Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 309 309. That's all
After all, I seem to have been like this for so many years, and it has always been like this. No one has ever told me that I can change to a different way of living. I seem to be used to it, but after getting to know this Gu Molian, I originally It is the kind of character that no one wants to take away from oneself.

In fact, when you were young, everyone would say that what you have to learn is humility. It seems that children who are not humble enough are not liked by everyone. What I always want is something that belongs to me and cannot be someone else’s. But in the hearts of others, I am so It's wrong to do it, so I have no choice but to endure everything, and then give the things I like to others, and watch others hold the things I like but don't cherish them.

When I grow up, I understand that many things are not necessarily given to others, but I should grasp all my own things. The things in my own hands are the best. I don’t need it, but others can’t want my own things. This is my own principle. I have always thought about these issues in my heart, and sometimes I even feel that these things are not important.

But there must be a better solution for all my affairs. When I tell everyone, I have never been a person who will give you things after you say a word. It has never been my own things in my heart. This life can only be my own, and when anyone wants to come and grab something from me, I don't like it very much, and sometimes I even feel that many things are unnecessary.

I have always given in a lot in my whole life, but I have grown up, and I have never done it again, and it is very simple. I think it is unnecessary. They are all adults who have nothing to do with others and do these modest things. , This is obviously wrong. In fact, many things in my life are not easy. Why do I force myself to do these necessary things? It is obviously unnecessary and I don’t want to.

In the life I have always felt, I have always followed my own ideas, because many times I understand that this opportunity is actually just this one time, if you can’t grasp it well this time, in fact, others Even if your opportunity is taken away, it has nothing to do with you personally. A person who can't even protect his own things is actually not qualified to tell anyone about his dissatisfaction, because you have no qualified.

I have always felt that these things, in fact, sometimes people are too hypocritical, but I should not have time to hypocritical these things now, because there are some unnecessary things in my heart. In fact, there are still many things that I want to do the most. Yes, I have always had an idea that the most important thing in my life is to be with Gu Molian all my life. In fact, this is a small wish, but I really take it seriously.

In my whole life, in fact, I have never thought about the person who can be with me for the rest of my life. When I was a child, the children of other people's homes had parents to accompany me. Every time I was alone, although it was worth it My parents are in love with each other, but this way of getting along with each other that can only be watched, but it is difficult to meet each other is the kind of dislike that I don’t know how to say, and it’s what I have always disliked.

What I like is the feeling of always being by the side of the person I like, the state where I can see this person as soon as I reach out, but because I was alone in the past, I never talked to anyone. Some people say this because they feel really embarrassed. After all, it is not a small thing. It seems to give people a feeling that they cannot do without people, but they have always been like this and have never changed.

In fact, the thing I like most in my whole life is to be good to a person. As long as this person is good, my heart will be much better, and people will not feel all kinds of embarrassment, and sometimes my heart will actually feel worse. I am so happy, I have a little more different thoughts in my heart. When I saw Gu Molian, I thought this person was the same, but Gu Molian is still different from me, because Gu Molian has long been used to being alone. , even when there is no one else.

But I am used to it, I am used to it, but because there is already a Gu Molian by my side, I am already used to it, that is, if Gu Molian is not by my side, I will feel uncomfortable for 1 times , This actually can be felt by many people. When I don't have Gu Molian by my side, my temper is very bad.

That is, in my heart, I actually have a certain difficulty in these things. In the beginning, what I was thinking about in my heart was what attitude I should have towards this person, but Gu Molian can say It is a very different person, that is, all your ideas are not valid in this person, and it makes people feel somewhat proud that they don't know what to say.

When I knew about Gu Molian in the past, I actually felt that she was definitely not what these people wrote. The feeling in this person's eyes that no one wants to compete with him is unmatched by anyone. , the kind that makes people feel bright, so I actually paid attention to this matter when I first knew this person, because this person gave me a different feeling, and for this Gu Molian Everything is normal.

In the past, I always felt that Gu Molian actually needed someone to protect me, but after I learned about Gu Molian's history, I actually wanted to protect it, because I felt that my strength was not enough. Because this matter is not so decisive, people don’t know how to say it, just like a female boss, people don’t know how to say it, it’s a little bit in people’s minds. The feeling of alienation.

In my heart, I was a bit caressing about the two people’s acquaintance at the beginning. I always thought that it would be best if the two people knew each other in a better direction, but I don’t seem to have time to start over again in my life. Because it is unnecessary, this opportunity to start again is the same for myself and others, and I don’t know what to say to look better, but that’s about it.

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