Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 208 208. The Best
This is the first time Yunwen has said such harsh words angrily in front of her parents and younger siblings. After all, she has always been obedient and never said a word of rebuttal. She has always been regarded as someone who can be bullied at any time. People who can be ignored at any time, sometimes once or twice, they still think it's okay, but after more times, other people's opportunities become accustomed to it.

The sudden anger this time really scared her mother. In fact, the thing she was most angry about was her mother's neglect of her. No one else had a deep relationship with her, but this was her own mother, but she was still like this , how can I not be sad, the person who has been my all hope since childhood is pushing myself into an abyss, where I always feel that I don't care, because I know that my mother is not easy, but when you find out that it is you After the last time of patience, no one thinks that you are being patient, but that you should be, and then there is no gratitude for everything about you. This is something I have only recently realized. In many Sometimes I don't want to think of my parents as such people, because it is my parents who have taken care of me until now. After ignoring myself again and again, I really have no hope for them, even A little bit of gratitude towards my parents disappeared in the time and time again, leaving me with only a burst of discomfort in my heart.

The eyes of the parents are not distressed for themselves, but a kind of unacceptable for their own behavior, the expression of how can you talk to us like this is very obvious.

In the past, when I saw this kind of look, I would feel that it was my problem. It was because I didn’t satisfy my parents that I would be happy, and it seemed that I didn’t learn from my parents since I was a child. I can see in my eyes that because of what I have done, when they praise me happily, it is almost always my younger siblings who are praised. Even if my younger siblings say something funny, they will be praised as if they are about to go to heaven.

And no matter how good I am in the exam, no matter how good my studies are in all aspects, I am a dispensable person in their hearts. As long as I get a hug from my mother today, I will not feel so uncomfortable. I want to say everything at this time, because I haven’t come back for so long, but I don’t even deserve a hug. This is the greatest discomfort, because I feel that at that moment I really feel It looks like a... passerby.

All the self-deception I had at that moment disappeared instantly at that moment, and all that was replaced was discomfort, the discomfort that permeated my whole body, and made me feel an involuntary fear.

That kind of fear seems to be telling myself that all the actions I have done for so many years are all funny. I used to think that my parents did not value me because my younger siblings were too young, but at that moment I understood Now, in fact, they have time to look at themselves, but they never look back at themselves, which is why they have the current result.

It's just that I always feel in my heart that there are no right parents in the world, but what these ancient people said may not be right. After all, it is reflected in my parents that these words are somewhat not right.

After all, it is the first time for parents, and they are also ordinary people, so when it comes to this kind of fairness, not everyone can be really fair in many cases, and there is really no other way to say it.

I finally understand that when some of my things make me feel that the problem itself is difficult, I actually feel that this kind of thing itself is still somewhat difficult.

In my heart, I even feel extremely uncomfortable.

At this time, after I said all my words, I felt a little relaxed in my heart.

"By the way, you don't think there is a problem with all the things you do, it doesn't matter, but I think there is a problem, so when you do such things in the future, I won't listen."

He will only ask for it from himself, and he also said that he gave himself a lot of money. When he was abroad, he had no money for a whole day. Lu Yan helped him pay for his tuition several times, so he has always been concerned about this matter in his heart. It is brooding, after all, this is not a good thing for me.

When I was in the most difficult time, as long as my friends helped me, my parents never answered the phone. In such a situation, I still have to bear the obligation of filial piety to them. Is it too much for me? up.

In my heart at that time, I didn't complain about my parents. I even thought that it might be because there were still some difficulties at home, otherwise it wouldn't be like this, but obviously there is no so-called difficulty. The biggest difficulty at home may be It is the lack of attention to all kinds of oneself, which will become the so-called difficulties after being together.

And that difficulty for me is actually that I will keep doubting myself, because I do have many problems that cannot be said to be very difficult. I have taken care of myself since I was a child and grew up, so many times I don’t feel these things. How difficult things are, but sometimes when I face my parents, I understand the feeling of difficulty.

Now after I said everything, I left my home directly. My parents didn't say a word, and even had an attitude of indifference to these things.

After all, I am indeed a very simple dispensable person to them.

So they didn't talk much, and let themselves go straight away. Now she figured it out. Before she left, she took her stool and smashed it at the only car in the family that she paid for. down.

I bought this by myself, but I never enjoyed it, and they even ignored it all the time. In fact, I made it myself, and it was extremely uncomfortable in my heart.

It's better to just smash them all. This is what I have worked so hard to go out with my professor again and again to do experiments. Every time I always want to contact when I am very hard. My parents, but I have never been able to contact them. If I contacted them at that time, they would feel that they were somewhat ignorant.

So I feel that now that I think about it, it is best to at least get rid of the things I paid for.

(End of this chapter)