Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 347 347. Many

But now I understand that there is nothing wrong with me, that is, I am still the strongest person, but sometimes not many people can really know what you are suitable for, and then I always praise you. In fact, in my heart, Gu Molian's meaning to me is really different, it has never been the same, and many people can't compare to it.

I just like the feeling of this person being by my side, because only when this person is by my side can I feel the feeling of being happy. Sometimes I actually understand it, because it is me When I was a child, I was actually not confident about myself, but I never knew that I was not confident, thinking that I was not good enough, but now I understand when this Gu Molian is always there.

That is, when you need a job that you need to show yourself in front of others, you need a state of self-confidence, a very confident state, instead of a self-comforting self-confidence, that’s when you can I understand that I have always been inferior to others. It is the self-confidence that was taken away by my parents when I was young. Is very unconfident.

Sometimes I like my face very much, but every time I see it, I will think of my mother's sentence, in fact, it is really useless to be good-looking, and this sentence is actually My parents didn't say it once, but many times. As long as my grades were not good or someone said that your daughter is so beautiful, my parents didn't know whether it was because of modesty or what was going on. What I said was just funny, it was just talking about the state of others.

But I have always felt that it is really bad to be good-looking, but sometimes it seems that it is really because of my parents that I don’t know what to say in my heart. I thought it was because of your parents, but in fact, I was really confident in the past, that is, when I followed my grandparents, because my grandparents would always say that their granddaughters are good-looking, that is, they will be big in the future. Star, I knew this star before because of grandparents,

In fact, I really didn’t have any dreams when I was young, because my parents always said that I was not very good at anything, and I was not like others. When I was young, I just wanted to be a doctor or a policeman. My thoughts at the time It’s enough to make my parents happy, so I don’t have any dreams, what my grandfather said to the heroines on this TV series is that my granddaughter can also do it in the future.

It’s that state of self-confidence. In fact, I’m the happiest. That’s when I started to have the feeling that I wanted to be a very simple actor, because I felt that I could let my parents and my grandparents Seeing yourself is actually really good-looking, and seeing yourself seems to be a very good thing. When I was a child, my grandparents also said that being good-looking is a great advantage, and people who are outside are good-looking people. After all, there are many good things received.

I have been reporting on this matter all the time. In fact, when I feel uncomfortable, I rely on the words of my grandparents to support me. Many times, I actually feel that if I can’t go on, it’s because of many people. They are all walking, and I seem to be the least talented among them, that is, before I met Gu Molian, I was really tired by myself, because everyone said that you are not suitable, and then you should not Here you have this feeling that something is not quite right here.

I have always been told that I am not suitable for this industry, but few people say that you are suitable for this job. If I hadn't met Gu Molian later, I might have given up this industry. Even giving up the only thing that gave me self-confidence before, I have always been in this state of not being confident in myself at all, and I was also like this when I was a child, all because of my parents.

That is, things about my childhood have always been like a thorn in my heart. I have always felt that I don’t like my childhood appearance very much, because at that time I was really the most cowardly person. What is it? The kind of person who feels that he is not good at everything. When I was young, I remember the teacher said that I could host and said that I was really good, but I didn’t dare to go at that time. At that time, I felt that my parents kept saying that I was not good.

In fact, I also gave myself a feeling that I can't do it, that is, it is obviously possible, but when I can't do it, I realize that sometimes the difficulty of the thing itself is your own feeling for yourself. I don't know when At the beginning, I felt exactly the same as others, that is, others said you were still the same, but in my heart I no longer had the so-called self-confidence in myself. At this time, the most terrifying thing is that I have lost my self-confidence.

Sometimes if I don’t have the so-called self-confidence, I will still worry in my heart, but the most difficult thing to say about this kind of worry is that sometimes when I want to explain, I actually don’t know how to explain it in my heart. People think it is your problem, but you really don’t have this problem, it’s just that sometimes you think other people’s things, or other people’s words, let yourself feel for a moment whether you are really not good enough, that’s how you are one of the

In many cases, I actually don’t know what is wrong with me, but because my parents always say that, I feel that I may be really bad, and I am often in a state where I don’t know how to explain it. In fact, most of my eyes are for one thing, that is, the kind that doesn't like that kind of ugly, but in my heart, I still hope that I am good enough, that kind of good enough, because I don't want myself to be The last confidence is gone.

In fact, when I was young, I always heard the words, that is, you can’t do this thing, and then you can’t do this. In fact, I thought that if I really knew how to say these things today, I wouldn’t be as good as I was when I was a child. It is suitable for the state of being bullied all the time, at least when I have the ability to say a word for myself or there are still many opportunities.

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