Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 207 207. Do it harder

Gu Molian thinks that he is really cute, that is, he really takes everything seriously for the people he values ​​very much. In the past, he just felt that Lu Yan didn't seem to care much about everything. Reaction, even sometimes I feel that this matter is actually not very good, but for this Lu Yan, as long as it does not affect him, it is a good thing, and it can even be kept in his heart for a long time. Many times, I even feel that when I speak, I feel in my heart that Lu Yan will care about what I say?But it is obvious that his emotions affect all his emotions. As long as he expresses his emotions, he can accept them. At this time, his heart will actually feel simple happiness in everything, that is, When the person you like actually fluctuates because of you, that feeling is different from that of others.

At this time, Yunwen went home after chatting with Shen Lanjun, and the two of them went on a date. She seldom went home, but in fact, she was not very familiar with the surrounding roads. Taking a taxi home, after all, I have made money abroad, so as long as I want to spend money, I will almost always spend it. After all, I still don’t want to treat myself badly in many cases. Seeing her mother waiting at the door, and rarely seeing her mother waiting at the door for her return, she didn't believe it a little bit, and even felt that she might have read it wrong.

When I walked over, I just felt like a world away, because my mother was still very young when she walked by herself, but now she has white hair and looks very haggard. After all, the child who gave birth to me When younger brothers and sisters were together, they all belonged to walking through the gate of hell once, so after that, their health was very bad, and so was their temper.

Seeing this Yunwen approaching, the mother glanced at her for a while, and then suddenly smiled.

Rushing over, at this time Yunwen was ready to hug his mother for the first time in many years, but the mother passed directly from his side, and then hugged the younger sister behind him, the two were intimate The appearance is really dazzling. In the past, I felt like an outsider, but now I seem to be an outsider. I thought that my mother had figured it out and came to pick me up, but it was obviously not She didn't come to pick her up, but her sister. She was nothing more than a clown, but she didn't say anything. After all, she was used to the feeling of being directly ignored, but she still felt very sad in her heart. Coolness, that feeling of coldness from the bottom of my heart, makes people very uncomfortable, but she still talks to her mother calmly while eating.

"You took a little longer at home when you came back recently. Your sister is going to go abroad soon. You can take her with you when the time comes, and then you can take her around for a while. It just so happens that I also give you support. If you have a lot of money, just take your sister and go shopping. You can buy what you need at that time. If you feel that you can’t afford it, you can call me and I will give you the money. By the way, you were in the past Say you want to tell us something, what are you going to say?"

At this time, Yunwen didn't want to say anything anymore, after all, it didn't feel meaningful, and if he said it, he was just embarrassing himself, but others didn't feel it at all, and even felt that what he said was nonsense.

In the past, I would still have some so-called yearning for these things, but now I really don’t. Those so-called yearnings almost don’t exist, and I don’t want to have any illusions, so I still look at it seriously. Clearly, in this family, I am indeed nothing. The existence of the one I will always be ignored in many cases makes me suddenly understand a very simple truth in my heart, that is, the more I want to integrate into This so-called time means that the more you can’t get in, then you will feel more and more powerless.

In my heart, I was very sad and counted the time I was ignored these years, and there were still things, and suddenly I realized that every time I was ignored, everyone actually took it for granted. When I was young, my elders would Said, this is because my mother is still taking care of my younger siblings. After all, my younger siblings are younger than me, so I can't just have other emotions.

At that time, I really didn't have any other emotions. After all, I felt that I was a family, even if I wasn't valued, it shouldn't be so important, so I wasn't very worried.

But after time passed, I discovered the so-called neglect of all aspects.

When I was in college, no one ever said that I would come with me, and my spoken English was not very good at all, but no one told me what you can do, or what you need, almost No one said it.

In this world of Yunwen, it seems that I never need help. What I need is to always understand that I am a dispensable person, and what I understand is what I understand, and I don’t need to tell anyone.

As long as you tell others, you are not generous enough, or you are stingy. I was educated many times because of this when I was young.

Seeing this Yunwen's attitude, this stepfather didn't say anything, after all, he is not his own son, if he said something, it would be bad, it's better not to say anything.

So I didn't say anything, but Yunwen's mother was not a silent person, so she just said this Yunwen.

"Are you impolite? I'm talking to you. Why don't you say a word? If you're not very satisfied with our arrangement, you can just say it. There's no need to play your temper here and outside."

While talking, Yunwen's heart became even colder. After so many years, when did he ever play with his temper, or...who gave him a chance to play with his temper.

In my heart, sometimes I take on things that do not belong to my age, but my parents never know.

At this time, she looked at her mother and smiled: "Have I said anything over the years that I would not go? You have never given me this kind of opportunity. Now come and ask me about this. I'm sorry, I don't know who I am. How should I talk to you, you are not wrong in your world, it is all my fault, from now on I will not be under your control, and you don’t need to ask me to come back, if you think I am dispensable, then it’s best to do it Thoroughly."

(End of this chapter)