Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 210 210. Stop
It is that I feel that sometimes I have my own ideas about everything in my heart, but sometimes the development of reality does not make your ideas better. At this time, Yunwen can be regarded as all his discomfort I vented out, but in my heart I was still very uncomfortable with what happened to me.

When I saw my mother rushing towards my sister, at that time I really understood what it means to feel like a knife is twisting my heart. Feeling like I don't know what to say.

In fact, when I was young, my parents also had this situation, but at that time, all I thought in my heart was that it’s okay, it’s all small things. After all, who can not be partial, but when I found that this partiality is really serious , I realized that what I said to myself before was actually a joke with myself. These so-called impartiality did not exist at all, and there were various partialities in everything.

When I was young, when I went to school, even if it was just dawn and the road was still dark, no one would come out to pick me up. Occasionally, this father would remember that he was still a girl, which was also very dangerous, so he would send him off. Nothing else.At that time, my father actually felt that he didn’t want to give it away, but he said it all, and finally got up reluctantly. I still remember that I was so happy that day. When I walked to the gate of this school, the teacher was surprised. , because I always thought that this Yunwen's parents should be very busy, because every time the parent meeting arrives, after a few minutes of being present, they will leave in a hurry after learning about the situation with the teacher. The teacher at that time felt that this Yunwen It's so pitiful, I have never seen Yunwen's parents picking her up, after all, the weather is so dark, sometimes the places I pass on the road are not very safe, but every time Yunwen is alone Walking over, very scary.

But I have never seen anyone send Yunwen there. It was this child who walked around with a flashlight alone, because I knew that this child came by himself all the time. When this child was in school, it can be said that she was a very good little girl, and she was very good in studies and various aspects.

The teacher likes Yunwen very much, so knowing that Yunwen walks alone every time, the teacher will always come down to watch, and go up together when Yunwen arrives at school. Yunwen knows this, but sometimes When I think about it, I feel that a teacher can do this level, but my parents never thought about it, but at that time I just thought the teacher was very good, but I didn't think about why my parents couldn't do better. Well, the feeling that even a teacher can't surpass makes me feel very uncomfortable.

It’s just that sometimes when I was young, all I thought about was whether I didn’t do well enough. I never thought it was my parents’ fault, but now I understand that it was not my fault since I was a child. How big a mistake can be, let my parents ignore me, the only possibility is that my parents didn't want me by their side since I was a child.

Maybe my mother wanted to take me away at that time, but it was only because of a momentary fever, and she didn't really want to take good care of myself, otherwise I wouldn't have come here for such a long time, but nothing was taken care of.

After I think about it clearly, those uncomfortable thoughts when I was a child almost disappeared, and I am a lot happier. After all, I thought it was my problem when I was a child, but now I understand that it was never my problem. It's my parents' problem.

At night, I couldn't sleep, so I sat in the big courtyard of the Lu family. After a while, I saw someone walking over. I saw that it was Gu Molian. I didn't expect it to be her, because she The kind that always goes to bed very early, and I have always been worried that I will affect her rest.

So I didn't dare to speak loudly, but at this time, Gu Molian was holding a plate of food, and when he saw himself, he was also surprised.

This plate of spicy...

"Are you here?" I probably knew why I met Gu Molian here. This person should not be able to eat a lot of things when she was pregnant, and it might be because Lu Yan didn't let her eat at all. Otherwise, why would he come out to eat secretly in the middle of the night.

"I really want to eat it, but ever since Lu Yan knew that he had a child, he really controlled me, and the control was too strict. I couldn't help it, so I wanted to come down and eat it. You want Don’t want me to have a lot here, and I just can’t finish it.”

At this time, Yunwen touched his stomach, and it started to growl, obviously he was hungry.

Then the two of them started to eat, and their eyes showed a little bit of happiness while eating.

"You like spicy food too! I have a lot of them. I'll get you some more when the time comes. When you settle down, I'll send them to you. These are my private possessions. They're delicious."

Yunwen nodded as he said that, he really likes to eat, but he used to be able to save a little more money for his family, so he didn't eat anything at all.

Many of the things I like to eat are only eaten when I go out with my friends.

Now I feel very happy when I eat. I feel that my heart will be very happy. After all, I have been controlled for so many years. It is really not good to try to please others. Every step you take will feel difficult. Feel.

At that time, I was worried about doing a little thing, whether my parents would not like it. I can say that I have been living in a shadow created by myself, and I don’t like many things very much.

There are many things that I don't like, but when I see my parents see my younger siblings doing it, I will be happy, and I will do it myself, but it is obvious that I have done something, and my parents There is no feeling at all.

Sometimes I don’t even tell myself an extra sentence. In my own world, it seems that it is wrong to do this by myself. Therefore, I am more cautious in many cases, and I am more cautious about many things. Don't dare to do it.

I was afraid that my parents would feel unhappy after I did it, but now I suddenly felt a sense of relaxation, which made me feel much happier.

But sometimes my eyes still stop because of my parents' actions.

(End of this chapter)