Jiangshan is the betrothal gift

Chapter 149
He doesn't want to have any women involved with the government around him, he doesn't trust them, he doesn't trust anyone.

So, I thought about it several times later, is it because of this that God arranged for him to meet her.A woman who has nothing to do with Di Rong, someone he can try to trust, someone who can keep him from being on guard.Don't have to think about whether he will unite with the family to murder his own life.Don't think about it, if you have children in the future, will you restrain others.Don't think about whether she has any purpose in approaching him.

In this world, to find someone who can make him pleasing to the eye, who can tempt his heart, and who can stay by his side safely, so far there is only one her.

"What are you afraid of?" Hu Chiyan suddenly got up and walked to Rui Yi's side, sat down beside her, and stared at her.

Rui Yi was taken aback by his sudden movement, looked up at him with a slight panic on his face, "I...how can I be afraid?"

"You have!"

"..."

"Rui Yi, I'm not Zhou Chenyi, so you can try to hold my hand."

Rui Yi pursed his lips and did not speak, and stared blankly at Hu Chiyan, the distance between the two was very close, he could feel each other's breathing, and could see the gleam of his eyes shining in the dark night.

Subconsciously caressing her heart, Rui Yi didn't know what she could say, she didn't expect that Hu Chiyan would say this out loud today.Dayan's women are all reserved, and the men will also tactfully signal, where to open up like him is to hold hands, it really is Di Rong's style, and it is too straightforward.

Seeing that Rui Yi didn't speak, Hu Chiyan was not in a hurry, and said slowly, "I don't force you to answer me right away, you just think about it slowly."

Think slowly, what do you think?
Rui Yi's first feeling at this moment was not flattery, but the thought that Hu Chiyan, the Lord of the Kingdom, would make her wonder whether she would choose him!
This is a taste mixed with too many unclear emotions, lingering in the heart.For a man like him, he doesn't need to bow down so much if he wants a woman.If it was in Dayan, there would definitely not be such a situation.Even if he was close to Zhou Chenyi at the beginning, all he thought was that she would not be able to climb up to him. Marrying him would give him support, and secondly, he would be proud, and he would no longer have to look at other people's faces to live.Never dared to imagine that Zhou Chenyi might treat himself with such a humble attitude.

Hu Chiyan will tell her, you can try to hold my hand.

And Zhou Chenyi would never say such a sentence.

Survival, whether it is a woman or a man, is a very serious topic.It will allow you to choose a life you don't want, a choice you don't want to make, a life you don't want to face but must learn to live with.It was precisely because of such a situation that Rui Yi couldn't bear Hu Chiyan's words.

The intricate situation in Rongduli was far more complicated than she had imagined.Especially the position next to Hu Chiyan, I don't know how many families are staring at him, the pressure on him is actually quite a lot, but how could he say such a sentence under such a situation.

"This is too heavy, I can't bear it." Rui Yi said in a low voice with his back turned to Hu Chiyan, "Don't talk about it in the future."

She has no way to share more for him, so don't put more pressure on him. The biggest advantage of her is that she knows that everything is in moderation.So at the beginning, whether it was Zhou Shenyi or Zhu Yanzhang, she could afford to let it go. What is not yours is not yours.

Listening to Rui Yi's words, Hu Chiyan knew what she was worried about without even thinking about it. There was a joy in his brows and eyes, and he looked at her and said, "Are you worried about me?"

Rui Yi pursed her lips and remained silent.

"Men, you have to stand upright, and your shoulders can bear ten thousand catties. In my eyes, it's not a problem with your small weight, and it's worth your thinking and dilemma."

Ruiyi: ...

This is really a kind hearted donkey, Rui Yi was dumbfounded and a little annoyed, looked at him and said: "You have a big heart, the mother of the country is so important, how can you be kidding, what you said is a bit inappropriate."

"Because it's not a joke." Hu Chiyan looked at Ruiyi and said word by word.

Being looked at by him like this, and thrown out with such a sentence, Ruiyi fell into a dilemma again.She herself hasn't figured out how she feels about Hu Chiyan, is it love?She doesn't think so.stranger?Naturally not.The love between them is now at a critical point, one step forward may reach the place Hu Chiyan wants.Take a step back, the two of them will be friends for the rest of their lives.

It is obvious that Hu Chiyan is not satisfied with being friends, but Rui Yi does not have enough courage and confidence to go hand in hand with him forever.Once you agree and sell this kick, it's not like living a couple's life behind closed doors, and you can imagine the turbulent waves in the future.

Rui Yi does not reject a man like Hu Chiyan as her husband, but she always feels that something is missing in her heart.I lowered my head and thought about it carefully, slowly recalling it, and lost the impulse to be desperate for love.

It seems that after what happened to Zhou Shenyi, Rui Yi no longer has the strength and impulsiveness he had back then.

Seeing Ruiyi vacillating, Hu Chiyan stared at her word by word and asked, "I treat you badly?"

"it is good."

"You think I can't protect you?"

Rui Yi shook his head.

"Then what are you afraid of?"

"I..." Rui Yi wanted to say that she was not afraid, but she couldn't say it out loud. In fact, she was a little scared deep down in her heart, but it was just a little bit, "I think this is unfair to you. I can't do the love that you pay for and get the same return."

"So you don't hate me?"

"When did I ever hate you?" Rui Yi frowned.

"You refuse to agree because you think you can't fall in love with me now, so you think my feelings for you burden you and feel guilty?"

Rui Yi was silent, it was true.Others come with a heart, if you can't change it with a heart, don't trample on this feeling.Love is different from marriage. Marriage can trap strange men and women under the same roof for a lifetime. They can make do with each other, perform their own duties, and being a couple who respect each other as guests is fulfilling their duties.

But a marriage composed of love will have more requirements, more responsibilities, and more mutual commitments.Once expectations are not met, mutual complaints and hatred will multiply, because you have had the best expectations, so your requirements for the future will be higher.But life is full of invisible contradictions and difficulties everywhere, and every time there is a collision, it will make people feel pain.

Rui Yi has always felt that love can only exist in beautiful fantasies since she was a child.Men and women who are husband and wife, don’t have love, don’t have expectations. A man should be an official to support his family and earn glory for his family.Women give birth to children, raise them carefully, live in harmony with concubines, and manage the back house well.This kind of marriage is the most appropriate, and the one that can go the longest, such as the eldest lady, is a very successful example.

If the eldest lady had love expectations for marriage, the Marquis of Shun'an's mansion would be torn apart and the family would not be able to form a family.

It's like Ruihua, although she seems to be in love with her eldest brother-in-law, but she is relentless in her plans behind the scenes.If she had love for her husband, she would not plan for herself so rationally.

"I can live a marriage without love. If love is mixed in the marriage, I am not so rational and not so generous, so you and I are not suitable." Hu Chiyan is the lord of a country, if he only wants to accept himself As a concubine, she is placed in a palace in the royal palace. When she is not in government and in her spare time, she makes a flower of interpretation by herself.After a few years, the two may have both children, and gradually their focus will be on their children.And beside him, there will be younger and more beautiful women filling the harem.

(End of this chapter)