Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 302 302. Can't Take It

That is, sometimes when I actually think of my parents, I still have a lot of regrets in my heart, because when I was young, my father was always not by my side. In fact, there were many family activities at that time, and I was the only one in the whole school. I asked for leave to go home, because everyone knew that I could not be the person who came here, so I never participated in this kind of competition at that time, and sometimes even the teacher would tell me that I could be myself at school. The feeling of making up homework.

But I don’t really like this kind of feeling very much. Others’ parents come over and put their children in the classroom of this school. It means that I am the only one in my family who does homework in this classroom, and everyone outside It’s all the voices of the children, and the voices of the parents cheering for their own children. I used to ask my parents if I could come, but it takes a long time for my father to come, so I didn’t It is impossible.

And at that time, it was not very important to them, and it was a special feeling to come here if they didn’t need it. In the past, my father said that there is no need to compare these things with these children now, because they originally needed The things he faced were different from the Lu Yan at this time. Lu Yan must follow the family business, but those people don't need it, so what he needs is the company of his family, but what Lu Yan needs is time and time again. Self-growth, although difficult.

But this is the fact, sometimes I can’t deny that I have a lot of things because I don’t have these things, so I do have more time when I am alone, and even when others are playing When I was young, I had already started to study by myself. When I was young, my father taught me to learn some simple things, and I even knew some financial things, and I often called others.

But for me, they are all children. Even if I am better than other children, I can understand some truths, which can be said to be limited. I still want my parents to accompany me. My father said this before. The thing I regret most is that there are many things that my parents don't know, and many times I even don't tell my parents about some things because I am worried that they will know.

When I was young, I actually didn’t live very well. Although I didn’t have to worry about anything, I never lived the life of other children. Every day I was thinking about when my parents would come back. When I was just born, I felt like walking around with my mother. I felt uncomfortable every day at school, because I actually knew that at most I would stay here for a few months, and then I had to leave.

But at that time, I was actually happy in my heart, that is, when my parents were by my side, and later I found out that my father was real and would often stop. I once saw this father’s family here, At that time, I thought they were all the same as me, and even wanted to say hello, but my mother said that it would not be a real family from the beginning, that is, the family didn't want to know me at all. I remembered that feeling at the time. What Lu Lin said was ugly.

I remember that my father said that this is my older sister. Although I don’t know why I suddenly have an older sister, I still call this older sister very seriously, but this older sister said at the time that she is not this younger brother. It wasn't her biological brother, but that kind of tone made people feel very uncomfortable, as if there was a feeling of disdain, which made people feel all kinds of uncomfortable, but at that time I didn't say anything.

After all, I knew that it was my father who called these two people over because he felt that he was too lonely by himself, so he called them over. But at the time, he felt that he was even more lonely after they came, because When I saw them, I remembered that every time Lai wanted his father, this person was the one who got his father, and what he wanted was within easy reach for them.

In my heart, it was uncomfortable anyway, and it can be said that I received a lot, but I didn't say anything at the time, and I was always serious, because I knew that my father really wanted me to live better, so I didn't say it, but I have been serious all the time, I just want to be able to seriously understand my father's love for me sometimes.

Because at that time, these two people didn't like me very much, and felt like an outsider.

When I was young, I actually knew that I had a biological brother and sister, because my mother often said a word, that is, you should not tell your father that your life here is not good, because there There are also brothers and sisters who are waiting for your father. At that time, I realized that I am different from many of my classmates. I have brothers and sisters, and others are envious.

But I really don't like it, because I feel that my brother and sister at that time took away my parents, because my parents actually have nothing to do with me, but my mother has always been I feel that there is nothing wrong with the children. In fact, my mother bought gifts for the two children’s birthdays, but I also know that these things are actually right, but even if they are right, But I still feel unhappy, because I don't want my mother to be good to others.

But at that time, the mother's slightest meaning was that if she was good to the two people, her father could actually relax a little bit. Although he didn't like that person, his children could never be treated badly. If he is not good, in fact, such a man is not the one my mother liked at the beginning. When I heard it, I really felt that my mother really loved this man, and I could do a lot for this man.

Although I don't like it, I also understand the kind of love these mothers have for the younger generation as an elder, but what I knew at the time was that because my mother knew that people wanted these things differently, so I chose myself at that time Send things you don't like, but as long as you like things, you must keep them in your home, and others can't take them away.

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