Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 211 211. Feelings
While thinking about it, Gu Molian said with a smile: "Actually, I am willing to let Lu Yan help you, and there is another big reason, that is, I think...you have a very similar experience to me, you should have heard of me Father, or me? Anyway, we can be said to be very famous in Jiangcheng, after all, I did a lot of outrageous things at that time." This Gu Molian knows the extent of his fame very well.

Of course, Yunwen didn't know about this matter when he was abroad at the beginning, but when he found out that Lu Yan's wife was Gu Molian, he made a special search and found out Afterwards, I was shocked at the beginning about Gu Molian, because it was completely different from her appearance. This Gu Molian's appearance was that kind of girl who was so beautiful, but after reading those records, I felt that this girl It's what I yearn for.

It's the things I don't like, I just don't like them very firmly, I don't talk about any topics, and I talk about these things.

But I have never been able to do this, so I have a fundamental liking for this Gu Molian.

It's just that this is what I always want, I always want to live like Gu Molian, do what I like, and don't do what I don't like, it's what I like best, but so For a long time, I have never really succeeded in doing it. It has always been a compromise with this and that. After the comfort was mixed together, I realized that there are some things that I have no way to resist.

"I didn't know you before, because I was sent out by my parents when I was very young, maybe because they looked unhappy at me at home, I went abroad very early, but later I found out that you were with Lu Yan After that, I checked it out, so I know about you, but I always feel that I envy you."

At this time, Gu Molian could say that she was surprised when she heard someone say the word envy, because her family still has a life. To be honest, she doesn't know anything that can be envied by others, at least she is a little Neither envy.

Because I feel that I have always envied those whose parents have always been normal. My father is mainly too abnormal. When I was a child, I almost lived in the shadow anytime and anywhere. What I worry about is related to others, it is my own. People of the same age are always different. Everyone is worried about their own studies and other issues. Only I worry about things like whether my parents will quarrel today.

Sometimes I still worry about whether I will see strange women appearing in my home when I go home today, and then I have to fight with these people, so I am very nervous on the way home every time, and also I don't want to push open the door of the house, I always feel that what is hidden is the most uncomfortable thing in my whole childhood.

"My life is hard to be envied by others."

At this time, Yunwen smiled and said: "However, I am very envious of your character. If I experience your things, I probably won't dare to say anything. I just think about when my father will come back, but I won't take the initiative like Fight back like you."

She has always been such a person outside, she looks lively and active, but in fact she is not courageous at all, and even has a lot of nervousness and low self-esteem in many cases.

But Gu Molian is really confident, the kind of strong self-confidence that extends from the bottom of his heart.

When I was young, even if I was an excellent person in the eyes of my teachers and my classmates, but in my own eyes, I was actually not that outstanding.

Even in many cases, I still feel that I lack too many things. In many cases, I just understand that this matter cannot be done like this, but I still can't control it, so I just go like this.

At this time, Gu Molian's character is what I envy the most. I like this kind of character, but I have never been able to do it, so for this Gu Molian, I always appreciate it from the heart. I don't know why I have such incomparable appreciation for this person from the bottom of my heart. At this time, when Gu Molian heard that it was the reason, he felt a little happy because he also liked his own personality very much. It was his own. In fact, what I like the most about my personality is that I never change my thoughts from the beginning because of some small things. This is the intuition I have always had since I was very young. I have been experiencing this since I was very young, so I already had a lot of definite ideas at that time, because I knew that if I didn't say anything, I would probably be bullied all the time.

I am too clear about myself.

That is, sometimes if I have a little bit of kindness towards others, my father will actually feel like he is getting an inch. After that time, I understand that there is no so-called sympathy in my family. , because it is simply impossible.

After I understand it in my heart, doing things belongs to the kind of ruthless hands, and I never show any mercy to anyone. I understand that as long as I have a little mercy on others, I will definitely get hurt in the end. Just myself.

I have always been like this a lot of times, and I don’t know that there will be people who envy my character, because I always thought that the ones I want to envy are those who are like little princesses and don’t have to worry about any problems. .

Because I have not been a child since I was a child, I have to worry about various problems since I was a child, and sometimes I even have to worry about my parents' affairs.

Once these things in your heart become a state that is difficult for you to explain, you will not be able to do many things well. As long as you try it once and talk, if you are more ruthless, you will be happier a feeling of.

Let yourself feel in your heart that as long as you dare to speak, it is often others who feel uncomfortable.

But many people care too much about other people's feelings and ignore their own feelings. In the end, they cause their own discomfort, and others will not feel better about where they are going. It makes people feel somewhat funny.

So I never do this thing, and sometimes I even refuse to tell this Lili, just to prevent her from being too accommodating to others. This Lili can be said to have implemented this to a thorough degree. Gu Molian in the entertainment industry is very similar to herself.

"Let me tell you, if you always care about other people's feelings, others won't care about your feelings."

(End of this chapter)