Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 283 283. So Good

In my own feeling, if others feel that this matter must be forced to do by myself, I really don’t really want to do it from the bottom of my heart, because there is really no need to do it. I don't know how to explain it in my heart, and I don't understand many of my father's behaviors in my eyes.

At the beginning, if you thought this girl was not good, you should divorce. While not divorcing, you are still doing this kind of thing. This is something he can’t do, and it is also a permanent gap in his heart. Many times, he thinks whether to forgive or not. , But when I think of my own affairs, I don't want to.

In this life, I have received too many things that I don't want to receive. The origin of many things is my father, a person who has brought so much harm to me. Forgive this person, at this time Lu Yan has been looking at Gu Molian at this time. In fact, Lu Yan doesn't know the story of Gu Molian very well, and he doesn't know it very well. Sometimes he wants to know it very well. Disaster.

It's just that sometimes I'm actually not very sensitive to these things at all. Although I heard that it was the things in Gu Molian's house before, I never really understood it. After we investigated together, I didn't investigate very clearly. I just knew that Gu Molian was indeed unusual, but I didn't know anything else.

In the past, I actually felt that many of the reasons why Gu Molian was like this were because that man was her father. My father had said before that this Gu Molian's father was a very typical person. , It is obviously my fault, but I always want to push it on others, and I can feel at ease after thinking that it is someone else's fault, but at that time everyone knew that it was his fault, but there was still nothing I could do.

I feel that I should show up earlier, so that I can give Gu Molian a hug and support a lot of the time, but it's not too late for me to show up now, it's just that I don't know many things. It's a pity that there are many things, because I really want to be with Gu Molian a lot of times, I don't want to prove anything, I just think that if this is the case, I will feel very happy.

At the very beginning, I kept thinking in my heart, when would I be able to tell Gu Molian, the two of them frankly, about my past. I told her before, and she was considered I seldom talked about what happened before me, but there are many things that I don't necessarily know as much as Lili, but I have no choice but to wish to know sometimes when I have a lot.

When I knew about Gu Molian in the past, I knew a lot about Gu Molian. At that time, he was a celebrity in the entire Jiangcheng. Almost everyone knew about Gu Molian. What that woman did made everyone feel unbelievable at the time. After all, at that time, I could think of such an extreme method. It was very rare for me, but few people thought of what kind of thing can drive people to death. The city is like this.

In my heart, I always feel sorry for my wife. What a pity that such a good person spends so much time healing himself, but most of the time he is sober. When we get together quickly, we don’t feel that each other is the most suitable person for each other. After all, for each other, meeting each other is the salvation between each other. As long as there is this salvation, everything will be better, which makes people Also happy.

It is that I feel that in my life, although my parents seemed to be of no use to my life at that time, my father has always been partial to me, so I understand that being a person is disappointing to my family What was it like when I was in bed, I have never been abandoned, and my lover has never been remembered by Bain, that kind of feeling is the kind of uncomfortable feeling that you can't express and can't explain.

In the past, I always felt that my family was not very good, because my parents were never really together, but for me, even if my parents were not together, my father and my mother were never together. Meiyu doesn't take himself seriously, he has always been their center, even though his father has so many children later, but he is always his center, and he is always the one he likes the most. When I was very happy, I was also very proud.

But my own affairs are not a very good one, but at this time, Gu Molian's affairs are even worse, being ignored by everyone, and although this mother is good to Gu Molian, but Because I am too obsessed with this love, in fact, many times I ignore my daughter's feelings, and I don't always have a good feeling, a feeling I understand.

But what I don't understand is that so many years have passed. Although Gu Molian hates his father very much, if his father hadn't really been with his best friend in the first place, he wouldn't target his father. I understand In fact, the role of this father has always been a very special existence to Gu Molian's whole life, and he has always been there, and he has always been very special, and he understands this feeling very well.

In my whole life, I actually felt the same way about this father. I have always liked my father and even admired my father. I feel that my father can be said to be omnipotent. After all, everything I did at the time, It was my father who helped me deal with it, even when I was going back to China later, so I understood that my father meant something to me, and it was really a different feeling.

But here in Gu Molian's place, it's the same, it's different, but it's different for me, but my relationship with my father is very good, even though my father doesn't come often, but I have a lot Most of the time, I always contact my father, and most of the time my father will never fall behind as long as I can appear on the occasion. I often think that this may be the real so-called love house and black .

All this is because the father likes his mother, or the one who loves his mother will treat him so well.

(End of this chapter)