Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 297 297. Regret
In the past, others said that my father was [-]% not worthy of my mother. Even if I asked myself later, I now know my father. At that time, I knew that my mother married my father. Either my mother went crazy, or the other party made some kind of deal for this marriage. In short, she didn't feel that the two were compatible at all, and even felt a little pity.

After all, she was a goddess when she was in the whole school, and being with a person who the whole school hated must be something that everyone felt uncomfortable about. Moreover, not only was my father hated by others at school at the time, but my own My mother also hates this kind of person, because every time I feel that I am doing nothing, and many times when I need the cooperation of my father, even a school does not cooperate.

There is a kind of feeling that when you talk to this person, you will feel angry all over your body. It is the kind of anger from the inside out, and you even don’t know what you should do. At the beginning, you just feel that things The difficulty of my own existence is very high, I don't know what to say in my heart, and I also feel very strange about my mother's choice.

But later I heard that the reason why my mother married my father was because of some contact between the two of them later. My father has always been very kind to my mother, the kind that everyone will envy when they see it, of course that I didn't have myself at the time, and I didn't know what it was like to be, but it was true that I was happy to see my mother marrying my father in that way.

From the beginning, I always felt that my father was not very capable, but now it seems that he is smart, and now my father is a spokesperson with no ability, but I used to think that my mother was also like this, but now I don’t think so. No, but some people also said at the time that my father did it on purpose because my mother was a very proud person. In the past, I didn't look down on my father at all. At that time, I was a girl and there was another person who just liked me. Mother.

In fact, my father just wanted to prove his ability and competed with that person. It is said that I competed for the opportunity of this child. In fact, I still made a lot of things out. My father even studied very hard during that period of time. , plus the brain is not stupid, so I learn very quickly, and in many cases it is a surprise to everyone. Surprisingly, my mother was cheated like this at that time.

I thought it was because I liked myself that I worked hard, and my father always behaved very well, and it can be said that he was in a state of caring for his mother. Many times, everyone felt that the so-called prodigal son turned back , I feel that this kind of talented woman and the feeling of turning back is not bad, but at that time, no one knew that it was impossible for a person who was really used to being unrestrained to turn back.

Mother began to agree to a date with her father, and gradually fell in love with this humorous and really well-disguised person. The two got married almost as soon as they graduated from college. At that time, my mother obviously There was a good job opportunity in a foreign company, but because I wanted to go back with my father, I didn't go, but I never heard of my mother, but I regretted it. I asked my mother before, she It is said that when you choose, you will not regret it.

She really seems to be a very gentle person, but she has her own attention, that is, she does not need others to tell her the truth that she understands, that is, she knew that her choice was wrong at the time, but she never thought of it. Don't say I regret it, because I was happy when I chose at that time, and everyone can see my happiness. Since this is the case, why should I regret it? This is not worth the feeling of regretting.

In the past, I always felt that my mother was the kind of indulgence towards my father, but later I realized that it was not indulgence, but because I knew that I couldn't control this person, but I didn't want it, so it was always closed. What she looked at was the way she didn't like. She liked her father very much, but she could also see clearly what kind of person her father was. Her mother had always been a very lucky person and a very sober person , It is such a person who knows what he is doing very well.

It's just that everyone feels that it's a pity, that they actually think that this mother can have a better future, but everyone doesn't know that their mother doesn't feel wronged, and when they get married, they understand their own destiny. When it’s good, it has nothing to do with anyone. When I didn’t choose my own career, I had already decided that this is what I want to live, so that whether this life is good or bad is all my business. At that time, other people's world has nothing to do with oneself.

When I think of this, I always feel guilty about my mother, because I am one of the many people who doubt my mother. When I was very young, I felt that my mother was the reason for what I have now. , but now think about whether it is my mother's insistence, I may not appear, and there may be no later things. When I went abroad, my mother contacted me when I was very young. I want to have my own business, saying that this is the girl's paradise.

Do you think she really doesn't regret it?It's impossible, she is such an excellent and proud person, how can she make herself worse than others all the time, but this person is also a person who is gentle to the extreme, even when she is so difficult, she still thinks about her own face For all the people, what my mother likes to say most in the past is that everyone in the world is in difficulty, and everyone is silently making their life better.

Such a person has never chosen what he likes in his whole life, and has always made a bad result for his own careless choice. When he was in the past, he always felt that it was a pity. I have never seen my mother in high spirits, and I have never seen the mother who was called a goddess at that time say these impassioned words in front of me. Most of the time, the mother I saw was pitiful, yes People who are regretted by everyone, that is one of my great regrets.

(End of this chapter)