Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 296 296. Don't Reject

In the past, when I was very young, I didn’t really understand what the relationship between my parents was like at that time. I always felt that the feelings of my parents were completely different from the feelings of other people’s parents. Yes, it feels like it’s not very good, but I’ve never asked whether it’s the same feeling. In the past, I thought it was because my parents were busy and it was difficult to see each other, so the relationship was not very good. Feel.

But later I found out that this was my own idea. In fact, how can my parents be called busy? Before my family, it was my grandfather who was busy with these companies. There are very few so-called entertainments, it is difficult to not be around for a day, but at that time, my father would rather go out with others than live at home with his wife and children. At that time, I will understand.

Sometimes it’s not that there’s no time, it’s that time is always there, but these um, it’s not when you want to be with someone, it’s that you’re busy all the time, all the time There are things, but when I am with you is the busiest time, my father's favorite sentence is, you say let me accompany you, well, you come to make money, it seems to say, you just need If you can't make money, you can't say that I can't accompany you, because you can't make money yourself, and my mother had no other way at that time.

Because although my mother is a high-achieving student, but because after marrying my father, my original job and initial contacts have been changed. I married alone, and I have nothing but can only rely on others. This is also what I don't want. When I saw my mother calling my friend when I was very young, I always envied the feeling of others.

Because those people used to be people who didn't need their mothers to be excellent, but because they chose to marry people who respected each other very much, so after marriage, they can still do whatever they want, even Yes, some people’s parents and this husband are very supportive, those people feel that everything in their life seems to be very happy, and sometimes it’s not others showing off, it’s just the person that their mother hated the most before Everyone said it shouldn't be.

If my mother was not a very good person in the past, no one would feel sorry for her current state, but in the past, my mother was very good in many aspects. People don't know how to say it's excellent. It's just such a person who is trapped by marriage, and now he has nothing, and even a person who likes him doesn't have his own husband, and he is outside all day long. Even when you feel that this person is not good, it is actually a very humble feeling.

At least in the eyes of many people, my mother is definitely a very good person, a person worthy of a bigger stage, and when I was not married, my mother was actually a child of someone else in everyone's heart, that is, almost I can do everything, and I can make my own achievements in everything. At that time, I felt that the mother in other people's mouths was something I had never seen before, and I hadn't seen it since I was with my father.

Later, when I was abroad, I had the opportunity to watch my mother’s speech in a foreign university a long time ago. Only then did Ah Neng know that there is really someone who can make you feel amazing at first glance. That person is My mother, she is a very calm person. When standing on the top, he has the calmness and gentleness in his eyes, which is the kind of feeling that you can't refuse at all, and sometimes you will be attracted by those eyes go in.

In the past, this kind of tenderness was actually an expression of cowardice, because even if my father did a lot of wrong things, even if my mother still looked at my father with such gentle eyes, it was because I felt that this look It's really not good-looking at all, and it makes people feel uncomfortable, and sometimes even angry, which is what you can obviously refuse, but you just feel when you don't refuse.

She actually didn't like it very much, but at that time, seeing her mother on the podium was the feeling of confidence when she was talking, and even when many male students were holding cameras and facing her, that kind of feeling Feeling is self-confidence, a kind of self-confidence that you don't know how to explain, that is, that person is a person who is suitable for being in the center of the spotlight, which makes people feel very happy, but at that time, my father was a bit of a bad school The one who is not well-known, and the one who many people are upset about is their own father.

As a person from a school, and still in a grade, who are all from abroad, in the eyes of others, my mother is like an angel, but my father is a person who makes people feel disgusting anytime, anywhere. At that time, many people commented that their father was actually a good-looking face, and then there was nothing else, because he didn't study very well, and he didn't even speak very well, and he didn't love the school when he was in school. Humanoid.

I thought it was very difficult to get into this school at that time. It took a long time for my father to come in at this time. It was my grandfather who entrusted someone to come in. At that time, everyone was not very good at this person in all aspects. I don't have any good feelings at all. After all, everyone came in relying on their own strength, and at that time, my mother didn't seem to like my father at all, and my father had a girlfriend, but the girlfriend also disliked him. he.

Because my girlfriend also disliked me, and after my girlfriend came to this school, I found another boy, and then they got together, and I broke up with my father. At that time, everyone thought that girl It’s the right thing to do. After all, for such a person who doesn’t know how to make progress at any time, when others ask him, he feels that this person’s single-minded thinking is to inherit his family’s inheritance when he returns home.

I never thought that I want to look like a struggle. It seems that I just come here for fun in this school, and many people in this school are people who have their own pursuits. What they want is never a simple one. It's only right that people don't like this person because they don't like this kind of person, so they are definitely a waste and hungry. It feels like there is no other way.

(End of this chapter)