Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 282 282. Good things

And I had actually heard of this name at the time. After all, I understood these things very well at that time, and even followed this person's words to choose several stocks. I remember that they gave me a lot of rewards at that time. So this person is born with an investment mind, even if he doesn't do anything, everyone else has an investment mind.

At the very beginning, I actually felt in my heart that I and Lu Yan were really a perfect match, and I belonged to the brains of doing business, but my so-called investment direction is really not good at all, there are many problems, and there are many problems. People have no choice, but at that time I was thinking that if the investment is not good, in fact, many of the following things lack the ability that I should have. When I was still worried, I met this person who was equivalent to being delivered to my door. I am very happy, because in this way, I will have people who can invest.

Why at this time, actually looking at this Lu Yan, I feel that it is all about money. After all, this person's brain is really valuable.In the past, I actually still had the so-called concept of earning money in my heart, which is to work hard. In my heart, I probably didn’t know how to explain it. In my heart, the reason for the existence of these problems was actually very strange.

In the past, my father worked hard because he wanted to give his mother a more stable living environment.

But when it seems to be someone else, it doesn’t seem to be the case. For me, the existence of the matter itself is very difficult. In the beginning, I still had a feeling that I didn’t know what to say about this matter. At the beginning When I was young, I kept thinking about these so-called problems in my heart, and I didn't know how to say it at first, but after I met this Lu Yan, I understood.

In fact, for me, Lu Yan is a very special existence. It seems to tell me that there are people in this world who love you wholeheartedly. That kind of feeling can be said to be very different, making you feel that you are always It is powerful, and it will make people feel that they are in a relaxed state, making them feel more comfortable. I don’t know what to say in my life.

Sometimes when I doubt myself, as long as I think of the existence of this person, I will suddenly feel warm in my heart. In my heart, many things in my childhood are actually I'm very fussy, after all, when I was a child, I had too much. In many cases, when I couldn't get something, I would feel very uncomfortable. At the beginning, when I was young, I remembered that my parents and What you say is what you want, and if you want to fight for it yourself, that's all you can do.

In many cases, I will fight for what I want. When I was a child, when my father didn’t have it or it was not enough, I always told myself that this is okay, and this can also be my spiritual support in many cases, but you The spiritual pillar tells you that you are not a very good person, and what would happen if you were not there. In fact, you are really uncomfortable in your heart. Later, it is not that you have to fight against your father, it is disappointment.

It's the disappointment that started to increase, the disappointment again and again, let me understand that my father will never be the same as before in this life, I can only rely on myself to get what I want, and want to rely on others at this time It is simply impossible, and it is impossible in this lifetime, which makes people feel uncomfortable. At the beginning, I felt this way, and it was very uncomfortable in my whole life.

In my whole life, my memory of my father has never been very good. In my own thinking, my father actually brought me harm, but my mother said a word when she left this world In other words, in fact, my father was also looking forward to the arrival of me at that time. When the two of us were together at the beginning, my father was really happy from the bottom of his heart when he knew it was his existence, but it changed later.

In my own life, this matter is actually not enough to let me eliminate the feeling of disgust when I see my father. After all, in my own life, after I became sensible, my father did not bring me any good. Almost all the things I find ugly are things that I find ugly. When I was a child, my father always said that it was my mother's fault. If it wasn't for my mother, I would have done nothing. Later, I knew it.

In fact, the so-called mother's fault is just that the mother gave birth to a daughter. If it is a good boy, my father may be happy. This is what I found out later, that is, those who were kicked out by themselves while pregnant The woman said very seriously that there was a boy in her belly, and it was the man who said that as long as it was a boy, he could come to the Gu family, so there were so many people at that time.

When I was very young, I actually heard my parents quarreling. At that time, my father said, why is it a girl? At that time, I still didn’t understand. At that time, my father actually regarded all his cheating behaviors as my mother's fault. At that time, I thought it was quite interesting, that is, if a man wants this family, all kinds of reasons have already come out. Well, I am not a good person in the first place and I have to find reasons for myself.

In my whole life, I actually have only a few memories of my father. A few days ago, I heard that because no one was in charge of this person, the person at that time was already on the verge of dying. I actually knew the news. There are also many reporters who just asked themselves whether they should go to see if they did not do the kind of things that they forgive after dying. They have done bad things all their lives, and they still want others to forgive them. When they go back, they should think about why they are like this.

So I just told this reporter that I am not a saint, so I forgive others anytime and anywhere. After all, how my life has been passed, in fact, only I know. You people don’t know anything and dare to arrange yourself. To some extent, it was not very suitable. In my own life, it was just a joke, so I ignored it at all. I just said, I won’t go, anyone who wants to go can go.

And at this time, I can only say that my husband is really good, and I have never forced myself to be a good person.

After all, this is not a good thing.

(End of this chapter)