Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 308
Sometimes when faced with these problems, I have never been able to deal with them like Lili, because I have always been guided by the possibility of breaking the pot. In fact, I really don’t care about other things. In the past, I always felt that if you do a good job, you don’t need to care about things that have nothing to do with the thing itself, because it is useless.

For a long period of time, in fact, I have an attitude that I can say or not say those words. After all, if everyone thinks that they have something to do with this person, even if they explain it themselves, they may not be able to explain it clearly. So it’s better not to explain it at all. In my heart, it’s very difficult for these things to exist, because I didn’t have this ability when I was a child, but it’s obvious that everyone’s feelings about themselves are the same. It's different, Lili said it was funny in the past.

Because everyone who knows this Gu Molian can see that it is impossible for this Gu Molian to have any interest in that person at all, because if it is interesting, Gu Molian would have found a partner long ago. Good-looking, capable, and the family is actually not bad, but a large part of the reason why I have never had it is because I am not interested in these people. What I have always wanted is to make money. It would be boring without this.

After this Lu Yan knew about it, he actually had this idea in his heart a long time ago. After all, he didn't look like he was very familiar with that person when he saw Gu Molian, and he was always in a flat state.It looked ordinary, so I just wanted to ask, but I was very relieved in my heart. After all, I didn't have any other thoughts and felt that this person was not worthy of my wife, and only I could be called one.

I have always thought so in my heart, and sometimes I even feel that Gu Molian is at a disadvantage when I talk to Gu Molian. After all, this person can do everything and looks much stronger than me, but I feel that This may be the reason why Xi Shi is in the eyes of lovers, but I am also very happy, because I completely know that I am Gu Molian's only one, and Gu Molian is actually my only one, because I have never known anyone else ,That's it.

In the past, I actually still cared about this matter, not because I didn't believe Gu Molian's statement, but because I felt that many people thought that I was not their wife's Bai Yueguang. This was something I couldn't accept, but now it seems that Even if everyone thinks it doesn't matter, but this person is always someone who I feel uncomfortable with in my heart, so I still think it is best to send this person out of my sight, so I contacted several hospitals later and still put it away. This person was sent out.

Because people who only think that they are themselves can only have a relationship with them, and they don’t want to be with others, even if others are rumors made by others, it’s not okay. Being with yourself can not be the feeling of being with others and following others, as if you are useless, it makes people feel that they don’t know what to say, and they are not very happy.

In my heart, I have always felt that the difficulty of this matter itself is that it was like this in my heart before. When I was a child, because there were many things that I could not fully own. In fact, I was angry, even my mother. , although it is my own mother, but because of the acting, in fact, many children have called their mother as mother since they were young, but I couldn't say anything at that time because it was really unnecessary, but I was angry The just can't say.

But now that I am capable, I can't let this kind of thing happen. I must be the person I like, that is, I can only have a relationship with myself, that is, even if it is some unwarranted atmosphere, other people can't have nothing to do with me. Yes, I would feel all kinds of unhappy, so after I sent someone away later, the scandals in it almost disappeared, but almost no one dared to talk about those things before. In fact, this Gu Molian We all know.

But Gu Molian thinks that this kind of Lu Yan is actually quite interesting, it just makes you feel that this person is cute anytime and anywhere. I don't know how to explain it. Although everyone knows it's fake, they still send him away. Moreover, it is a very good hospital, which is the blessing of that person, but for me, this person gave me enough trust, that is, although I sometimes feel that the sense of security between the two of them is much less. , but to be honest, I am very happy, I have always been trusted unconditionally.

It’s just that sometimes I actually feel a little strange about my own behavior. In fact, I was always a very generous person when I was young, but I don’t seem to like this feeling when I grow up. When I was a child in the film crew, I followed everyone I have been playing all the time, but I have always been the oldest child. I always give the things I like to others, give them to others, and then others will tell their mothers that they are very good.

It seems that after getting this praise, I feel like I can have something, but I don’t want this kind of thing, I just feel uncomfortable and don’t know what to say. In my mind, this kind of thing is also a Things that I have become accustomed to, I have always been like this before, and I think this seems to be right, but the fact is that I was unwilling from the beginning.

But I don't know that I think I am willing, because if so, my mother will praise me, but now when I don't need this feeling, everything starts to be different. The things I always want to possess have never changed, and even sometimes this feeling will be very strong, making people feel that I am actually a little scary, but I don’t feel that I am scary, but I feel that this is me. of.

In fact, I have always given up to others throughout my life. When I was young, I gave up my father to others, and I was still told by others. When I grow up, I can obviously be the master of many things, because my own The mother's reason is that I can't fight for this kind of thing or I have to give it to others. These things make people feel very uncomfortable, and sometimes I don't know how to say it in my heart.

I still need a possibility to let go of these things in my heart.

(End of this chapter)