Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 298 298. What Can I Do?
When I met this Lu Yan, the first thing I felt in my heart was that in many cases, my mother was with my father at the very beginning, and it was the same feeling I have now. At that time, I remembered that my father was even right. My mother is very good, I can remember everything about my mother, even more clearly than my own, but at that time I don’t know who is really paying for a person, because later At that time, my father couldn't remember anything.

When I used to look at my mother and those who came back with my father, sometimes the look in the eyes was pitiful, and I felt very uncomfortable when I saw it, but when my father saw it, he felt a kind of I don't have any so-called feelings, and I even feel that my mother is thinking too much. I think this kind of relationship is the most common, because I won't let your position be threatened. After all, so many people want to log in to this door Neither worked.

But this kind of feeling is actually not very good for my mother. Even if my position is as stable as Mount Tai, so what, I still have nothing. Sometimes even when I am sick, the driver at that time took me to see a doctor. , even sometimes I feel that this kind of life is meaningless at all, because many times you can’t see the person you like, and every time you see this person is with others, in fact, it’s not good at all .

When I knew this Lu Yan, I never thought about it a lot because I felt that it was somewhat unnecessary. After all, I thought that this person might be the same as my father. After all, men seem to feel like this , everyone seems to have the same feeling for this family in their hearts, there is no difference, and sometimes it is even more excessive. In fact, when I look at Lu Yan in my eyes, I will think of my father.

After all, for me, when I was a child, even for my whole life, whenever I think about it, I will feel uncomfortable all over my body. It is a very warm thing in other people's homes. Here, I just keep talking to my father. Struggle is the feeling that this kind of feeling invades me again and again. When I take over these things, the reason why I am cold-blooded when dealing with other things is also because of these, because I saw too much when I was young. .

The things I saw when I was very young were things that others could not imagine. At that time, I actually felt that I didn’t know how to describe these things in my heart. I even felt that I still needed a A very good solution. These problems do not exist around me. Sometimes when I talk, people don’t know what to say. Now I am much better because I met Lu The reason for derivation.

And when Lu Yan knew that this was what happened to Gu Molian before, in fact, he was really worried and distressed from the inside out because he really felt that this was very bad, but at that time he didn't know this Girl, and when I knew this person's reputation, I felt the same way as everyone else. If it wasn't for that accident that made me know this person, I might not have had much contact with this person. After all, When I was young, I was told that such a girl was not easy to get along with.

Now when Lu Yan looks at Gu Molian, there is an indescribable feeling in his heart. All he thinks about is everything about this girl. In the past, he always felt that he met someone. It’s very different when it’s time, because you don’t even know what this person can say to you, that is, you have been thinking about it all your life, and when you want it a lot, you just want to ask What happens if two people meet at the wrong time.

"Actually, I've always wanted to know, if you met me when I was young, wouldn't you think I'm a good girl!" The temper I had when I was young was that I felt that my child was not very good, but I really didn’t have any friends when I was young, and some even didn’t know how to explain it to others. In fact, I was very good, but My own family is not good.

But now I suddenly want to see how I feel in other people's hearts.

It’s just that I have been stuck in a small corner in my heart, and I always feel that others don’t like me very much. In the past, I always felt that I didn’t know what to say about these things, but now I understand, and sometimes I say it At the beginning, it was just a simple problem. At the beginning, I actually felt that the corner of the problem itself was different. In my heart, it was actually a problem that could not be solved in my whole life.

After all, for me, in the past, others would smell me and this problem. In the past, many people would say that if they saw it at first sight, they thought that Gu Molian was a very difficult person to get along with. After all, it's the same when talking and doing things, that is, you feel that this person may do something to you anytime, anywhere, but later you feel that Gu Molian is a good feeling.

After all, Gu Molian is really good towards friends. Gu Molian is just a simple person. In many cases, it is because after experiencing too many things when he was young, he has actually let go of a lot of feelings in his heart. , that is, there is a difficulty in some things. When I was very young, I actually felt that these things could not be regarded as difficult things when I was talking. When I was very young, I just wanted to be nice to others, but You don't force yourself to be treated by others.

Because it is impossible to ask everyone to be nice to you all your life. This is your own feeling. Sometimes people just don’t like you, the kind that really don’t like you, and you can’t do anything about it, because you can’t let everyone They will all like you. If you can find something that makes you feel like the person you like, it is the best plan to like yourself. There are not many opportunities in your life, but you are working hard every time.

After all, it is very rare for me to want a friend. When I followed Lili at that time, I made a lot of efforts to convince myself that this person was my friend.

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