi couldn't remember how many years no one had said such words to her.

Since she was sensible, Jiu Yiniang has been telling her to follow Madam's words and please Madam, not to be self-willed, not to be arrogant, not to do unruly things, not to do this or that, even crying depends on the occasion and timing.Later, she won the favor of the eldest lady, and the eldest lady always told her that women should be obedient, strong, and generous, and don't cry so easily that they are not petty.As Ruihua and her gradually deepened their relationship, they were the ones who couldn't easily shed tears. Every time they saw each other, they would always snort twice to show their disdain.

Year after year, she seldom shed tears, most of the time she cried because she had to cry.

In my memory, only Jiu Yiniang said that she would cry when she was wronged when she was very young, but she never said it again.

Today it was actually in Hu Chiyan's mouth, Rui Yi really didn't know what to say when he heard such words.

"You know so much, you seem to be very experienced and often coax people." Rui Yi joked him in embarrassment.

"I never coax people, you are the first."

These words were too ambiguous, and Rui Yi didn't know how to answer them.Slowly lowering her head, her whole weight was leaning against the window edge, she was neither stupid nor dumb, she could naturally feel the difference between Hu Chiyan and her.

It's just that there is too much difference in status between the two of them, and she is from Dayan, so it's not good.Three years later, she never thought that she would marry out in this life. In a foreign country, she didn't even have a relative, and she was wronged after marriage, and she didn't even have a supporter. Be at ease for a lifetime by yourself.

If the eldest lady is here, I'm afraid she will point to her forehead and scold her now, how can there be a girl who doesn't marry.

"Hu Chiyan, don't say such things in the future." Rui Yi said softly after a while.

Hu Chiyan looked at Ruiyi's half-hanging head, the night was getting darker, her facial features could not be seen clearly, only a vague shadow could be seen.Wrapped in a blanket and leaning against the window edge, such a small ball seems to have been abandoned by the whole world.At that moment, seeing her like this, I felt distressed for the first time.He always thought that a person like him would never know what it was like to be in love for the rest of his life. He grew up in such an environment, guarded against everyone around him, and never let go of his heart.

In the past, people wanted his life, so he was on guard.

Later, people wanted the power he gave, and he had to guard against it.

He who is on guard, how can he have leisure time to talk about love.Even beside him, he never dared to let a woman lie down, who knows if his life will be claimed in the middle of the night.

If you kill too many people, you will always worry that your enemies will come to your door, and your life will be the same as going up the mountain of swords and down the frying pan.Anyone who appeared by his side had to be checked carefully before he could feel at ease.

However, he just happened to meet her.

I happened to glance at Xiaoqingshan in the dense forest, and I couldn't let it go from then on, and I didn't expect that there would be such a fate between the two of them, and they could go all the way to this day.

(End of this chapter)