Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 345 345. Appearance
In the past, Lili still wanted to give face to her parents at that time, because she felt that they were her parents after all, but today it is really time to finish talking about these things, so she doesn't want to give face to her parents. For the sake of anyone, even these two children, some people used to say that adults' mistakes have nothing to do with children, but if these two children don't understand this matter at all, they won't say it, but this younger brother doesn't know. , but my sister must understand.

It is because this child understands everything, so I have to tell these people that I do have a certain strength now. In fact, I can really do a lot of things by myself, but it’s not because you say that I want to help you because of me. I also have my own temper, that is, sometimes when I feel that I am very tired, the parents call me. At the beginning, I thought that I would care about myself. It is nothing more than I saw you with someone today. On the same stage.

The next thing is who in my family likes this person very much, that is, you help me to ask for an autograph, and sometimes I even ask for things. In fact, I didn’t feel much about this thing at the beginning, but I just sometimes When I think about it, I feel awkward, because even if I’m not in the entertainment industry or just go to work, I know that I’m with this person all the time, but it’s not necessarily a good relationship.

Sometimes even in front of the camera, the relationship is pretty good when everyone looks at it, but it is really not good in private. It is at this time that you need to tell others that you want an autograph. It's not a good feeling, because I feel that I am a little ashamed, but at this time, the parents don't care at all, they just think that you want to support our face, that is, you have to give us face, if you don't give it Words, timely bad feeling.

In fact, I am really tired sometimes, even if I am so tired that I don’t know what to say. When I look at these so-called signatures, my heart is why I want to be this person’s daughter. That is, many times I feel this kind of uncomfortable feeling in my heart, but this kind of feeling is not felt by my parents. At that time, my younger sister was in poor health and when she went to the hospital, she saw their eyes. A state of really caring.

And when I was young, I remember that I was sick again. At that time, my grandparents were very anxious because they lived far away. If I didn’t go to this hospital in time for my illness, it would be very delayed. I remember making a phone call. For a long time, my parents said that I was working overtime and asked someone to come to pick him up, but after waiting for a long time, this person did not come. Later, my grandfather asked someone to take me there. uncomfortable.

Because when it was difficult, I was not valued by my parents, and even later, my grandparents probably didn’t want me, but I had a little resentment towards my parents, and I told myself that it was actually arranged by my parents. People who come here, actually I know it, but I don’t want my parents to feel uncomfortable, I don’t want my grandparents to feel ugly, I just feel that I have nothing, anyway, there is nothing in the end, but now I think about your present The child is sick, just know it is not good.

What I didn’t see at that time was that you were a little worried, that is, my father said at that time that children would never get sick, that’s how I said that I was very sick at the time, it was a feeling that I was about to die I don’t feel like I’m gone, but my father is still saying such things, how can I feel better, especially when my mother said just one sentence, it’s okay if you say that you don’t study well, it’s just that your body is not good .

I felt like I was doomed when I didn't study well. I was not qualified to be sick, even if I was sick, I felt sorry for them. At that time, I felt that this was my fault because of my own. I don't study well, but now I see that my parents are so kind to my so-called younger siblings. I understand what happened to me back then. It doesn't matter whether I study well or not. It's just a drag, if I didn't speak at the time, I would regret it.

I will really regret it for a long time because this is what I have thought about for a long time.I have always wanted to say that because I have really endured it for too long, I would persuade myself in the past, but now I really don’t want to persuade myself at all, and I feel that this is simply impossible. I still think it's my fault, but now I understand that it's not my fault at all, it's my parents' feeling about the reason why I like so little.

That is, when I was in the past, I actually didn’t care about these things about myself, but when I was in the hospital bed, when someone suddenly said such a long sentence, I felt unhappy in my heart. If your child has something to do, you come to find it. Me, when there is something on my side, you just act as if nothing happened. This feeling makes me feel very uncomfortable, and it also makes me feel uncomfortable in my heart.

In the past, I always felt that these things were more or less in a state of not knowing how to explain them, but now I understand that these things are not my fault. When I was young, I always felt that it was my fault. Many times I dare not say that my parents are wrong, but when I grow up, I know that this matter itself is not my fault, but someone else's. Sometimes people don't know how to explain it.

Even I really want to talk to you and them well, but sometimes I can't say a word, that is, you think it is a good environment to talk, but when you face people, you have a kind of feeling in your heart. I can’t express the feeling that I don’t want to care about it. I had this feeling in the past, because my parents didn’t care about what I said, and what I cared about was what I wanted to do, which was to help them. matter.

In fact, I don't have much affection for these things. Sometimes I even feel that the existence of these things is very difficult, and sometimes people feel that they don't know what to say. It seems that the human heart can relax a little bit.

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