Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 299. Chapter 299.
After all, is it really easy for me to like someone just like a friend? Every time I think about it, I feel that that time is the result of courage.

In time, sometimes I actually think of myself when I was a child. In fact, I really didn’t have a best friend when I was a child, because many parents of children would tell them that they didn’t feel like a good child. And at this time Lu Yan heard this question and smiled and said: "If you met me when you could, you would not like me, because I was a child hated by everyone at that time." This is the truth, Because I have always been.

In the past, when I was a child, because of my mother, I was actually very famous when I was a child. It was simply because everyone knew about my background and my mother was very good-looking. Everyone thinks that you are not the same, because it seems that your mother and father are very common, but yours seems to be different, but I didn’t understand it very well at that time, and I didn’t know everyone. a feeling of.

Later, I realized that if people don’t like me, they don’t like me very much. From the very beginning, I went home alone at school. When I was young, my mother always said that I was lonely. , I just don’t play with that child, but I actually tried my best to walk with them, but those people would still walk with me at the beginning, but later my parents told me to walk alone up.

Although I had friends when I was young, they didn’t mean anything at all. My friends are my parents. It’s not good to bring you up alone, so I found someone who didn’t know about me, just to be with me. They go to school by themselves, all the expenses are paid by them, but this person’s parents must let that person follow their own feelings. In fact, when they grew up, the child also said that he actually knew everything, but because of his parents, he didn’t know. What does it feel like.

But when I knew it, I was really not happy at all, because I didn’t like it because of my parents, because other people’s benefits to me were that I felt like I was bought. I feel very happy, I feel that I have been deceived by others, that is, I think that finally someone just doesn’t care about these things, and it’s okay to deal with it, but when I later find out that this is not the case, it is actually a really uncomfortable feeling.

After all, I actually feel in my heart that I still feel all kinds of uncomfortable when the matter is itself. After all, I used to think that I could still accept that it was loneliness, but when you feel that you can no longer be lonely, I suddenly tell you this. People are sent here by others, that is, when other people really want to be friends with you either sincerely or not, in fact, at that time, it is better not to have this person in the first place, even if you don’t feel very caring.

Because from the beginning, you are already familiar with the feeling of being alone. In fact, you can be very happy without this person, but after this person appears, you have a good feeling with yourself, and you are treated as a person. When bullied, this person stood up to protect himself. At that time, he felt that he had really met a friend who was very suitable for him, and he even treated this person the same as himself, and even gave all his trust to him. I fell in love with this person, but I also felt very sad when I found out later that it was a fake.

After all, at that time, I realized that if it wasn't because my parents were actually rich, there would be no reason for me to be friends with me. If it weren't for my parents, I would never be friends with myself, because when I am not a good person, I actually feel the most uncomfortable in my heart, because there is a feeling of being betrayed by others.

At that time, I didn't say anything, but I went back and asked my parents. At that time, I felt that I was very uncomfortable, and some even felt unhappy. After I asked, my mother always felt that it was unnecessary. Because I feel that if I have it at the beginning, it will be very uncomfortable if I don’t have it later, but my father feels that he has not participated in it all the time because he grows up and does not want himself to be looked down upon.

At that time, I felt that I was doomed to such a solution when I was born, but I can’t really change it later. After all, I’m already used to the feeling that everyone doesn’t like me. In the past, I didn’t think so. What's the matter, in fact, it was later, when others told me that I knew that I was the one who was not liked, but I was fine.

After all, I have always known that I will not be liked very much all my life. In fact, my friend at that time did not like me very much, and it was not because of my so-called gossip, but because I thought that your own life That’s right, this person is good, because I used to always feel that my only friend was to be nice to this person, so I gave this person everything I have, but if others don’t think that you are true, you are right. Being nice to others is the feeling that you are showing off.

When I knew it at the time, I actually understood it in my heart, even if you are good to others, it must be a saying. If you always treat someone well, and then this person has the same family background as you, you will definitely gain something. A very good friend, but if this person has always been a person who is worse than you, if you try your best to hate others, maybe others think you are showing off.

When I knew it, I didn't say anything, and just left. I don't need such a friend. In fact, there is really no difference between following this Gu Molian. I am also like this, but I am disgusted by others. I am a child who cannot be liked, even people who like me will have trouble. Later, because of my own affairs, that friend was lost by his father.

I just didn’t care about him at all, I just asked him to apologize to me, I wanted to continue to be friends with him, but at that time I really didn’t need such a friend, so it was the first time I was hard-hearted and didn’t agree Things, even saying that I don’t need such a friend in my life, it’s because I’m really uncomfortable, I don’t feel like I’m in the mood at all, so I don’t need other people’s words.

(End of this chapter)