Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 348 348. Heard

When I was a child, I always thought that it was my own reason that made my parents like this, but later I knew that even if it was because of it, it was impossible for two people to be together, because in their hearts, marriage is actually a simple matter. The process did not say that people want to be with this person because they like this person, but because everyone wants to get married and have children, and it is right that they want to do this, but there is no other meaning.

That is, when I was a child, I always felt that my parents seemed to be different from other people's parents, because other people's parents always give people a kind of smoke and fire in life, that is, my parents actually spend more time reading this book than I do. I spend a lot more time looking at each other, and sometimes I see that it is my mother. In fact, I spend more time in the laboratory than with my husband and my children, and some even At that time, my father said directly that in fact, the two of them were more like friends.

Because we have known each other since we were very young and we have understood what kind of person each other is, so there has never been any misunderstanding, or even the so-called jealousy. It's hard to see that a person is in that sad state for another person. The only time when I feel the most uncomfortable is when something happens to me. In fact, it's not that I feel uncomfortable with myself, but it seems that I feel uncomfortable with myself.

It is at this time that I understand that the most important thing in my parents' heart is me all the time, that is, they are each other but not me, and sometimes when I look at my parents, I actually feel that it is unnecessary in my heart. At that time, my grandparents said that it was because my parents were very calm and rational. At that time, when many things were going on, they still chose to marry each other, because they felt that they knew each other well.It just doesn't have to be.

It’s just that in many cases, grandparents actually don’t have much hope for two people being together. They think that they are parents and they are very rational people. They have been very rational people since childhood, and sometimes they even do things that others don’t What I dare to do is to choose rationally, but for my grandparents, if my emotional life is too rational, everything will become very strange, because in many cases, rationality is not a good thing.

But because my parents always have a feeling that they make their own decisions and don’t need others to say that they are together directly, and sometimes they don’t even want to tell their parents, if it’s not that grandparents know later The only thing is that I don’t even know that the two of us are together. At that time, my grandparents should have already understood what will happen in the next time. What I have been saving for myself is my future money, because I am too sensible. Just not.

Later, when my grandparents left, I said that the most uncomfortable thing is to give birth to such a beautiful little girl, but my son and my daughter-in-law are not people who can take good care of children. In fact, the most regrettable thing It's just that I didn't send this Lili to go to college. In many cases, I actually felt that being in this family was meaningless. It would be better for my parents that I wasn't here.

Every day I was in this family, my parents were actually very uncomfortable. Later, when I divorced, I said this directly, because my existence made the two of them very uncomfortable. It would be better to divorce directly, and The two chose to divorce when they were about to get divorced. At that time, there were no more procedures to ask who they wanted to follow. It seemed that everyone would be more relaxed when there was no such link, and their parents were even more happy.

I'm actually not that happy, but I think it's a kind of relief. In fact, I don't necessarily want my parents to treat me well. I just hope that sometimes I have a name, instead of just thinking about it every time I'm angry. It seems that there is such a daughter. When I said this today, I really told everything about myself from childhood to adulthood. In fact, I didn't know that my parents were clear about this matter.

But since I have already made up my mind, I must finish talking. I am not angry for a while, it is something that has happened for many years.This is the status of myself, so I must make it clear, otherwise it will be all complaints about myself. I don’t like this kind of complaints, and sometimes I even feel that my problem is that what I need is a parent instead of being treated again and again. The person I have a request for is a stranger, and even if I want to tell these people, I will be angry.

I feel that I never wanted to tell my parents about many things when I was young, because I always thought it was unimportant, but now that I have to explain things clearly, I should just say them directly. Yes, when I was very young, I actually heard my parents talking once before I fell asleep. At that time, I was just born not long ago.

But in fact, the topic I heard that time made people feel distressed for a while. I never thought that my parents would say that, because at that time I just finished testing my IQ and told my parents. In fact, there is still a lot of difference. At that time, I remember that when my parents heard the result, their eyes and complexion changed a lot, but what I knew when I was young, even they didn’t know, and they felt that they didn’t know anything.

But I actually know everything, and I understand everything. I knew that my parents didn't like me very much when I was very young. I actually knew it in my heart, but I just didn't want to talk to my parents. Things, people feel that the difficulty of the thing itself is that I actually know it, but my parents feel that I am a child, but they never shy away from talking about these problems in front of myself, and I can hear them clearly when I was young.

But now my parents heard that I knew it was what they said when they were young. In fact, I was also very strange, that is, I knew it was something when I was a child. This level is really good. When I said this, my parents' eyes were confused when they heard it, because I didn't know that I could hear what I said when I was a child.

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